MOAN: The Cantonneli Mafia

by Sophia Gray

  “She’s not doing anything to me,” I snapped in exasperation. “She doesn’t really care what I do, Mom!”

  Mom glared at me and crossed her hands over her chest. “You are living in a den of sin,” she said sadly. “And you’re too caught up with the devil to realize it, Vanessa.”

  I closed my eyes and sighed. “I’m going out,” I snapped. “I’ll be home late. Just stay up all night worrying about me, or maybe you should just go home! I didn’t even want you here! It’s an inconvenience, and Kimmy hates me now!”

  Mom and Dad stared. Dad shook his head. “I’ve failed you as a parent,” he said sadly.

  Rolling my eyes, I grabbed my bag and ran out the front door. Cade had texted me the address of a motel on the outskirts of town and I ran to the cab line at the front of the apartment complex, ducking inside the first yellow car that I saw. My eyes were almost blind with tears but I hadn’t realized that I’d been crying until I was sitting in the backseat of the car.

  “Hey there,” the driver said in a low voice. “You take it easy now. Where you goin’?”

  “The Four Courts Motel,” I said miserably. “Outside of Madison.”

  The driver chuckled as he eased the car into gear and pulled away from the curb. “You runnin’ away, honey?”

  “No,” I said, clearing my throat and wiping my face. “Just going to see my boyfriend. That’s all.” Just saying the word sent a ripple of excitement through my body, and I could already feel my anger with my parents beginning to fade. As the driver took me out of Madison and towards the man I knew I was in love with, I struggled to push all angry thoughts out of my head.

  Cade was waiting for me inside room 13. I knocked on the door and he yanked it open. We stared at each other for a second before crashing together. Cade wrapped his arms around me and roughly pressed his mouth against mine. His kisses were urgent and sexy, and I closed my eyes and moaned as he worked his lips and tongue. As his tongue slipped into my mouth, I shoved my body against his. Cade’s muscular frame felt heavenly against my body, and my skin began to feel warm and itchy under the clothes I was wearing.

  As he slammed the door behind us and threw me on the bed, I stared at him in the low light. Cade had the same look in his eyes that he’d had that night at the club—like he wouldn’t be satisfied until he’d somehow managed to drive inside of me and make me weak with pleasure. I felt the fire heating up between us as he crawled on the bed and covered my face and neck in passionate kisses. Closing my eyes, I arched my back and closed my eyes as he wrapped his arms around me and slipped his hands under my shirt. Cade’s hands felt hot and rough and perfect, and I shivered at the sensations running through my body as he pawed at my breasts. My nipples were hard and stiff inside of the cotton bra I wore and I moaned as they rubbed against the fabric. Everything felt sensual to me, everything felt like my senses were going into overdrive.

  “Vanessa,” Cade groaned in a ragged breath. He crawled closer and I could feel his hard erection poking through his jeans. As I tugged his shirt off his muscular body, I gasped. He was so beautiful. I’d never noticed before, but he had nasty scars on his shoulders and his back. As I traced my fingers over them, I was suddenly hit with a stab of fear. What if this was the last time Cade and I would be together? What if we’d never be able to love each other this thoroughly again?

  I can’t think about that, not now, I told myself as we kissed passionately. Cade unbuckled his jeans and slipped out of his pants. When he was clad only in black boxers, he crawled between my legs and slid his hands under my shirt. I reached down and crossed my arms over my body, taking handfuls of the material and lifting it over my head. Cade reached behind me and unclasped my bra in a masterful single motion, yanking it away from my chest and burying his face in my cleavage. The sensation of his hot breath warming my skin was nothing but exquisite and I moaned loudly as his mouth fastened around one of my stiff nipples. As Cade began to lick and suck at my skin, I groaned and reached down to unfasten my pants. His hand was on me immediately, sliding between my body and the material, yanking them down my legs and tossing them to the ground. I could feel that my pussy was soaked, and as I wriggled around, my clit rubbed against the crotch of my panties. The sensation sent shivers through my body and I closed my eyes as a surging warmth seared into my skin.

