And when she told me about some fellow marine doing the Lamaze classes with her and being there in the delivery room when my fucking kid was born I almost killed her right then and there. If I’d been contemplating taking it easy on her ass that shit sealed her fate.
The baby seemed to sense her and started fussing in the other room. She made a move to go towards her and I stopped her. “You wait here.” I went into the room and got her, taking my time changing her diaper while she fussed and looked at me accusingly. Fucking females, they learn that shit from young.
“Don’t give me that look you, I’m doing this for you.” She gave me a look that swear to fuck looked like ‘yeah right daddy’ before putting her fist in her mouth and butting her head against my chest. Damn I love her so much already it’s scary. So you can imagine how much her mother loves her. Fuck you and her damn mother.
I walked back into the living room where she was already preparing herself to feed Zakira. It was like I wasn’t even there as she reached out for her. The two of them reached for each other and the baby latched onto her tit like it was her lifeline. I realized I was jealous as fuck.
This was something I couldn’t give my kid, something that she seemed to desperately need. It pissed me the fuck off and I had to stifle my anger, even as I was drawn to the sight before me. I didn’t look away this time, just stood there watching, taking it all in.
It was easily one of the most beautiful things I’d ever seen, but it only made me wonder what else I’d missed. I watched as she switched Zakira from one nipple to the next, and my mouth watered at the little bead of breast milk that was left behind. My dick, which had no sense whatsoever was already sniffing around for a hole to fill, he didn’t give a fuck about me, or my hang-ups. I was so overtaken with what she was doing that I didn’t stop her when she went to take the baby into the bedroom. I followed behind her like a lovesick puppy or some fuck, my anger fighting against my lust, and lust was kicking the fuck outta anger.
“I need your answer now.” I wasn’t gonna give her time to run back to her girls and let them fill her head with shit. This was between her and I plain and simple. She closed her eyes and I almost caved, almost, but not quite, at the defeated look on her face. I couldn’t forget what she’d done, wouldn’t let it go.
Her answer was a simple nod of her head and a blush. Thank fuck, I let out the breath I wasn’t aware I’d been holding. “Don’t ever do that breast feeding thing in front of anyone else, especially not another man.” She looked a little taken aback but I wasn’t about to give her any explanations. It was bad enough that I still cared, but the thought of any other man witnessing what I’d just seen was enough to cause me to commit murder.
Since my dick was already hard from watching her feed the baby and it felt like years instead of days since I’d had her, I was more than ready to get started. I made sure Zakira was really asleep in her crib, before taking her hand and leading her to my bed. She followed a bit tentatively at first but then I felt her relax. “One more question.” This shit had been plaguing me since I’d first seen her feed the baby. “I sucked on your tits a couple days ago and I didn’t taste anything, how are you feeding her?” just mentioning that shit made my dick ache. Fucking sap, I was still hot for her snatch even though I knew she was a conniving bitch.
“I dry up for a few days if I don’t feed her for a while, but it comes back in if I go back to feeding her.” I didn’t understand any of that, but I left it alone. “So if I take you in my mouth right now there’ll be milk?”
My hands were busy while I was talking, and my dick grew hard as a pike at the thought of getting my mouth on her. I tore her top off and she jerked in surprise. “You won’t be needing this.” If she only knew what I had planned for her she’d run screaming, but I wasn’t planning on giving her the chance.
Her breasts held new meaning, now I knew why they seemed fuller. They were there for more than my pleasure. I played with her, teasing her tits but going nowhere hear her nipples. I wanted to bring her to fever pitch, wanted to make her crave me, the way I’d once craved her and had stupidly started to again.
I was no longer sure what I was madder at, the fact that she’d had Zakira without me, or that she’d been here for days and not said one fuck to me about being a father. It didn’t matter right now though, she’d agreed to my terms and I was going to hold her to it.
“Touch me.” Her hand came up and touched the fly of my jeans, tentatively at first until she grew brave. I slid the bra strap down her arm and bent my head to suck on her nipple. The rush of milk burst on my tongue and I almost pulled away in surprise.
