Down and Out (Hawks MC: Caroline Springs Charter Book 3)

by Lila Rose

  Humour spread through her eyes before she threw her head back and burst out laughing. Her laughter only stopped when I leaned in and licked the length of her neck. I felt my tee pull as her hands gripped it tightly. Placing a kiss on her shoulder, I stepped back to find her face flushed. I took her hand in mine and led her down the hallway to my room. A thrill ran over me, not only my dick, but my body in anticipation. She was gonna be mine in more ways than just my mind. Her body would be mine, and soon, if not immediately, her heart also.

  I opened the door and let her step in first. I came up behind her, my hands on her upper arms as she took it all in. Her head moved to the right where the walk-in closet was. To the bedside table where a picture of Simone sat. Which was when she took my hand off her arm and brought it around to kiss it. She was telling me it was okay to remember. It was okay to keep Simone alive in memory. Her head then moved left where the window sat, then to the wall next to it where the outside camera monitors were lined on a computer table. They flashed from one corner of the property to another.

  “You weren’t lying about keeping us safe,” she murmured.

  “Shit no. Most important people in this house. Do anything to keep them safe.” Turning her in my arms and taking her face in my hands, I said, “Need you to know, from this night on, you sleep in here with me, where you’ve always belonged. You good with that?”

  “Yes,” she whispered.

  My eyes ran over her face, taking it all in. Her blonde, sexy hair, her pale, warm blue eyes, her heart-shaped face, and her fuckable, kissable lips. Everything about her made me hard; her body, her voice, her whispers drove my cock crazy.

  “Can’t hold back, Mena. Need you. Now get naked and on the bed. I wanna watch you strip, watch you lie on the bed, spreading your legs, offering me your pussy.”

  With my hands still on her, I felt her whole body shiver, and I loved it. I knew her pussy would be wet already. Licking her lips, she stepped back. I let my hands drop from her even when they wanted to reach out to her. She stepped back again and slowly slid her tee up her stomach, over her breasts, which were covered in black lace, and threw it off her arms to the floor.

  Her smile was shy. Her heart would be beating like crazy, like mine was in anticipation, but she continued. The little tease undid the button on her shorts in a leisurely pace. My eyes narrowed; hers smiled.

  “Woman,” I said in a warning tone. My heart was going crazy behind my chest. Having my eyes on all of her skin was something I’d been wanting for a hell of a long time. My dick jerked behind my jeans. A giggle left her lips as she unzipped her shorts and wiggled them over her hips and down her legs, kicking them off to the side.

  Fuck. Beautiful.

  My sunshine then reached behind her and unhooked her bra, dropping it to the floor.

  As she watched me watch her, I glided my hand over my hard-on behind my jeans. I had to touch my hard cock. My gaze found her perfect breasts, and I focused on them, desperate to touch them. Her eyes followed my movement, her gaze dipping to a smouldering heat. She wanted what I was touching.

  Her eyes flared, her mouth opened in a soft gasp before she picked up her pace. She removed her panties quickly and lay back on the bed, moving into the middle.

  In a soft, lust-filled voice, she admitted, “I’ve never felt this need for someone before, Kalen. Just having you watch me with such intensity in your eyes makes me crazy. Makes me feel confident.” When she’d finished her confession, she bent her knees, her feet going to the bed. Then she spread her legs wide for my eyes to feast upon her pussy. Heat filled her cheeks and ran quickly down her chest. From where I stood, I could see she was slick with need. My woman was aching, and I was about to settle it for her, while enjoying it greatly in doing so.

  “Touch it,” I demanded. She ran her fingers around her nipple and then down until they dipped into her hole. She arched and moaned. “Lick your fingers, Mena. Taste yourself.” She met my gaze as she removed her fingers and slid them between her lips where she licked and sucked them.

  Fuck. I was about to blow my load in my jeans.

  “Kalen,” she whispered huskily. “I need you.”

  “What do you need?” I removed my tee from my body. Her eyes fucked me over. Her small curve to her lips told me she liked my ink.

  “You. I need you to fuck me.”