  “Vanessa,” Cade groaned again. He slipped two fingers into my panties and wriggled them against my skin. As he slid a finger inside of me, I cried out. I was insanely tight and could feel that I was stretching to accommodate his finger—the sensation was heavenly. As Cade moved against me and began to rub at my clit with his thumb, I spread my legs as wide as I could. My panties flattened, trapping Cade’s hand against my body. It didn’t even feel like I was being touched by man, rather, it felt like something animalistic, something scary was touching my most private area.

  Finally, I reached down and pulled my panties off. As I tossed them across the room and spread my legs, a musky, heady scent filled the air and I realized it was the scent of my desire. Cade closed his eyes and inhaled before slowly moving down my body and planting small kisses along my breasts and quivering belly. Suddenly, I was filled with anticipation. My muscles clenched as I lay in wait for him to put his tongue to my body. Cade crawled between my thighs, blowing on the wet skin with his mouth. I shrieked and arched my back, spreading my legs even wider. I moaned when Cade’s hot tongue swirled on my lower belly. His fingers gently played with my pussy, spreading my labia until I could feel my juices leak out on the bedspread, and rubbing my clit until it stiffened and throbbed in the damp air of the hotel room.

  “I want you,” I moaned softly. Cade plunged his tongue inside of me, lapping at the skin between my legs. The sensation was amazing and delicious, almost like running a warm, soapy washcloth between my legs. Bolts of pleasure began to seize my lower belly as Cade licked my clit. He gently sucked on my labia and I howled with pleasure. Feeling his mouth against me was incredible, and I never wanted it to end. As he sucked and licked at my small bead of pleasure, Cade slid two fingers inside of me and began to stroke the walls of my pussy. Before I knew what was happening, my muscles were tensing and relaxing. My pussy clamped down on Cade’s fingers and I howled as pleasure raced through my veins. The force of my orgasm was strong enough to make me realize that I was holding my breath.

  Cade propped himself up on his elbows and smirked at me. When I finally opened my eyes, I couldn’t stop gasping for air. My chest was heaving and I blushed hard as I finally met Cade’s intense gaze.

  “You taste good,” Cade murmured. He slipped his fingers inside his mouth and sucked them clean of my juices. “I need you, Vanessa.” We didn’t break eye contact as he reached down and tugged his boxers away. When his cock sprang free, I gasped. He was beautiful. It wasn’t like before, when everything was so rushed. Now, I really had a chance to look at him. As he stood up from the bed and threw his boxers to the side, I couldn’t keep from ogling his perfect body. His cock stood straight up in the air and almost seemed to be pulsing with the same amount of lust that I was feeling. Even though I’d come hard, it hadn’t been enough to quell my lust for Cade. He gently tugged me towards him and I got on my hands and knees. Cade sat down on the edge of the bed and patted his thighs. Just looking at him was enough to make my clit tingle.

  “Come on,” Cade said. He gestured for me to crawl on top of him.

  “Don’t you wanna lay down?” I blushed hard. I’d never even thought of all the positions people could use for sex, but sitting on the edge of the bed seemed unorthodox. Finally, Cade wrapped his fingers around my arm and pulled me close. He picked me up with ease and settled me down on his lap so that we were facing each other. His cock gently pressed against the entrance to my pussy and I blushed. We were face-to-face, almost as close as we’d been that night outside of the club.

  “Vanessa, I want you to ride me,” Cade said in a low voice.

  I moaned as he reached between our bodies and slipped his h
and between my legs. He wrapped his fingers around his cock and guided it close to me, until the head was slipping into my pussy. I gasped, the sensation raw and delicious. I felt like he was filling me completely. Cade groaned and shoved his hips towards me, burying his cock to the hilt in my pussy. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck. Cade grabbed my hips and gently started moving me up and down on his cock. He filled me perfectly, and every time I landed on his body, my clit rubbed against his lower ab muscles. It felt heavenly—I was already starting to feel like I could come again.

