How I really felt
What she always meant to me
That I didn't wanna
Start my life over again
That I didn't wanna be
In this place alone
All on my own
My heart was part of hers
At least I thought it was
Who knows where she went
Or if she'll ever come back
I wanna believe
But I know I'm lyin
If I actually think that
You Are My Everything
When I look at you,
Look in your eyes
I think maybe
The problems I have
Aren't really as bad
As they seem
As long as I've got you
I don't have
To know what I'll do
Being with you
Is the greatest
Dream come true
And you've always seen
Right into my heart
Through the mess
That is me
On the surface, alright
And so worried underneath
And somewhere between...
Somewhat happy
Yet unsure
Wishing I could make
All our cares just disappear
And let things
Be as they were
No matter how scared
I really am
You're all that I need
I want to share
All that I can
Could you let me plead
For us to be
Together forever
For all of time
Nothing will harm me
As long as you're mine
You are my shield
You are my strength
You are my sanity
You are my everything
I Like Things Just the Way They Are
Sometimes, it seems
Between you and me
There's barely room to breathe
And I'm always sayin
It's soon to be
So much different
I will make it change
Then it all stays the same
As it ever was
Just a little rearranged
Never better
Maybe that's because
I like things just the way they are
So often I feel
Like I'm goin nowhere fast
But yet we've made it far
So many troubles in the past
We've lasted
Even after such a rocky start
I like things just the way they are
Missed
How can this be
You're still here with me
I thought you'd be gone by now
Do I deserve this
What would you do
If I wasn't here with you
Could you really breathe
If you couldn't have me
Would I be truly missed
Life Goes On
After all these years
And all the tears that I caused
If I called
Would you even know me at all
Would you still care if I died
Since I left
Have you cried
I never meant to hurt you
So much with all the lies that I told
But I was still growin up
Lookin out for my own
Not even that old
But old enough
To know enough to go
To get gone
Enough to show I realized I was wrong
So, has anything changed
What have you done
Where have you been all along
Do I have the right
To look you up tonight
And talk til it's dawn
Then, if not, goodbye again
You don't have to forgive
All of my selfish sins
I'll leave you alone
I should've known
So much better than I did
But life goes on
Life goes on
And on
Til it's all drawn to a close
It stretches so far
That nobody knows
Until it's gone
If I could make amends
For the things that I've done
Maybe we could be friends
And I could think of my regrets
And have none
Touch Your Face
Baby, I...
Never meant to hurt you
I never...
Meant to make you cry
I can't understand how
You could stay with me now
I just can't see why
You would be so forgiving
To someone
Who abused your love
And took you for granted
I never gave you enough
What did I ever do
To keep you here
To earn the right
To still love you
Love is all about
The ability to forgive and forget
I swear I'll try harder, Baby
Please don't give up on me just yet
I can't believe
I could allow myself
To treat you this way
I never realized
What I had
I really played
The villain in the play
Lookin in your eyes tonight
I can't see how
I ever lost my sight
Of what you really meant
And all the good and bad
That came and went
I always let you let me go
To do what I wanted but didn't know
Was so wrong to do
And all along
I was never really true
Did I ever force your hand
Or place on you demands
I am so sorry
For my selfish ways
I am such a disgrace
Please just let me...
Touch your face
One Last Fuck (adult language)
I know you're feelin broken
But I think we've left
Some things unspoken
It's sad to say
I've seen you cry
You've tried to hide
Your emotions
Though your heart's
Been pourin open
No matter how you try
There are reasons you can't deny
For wanting yourself to stay
To never say goodbye
Or walk away
You know you wanna
Get some more of this
You might want out
But my dick
You'll truly miss
The way I pound you
From behind
The harder I fuck you
The less you mind
You definitely enjoyed
My tongue on your tits
With my hands all over
Everything, including your clit
So how about one last fuck
Just give me a few hours
And then I'll quit
So whadya say
Get naked now
Don't be afraid
What's it matter
If you fuck me one more time
We've been fuckin so much, so long
We should both be blind
I'll slam you like you want
On the kitchen table
Give it to you even better
On the floor
You thought we'd be together
From whenever til forever
But you don't love me
anymore
I don't love you any less
I can tell you honestly
I will miss that ass
And I will miss that chest
You know you wanna
Get some more of this
You might want out
But my dick
You'll truly miss
The way I pound you
From behind
The harder I fuck you
The less you mind
You definitely enjoyed
My tongue on your tits
With my hands all over
Everything, including your clit
So how about one last fuck
Just give me a few hours
And then I'll quit
Take it all again
Take it off and begin
Beg me for the cock
I'll leave you unable to stand
Then you can walk
Right out the door
But I think you'll be back
Beggin me for more!
You know you wanna
Get some more of this
You might want out
But my dick
You'll truly miss
The way I pound you
From behind
The harder I fuck you
The less you mind
You definitely enjoyed
My tongue on your tits
With my hands all over
Everything, including your clit
So how about one last fuck
Just give me a few hours
And then I'll quit
A Reason Not to Cry
The colors in your eyes
Are a pallet of
Everything wonderful
The colors of the sky
I've been away
So long, I barely remember them
I can barely
Recall your face
You are everything I need
To make my life complete
You could never be replaced
When time has
Turned us around
And changed us from
Light to grey
I hope I can hold you
And look back on it all
Each day
We've been buildin
A foundation
To the monument
That is our life
We've had troubles
And we've worked out
All the worries and the whys
Every day with you
Has been a celebration
A reason not to cry
I promise I
Will try
To be around more
Have
No fear
I'm here
It won't
Be like before
I've come back
Full force
Forgiving you of the past
I wish for
The same from you
So all we have
Will...
