She Took My Heart and Went Crazy

by A'zayler

  East’s mouth fell open as she grabbed his head with both of her hands. “No,” she whimpered. “Don’t leave.”

  With the green light, Killian pulled away and yanked his shirt over his head before stepping back to her. His hands grabbed both sides of her waist and pulled her dripping wet body from the shower. East yelped when he hoisted her above his head and pressed her back against the wall. With a face full of her hidden secrets, Killian found his way back to her love.

  East’s mind left her body as her legs clasped tightly against his back. The strong grip he had on her made her feel secure enough to enjoy their moment.

  “Killian, oh my gahhh,” she panted breathlessly.

  His hold on her tightened as his tongue came faster before slowing. His warm mouth moved slowly over her with the skill and expertise of a French kiss. She could literally feel the gentleness that he was giving her right then. His movements weren’t rushed, and the way he moaned between her thighs was a high all by itself. The sight of his head moving in her gushiness was driving East crazy, and all she wanted to do was scream his name, but she couldn’t. There was no telling who else was out there listening.

  “I want all this pussy for myself, all day… every fucking day.” He leaned his head back and looked up at her.

  Smears of her love coated his nose, lips, and chin as he watched her with waiting eyes. The little composure she’d had took off for the hills the moment he leaned forward and placed a kiss on her opening again before laying back and looking at her.

  “Save it for me.” He kissed her love again. “Save it.” Another kiss. “For me, baby.”

  East’s body went limp. He was too much.

  “It ain’t no point in letting another nigga in here,” he whispered just as his tongue dipped inside of the tunnel leading to her heart. “Nigga can’t kiss it like me.” Another long swipe of his tongue. “Or make you feel like I do.”

  East shook her head wildly while arching her back from the wall. She pushed her body into his face while simultaneously pulling his head further between her legs. She was about to explode, and she wanted him to have a mouth full of it when she did. He’d done it. He deserved to taste the fruits of his labor.

  “Tell me before I let you cum in my mouth.”

  The dark irises resting below the thick eyebrows that she’d love to paint with the remnants of her love as well peered back at her. No matter what words she used, she’d never be able to properly explain the look in his eyes in that moment. All she knew was that she knew.

  She knew that whatever the secret was to him, she’d be the one to find it out. He could be mean to the world, but with her, he’d be different. Whether he wanted to or not, he would because she could make him. She had that kind of power over him already, and he didn’t even know it.

  “East?”

  “Baby,” she moaned, barely able to endure the tingles taking over her body. “Please lick it for me.” She tried to put his face back in it, but he wouldn’t let her.

  “Tell me first.”

  “Nobody can.” She pushed her body forward, and he leaned his head backward. “I won’t.”

  “Promise?”

  “I promise, Killian. I promise, baby. I promise forever, forever. Whatever you want, I fucking promise to do it… or don’t do it... I don’t know, but I promise!” East stammered over her words as the tingles became unbearable. She was in desperate need of his help before she lost her mind.

  “Good.” He pecked her love once again with those juicy lips she couldn’t wait to suck on. “Get yours.” Killian pushed his face deep in her valley and allowed her to ride his mouth and nose into oblivion.

  Her body was a ball of shakes and shivers as he lowered her from the wall, sliding her body down his face, neck, and chest before wrapping her legs around his waist. With lazy eyes, she could see a trail of her essence glistening against his dark skin. Still barely able to breathe with her body jumping ever so lightly in his arms, East closed her eyes and relaxed against the wall.

  Killian’s lips touched here and there, placing kisses all over her face, neck, and shoulders as he waited for her to calm down from her orgasm. East could literally fall asleep right there in his arms and sleep until the next day if he’d let her. She was just that relaxed, but then again, she always was with him.

  “I’ma make this pussy mine before it’s all over.” He kissed the center of her neck.

  East smiled with her eyes still closed. “You might as well, you clearly can’t stay out of it.”

  He chuckled lowly. “Who you telling? I ain’t never wanted to eat pussy as bad I want to eat yours. I got to have this shit.”