  “Ride me,” Cade whispered in my ear.

  I blushed hotly and began to rise up and down on Cade’s hard erection. It felt incredible and I gasped, steadying myself with my arms on his shoulders. Cade’s muscular frame supported me with ease and I gasped as I began moving faster and faster, bucking my hips and throwing all of my weight against Cade’s chest. The sensations swirling and building in my body were incredible and as we moved together, I moaned with a loud, wanton pleasure into Cade’s ear.

  Cade tangled his hands in my hair and gently yanked my head back. It hurt, but the pain somehow only added to the intense waves of pleasure that were surging through my body. As I arched my back, Cade’s cock bulged inside of me. He felt even bigger than he had before, like he was supernaturally large. I knew right then that I’d never be able to fuck anyone like I fucked Cade for the rest of my life. The things he unleashed in me were crazy, but I was high on them. He was like a drug—a drug that I was addicted to, a drug that I never wanted to stop taking.

  Cade groaned loudly. I felt a warm soreness begin to build in my hips and thighs as I continued to ride him. He wrapped his arms around me and grabbed me firmly, moving a little off the bed with each of my thrusts until we were slamming together. The motion was powerful and I closed my eyes and let out a long wail as my second orgasm hit me. Cade let out a wild yell and buried his fingers in the flesh of my ass, sending shockwaves of sexual energy through my entire body. We bucked and gasped and came together and I couldn’t help but see stars.

  Afterwards, Cade pulled me close and lay down on the hotel bed. I hadn’t had a chance to look around the room, but suddenly I noticed how dingy and old it was. I blinked and climbed off Cade’s softening cock, pulling the blanket over my naked body.

  “That was incredible,” Cade murmured in a husky voice. He pulled me close and I rested my head on his sweaty shoulder. “I’m so glad you came out, Vanessa.”

  Chapter Fifteen

  As Cade and I lay in the cooling sheets, I closed my eyes. “Do we have time to take a nap?”

  Cade chuckled and pulled me even closer, until my arm was draped over the warm, muscular surface of his chest. “It’s you who’s on a schedule,” Cade whispered into my ear. His hot breath against my skin sent shivers down my spine and part of me was almost ready to try for round two.

  I laughed. “I’m so mad at my parents right now,” I grumbled. “I don’t even want to see them again. They tried to tell me that I needed to move out!”

  Cade didn’t laugh. “Why?”

  I rolled my eyes. “Because they found Kimmy’s gross vibrator in the bathroom and tried to act like it was mine.”

  Cade snorted. “Your parents really need to relax,” he said softly. He trailed his fingertips over my skin and I felt goose bumps break out in the wake of his touch. “They’ve raised an amazing, smart, gorgeous daughter. You’d think they’d be proud.”

  At that, I couldn’t do anything but sigh. Cade reached for his phone and mashed his thumb against the screen until a soft, folk-pop melody started playing.

  “How long are things gonna be like this?” I rolled over on my belly and glanced up at Cade. “How long do we have to keep hiding our relationship?”

  Cade licked his lips. “Wish I knew,” he said. “I’d say until I can get my shit together, but who knows. Rudy’s got it out for me now. I’m really gonna have to work my ass off to get back in his good graces.”

  I raised my eyebrows. “Like dealing more drugs?”

  Cade gave a quick jerk of his head. “Yeah,” he said. “Like dealing more drugs, Vanessa. You knew what I did when you got into this.” He sounded irritable, like I’d somehow begun to get on his nerves. “You knew, Vanessa.”

  “I know,” I said softly. “But, like, are you gonna keep dealing forever? Or do you have plans for a different life?”

  Cade sat up and turned the music off. “I don’t wanna talk about this anymore,” he said gruffly. I watched as he climbed out of bed and pulled his jeans on. Without the warmth of his incredible body next to mine, I started feeling cold.