Last
We've been buildin
A foundation
To the monument
That is our life
We've had troubles
And we've worked out
All the worries and the whys
Every day with you
Has been a celebration
A reason not to cry
I've been blinded
And betrayed
I never minded
Much except
When you
Didn't wanna stay
We accepted our faults
And made plans
To bury them away
To improve our present
So the future
Will leave us
With a lot more to say
To do
To keep us together
To cement the bond
Of me and you
We've been buildin
A foundation
To the monument
That is our life
We've had troubles
And we've worked out
All the worries and the whys
Every day with you
Has been a celebration
A reason not to cry
Father’s Day
Me and my old man
Never really could
See eye to eye
He never seemed to care
It was like he was gone
But he was always there
I wondered why
It had to be like that
Til I was eighteen years old
It felt all wrong
Like in his world
I didn't belong
But I reached a point
Where I didn't wanna hear
Any words he said
No matter what I was told
You'll regret the choices that you've made,
Old Man
Happy Father's Day!
Now the uncaring father's son
Is a man
Out bravin this life on his own
Without his father's love
Sometimes so alone
I love my dad
With all my heart
All of time won't change
How I feel
But to really want to
Make things right
These wounds he made so deep
Would all have to heal
And I know they never will
Hey, dear old Dad
I wanna say
Here is a little present
For you, on this Father's Day
I love you
Because you're my dad
But don't think
It's any more than that
You killed any desire
To believe
You're not a liar
But I'm not mad
I don't really care
You could never convince me to
I owe you so much
Cuz you gave me life
But don't ask me to be around
I think you know why
So, Dad, here's some love sent your way
From the son you never wanted
And never accepted
Happy Father's Day!
Some day
Long from now
Maybe, you'll say you're sorry
And I won't allow
Myself to trust you
To believe one word you say
So, unloving Father
Happy Father's Day!
There are times
I wish you'd forget me
And that we share a name
But you can't
And I can't either
So, Happy Father's Day!
Shit (adult language)
Tell me your dreams
So I can
Tell you you're full of shit
I know what you mean
You mean to look out for you
And no one else
You care nothing about
Nothing but
Your own agenda
But hey, you got nice tits
You're a selfish bitch
A stupid whore
Who never has enough
And always wants more
Than what she's got
Or what she'll get
Your life is a one way highway
And like I said
You're full of shit
What Have You Ever Loved Me For
You are the one
That I will never forget
You'll always be
On my mind
For all of time
Forever the piece
In my puzzle
That fits
I wish you well
Wherever you will be
I hope you think of me
But you really can't tell
I don't want you to
But you have to leave
You gave me you
Now you give me
My heart on my sleeve
I thought we would be
Forever together
Living happily
But you're sayin
That you don't need me
Anymore
So I ask you solemnly
What have you
Ever loved me for
As soon as
You found where you're headed
You're headed out the door
So many things I've said
Each one I'd like to believe
I never meant it
But I've told myself
All of that before
You've been fallin
All into
A hole where all that exists
Is the darkness in you
I really wanna light the way
But at the end of the day
I'm still so unsure
Of what to do
I don't want you to
But you have to leave
You gave me you
Now you give me
My heart on my sleeve
I thought we would be
Forever together
Living happily
But you're sayin
That you don't need me
Anymore
So I ask you solemnly
What have you
Ever loved me for
And I know
You're never comin back
My sorrow I have to accept
Is that tomorrow
I'll still be
Prayin for death
If you could
I'd ask if you would
Deliver me
From this agony
But I want you to see
I can't let you leave
And let you be
Without it killin me
Please leave me
With some of me left
I don't want you to
But you have to leave
You gave me you
Now you give me
My heart on my sleeve
I thought we would be
Forever together
Living happily
But you're sayin
That you don't need me
Anymore
So I ask you solemnly
What have you
Ever loved me for
You always said you did
Was it all a joke
Was there more to it you hid
I've gone out of my way
To try to make you stay
But I have failed
What more can I say
You've made me just a shell
I don't want you to
But you have to leave
You gave me you
Now you give me
My heart on my sleeve
I thought we would be
Forever together
Living happily
But you're sayin
That you don't need me
Anymore
So I ask you solemnly
What have you
Ever loved me for
Have you ever
End
We were so close
To perfect, it scared me
How am I supposed
To live with what I chose
I let you walk away
And I just couldn't say
What I wanted
What I should have
Our love, I betrayed
I didn't let you know half
Of what was on my mind
If only you could've stayed
But nothing
Would be the same
Bot of us unknowing
A lot of feelings
We'd never be showing
Are we both to blame
We couldn't tell
What was Heaven
And what was Hell
Or what was around the bend
Just think
We both fell
Deep in love
Never enough
I guess that
It's just as well
It had to end
Games
Just what exactly
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