“So, can I buy you a drink?”
“If you’d like,” I said sweetly.
He got the bartender’s attention and ordered me another martini and a scotch for himself. Unable to hold myself back any longer, I reached my hand over and ran up his thigh, gently coaxing his cock to life. His voice stalled as he was talking to the bartender. He reached his hand down and held it firmer to his cloth covered cock. Looking at me with hooded eyes, he began using his hand to make mine massage him. I looked at him through my lashes and bit my lip. I wanted this man and I wanted him now.
“Never mind on those drinks, the Miss and I have decided to take a walk.” He said to the bartender.
“Yes, Sir.”
He turned back to me, “Come with me.” He said his voice laced with desire.
I stood up and he moved me in front of him quickly pressing a soft kiss to my neck, “Don’t want to give the good people a show, now do we?” He whispered.
Henry led me over to the elevators where we were soon able to step inside. We stood in the empty elevator and waited for the doors to close. The minute the doors closed, he pushed me against the wall and claimed my mouth. I clung to his shirt as if it were a lifeline. He broke the kiss and pressed the emergency stop button and was back on me. As his mouth devoured mine, my hands roamed down to his pants. Slowly I unbuttoned and lowered the zipper. Reaching my hand inside, I was surprised by the size of him.
I dropped to my knees and yanked his pants down. Quickly taking him in my mouth, I gently massaged his balls in one hand and stroked the base of his shaft in my other hand. I pulled back until just the tip was in my mouth. Sucking firmly, I twirled my tongue around the tip and over the hole. I moved down the shaft taking him in as far as I could get. Moving my free hand to his ass, I squeezed hard bringing him further into my mouth. I began to bob with vigor. His moans filling the elevator, he clamped his hands firmly in my hair almost pulling tight enough to hurt. It only turned me on more.
I loved giving head. It was a powerful moment where I took control over a man and brought him to his knees. One of my all-time favorite things to do. I could feel him begin to thicken and I knew he was close. Without giving him any kind of warning or waiting for permission, I pushed my finger in his hole and sucked harder. He clenched his ass cheeks around my finger and roared as he began to forcefully cum in my mouth. He pounded his hips into my mouth inadvertently moving my finger in and out of his ass.
“Oh shit! Oh shit! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuuuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!” He bellowed.
He thrusts his hips a few more times before thrusting one last time and plunging down my throat as his climax started to fade. I continued to suck him completely clean and then pulled his pants up and corrected his clothing for him. I pressed the emergency stop button and we began to move again. We stood there in silence, neither of us says a word. Finally the elevator stopped on his floor and he placed his hand on the small of my back and led me to his room.
Once we were inside, he pushed me against the door and devoured my mouth. When he broke the kiss, breathing hard, he whispered, “That was amazing, Dani. I will be returning the favor.”
Oh, and he did return the favor, very well actually. That first experience with him was amazing, but the times after only got better and I had actually considered giving up my black widow title and settling down for good. We had been seeing each other for about five months, when he asked if I would go on a weekend getaway with him. I jumped at the chance. We always had so much fun together. Honestly, I truly enjoyed spending time with him. It was enjoyable not to have to analyze every aspect of his life to come up with a dumping plan. I just simply sat back and enjoyed myself. We went to this amazing getaway resort. We of course had amazing sex in the water, in the bed, in the tub, wherever we could. To my surprise on the night before the last night he asked me to marry him. It was the most romantic moment in my life. I have been proposed to before obviously, but I never paid attention to detail. This moment, every detail registered. The picnic on the cliff that looked out over the lake and forest, the music playing quietly from a nearby stereo, the flower petals spread out everywhere.
His face as he kissed me passionately and whispered ‘I love you’ to me. I remember the tears in his eyes as he told me I was his everything, the answer to all his prayers and he would be forever on cloud nine if I would become his wife. For the first time in my life, I cried. I remember his anxious look as he waited for my answer. I said yes, of course. We were both on cloud nine. Both of us were insatiable and that worked because we were also both very creative. We were set to marry, but that day never came. My Henry was flying back from a business trip from overseas when his plane went down. No bodies were found. I cried for weeks. He was my one true love. Of course the thought of Karma crossed my mind, but I tossed that out because this would have happened sooner. No this was my sign that I needed to keep going with my plan. I wasn’t meant for one man. I was meant for many men and to live the life of luxury, but Henry was everything I used to dream about. His death nearly killed me. He left everything to me and I keep it all hidden. It still hurts for me to see it.
About three months after his death, I knew I needed to get back on target with my next candidate. It was when I was just coming back from one of my many visits to a therapist…and when I say visits, I mean I fucked his brains out and then he tells me that this isn’t going to solve my problem and I fuck him again and he tells me to come back next week. I had just turned the television on when this gorgeous man shows up on the screen. He looked a lot like my Henry build wise saying that he was hospitalized in a stabbing incident. I figured it was my Henry sending me help. So I called my guys and we began the task of looking into him.