  “With goddamn pleasure.” I kicked off my jeans and boxers. She smiled as I stalked towards her. “You’re fucking beautiful.”

  “So are you.” Her hands ran over her stomach, her tits, her mound.

  Palming my cock, I stood beside the bed and asked, “This what you want?”

  “Yes,” she growled in her cute little voice. Reaching into the bedside table, I grabbed a condom out, tore the packet with my teeth, and rolled it on. She was expecting me to just take her. But I wasn’t. I needed another taste of my woman’s pussy.

  With my knees to the bed, my hands went to her thighs, and I held them down as I lowered my upper body between her legs.

  “Oh, God,” she moaned even before I had my mouth on her pussy.

  At the first touch of my tongue, her legs tried to come up around my head, but I held them down. I loved my pussy spread wide for me, so I could do what I wanted to do. My tongue dipped into her hole. She cried out. I slid it up circling her clit. She tasted even sweeter from the small dip I’d had at the club.

  But, fuck me, I was close to coming.

  Her hand threaded into my hair, and I fuckin’ growled as she pushed my head down harder. I sucked her clit in and bit down gently. My woman was greedy. My dick twitched from her show of losing her shy self.

  “Holy motherfucking…!” she cried out.

  There was no way I was blowing without being in her. So before I could, I moved up her body, kissing every part I could and then met her greedy mouth with mine. She licked and sucked her own juices off me and shit, my eyes hooded. I licked my lips as desire tickled down my spine, drawing my balls up tight.

  When I thrust my dick hard into her tight, drenched pussy, she ground her head back into the bed and screamed, “Kalen. Fuck yes. Yes. Fuck me.”

  Christ. I was a goner.

  Gripping her hair, I demanded, “Eyes, Mena. Now.” She opened them. A purr fell from her lips before I said, “You feel me? My cock deep inside of you? This is my pussy, sunshine. Fuckin’ mine.” She managed a nod just as her walls tightened around my cock. “Jesus. Yes. Milk my cock. Milk it.”

  She took my face in her hands and kissed me hard while I grunted through my load shooting out into the condom.

  Slowing my thrusts, I got to my hands above her and looked down at my woman. Dipping my gaze lower, I watched my still hard cock slide in and out of her tight snatch.

  “Fuckin’ perfect.” My words came out on a growl. “Hope you don’t mind having minimal sleep.”

  She smiled up at me and said, “Not one bit.”

  Mena

  A cheery voice woke me from my sleep. I stretched and strained my ears to hear what was being said.

  “Thought I’d pop in to see my grandbaby. Where’s Mena? She’s usually up and in the kitchen by now,” Judy said, her voice easily travelling down the hallway. Sitting immediately, I gripped the blanket to my naked chest.

  Judy was back.

  Judy was back, and I was in her son’s bed.

  Oh, my God.

  “Mum,” Kalen shot out harshly.

  “What? I’m just going out to her room to see if she’s awake yet. You and Koda aren’t the only ones I’ve missed.”

  “Mum.” Kalen ground the words out.

  “Yes, son? Spit it out.”

  “Mena’s not in her room.”

  “What did you do?” she barked. “Did you yell at her again, and she’s run off? I swear I will take you over my knee and tan your arse, no matter the age you are. She is the best thing that has happened to you in a long time. If you don’t see that, then you’re looking out of your arse, and you’ll have no hope in
your future.”

  “Fucking hell.” I heard Kalen groan. “She’s in my bed.”

  My breath caught in my throat. The room fell silent. Even Koda’s chattering was gone. That was until an excited squeal spilled into the house.

  “Holy shit. Holy shit!” Judy cheered. “I’m so proud of you, my son. This is the best news you could ever bring me, well, besides having knocked her up. But I’ll let you slide on that one.”

  “What are you doing?” Kalen sounded exasperated.

  “Taking Koda for a while. Get back in there with Mena, and you never know, you could tell me soon I’ll have more grandchildren on the way.”

  My body flopped back on the bed, my hand covering my mouth to hide my laughter. Judy was amazing. I’d worried she’d think I was only after her son for his money or something ridiculous along those lines, but I didn’t have to worry. I knew she’d seen what I’d been hiding for some time: my affection for Kalen Brooks.

