by Tina Moore
"Race ya," I said, tearing off down the hill followed by Vicki who overtook me, grabbing me and picking me up. She whirled me around in her arms and slowly put me back down, and the whole world faded. All I saw was her as her long black hair was blown by the wind in the late summer afternoon breeze.
"I want you," I said before I kissed her and grazed my fingertips over her breasts. I was surprised, it was the first time she had seemed unsure of herself, and it made me feel nervous.
"Or not, like if you're not into it, that's cool," I said trying to backpedal so she didn't have to turn me down. Vicki sat down and looked up at the white clouds that floated by.
"It's not that I don't want to, it's that I am not sure you'll want to," Vicki said softly. I looked at her with a confused expression.
"Um, wasn't I the one who just tried to instigate it?" I said, using a word I had learned only last week, I was quite impressed with myself. Vicki took my hand and pulled me close to her. She put it on her thigh and watched my face as she moved my hand up her thigh and pushed it down onto her crotch. I gasped and pulled away involuntarily and looked up at her in confusion. She just looked plain faced at me as I put my hand back down on her and felt her over her trousers.
"But," I said before stopping. Vicki cleared her throat before she spoke.
"I'm trans sweetie, I just never had the surgery. I kinda like my dick, so I kept it, having it doesn't make me feel any less female. Everyone is different; this is how I feel," Vicki said. I took my hand away and looked at her.
"Is this a bad time to tell you that I've never," I said.
"Never had sex with a trans woman? That's a pretty common thing never to have done baby," Vicki said, but I shook my head.
"No, I've never had um, I don't know how to say this without sounding offensive. But I've never fucked a dick before," I said trying not to hurt Vicki's feelings. I was glad when she smiled.
"Little gold star hey?" Vicki said.
"I want to, though. With you," I replied, not wanting her to think it was off the table and over between us. Vicki raised an eyebrow.
"Really?" She said, kissing me deeply when I nodded my head.
"Come on, baby girl, let me get you home then," Vicki said, standing to hail a taxi.
"Lay down," Vicki said when we were back in my apartment. It was close, so I had suggested we go there. I lay down on my bed and watched as Vicki slowly took off her clothes. Her pink button-down falling to the floor made my mouth gaped open as she began rubbing her large breasts over her pink bra.
"Do you like what you see?" Vicki said smirking at my lustful stare. I swallowed hard and nodded.
"Use your words, baby," Vicki said, making me blush.
"Yes, Vicki," I replied softly, watching as she unzipped her pants. She let them drop to the floor as well and took off her bra before climbing onto the bed with me.
"Come here," Vicki said in a commanding voice. I moved to her, and she picked me up and placed me on her lap facing her. She held me tight as she lifted my t-shirt over my head and groped my smaller tits excitedly. I closed my eyes and melted into her embrace as she pulled off my shorts and panties in one go. Feeling slightly exposed, Vicki noticed and pulled the bed sheets back down and I climbed into bed followed by Vicki.
"If you want to stop, baby girl, you must tell me, alright?" Vicki said lovingly as I began to feel more confident.
"Yes Vicki," I said as I began to kiss her and climbed on top of her. She let me place my hands around her neck as my body dropped between her thighs and began to grind on her making her pant in my ear. I could feel she was getting hard, and I liked that I had this power over her.
"Do you like that Vicki?" I said sweetly, knowing that she was letting me be in control.
"Yes, baby," Vicki moaned before grabbing my body and rolling on top of me.
"Come to Mommy," Vicki moaned, making me freeze.
"Mommy?" I questioned, making Vicki open her eyes widely realizing what she had just moaned.
"Um, I," Vicki stammered before I reached down and placed my hand firmly on her dick.
"Mommy, teach me," I said, enjoying the new dynamic she had just slipped us into. Relaxing, Vicki went back to feeling my body and sucked on my nipples, making me giggle.
"God, you're a cute baby girl. You've always been such a cute girl," Vicki said, reaching down and feeling between my thighs.
