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Invisible Girls

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by Patti Feuereisen


  Our Bodies, Ourselves, new edition, by the Boston Women’s Health Book Collective. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2005. Probably the most complete book on teen sexuality. The teen version of the revolutionary feminist classic, including invaluable information on bodies and sexuality with plenty of diagrams.

  Body Outlaws: Rewriting the Rules of Beauty and Body Image, edited by Ophira Edut. Emeryville, CA: Seal Press, 2003. Vignettes from young women writing about body image, some from a feminist perspective. This book gives girls an alternative to the standard measurements of beauty.

  The Girl’s Guide to Taking Over the World: Writings from the Girl Zine Revolution, edited by Karen Green and Tristan Taormino. New York: St. Martin’s Griffin, 1997. This collection, like the zines themselves, gives voice to real opinions from young women.

  Ophelia Speaks: Adolescent Girls Write About Their Search for Self, edited by Sara Shandler. New York: HarperPerennial, 1999. Sara Shandler edited this when she was eighteen years old. It includes short vignettes written by teen girls on topics like sexuality, eating disorders, depression, and sexual abuse.

  Books on Teen Dating Violence

  Here are some books that I encourage parents to read along with their daughters.

  Dating Violence: Young Women in Danger, by Barrie Levy. Seattle: Seal Press, 1991. Features twenty brief but powerful first-person accounts from abused teens and their mothers.

  In Love and Danger: A Teen’s Guide to Breaking Free of Abusive Relationships, by Barrie Levy. Seattle: Seal Press, 1997. This book, directed to teenagers, includes teens’ stories and advice from Levy. Helpful topics include sexual abuse and relationship abuse.

  Saving Beauty from the Beast: How to Protect Your Daughter from an Unhealthy Relationship, by Vicki Crompton and Ellen Zelda Kessner. Boston: Little, Brown, 2003. This is aimed at parents of teenage daughters.

  A Girl’s Life Online, by Katherine Tarbox. New York: Plume, 2004. Terrifying true story of a girl assaulted by a man she met in an Internet chat room. A warning for girls and parents.

  Novels and Memoirs of Survivors

  There are many novels and memoirs that can help to heal. Here are a few to consider reading. Although these authors are adult women, they are writing in the voice of a teen girl who has survived sex abuse.

  Bastard Out of Carolina, by Dorothy Allison. New York: Plume, 1993. Beautifully told story of Bone, a young girl growing up in the rural South amid violence and sexual abuse with a heartbreaking mother-daughter relationship.

  Fifth Born, by Zelda Lockhart. New York: Atria Books, 2003. Novel about a young African American girl dealing with family violence and abuse in 1970s Missouri and Mississippi.

  I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings, by Maya Angelou. New York: Random House, 2002. A classic. This is a beautiful novel about growing up, and part of its focus is on incest with the heroine’s uncle.

  Feminism

  Against Our Will: Men, Women and Rape, by Susan Brownmiller. New York: Fawcett Columbian, 1993. This is one of the most important books on rape and injustice to women.

  The Feminist Mystique, by Betty Friedan. New York: Norton, 1963. This is the groundbreaking book that awakened the world to feminism. Totally relevant today.

  Breaking Down the Wall of Silence: The Liberating Experience of Facing Painful Truth, by Alice Miller. New York: Meridian, 1997. Alice Miller, a German psychoanalyst and child advocate, tries to bring out the truth about the abuse of and injustice to all children.

  My Life on the Road, by Gloria Steinem. New York: Random House, 2015. Gloria Steinem’s life, legacy, travels, philosophy, history of fighting for gender equality, and her glorious feminism.

  Feminist Fight Club: A Survival Manual for the Sexist Workplace, by Jessica Bennett. New York: Harper Wave, 2017. Excellent book with strength and a sense of humor for young women entering the workplace.

  Full Frontal Feminism: A Young Woman’s Guide to Why Feminism Matters, by Jessica Valenti. Berkeley, CA: Seal Press, 2007. Brings back feminism as forward looking, young, and kick ass.

  Many of these books also have websites.