  “Okay,” I said softly. I rolled over onto my back and stared at the cheap ceiling—it was that square material, with irregular pockmarks everywhere. A real cheap motel ceiling if I’d ever seen one. “When I can I see you again?”

  Cade swallowed. He sat back down and roughly pulled me into his arms. The feeling of his clothes against my naked skin was intriguing and I realized that being naked around him while he was still dressed was a turn-on. I felt more vulnerable, like he’d abducted me. Of course, Cade would never have had to do that; I’d always have gone with him willingly.

  “I don’t know,” Cade said after a moment. “The club’s throwing this big party tonight, and I gotta work it.”

  A ripple of unease went through my body. “What are you talking about? What kind of party? Can I come?”

  Cade stared at me. “Just, you know, a party. Like the one where we met,” he said. He leaned down to nuzzle me but I twisted out of his arms and lay back on the thin, lumpy mattress. “Just a party,” Cade repeated.

  I frowned. I didn’t like the sound of that, not at all. The party where we’d met had been a den of sin. Was he hanging out with other women when I wasn’t around?

  “Do you hang out with girls when I’m not there?”

  Cade pursed his lips. “Vanessa, I can’t let Rudy suspect anything,” he said after a long pause. “I can’t do that, you know? I have to act normal.”

  “What is normal?” My heart started to pound and my head started to ache. I didn’t like thinking about this, about Cade running around with all different kinds of women. Was he flirting with them? Kissing them? Fucking them? Doing everything with them that he’d just done with me?

  “Like the way I acted the night we met,” Cade said. He sighed and lay back on the bed. “Vanessa, chill out, okay? Calm down. I’m not going around sleeping with tons of different chicks when you’re not here.”

  “That doesn’t make me feel any better,” I said miserably. “How am I supposed to know how you really feel about me?”

  Cade stared at me. His blue eyes were practically on fire. “Vanessa,” Cade said in a heavy voice. “I like you a lot. Okay? I wouldn’t fucking sneak around like this if I didn’t. And you’re just gonna have to learn how to calm down and trust me when we’re not up each other’s asses all the time. You got that?”

  I nodded, swallowing a lump that was growing in my throat. “I understand,” I said miserably. “I’m sorry, Cade. I just…I don’t know! This is new to me. I’ve never really had a boyfriend before.”

  “It’ll be okay,” Cade said roughly. He pulled me into his arms and petted my hair. “We’ll work things out, Vanessa. I know we will.”

  But as I left the motel and headed back home, I started worrying all over again. Just what exactly was I doing, throwing away everything I’d even known for Cade? Was this me? Could I really keep doing this? My studies were already beginning to suffer, and my parents definitely suspected something. Plus, what would happen to Cade if Rudy found out about the two of us? Would I be in trouble, too, like he’d said?

  Chapter Sixteen

  Cade

  I didn’t like it when Vanessa started pestering me with so many goddamn questions. Then again, I knew she didn’t exactly know what she was dealing with. Not only was I her first boyfriend, I was also her first non-parent-sanctioned experience. She didn’t hav
e any kind of history dealing with the shit that I dealt with on a daily basis. Hell, she’d barely been drunk. I knew that she’d never done drugs. There were so many things that Vanessa and I couldn’t share.

  And yet, I was more attracted to her than ever. I started renting a room on the regular at the Four Courts Motel. The owner was an old guy, who barely even looked up at me for the first few times I’d visited. He didn’t give a shit who was there, be it Bleeding Prophet or Demon Catcher. I was used to being scrutinized for my actions, no matter where I was, so the low-key motel was kind of a relief.

  What wasn’t a relief was Vanessa’s attitude. I couldn’t stop thinking about our conversation until hours later. The Bleeding Prophets were throwing another party tonight and I had to be there to push drugs. It wasn’t an ideal situation, but I needed Rudy to get the fuck off my back and stay there. And worrying about Vanessa wasn’t exactly a solid way to get that done.

  “Cade,” Rudy said as soon as I got back to the clubhouse. “Where the fuck have you been? I’ve been callin’ you for hours!”