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Three Weeks Later

  Mena

  When I got back from the store, I found Judy sitting on the couch reading a book to Koda.

  “Hi.” I smiled. “Where’s Kalen?”

  “Getting ready.”

  Stopping, I asked, “For what?”

  “Dinner. He’s taking you out, and I’m taking Koda home with me for the night.” She grinned like a fool. I’d been right; Judy was more than pleased Kalen had gotten his act together and claimed me as his woman. It was something she’d told me many times.

  My stomach dipped delightfully in excitement. Over the past few weeks, we hadn’t had time to go on an official date night. Not that it bothered me so much. We spent all of our free time enjoying each other’s company.

  My head snapped to the hall when I heard Kalen’s heavy footfalls approach. He was dressed in dark jeans, a tee, and his club’s cut.

  Grinning, I asked, “We’re going on the bike?”

  Kalen winked. “Yeah, sunshine. Dump that shit and go get on some jeans.”

  Looking down at my dress, I glanced up at Judy and whispered in a thrilled voice, “We’re going on the bike.”

  She laughed. “Put your bags on the counter. I’ll unpack for you before I head out with this little man.”

  Rushing the bags into the kitchen, I then raced back into the living room, down the hall and straight into Kalen’s closet, our closet. All my clothes were among his. I had a bedside table with my panties and bras in it, on my side of the bed. Emotions had overwhelmed me the day he’d moved me in, and I ended up bursting into tears. Kalen, thank God, thought it was cute.

  Dressed in jeans, an awesome biker babe tee, which Low had bought me—I’d found the parcel sitting in the letterbox a few days ago—and my own girly biker boots on my feet, I made my way down the hall with a giddy smile on my face.

  Kalen grinned when he saw me, stood from the couch, and asked, “Ready?”

  “Heck yes.” After a kiss to Judy and Koda’s cheeks, I took Kalen’s hand and we headed to his Harley already sitting out front waiting for us. Since I’d been moved into the house, Kalen moved his Harley back into the shed, which he was glad to do. It was one of his babies after all.

  I loved watching Kalen straddling his ride. It was when he turned into Dive. He kicked her to life, looked at me and winked before sliding his mirrored sunglasses over his eyes. Even though it was late, the sun was still setting. His chin lifted to me, gesturing for me to hop on. A spasm hit my clit. He looked like he belonged on his Harley. Warmth filled me. I was happy he’d found this part of himself. He’d found his family, a place he belonged, and now I was a part of it as well.

  It was something special.

  Climbing on the back, I placed my new helmet on and wound my arms around his middle and that time, there was no hesitation in bringing my body flush against his. His hand rubbed against my hand at his waist before it went back to the handle bar and we took off.

  When he drove out of Halls Gap and took a scenic tour into the mountains, pleasure swept throughout my body. Being close to him, on his bike with the wind, and the feel between my legs from the bike’s power was what I wanted more than food.

  Free to think, my mind wandered to the previous night. Kalen had sat on the couch with his son on his knee when I’d walked into the room. He was showing Koda some pictures of Simone and talking about her. Telling him she was his mum. Tears filled my eyes when Koda looked up to Kalen and said, “Mum.” Kalen had sensed my presence when I’d first entered. He seemed to be always in tune with me. At Koda’s word, he’d looked over at me and smiled.

  Practically skipping across the floor, I’d sat beside my guys and said, “Yes, Koda. That’s your mum. Isn’t she pretty?” Kalen wound his arm around my shoulders and kissed my temple. I sat there along with Koda and listened to the stories my man shared about Simone.

  It was a moment in life, actually one of many, I would always remember and love.

  We rode for two hours, but it only seemed like half an hour before we were pulling into the restaurant car park.

  I was already off the bike and removing my helmet when Kalen came up behind me, his hands moving to my waist. “Fuckin’ love that you enjoy riding as much as I do.”

  Placing the helmet on the seat, I turned in his arms and asked, “One day, when Koda is older and in school, could we take off for the whole day? Just stopping to eat and refuel?”