  Podcasts

  Teen Life from a Real Teen Girl

  Teens talk about real-life struggles and pressures.

  Feminist Current

  Canada’s leading feminist podcast, run by Meghan Murphy, dealing with sexuality, violence against women, and current events.

  Beyond Surviving with Rachel Grant

  A young woman covers many topics, including conversations about trauma, healing, and reclaiming your voice. There are guests talking with Rachel about many topics.

  The Rookie Podcast

  This podcast is quite upbeat and covers a lot of pop culture when you want a break from the heavier stuff!

  For Teen Boys and Men

  Men Can Stop Rape, Inc. (MCSR)

  www.mencanstoprape.org

  Founded in 1997 and still the cutting-edge organization dedicated to ending men’s violence against women with the goal to mobilize men through training programs to create cultures free of violence against girls and women.

  Men Stopping Violence

  www.menstoppingviolence.org

  Men Stopping Violence works locally, nationally, and internationally to dismantle belief systems, social structures, and institutional practices that oppress women and children. They conduct training and social justice work in the areas of race, class, gender, age, and sexual orientation, because are all critical to ending violence against women.

  White Ribbon

  www.whiteribbon.ca

  Founded in 1991, their motto is, “Our future has no violence against women and girls.” White Ribbon reaches out internationally through media, education, and brands to stop violence against women and girls.

  Films

  There are few films that portray sexual abuse of teen girls in a clear way with a hopeful outcome. So many films portray pedophiles in a sympathetic way. You won’t find those here! Here are a few films that deal with the subject in a respectful way. Some are classic oldies but goodies.

  Bastard Out of Carolina (1996). Based on the autobiographical novel written by Dorothy Allison, this is a heart-wrenching film in which a mother rejects her daughter for her abusive husband. Directed by a woman.

  Loyalties (1999). A Canadian film made by a woman filmmaker. Very supportive to women, with extraordinary scenes of a mother and her fifteen-year-old daughter. Directed by a woman.

  Monsoon Wedding (2001). An all-around beautiful film that includes one of the most wonderful examples of family support around incest. Directed by a woman.

  Nuts (1987). Barbra Streisand stars in this amazing film about incest. Although the story is told from the point of view of an adult, it is about her girlhood and contains insights into the incest mother and father.

  Hard Candy (2005). A very powerful revenge film against pedophiles. A driven teenage girl exposes a man she suspects is a pedophile.

  All About Nina (2018). A powerful depiction of an incest survivor who becomes a brash stand-up comic—a great portrait of a thirty-year-old woman who did not disclose her abuse and her struggles as a result (explicit language and sex, not recommended for under 18).

  ENDNOTES

  Chapter 7: The Deepest Wound: Father-Daughter Incest

  1. From a January 2000 interview with Kay Jackson, a psychologist who specializes in treating pedophiles.

  Chapter 11: Rape Always Hurts: Stranger Rape/Date Rape/Gang Rape

  1. According to the Bureau of Justice Statistics, National Criminal Victimization Survey, 2016.

  2. Allen J. Ottens and Kathy Hotelling, Sexual Violence on Campus: Policies, Programs, and Perspectives, Springer Series on Family Violence (New York: Springer, 2001); Our Bodies Ourselves, www.ourbodiesourselves.org, “Preventing Sexual Assault on Campus,” 2018.

  3. S. Humphrey and A. Kahn, “Fraternities, Athletic Teams and Rape: Importance of Identification with a Risky Group,” Journal of Interpersonal Violence (2000), as cited in Rana Simpson, A
cquaintance Rape of College Students, Problem-Oriented Guides for Police, Problem-Specific Guides Series no. 17 (US Department of Justice Office of Community-Oriented Policing Services, 2000) 2016.

  4. Three percent as cited by the Justice Department’s National Institute of Justice and Bureau of Justice Statistics, Report on the Sexual Victimization of College Women (2001); 25 percent as reported by B. Fisher and J. Sloan III, Campus Crime: Legal, Social and Policy Perspectives (Springfield, IL: Charles C. Thomas, 1995). According to National Sexual Violence Resource Center (NSVRC), www.nsvrc.org, 2018.