  Her eyes opened slowly and landed directly on his. His gaze was calm and unexplainably sweet. “Why do you think it’s like that?”

  He shrugged nonchalantly. “It’s good to me.”

  East’s legs jumped, and he laughed.

  “It’s like that?” He raised one brow at her.

  She nodded. “Just like that.”

  When Killian’s mouth went back to her neck, East palmed his forehead and pushed him away. “Stop before we be in here tearing up Jay’s bathroom.”

  “Come on, it ain’t no thing.”

  “It is, though. I’ll fuck the shit out of you right now, and that would mess up me and Jaylen’s plans.”

  Killian smiled down at her brightly before kissing her mouth. East opened her lips, allowing him time to push her juices back into her. Their tongues slid around smoothly together before he pulled away and whispered against her lips.

  “I want you to like me.” Killian rubbed his thumb over her eyebrows while he spoke. “I’ma work on that before my boy slides in and gets you.”

  East smiled at his affection before shaking her head no.

  “Only person getting me is you.”

  “We’ll see.” Killian lowered her to the floor and grabbed both sides of her neck as she fought to keep her eyes open. “Where you and Jaylen going, with your sleepy ass?”

  “This is your fault. I was just fine before you came in here messing with me.”

  “You don’t like me messing with you?” Killian’s body leaned over some as he tried to look into her face. His strong fingers were still circling her neck as his clothed body brushed against her naked one.

  “I do.” East grabbed both sides of his stomach and pulled him closer to her. The lonely sincerity in his voice made her heart race for him. “Don’t stop.”

  What in the hell, East? You don’t even know this man. East’s head fell forward into his chest as she worked on regaining her feelings in this situation. Stuff like what she was feeling right then was why she should have never had sex with Killian. She grew attached too fast.

  “You probably shouldn’t tell me that.”

  “Why not?”

  Killian quickly scratched at the back of his neck before leaning his head to the side to divert eye contact. Once again, his jittering displayed his disturbed nerves.

  “I ain’t no regular nigga. I be in love too quick and shit, and you don’t want that with me. Trust me.”

  “You don’t know what I want.” She hugged him to her tighter.

  Killian looked at her and just shook his head.

  “Where y’all going?”

  The subject change didn’t alarm East, but she was most definitely going to revisit that topic at a later date.

  “She said to grab food then to a bar downtown somewhere. Why? You coming?”

  “You want me to?”

  When East nodded, the surprise was evident on his face. One more reason why she knew it was something. For him to be a fully-grown man, a mean one at that, any sign of affection she showed him seemed to catch him off guard. Almost as if he wasn’t used to it.

  “You serious?”

  “Yep.”

  He looked off for a minute and twisted his mouth to the side. East loved the look on his face, but she loved his tattooed chest even more. While he stood there in thought, she lea
ned forward and began kissing on his chest. She had gotten to the center of his chest when he stopped her.

  “Stop, hot ass girl.”

  East sucked her teeth and pretended to pout. “Well, get out then. I need to take another shower.”

  His white teeth were perfect against his chocolate skin. “Hurry up, and don’t let nobody else up in here.”

  “I wish you would just stay.”

  Killian blushed and winked. “Take your shower. I’ll be out here waiting on you.”

  When East realized their bathroom rendezvous was over, she got back into the shower while he pulled his shirt back over his head. She heard the bathroom door close behind him just as she turned the shower off. With her towel wrapped around her, she walked back into the bedroom. Jaylen was seated on the bed with a smile on her face.

  “I was coming to see were you ready yet, but when I couldn’t find you nor Killian, I decided I’d just wait for a minute.”

  East’s smile displayed every ounce of guilt she felt. Jaylen’s laughter didn’t help at all.

  “I ain’t mad at you, cousin. Get yours, boo-boo, get yours.” Jaylen stood from the bed and walked toward the door. “Killian looks like he can sex like a champion. Who could blame you for taking full advantage of that?”