  His eyes lowered in desire. “Fuck waiting. We’ll do it soon. Mum will have Koda.”

  Smiling, I whispered against his lips, “Yay.” Then I kissed him, wrapping my arms around his neck.

  Pulling back, he said in a low voice, “Shit, we’d better eat so I can get you home to bed.” He smirked at my blush, running the back of his hand over my cheek. “Fuckin’ love it.”

  We walked into the restaurant and waited to be seated. I saw a waitress coming our way with a smile lighting her face once she spotted Kalen. Rolling my eyes, I curled my body around my man’s and offered her a friendly smile. Kalen couldn’t help he was so good-looking. Still, I wanted her to know he belonged to someone, and that there were no hard feelings. She could look, admire even, but not touch. Her smile faltered as Kalen threw his head back and roared with laughter.

  His hand ran over my arse as the waitress took us to an available table. Was I shy about it being in public? No, I owned it.

  She asked for our drink orders, which we gave, and then she left with a huff when Kalen wouldn’t even look at her.

  “I want more kids,” he stated just as I picked up the menu, only to have it fall from my fingers, bang on the table and drop to the floor.

  “Sorry?” I was sure I’d heard him wrong.

  “First, need you on the pill for a bit. Want my time with you and Koda before I knock you up, and I wanna be able to come inside you and still be protected until we decide it’s time to have more trouble runnin’ around.”

  My mouth opened, and my heart did a ballet dance in my chest. I wanted to bring my hand up to still my heart, but I was too busy clenching and unclenching them in my lap from the way his words had stolen everything from me, yet warmed me at the same time.

  Noise to the side caused me to jump. The waitress had reappeared placing our drinks on the table. Beer for Kalen and a lemon lime and bitters for me.

  “Ready to order?” she asked.

  “I’ll have the steak and chips. Mena?” He smirked. He’d completely caught me off guard, and he loved it.

  “Um,” I started. “The, ah, f-fish please.”

  “Sure,” she said and then left.

  “Kalen,” I whispered. “You want kids with me, but first, you want me on the pill before we decide to have them…? Did I get that right or was I dreaming?”

  He chuckled. “Got it right in one, sunshine. Except you’re missing the part where I can’t wait to go ungloved inside of you.” Wiggling in my seat, he laughed again. “See you’re down with that. Good.” Leaning forward, he added, “Grate
ful you came into my life, Mena. Grateful my dick moves at the start didn’t scare you off. Most of all, I’m fuckin’ grateful you filled my heart with love once again.”

  “Kalen,” I mumbled. My bottom lip trembled. Tears stung my eyes. A need to be close to him hit me. Not caring with the people around us, I pushed my chair back and stood. His smile told me he knew what I was doing. His own chair slid back, and I moved around and sat sideways in his lap. My face hit the crook of his neck and shoulder. “I love you. I really do.”

  A grunt. “Fuckin’ love you, sunshine.”

  Lifting my head, I met his gaze with a serious one. “But I need you to know, it’s been on my mind for a while and I-I need to get it out because I worry… with my debt, my money situation. I-I don’t want you to think I’m only with you for it to be easier on me. You and Koda are my world—”

  “Enough,” he said with an honest to God growl. “Never would I think it. We’ll take care of shit together. Have no worries about what I think, Mena. Your heart it pure gold. I know it.”

  Nodding, I whispered, “Okay.”

  “Okay.” He smiled. “Together, everything will work out.”

  “Together.” I smiled and then kissed him right there in front of anyone who wanted to watch.

  Later that night, Kalen had just walked naked from the bathroom into the bedroom. I was already stripped bare and lying on the bed waiting for him. His smirk was cocky as he climbed up my body. His knees went to the side of my head, and in a voice that sent a quiver to my clit, he ordered, “Suck me.”

  He knew I loved taking his cock in my mouth as much as he liked going down on me, but that night, I was going to switch it up a bit. Opening my mouth, he slid his cock in slowly and then back out again.

  “Love your pussy, but love your mouth just as much,” he said gliding himself into my mouth again. A groan escaped his lips as I swirled my tongue around the tip when he pulled back out.