  5. According to Ms. magazine online, Summer 2004: “India, Malaysia, Tonga, Ethiopia, Lebanon, Guatemala, and Uruguay exempt men from penalty for rape—if they subsequently marry their victims.” Once they are married, there is, from a legal standpoint, no such thing as rape.

  6. According to Robin Warshaw, I Never Called It Rape (New York: Harper Perennial, 1994), 75 percent of the men, and 55 percent of the women involved in date rape had been drinking or taking drugs before the attack occurred.

  7. According to Fisher and Sloan, Campus Crime, fewer than 5 percent of college women who are victims of rape or attempted rape report it to police. According to the Bureau of Justice Statistics, National Crime Victimization Survey, only 39 percent of rapes and sexual assaults are reported to law-enforcement officials—about one in every three. This strikes me as a very high estimate. According to RAINN Rape and Incest National Network, Criminal Justice System: Statistics, out of 1,000 rapes 994 perpetrators walk free (2018).

  8. According to the National Center for Policy Analysis, probability statistics compiled from US Department of Justice Statistics suggest that only one out of sixteen rapists will ever spend a day in jail.

  9. From http://www.nd.edu/~ucc/ucc_sexualvictimhospital.html.

  10. Equality Now, Sex Trafficking Fact Sheet, https://www.equalitynow.org/sex-trafficking-fact-sheet.

  11. Melissa Farley, Prostitution, Trafficking, and Traumatic Stress (New York: Haworth Maltreatment and Trauma Press, 2003).

  INDEX

  Abelson, Jenn, 198

  acquaintance abuse and acquaintance rape

  abuse by brothers of friends, 188–192

  blaming the survivors, 325–326

  date rape and, 222–232

  defining, 25, 204–205, 223

  girls’ confusion and ambivalence over, 176–178

  girls’ need to “fit in,” 178–184, 186

  host fathers abusing students, 320–321

  by mothers’ boyfriends, 252–254

  parents’ lack of support for survivors of, 193–194

  rape by a friend’s father, 276–279

  repeated experiences by different friends, 325–330

  reporting and pressing charges, 264

  survivors’ lives after abuse, 298

  survivors reading other survivors’ stories, 309

  survivors taking the blame for, 187–188

  addiction. See drug and alcohol use

  adolescence

  controlling eating, 229–231

  families failing to protect and educate daughters, 55–56

  incest survivors, 285–286

  loss of trust, 45–46

  mentor abuse, 153

  the myth of girls’ attraction to older men, 169–170

  myths about girls’ sexuality, 172–175

  self-consciousness and fear, 342–343

  sibling incest, 135

  statistics on sexual abuse, 44–45

  adopted children, 278

  “affair,” mentor abuse as, 166–169

  After Silence: Rape and My Journey Back (Raine), 197

  age

  of disclosure, 58–59

  mentor abuse, 155

  statistics on adolescence and sexual abuse, 44–45

  See also adolescence

  alcohol use. See drug and alcohol use

  Allies in Healing: When the Person You Love Was Sexually Abused as a Child (Davis), 69