The taste was surprisingly sweet, no wonder my little piglet liked it so much, I wouldn’t want the can shit either if I were her. I sucked on her tit softly at first and then did what I’d seen Zakira do and went to town. I was afraid of hurting her, but my fingers playing through her pussy folds came away wet.
I got my cock out and into her hand. She didn’t need any instructions as she fondled my balls with one hand while stroking my cock with the other just the way I liked, as I sucked the milk from her tits steadily, working back and forth from one to the other. She spread the pre-cum from my cockhead over the slit and down until her hand was moving smoothly up and down. I fingered her pussy with three big fingers stuffed deep inside until her pussy juice pooled in my hand.
I pulled my fingers out and fed them to her. “Suck.” She almost inhaled my fingers as she jerked my cock even faster.
I laid her out on the bed, marveling that I could be so calm, so gentle, when there was a barely contained rage beating away inside me. I was torn between wanting to put my head between her thighs and feasting, or wetting my dick. My dick won that round. I eased her thighs open more and slid between them with my rod in hand. I let the head go on the hunt and he sniffed the pussy out on the first try.
I teased her by rubbing my pre-cum filled cockhead against her wet slit before lodging just the crown inside. “Beg.”
“What?” She was already fiending for my cock, her body moving on its own accord trying to suck me in. I held myself back until she gave me what I wanted, but she was hanging tough.
“I said beg.” I sucked on her nipple and pressed down on her clit and that was all it took. “Please Zak, please.” I wasn’t sure if she was begging to be fucked or begging me not to make her beg, I didn’t care. As soon as the words crossed her lips I fucked into her. Fucking ambrosia.
I had to grit my teeth to hold in the growl of pleasure. It didn’t seem to matter that I was pissed at her, my body wanted her, but I wasn’t happy about it. I didn’t want to give her anything more of myself, but I was fucked if she was gonna keep herself back from me. I nibbled my way to her ear as I stroked into her nice and slow.
Her tits were leaking milk onto my chest, and I reminded myself to clean her up before we were done, but first. “I’m going to stay in your pussy all weekend. Thanks to your girls acting up, I’ve convinced the guys to give me the whole weekend to work our shit out. Only there’s nothing to work out is there? You’re gonna give me a son.” I fucked into her hard and pulled milk from her tit onto my tongue before lifting my head to look down at her. “I’m going to fuck one into you before the weekend’s over.” She cried out and came on my cock. “Oh yeah, you like that don’t you, like the idea of me breeding you, again.
I tried to detach myself, to not feel the pull of her pussy, or the way my heart beat rapidly at being this close to her again. I refused to kiss her even though I knew how much she likes that. Instead I licked the spilt milk from her chest and sucked her tits until I’d had my fill while her pussy tried to pull the cum from my balls as she came a fuck load on my cock. I could get used to the taste of her, better leave some for my daughter though.
Just for spite, I stopped moving and glared down at her when her pussy stopped quivering around my dick. “That was a freebie, you don’t need to enjoy this to give me a kid.” Her eyes opened wide and she tried turning her face away. “
Oh no you don’t, look at me.” I waited until her eyes were on mine and fucked my way to an orgasm, making sure not to hit her spot or go anywhere near her clit. I dripped every last drop inside her before pulling out. “Don’t move.” I found a sheet and tore it in strips. When she saw me coming she tried rolling off the bed. I grabbed her and pulled her back, straddling her with my thighs, and holding her hands pinned to the bed.
“If you fight me, the deal’s off. I will find a way to get you out of here safely and that would be the end of it.” She held still but the look she gave me told me all I needed to know. “You mad? You can lay here and think about what the fuck you did.” I tied her down and got off the bed, suddenly disgusted with the whole fucking situation.
“You can’t leave me here tied to your bed Zachary.”
“Until your ass is bred, that’s exactly where the fuck you’ll stay.” So what I’d lost my fucking mind, people ought not to fuck with a SEAL, we’ve got ways and means. “And just in case you’re thinking one of the others will come to your rescue, think again.” I was planning on keeping everyone away from here for the weekend at least, after that we’d see.