Everything was going as planned until that little bitch came into the picture. Running her off has proven difficult. He is with her all the time, so I knew the only way I was going to be able to get in there was if I made her leave. So I started digging in her history and found that little nugget of information. After a few calls, I gave him all the information he needed and the plan was set. However, I found out a few days ago that she escaped with one of his bodyguards. So I have been working double time to watch and see if they show up anywhere in the area. So far I have seen nothing and Carson is barely leaving his house.
How and the fuck am I going to land him if I can’t get to him? He is really beginning to piss me off. I’m too far into it now to back off. This little bitch was just going to have to be handled by me. No better person to do the job than a woman on a mission. I will put this little slut in her place once and for all. Hopefully that will be with a sudden death and six feet in the cold hard fucking ground.
She’ll be back to him. I’ll be waiting and I will fix this bitch once and for all. I will finally claim what is mine!
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
~COLLEEN~
“I do understand. Quit being so damn pissy! I’m doing what I can!” I yelled.
“Don’t get mad, Angel. I need to know you’re safe when I’m not around and if you don’t do this right you won’t be.”
“You were perfectly fine before. Why all of a sudden does it matter now?” I knew why it mattered, but I was irritated, sick, and hot.
He wouldn’t back off me on how my stance isn’t right. I’m doing this wrong, I’m doing that wrong. It was all I could take and I snapped. I regretted it the minute I snapped, but I couldn’t take it back.
“Because I almost fucking lost you! Damn it! I was dead inside while you were gone. My life had stopped because you walked out and stupidly went to a known gangster alone and unable to protect yourself. I can’t stand the thought of fucking losing you again! It would kill me!” He bellowed back.
The veins in his neck stood out as he yelled at me. He looked like he was about to lose his top and the thought of that happening made me feel worse for my outburst. Carson is everything to me, the frustration just got the best of me. When I looked back in his eyes, it almost looked like tears w
ere dancing in them. With a huff, he turned and headed for the door, punching the wall as he walked out.
“What the hell?” I breathed.
“Colleen, I know you’re wearing out, but he is too. He’s talked to me some about what happened while you were gone. Honey, did you know he was kicked out of the gym for a week?”
I shake my head in answer. He sighs.
“Look, I know I’m part of the reason you are flying off the handle right now. I can’t tell you how sorry I am for you to have never known about this until now, but you can’t take that out on him. He is only doing what he can, honey.”
I just stared up at Geno. We had the same eyes and hair and if I were honest, I look a lot like him. How could I have not noticed that dad and I didn’t look alike? Of course I never saw or even knew of Geno to spot the differences. His eyes change and almost seems like fear shines in them.
“Will you ever forgive me? Will you let me in your life now?”
Unable to give him an answer on that right now, I just turned and walked out in search of Carson. I was on my way to the garage when I heard the shower running in our bathroom as I ran past our room. Opening the bathroom door slowly, I find him standing under the water with his hands resting on the wall and his head hung down and my heart breaks. This strong and amazing man was hurting and I was the cause. Quietly I stripped out of my clothes and climbed into the shower behind him. Wrapping my arms around his waist, I began to kiss his back.
“I’m so sorry. I love you. Forgive me?” I whispered in between kisses.
He turned around in my arms as he gently cupped my face in his hands, making me look up in his face. Carson stared into my eyes for a moment as his thumbs moved back and forth on my cheeks. I could see sadness and love in his eyes, but I also saw worry. It was the sadness and worry that caused my lip to tremble. He ran his thumb over my lower lip before lowering his head and pressing a tender kiss on my lips. Pulling back, he looked down at me, the light from the small little rectangle, window poured over him, shading part of his face while brightening others. It created a mood in the shower that was enhancing our feelings. My lip quivered once again, but this time it was because of the mess I have gotten us into. My fear of waking up and him deciding it was too much coming to the forefront. I clung to him in my desperation to not lose him.
“No, Angel,” he breathed. “Don’t think like that. I’m going nowhere.”
A sob escaped me and his mouth claimed mine the second after. Carson moved his hands back from my face into my hair as he walked me back into the wall. I ran my hands from his waist up his sculpted abs that contracted as I moved across them to his defined chest, across his broad shoulders until I wrapped my arms around his neck. The feeling of him under my hands was electrifying to my body and mind. There was no way I would ever get enough of this man. Pulling myself as close to him as I could get, I deepened the kiss further.
Carson’s hands ran up and down my back before running up to my breast, tweaking my nipple into a harder point than it already was. My back arched off the wall and my head fell back against the wall with a moan. He trailed kisses and nibbles across my jaw and down my neck until he took my breast into his mouth. My hands clamped behind his head as I moaned my pleasure. I felt his hand move down my stomach until his fingers slide through my folds. Sucking in a breath, I rocked my hips into his hand. Slipping a finger in, then another, the heel of his hand rubbing on my clit, it was an overwhelming sensation. Between the mood in the shower to the feel of his hands and mouth on me it pushed me higher and I started to build. My hips rocked faster into his hand and his fingers moved faster in and out of me.
“Ah, Carson,” I breathed.
“Come for me baby,” he whispered before taking my mouth in a fierce kiss.