"Do you like it when Mommy talks to you baby girl?" Vicki moaned in my ear as I grabbed her firmly and began to push her panties down.
"Oh baby girl, rub it for Mommy," Vicki said as I began to jerk her off.
"Just like that, good girl, tell Mommy you want it," Vicki said making me moan as she flicked my clit over and over.
"Mommy, I want it," I moaned feeling Vicki fill my tight pussy with her finger.
"Louder," Vicki commanded, forcing my pussy open with another finger.
"Mommy, please fuck me, I want it," I squealed as Vicki pumped my pussy making me cum. She suddenly jumped up and pinned my two wrists above my head with one hand as she guided her dick into my virgin pussy.
"Mommy," I breathed, feeling her fill me. She stayed inside of me until my muscles relaxed around her before she slowly pulled out of me to push back in with a little more force.
"There you go baby girl; you're going to get fucked by Mommy sweetheart. Hold onto Mommy baby," Vicki said, lowering herself on me and letting my wrists go. I wrapped my arms around her as she gently fucked me. I loved having such a powerful woman be so gentle with me, and I began to suck my thumb, which delighted Vicki.
"Such a cute little girl getting taken by Mommy, you're going to cum for Mommy baby," Vicki said beginning to fuck me harder. She reached down and cupped herself as she pushed her dick hard against my hilt taking her other hand and pressing down on my pelvis, making me feel her deeper inside of me.
"Mommy, please," I moaned feeling my cum around her dick, getting long strokes from her as she edged herself.
"Oh good girl," Vicki said, pulling out of me and cumming on my tummy. She surged through her hand and covered me until she was finished, stroking my hair with her other hand, her strong thighs keeping her over me.
"Baby girl, oh that was the best Mommy has had in a long time, thank you," Vicki said as I began to tear up.
"Oh, sweetie did I hurt you?" Vicki said, suddenly worried. I just shook my head no, and she held me as I hyperventilated and tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Talk to me baby girl," Vicki said lovingly when I began to calm down.
"It was just a lot, Mommy," I replied, hoping Vicki was happy to be called Mommy even after sex. She smiled down at me and patted my bottom gently.
"Sorry, I should have told you I cum hard," Vicki said, missing my meaning.
"No Mommy, it was like, better than I have ever had. You've blown my mind," I replied, kissing her arm softly. Vicki took me to the bathroom and washed me clean before she carried me back out into the living room and sat me down on the couch with her. It was the first time that I had seen her dick, and I was surprised she had fit it all inside of me, she was big and still hard, which made me surprised.
"I can put my clothes back on if it's a problem," Vicki said, catching me looking intensely at her.
"Oh no Mommy, I just like, it's all so new and big," I replied, making her laugh and look down.
"Yeah, I suppose it is, but I'm kinda big too so anything smaller would look weird I guess," Vicki replied, making a tea and bringing it over to me.
"Here little girl," Vicki said. I sipped the tea and let the stream of thoughts run through my mind as we drank in silence. I imagined her bending me over the kitchen table and ramming into me, pulling my hair back as she came, forcing herself in my ass and filling it with her cum. Breaking my thoughts, I shook my head and looked at Vicki who had begun flicking through her phone.
"So, does this make me your girlfriend?" I said grimacing at how stupid I sounded. Vicki just laughed.
"Do you want to be m
y girlfriend?" Vicki asked, putting her phone down and repositioning herself. I looked at her like she just asked the dumbest thing in the world.
"Yeah, of course, are you lost? I've always wanted to be your girlfriend!" I said, putting my tea down before crawling into Vicki's lap.
"Oh baby careful, now you're asking for it," Vicki said as I felt her hardening against my ass.
Chapter 5
Vicki stayed the night, but we had agreed to meet up in a few days, she was going to cook me dinner. I felt the work week drag on and was happy to be coming home Friday afternoon. I stopped in on the way home and picked up a bottle of wine to have with dinner and smiled as I saw a group of teens standing outside the bottle shop asking people if they would buy them alcohol. I remembered doing that with my mates just four years ago, but it felt like yesterday. I passed the kids but stopped when they started talking to me.