She started to argue so I walked back over to the bed and stood over her. “Keep your voice down, I don’t want my kid knowing about any of this shit.” Her eyes were spitting fire but she had the good sense to keep her mouth shit. I didn’t like the fact that seeing her tied up and spread out for my pleasure made my dick weep. I wanted this shit to be about planting my son in her and nothing more. I’m pretty sure Zakira had been made in love, and look where that shit got me, apparently it didn’t matter.
“You look tired why don’t you take a nap.” I moved away again but she seemed like she was in the mood to argue. She really didn’t get it. “You know you can’t get away with this Zak, what do you hope to achieve? You can’t keep me here forever.” That’s what she thinks.
“If you open your mouth to me again, I’ll shove my dick in it, I don’t wanna hear shit you have to say.” I pulled the sheet up over her nakedness so my daughter won’t see it if she woke up, and headed out of the room.
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I went about my day same as usual with one ear pricked for my daughter’s cries when she woke up. I’d bought one of those high-powered monitors that allowed me to leave the house and still hear her. I knew today we were gonna go through the last of the old man’s papers and finish deciphering the code in the ledger. We still had a business to run and had no intentions on hiding out from these assholes. We just needed to make sure that the place was secure enough for the women and now my daughter.
Everything seemed to be coming at us all at once, and for men who were accustomed to getting answers, it was a pain in the ass to be playing the waiting game. We still didn’t know who had told these guys that we were onto them, or that we had been the ones to move the money.
The Rosalind woman as well as Robert swore that they weren’t the ones who’d talked, so that still left a dangling string. Try as we might we hadn’t been able to come up with an answer to that question, short of the place being bugged which we knew wasn’t possible.
Shit was taking long because we had to piece everything together. So far the best leads we had was whatever the commander had left for us, but that wasn’t enough. We could go after the family there were ways to that, but with what? All we had were speculations, no real hard evidence. And as much as we were all convinced of their guilt, that wasn’t enough to even get an arrest. For me, with my kid now caught in the middle, it was simple. Find out what they knew and whose strings they were pulling, and take the fuckers out.
“Where’s Nessa?” Quinn met me halfway across the yard.
“She’s taking a nap.” I was going to be fielding that question a lot in the next few days. He gave me a disbelieving look but didn’t take it any farther. “Where are the others?” I didn’t see the guys, usually on a Saturday we’d be puttering around doing lazy day shit, but since this shit had started we hadn’t had too many of those.
“We were waiting for you, we’re running a drill just to be on the safe side. Con and Lo are trying to figure out how safe it is to let the girls go to work next week, they’re gonna be running drills any minute. Cord and I are gonna do a scouting run to see if we’re under some sort of surveillance and Ty and Dev are gonna go into town and see if anyone’s talking. Apart from that our main concern is the baby and making sure she’s safe here.”
“What the fuck does that mean? She’s not going anywhere.” We’d reached the commander’s place by then where the others were congregated. Lo looked up at my outburst.
“No one said she was hothead, we were just throwing around ideas, we have to make sure the women and the baby are safe here. We still don’t know how these humps got onto us, and at this point it doesn’t matter how, the fact is that they are. We’re gonna do a run on Candy, she’s the only one coming in from the outside, the only unknown except the kids and the humps were onto us before they came into the picture.”
“I don’t know Lo, I don’t see Candy for this.”
“Neither do the rest of us, but the fact remains, she’s the only constant from the outside, and we all know there’re ways of getting to someone without them knowing it. Someone could’ve slipped something in her bag, under her skin; there are any number of ways for someone to tag her without her knowing it. We’ve done it enough to know how it’s done.”
Shit, I hadn’t thought of that, hadn’t let myself think about the fact that we could be dealing with someone as high-tech as that. “We’re not dealing with small time drug runs here are we brother?” He shook his head no as the others got restless. Just what the fuck was my kid caught in the middle of? “Okay what’s the plan?”