  East squealed and pushed Jaylen’s shoulder. “Don’t blame me, bitch. Don’t fucking blame me because babyyyy, I ain’t never had loving like that in my life.”

  Jaylen’s chest sank as she sighed dramatically. “Like that?”

  “More than like that.”

  “Damn. I been telling Sheena she should have tried that nigga. He’s free with his money, funny as hell, and can fuck? For Pete’s sake, he’s perfect!” Jaylen leaned against the wall and fanned herself.

  East, on the other hand, frowned. “Sheena? Hoe, I’ll kill you. She better stay away from him.”

  “Girl, be quiet. That was before. I wouldn’t dare let her get a sample of Kill now.”

  “You? I wouldn’t dare let her get a sample.” East closed the door and dropped her towel then proceeded to get dressed. “That dick belongs to me,” East said as she pulled her panties up on her body.

  Jaylen leaned against the wall with her arms folded across her chest. “I should have known if anybody could make Killian act like he has some sense, it would be you. He’s so mean to everybody else that it’s hard for me to convince people that he really is a sweetheart.”

  East was rubbing lotion on her body when she stopped and looked off into the distance for a minute. “I could see him being a sweetheart. Some of the stuff he says and does, I can tell it’s in there somewhere. Deep, deep, down, but findable.”

  “All it takes is the right person to bring it out.” Jaylen’s big smile spread across her face.

  “I got him,” East told Jaylen as she slid into the black high waist pants that tied around her stomach. “If he lets me. It’s like he’s only sweet when he’s getting the pussy.”

  Jaylen snickered. “What man isn’t?”

  East and Jaylen were both laughing when they heard a loud knock at the door. Seconds later, Sheena’s voice could be heard.

  “Can y’all two come on before I kill Killian?”

  Jaylen raised her eyebrows at East. “Here I come, girl. East is almost ready. Let me get out here before Killian curses my friend out.”

  “Probably already has.” East snickered as she wrapped the strings of the burgundy bra-like top she was wearing around her stomach. “I’ll be out there in a minute.”

  Jaylen nodded before opening the door to leave but turned back again.

  “What about Jesse? You good on that?”

  “I will be. Killian might need to help me too.”

  Jaylen gave a sympathetic smile before nodding and exiting.

  East spent the next ten minutes putting on jewelry, spraying on perfume, and brushing her long hair up into a sleek ponytail. She’d planned to wear it down, but the steam from the shower had her edges curled up too bad. With some light gel and rose water, she was back to new. She admired herself in the mirror for a second before grabbing her little black blazer from the closet along with her clutch and headed for the door. She was sexy and ready for whatever they did that night.

  “It’s about time. It took you forever back there,” Onyx told her as soon as she walked into the living room.

  He, Jaylen, and Sheena were all seated on the love seat. Jaylen in his lap while Sheena occupied the other end. Gabrion was on the arm of the sofa with his phone in hand and a smile on his face. His eyes danced over East appreciatively while Killian occupied the same chair he always sat in. His eyes did their own little happy dance at her appearance as well. He even licked his lips at her, and East had to hold her head down to keep from blushing.

  “Sorry y’all, I was doing yoga before y’all came, so I had to take a shower.”

  “Yoga? That’s what y’all call it?” Gabrion asked with a smirk on his face. “I ain’t know you did yoga in the bathroom. I thought you did that kind of stuff on a mat or something.”

  The friends, minus Sheena, laughed together. Everyone was clearly aware of her and Killian’s sexual holdup.

  “Nigga, fuck you.” Killian playfully threw the remote at Gabrion.

  Gabrion laughed even harder after catching the remote. “I’m just saying, that was a long ass shower. Must have been some serious Yoga going on.”

  “Sure in the fuck was. I was eating that pussy up.” Killian licked his lips while simultaneously rubbing his stomach. “And since you bringing the shit up, I still don’t think I’m full.”

  East’s mouth fell open while Jaylen, Onyx, and Gabrion all burst out laughing. Sheena, on the other hand, looked surprised and maybe even a little irritated. Her hand rested over her mouth as she gasped and looked between East and Killian before rolling her eyes.