"Can you buy just anything, Miss?" One of the older looking girls said. I looked at her, and she looked familiar.
"No sorry, you know I can't. Hey, you're Hope's sister, aren't you?" I asked. Now I knew where I had seen her before. She was about to reply when I saw her friends scurry off behind her, and a shadow fell across her face. Confused, I turned around to see Vicki in full uniform standing behind us.
"Hello there, haven't you got somewhere to be, like somewhere doing homework?" Vicki said to the girl who just scoffed and walked back slowly before turning on her heel and bolting after her friends. I laughed.
"Same old Vicki," I said, reaching up to cuddle her but she pushed me away, making my heart ache instantly.
"Not now sweetie," Vicki said. She had started to say something else, but I didn't hear it. I was walking away from her, having her rejection was too painful to stand around and hear her reasons why.
I was almost back at my car when I heard her footsteps coming behind me.
"Hey, come here," Vicki said, opening her arms just for me to push her away.
"No, not now sweetie," I mocked trying to hold back my tears.
"Baby, Mommy has to be a certain way when I'm at work. I'm sorry you felt unloved, it's not that at all baby girl," Vicki said softly so no one but us could hear. She looked around before reaching down and cupping my chin in her hand she forced me to look at her.
"Ava, you know you're my good girl, I should have told you the rules for when Mommy is working baby, I'm sorry," Vicki said making me annoyed I could feel soothed by her so easily. I nodded, and she wiped the last of my tears away before opening my door for me.
"You really should be more careful about locking your car baby," Vicki said frowning.
"Who is going to try and rob me? I may not get into any trouble now, but they all know I can beat a bitch down," I replied, making Vicki smirk and grab my upper arm.
"My tough little princess," she teased, making me laugh as I got into my car and before to drive away.
Walking up to my apartment, I knew something was wrong straight away. The opened door was a pretty big give away since I knew I had locked it this morning.
"Hello?" I said, slowly opening the door and peering inside. The house had been ripped apart, looking like the typical robbery scene. Couch cushions were all over the floor and candles, photo frames and appliances where all broken and scattering around the living room. One of the walls had a spray painted ‘Cop fucker’ written in black paint and the other wall had ‘Five-O Homo’ in red and blue. My TV had been stolen, as well as my laptop and camera equipment. I had been relatively calm until I walked into the bedroom and found them. The group of kids that had been outside the bottle shop, but this time they had traded in their bikes for baseball bats. There was four of them; I was happy. Hope's sister wasn't one of them. But there was only one of me, and I knew this was about to get ugly. The thing about growing up here was that this wasn't my first break in and it certainly wasn't my first fight. The rules of a fight around here are pretty simple if someone tries to beat you down, make sure you don't lose. These kids were about 18 years old but out here that didn't matter, I wasn't about to go easy on them, and I slowly put my bag down.
"So you like to fuck cops hey?" The first person to speak in a gang is always the leader, so now I knew who to hit first. I looked around at them and felt the old me come through my eyes. They use to call me wild cat because of the way furry burned in my eyes when I fought, and I could see by the fear growing in one of the other guys that I hadn't lost my touch.
"Yeah, what of it cunt?" I replied, spitting at them. The leader laughed and swung the bat, but I blocked him before he could hit me and punched my fist into his mouth, knocking a tooth out and sending him backward. I stopped and looked around to see the other three who had stepped back when I stepped to them.
"I thought you bitches wanted a fight?" I yelled, grabbing a bat off one of them and swinging into another’s knee cap. I wasn't about to see if they were going to back up their threats; they should have known not to fuck with me. I heard a baby cry as their leader got up and tried to swing at me again, but this time I used the bat as a ramming stick and made him double over as his dick was hit.
"Get the fuck out," I yelled, making the two uninjured boys bolt for my door. I grabbed the boy I had hit over his knee cap by the ear and enjoyed feeling him wince in pain as I threw him out before going back to get their leader.