That was all it took for me to explode as I moaned into his mouth. My hips rocked with more urgency against his hand and I rode my climax out on his fingers. Carson lifted my leg and wrapped it around his waist and entered me without hesitation. I cried out at being filled by him. His thrusts were slow and my leg I was still standing on started to tremble. His hands moved to my hips and lifted me pressing me into the wall. Wrapping my leg around his waist, I began to raise and lower myself on him. Moving my hands up to the ledge of the small window, I used it for the support I needed to keep moving. His thrusts became faster and more forceful.
“Yes, Colleen. Yes, just like that,” he breathed.
Gripping my hips tighter, he pulled me away from the wall and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. Moving to the bench, he shifted us around to where my back was to his chest and I sat in his lap. Using my hips, he began to raise and lower me on his cock.
“Oh shit,” I whispered.
“Move faster, Angel,” he breathed in my ear before biting my ear lobe.
Turning at the waist I draped my arm over the back of his neck and pulled him in for a kiss as I moved faster and his thrusts became more urgent. Moving his hand down to rub my over sensitive clit, I exploded. It started small and built higher and stronger before I could hold no longer. Throwing my head back, I cried out his name as my orgasm took over me. Carson stood up and bent me over at the waist as he pounded into me forcibly. It was enough to roll my orgasm into another. Crying out loudly as I grabbed his legs, he slammed into me a few more times before calling out my name and emptying himself inside me. Once his small thrusts were finished, he leaned down and kissed my back a few times before pulling us over to the bench.
It was the moment or maybe it was just being with Carson, but my emotions were on overload and I broke down and cried into Carson’s neck as he cradled me. He just held me tighter and rocked us slowly side to side.
“It’s okay, Angel. Just let it all out. I’m here for you.”
“I never…meant…for any of this…to fall on you.” I choked out between cries.
He surprised me when he started laughing. I sat up on his lap and looked at him with a mixture of confusion and hurt.
“Oh no baby, it’s just that I have been thinking that same thing.”
“What do you mean?”
“Angel, your past wouldn’t have found you if it hadn’t been for this psycho woman.”
To my surprise and his, I started laughing. Carson joined in shortly later. After sitting in each other’s arms for a moment longer we showered and got out. Once we were dressed we walked out to the living room and sat on the couch, just talking when Geno came walking in from the garage.
“Where did you go?”
“I went and picked up a few things. Carson, can I get your help carrying some of this stuff in?”
“Sure,” he said before kissing me and walking out with Geno.
What the hell was going on?
I stood up to go find out when a wave of dizziness took over. I stumbled a little grabbing onto a shelf. In the distance, I could hear a door opening and voices, but I couldn’t make anything out. Stumbling some more, I reached for something to stop my falling, but nothing was there. Vaguely I heard something falling and some yelling before it was lights out for me.
“Do you remember what I told you?”
“Daddy?”
“You never let anything stop you from achieving what you want. I didn’t let anything stop me. Now look at what I have achieved. I’ve got a thriving business and most importantly…I have you my little flower.”
“Why do you call me flower?”
“Because you brighten up any place you are at, just as a nice bundle of flowers would do.”
“Daddy can I ask you something?”
“Of course. You know you can talk to me about anything.”
I paused for a moment, unsure if I should ask him, but I wanted to know too. “Why do you stay with her? Why can’t we just run away and get far away from her?”
“Oh darling, there is so much more to the situation than you know. If I could just take you away, I would.”
“But she hurts me. She makes me bleed and I’m hungry unless you a
re home. How can you make me stay there? Do you love her?...More than me?”
When I looked up into his eyes, I saw the tears forming. It made me instantly regret saying anything to him. Just as I was about to apologize, he cupped my face and kissed my forehead.
“You are my life. I loved your mother at one point, but it’s hard to love someone who doesn’t love you back. You’ll understand when you get older.”
“I’m not going to fall in love. If this is what love leads to, I don’t want it.”
“Oh flower, you will find love, but you wait until that love is something you can’t stop thinking about. You want it even though you think you shouldn’t. You hang on to that and give yourself fully over because that is when the love is real when neither of you can stay away from each other.”
“Is that how you feel about Harriet?”
He hung his head sadly, but never answered me. We heard a loud bang in the distance and he immediately shoved me behind a bush and stood up. I peeked out to see what was going on and I saw a tall man, standing over my dad. I couldn’t hear what was being said when the man started hitting my dad.
“Daddy no!” I screamed.
Immediately arms tightened around me and I screamed again. I fought to get free, but I couldn’t get free.
“Shh Angel, I have you.” A familiar voice said.
I turned to find Carson holding me sitting on the floor.
“Carson?” I breathed.
“Yes, Angel. I’m right here. You fainted.”
I could see the look of concern on his face. Curling into him, I absorbed his warmth to help push the coldness I felt from that memory away.
“I…I called Jack. He’s going to be here any minute.” He said nervously.
If it weren’t for the fact that I was concerned for myself just as much as he was, I probably would have protested. But the fact of the matter was I never fainted and that concerned me.
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