  “You are so fucking tacky, Killian. Why would you say something like that?” she questioned with envy lacing her every word.

  “And you’re so fucking jealous. You just mad it wasn’t your dirty ass pussy I was eating.”

  “Nigga, you wish.”

  Killian’s nose turned up at her. “Nah, you fucking wish.” He stood to his feet. “Let’s go before I knock this hoe out. Always got something to say.”

  “That be your ugly ass always being disrespectful. I don’t even know why Onyx and Gabrion hang with you.”

  East shifted from one foot to the other. She didn’t like the insult Sheena had tossed Killian’s way. True enough, he might not have been the pick of the litter to other women, but his sex appeal and dress game were off the map. Not to mention the underlying sweetness in his personality. All things that actually meant something to her, but clearly not to Sheena.

  “Get off my nigga, Sheena.” Gabrion instantaneously intervened. The seriousness in his voice held a warning of its own.

  “Fuck that bitch, Gabrion. I ain’t worried about her mad ass.” Killian waved her off dismissively as he slouched further in his seat.

  East looked around the room, still very much disturbed by the whole exchange. It may have looked platonic to everybody else, but she could see through that. There had to be some sort of history there. They hated each other way too much for no reason, and until she found out, she would have to keep her distance. The last thing she needed or wanted for that matter, was to be caught up in another love triangle that would leave her brokenhearted.

  East almost snapped her fingers in realization. Sheena most definitely better not have been the hoe who broke his heart, or it was over for her ass. East already didn’t like her. She wouldn’t spare her ass.

  “Mad at what? I could have you if that’s what I wanted. You and I both know that.”

  Killian leaned forward and rested his arms on his knees as everyone began to get out of their seats.

  “Whatever, Sheena.”

  “Alright now, y’all come on with all that,” Onyx said through a comical smirk.

  Gabrion and Jaylen too hel
d their own expressions of amusement, while East found absolutely nothing funny. If it was one thing she could spot, it was two people who had fucked around before. Another thing she could add to the list of thank yous she owed Jesse. She’d been in so many rooms with him and his bitches that she could hand pick the ones he’d fucked and the ones he hadn’t. So, Killian and Sheena could take their fake hating asses on. Maybe had he denied her being able to have him, East wouldn’t have gotten so defensive, but since he didn’t, fuck him.

  Sheena stood and fixed the short skirt she had on while looking at Killian’s back as he walked past her and toward the front of the house.

  “Say I can’t, Killian,” she taunted.

  “Fuck no, you can’t.”

  Laughter came from Sheena as she headed toward where East was standing. “Okay, I’ll let you have that since we have company.”

  “Oh, don’t mind me. I ain’t company. This y’all shit. Don’t put the blame on me.” East cleared the shade she felt was directed toward her.

  The vibe had gone from joking to her feeling like Sheena was trying to start something with her, and she knew herself well enough to know Sheena would be picking her face up off the floor if she kept her same pace.

  “Y’all can do whatever the fuck y’all want to do.” East looked to Jaylen and Onyx who’d just stopped next to her. “Y’all ready?”

  Jaylen nodded and grabbed her hand. “Let’s just have some fun.”

  “Oh, I am. Fuck them.” East gave Jaylen a knowing look before looking at Killian.

  He’d walked ahead of them and was standing in the kitchen leaning on the counter with one hand deep in his pocket while the other held his phone. She was just about to turn her head when he raised his eyes up to her. She could tell he probably had something he wanted to say, but she looked away from him before he felt comfortable enough to do so.

  “She’s harmless. Don’t let her make you angry. All bark, no bite,” Jaylen whispered.

  Jaylen knew East better than anyone, so she probably already knew Sheena and Killian had ruined her mood, but she also knew East was too cool to allow another bitch to knock her off her square. The only thing that made it all bad was the fact that she might not let a woman move her, but a man was different. Mainly, when she was doing more than just “talking” to them, much like what was transpiring between her and Killian.