"Come around here again, next time I'll be packing so we can play target practice you useless mother fucker," I viciously whispered in his ear before kicking his ass as I pushed him out the door, slamming it behind him. I fell to the floor and began shaking and crying. I pulled my legs to my chest and muffled my screams as I felt my body shake with fear and sadness. I stayed there, my back to the door until Vicki was calling my phone. I had completely forgotten that I was meant to be having dinner with her tonight.
"Hey baby, just wondering if you are on your way?" Vicki said lovingly. I hadn't stopped crying for hours, and I knew my voice would give me away.
"I'm sorry, I lost track of time, I," I replied before getting cut off.
"What's wrong baby?" Vicki said. I didn't know how to reply. I looked around my apartment and felt embarrassed. Embarrassed that I thought I could have a life with her, embarrassed that I had to go back to old ways to stay safe, but mostly I was embarrassed, I was ruining my chances with her.
"Sweetie?" Vicki said, breaking my thoughts.
"I can't do this," I said softly making her go quiet on the phone.
"Alright," Vicki said which just made me cry again.
"I'm coming over baby, will you let me come over," Vicki said making me surprised she wasn't giving up on me. I looked around my apartment, and I couldn't care, she would see it if she wanted too.
"Yep, OK," I said before hanging up the phone.
It wasn't more than 20minutes later when a knock came from the door, and I pulled myself up to open the door for Vicki.
"Baby come here," she said as soon as she saw me. She pulled me in tight and held me, making me cry all over again. I was getting sick of all this crying; it had started to give me a headache.
"What the fuck?" Vicki said she had seen the apartment. She looked down at me.
"Are you alright? Did you get hurt?" Vicki said, starting to look me over making me laugh.
"No, I won, Vicki, you know I always win," I replied. Vicki picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around her waist.
"Mommy," Vicki said correcting me and I snuggled into her before repeating,
"Mommy," into her neck. She smelt like her usual sweet perfume, and I breathed
her in deeply, wanting all of her.
"Tell me what happened baby girl," Vicki said, clearing a spot on the couch and sitting me on her lap while looking around the room.
"I came home, and the door was open," I said before getting cut off.
"So you thought you'd go inside and not call Mommy?!" Vicki said shocked I wouldn't think to call her.
"Well, yeah," I replied honestly.
"Mommy, you
know how things like this go," I replied, putting my fingers to her lips playfully before continuing.
"Then I saw all of this, and when I went into my bedroom, four guys were standing there with bats, but I took one of them and kicked them out. Nothing bad happened, but my place is trashed," I said cuddling into her. She wrapped an arm around me and patted my back as I snuggled.
"Cop fucker, original," Vicki said, but I could tell she was angry, I could feel it in her pulse, her blood was pumping quicker, and her face was stern.
"I understand why you wanted to call it off baby. But I don't want you too," Vicki said, looking at me with a seriousness I knew all too well.
"I don't want to either, it was just a lot, I went kinda feral on those guys, and I hate to admit it, but I was a little shook," I said putting my hands down into her lap. Vicki raised an eyebrow at me as I began to pat and rub over her jeans.
"Now, you want to play now? After everything that has happened?" Vicki said, repositioning herself and biting her bottom lip.
"Yeah, why not?" I said a little disappointed when Vicki shook her head no.
"You don't owe me, baby," Vicki said, making me annoyed she could read me so easily.
"But I don't know how else to thank you for being so lovely," I said softly looking at her getting hard, wondering how she could have so much self-control.
"How about, you pack a bag and come and stay at mine over the weekend instead of staying here? We can come back tomorrow and clean it up. I doubt you'll get your gear back but do you have insurance?" Vicki said. I got up, and Vicki followed me into my bedroom and sat on my bed.
"Yeah I do, I'll probs get something back from them right?" I asked. I had never filled out an insurance claim before. I'd only got insurance because the employers at my job made everyone have some. I had thought it was a waste of money until right now.
"I'll help you with it, it can be tricky," Vicki said, helping me pack.