  Amos, Tori, 197, 292

  anger

  adolescent girls’ difficulty expressing, 46–47

  finding outlets for, 59–67

  over sibling incest, 137–138

  at unsupportive parents, 183–184

  women’s anger at husbands who molest their daughters, 280–283

  anorexia/bulimia, 228–232

  anxiety: survivor traits, 37–38

  Aquilina, Rosemarie, 150

  Armstrong, Louise, 7

  arousal, sexual

  myth of adolescent girls’ sexuality, 173

  sibling incest, 135–136, 139–140

  survivors’ confusion over feeling, 22–23, 190

  survivors overcoming the guilt of, 65, 305–306

  survivors reading other survivors’ stories, 310–311

  babysitting, 28

  Bass, Ellen, 7

  Beastie Boys, 293

  beauty, seeing after abuse, 344–346

  Biden, Joe, 196, 222

  blackouts, alcoholic, 206–207

  blaming the survivors

  “boys will be boys” attitude, 5–6, 293–294

  cousin incest, 143–144

  criminalization of prostitutes, 242–243

  date rape, 206

  for date rape, 221–222

  emotionally unsupportive families, 53–54

  extended family’s response to disclosure of incest, 287–289

  families failing their children, 50–51

  father-daughter incest, 95–108

  finding your support posse, 291–292, 294–295

  forgiving the abuser, 268–270

  molestation by male relatives, 86–87

  overcoming guilt, 64–66

  pedophilia and, 21–22

  pointers for avoiding date rape, 235

  sexual enjoyment, 22–23

  sibling incest, 130

  socialization of adolescent girls, 47–48

  women blaming women, 203–204

  blow jobs. See oral sex

  body image, 38, 225, 244

  bondage: father-daughter rape, 116–117, 120–121

  boundaries, setting

  after repeated abuse, 191–192

  during disclosure, 57–59

  families’ role in helping adolescent girls with, 175–176

  fathers discussing sex with their daughters, 96

  mentor abuse, 155

  ongoing trauma after childhood abuse, 220–221

  parents setting boundaries to protect their children, 54

  pointers for avoiding date rape, 235

  sex after abuse, 69

  boyfriends

  after sibling incest, 136

  challenging the rape culture, 293–294

  history of emotional abuse affecting adult relationships, 214–215

  manipulation and rape by, 325–328

  pimps as “boyfriends,” 255–256

  rape by, 205

  supporting survivors’ healing, 192–193, 331–333

  toxic relationships, 343–344

  See also date rape

  “boys will be boys” attitude, 5–6, 293–294

  brother-sister incest

  defining and characterizing, 128–130

  drugs and alcohol, 131

  reflecting on other survivors’ experiences, 302–304

  reporting and healing, 137–138

  survivors reading other survivors’ stories, 308

  Brown, Grace, 8

  Brown, Lyn Mikel, 46

  Brown University, 196

  Butler, Sandra, 7

  Caillat, Colbie, 292

  “Carrying the Weight Together” movement, 196–197

  children

  abused girls’ protective feelings towards, 139

  cousin incest, 141–147

  parents’ failure to believe, 150–151

  playing doctor, 42

  protecting younger siblings from molestation, 38–39

  sex-trafficked wome
n and girls, 238

  survivors’ fears of passing abuse onto, 27–28

  survivors’ lives after abuse, 297–299

  survivors marrying abusers, 10

  See also pedophilia

  Children of the Night, 248–249

  chosen families of survivors, 270

  clergy abuse

  abusers gaining parents’ trust, 154–155

  families’ failure to support survivors, 159–163

  girls’ vulnerability to, 152

  Lolita complex, 153–154

  myths and questions about, 155–157

  questioning behavior, 153

  survivors’ lives after abuse, 298

  clubbing, 215–216

  coaches, abuse by. See mentors and coaches

  Colao, Flora, 195

  college campuses

  date rape, 205, 207, 215–222, 231–232, 325–328

  date rape statistics, 199–200

  drugs and alcohol involvement in date rape, 205

  frat house culture, 247–248

  rape culture, 201–203

  Take Back the Night demonstrations, 248–249

  Columbia University, 196–197

  commodification of women and girls, 233–234

  concentration loss in PTSD in survivors, 36–37

  condom use

  contracting STDs through oral sex, 25

  during father-daughter rape, 103

  confidentiality, survivors’ right to, 273–274

  confronting the abuser, 266–268, 274

  Conspiracy of Silence (Butler), 7

  coping mechanisms and survival strategies

  cutting as, 186

  dissociation resulting from physical abuse, 35–36

  multiple personality disorder in incest survivors, 34–35

  See also dissociation; drug and alcohol use

  The Courage to Heal (Davis), 7

  cousin incest, 22–23, 85–90, 94, 141–147

  criminal justice system

  protecting abusers, 265–266

  survivor’s life after abuse, 297

  See also legal issues; police; reporting

  criminalization of sexual assault, 6

  cultural denial, 4

  “boys will be boys,” 5–6, 293–294

  cultivating change, 291–295

  families failing to protect their daughters, 55

  the myth of girls’ attraction to older men, 169–170

 

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