“We’re going over this whole place from top to bottom with a fine tooth comb. They have some way of knowing that we were making runs down by the water. We went over that place before we put our own eyes down there and there was nothing. Now they knew the commander was onto them, there’s no reason to believe they knew the old man was gonna leave the place to us, but now we’re here. Say they figure the old man had been keeping some kind of records or something, now here we are. They’ll know that we’ll find it eventually. I’m just guessing here, but we’ve got to start somewhere, I’m tired of these humps having the upper hand.”
Chapter 12
ZAK
“I have some thoughts on that. I say we sweep the place yes, but so far we’ve been playing defense, what say we start playing offense for a change? None of us want to play hostage to these fucks, so far it seems like they’ve been calling the shots, but what have we really got to lose here? Let’s secure the place, make sure there’s no way for these fucks to breech and go full tilt after their asses. Because I don’t know about the rest of you, but I’m not about to be playing hide and seek with these fucks. I’m not too thrilled about my kid being caught in the middle of this shit, not to mention the girls.”
“You’ve got a point Zak and my mind was running that way, that’s what we were discussing before you got here, but we’re gonna need you one hundred percent on this brother, no distractions.” I knew that shit was coming, and I understood his reasons for saying it. “I’m cool, the sooner we deal with this shit the better.” I didn’t let my mind go to the woman I had tied to my bed, or the fact that my shit was just beginning. “Glad to hear it. We heard back from the chief, he passed the test.”
“Thank fuck, Cord told me what everyone was going to be doing what’s my gig?” As if I didn’t know.
“Follow the money. The account we pulled it from has a million layers but it’s one of our only leads. See what else they had going on there if anything.” My brothers got up to each go about his business and I felt a little better that everyone wasn’t so focused on me anymore.
I checked the monitor to make sure the baby was still asleep. I’d remembered to turn it off while we were having our little talk, but now I had an idea. I booted up the secured computer an
d put in the numbers from the offshore account and started running a search with variations. “Can you hear me?”
I was pretty sure she could, but wasn’t expecting her to answer. “I know you can. Are you thinking about what you did, how you robbed me of my seed? Are you worried about what I have in store for you? You should be.”
I’ve been thinking, always thinking, and I knew it was going to be quite some time before I got over this mad. Maybe at some point in the future I’d move on and the sting wouldn’t be so bad, but as of right now, that shit was all consuming. “I’ve decided that I like having you tied to my bed for my pleasure. I especially like the fact that I can do anything to you. I can exact my vengeance on you at my leisure. I’ve been thinking, why stop at one son, why not two?” I had to cut that shit out and get back to work when my own thoughts were starting to fuck with me.
I wasn’t about to become a slave to her pussy, that’s not what this was about. By the time I was through I was gonna make her crave me. My plan is to enslave her, mind, body and soul. I left the computer running and headed out when I heard my daughter starting to fuss over the monitor. Back in my bedroom I barely spared a glance for the naked woman in my bed as I changed Zakira’s diaper. I knew she was gonna want to nurse soon, so I got her set up in her highchair first to feed her before she started fussing.
I had a bit of a dilemma on my hands now too. My dick was hard as fuck from just the thought of Vanessa’s naked ass tied to my bed, but I wasn’t about to fuck her with my kid in the room. I draw the line at that depraved shit. There was only one thing to do, I was gonna have to move the crib into the room next to mine. Since her mother was the only one I had been worried about breaking in and taking her it was safe. I cleaned her up and put one of her toys on the tray hoping it would keep her occupied while I moved her stuff.
With that shit out of the way I took the baby into the bedroom where I had her mother tied to the bed and put her on the tit after she started to fuss. Vanessa was looking at me the way we’re taught to look at our captors in war. “That shit’s not gonna work on me, I already know you remember, you’re the woman who stole my fucking seed.” I said the words soft so that the baby wouldn’t hear. “Talk to our daughter so she knows you’re okay.” I wasn’t sure if the baby would notice the difference, but I wasn’t taking any chances. Then again my little piglet didn’t seem interested in anything else but her milk.
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