Mommy’s Top Drawer

by Tina Moore

  "Oh, has she woken up?" Mel asked Kira who just patted my ass.

  "Yes, she has," Kira replied with a voice I knew meant that I was about to be fucked. I felt Kira loosen the ties around my legs and arm before she turned me around so that I was on my back.

  "Do you want to play little princess?" Kira asked. I thought for a minute before nodding yes. I liked that Kira asked. I liked that I knew I could say no. She made me feel so protected and loved. She knew getting bound in my sleep was one of my fantasies, and I loved that she had been so bold to try and make it come true.

  "Can Mel touch you, princess? Kira asked, kissing my neck, slowly pulling off the blindfold. I let my eyes adjust until they could see Mel. She smiled down at me, and I blushed as I nodded yes, making her smile.

  "Thank you baby girl," Mel said, slowly stroking my thigh. I liked that she let me get used to her touch before she tried anything else and I moaned and wriggled against the gag and the ties.

  "No, I think you're going to need to stay like that baby girl. You're going to make too much noise if we take this out," Kira said, grabbing the strap of the gag and making my head shake. She grabbed the bottom of my dress and wriggled it up to my body until it was over my tits, making Mel raise an eyebrow and smile hungrily at me.

  "May I?" Mel said, asking Kira who just smiled.

  "She likes it like this," Kira said, pulling the front of my bra down and pulling out my tits by my nipples making me squeal.

  "Cute baby," Mel said, slapping my tits and flicking my nipples. She was stronger than Kira, and I felt her touch on my clit as she licked my nipples until I tried to pull away from her. Kira rubbed my pussy over my diaper as Mel held my neck down and continued to lick my nipples, going from left to right, only stopping to bend down and suck them firmly, biting them as she pulled them up before going back to flicking them. I arched my back and moaned loudly, feeling the start of an orgasm building. Kira took off my diaper and tossed it the side before spitting on my pussy and sliding her strap-on against me, pulling it back and letting it hit against my clit.

  "I think she likes that," Kira said to Mel who had started slapping my tits and groping them. Kira spat on my pussy again before sliding her cock into me as Mel rubbed my clit, making me cum instantly.

  "You have to still ask for permission little princess. I don't care if you're gagged, you won't have such bad manners," Kira said as she began pounding into me. I knew she was mad. I didn’t have to ask; I could just tell by the force she was putting behind her thrusts. I started begging her to let me cum, squealing when I felt Mel lift me up and slide our thin dildo into my ass.

  "I wouldn't let her if she was my baby girl," Mel said as she matched Kira's thrusts. Mel turned me in her lap so that she and Kira were fucking me from the side. I felt Kira grab my ass and shake it in her hand.

  "Oh she won't be cumming, and if she does, Mama is going to tied her hand behind her back and let strangers finger fuck her until she is crying for them to stop. Isn't that right baby girl," Kira said as I bit down hard on the gag and held off my orgasm.

  We had come up with punishments, but she had only ever spanked me and made me stand in the corner, this was a punishment we had come up with for when I was really naughty, so I guessed she was really mad that I had cum without permission. I nodded and moaned, holding off another orgasm. Tightening my abs for so long to hold off cumming began to make my tummy hurt as Kira and Mel used me. I had a sneaky feeling Kira was trying to make me cum as she grabbed my hair and pulled my head back, making me look at her.

  "Be Mama's good little princess. Show Mama how good you can be," she said. Usually, these words would have sent me over the edge, but I refused to cum, letting Mel fuck my ass and rub my clit as Kira fucked my pussy. I smiled at Kira behind my gag and felt her lovingly stroke my face, I knew she knew I was only holding on by a thread and she leaned down, kissing my cheek but fucking me deeper.

  "You can cum princess," Kira said, making me explode and squirt all over her as I relaxed my pussy and abs. Mel untied my hand and held my hand to her breast, making me squeeze and toy with her as her other hand refused to stop fucking me. I shuddered as my orgasm lasted longer than it ever had in my life and lay limp, my only movement, the forced groping of my hand on Mel's big breasts.

  "What a pretty little used slut," Kira said, pulling out of me, only making my pussy juices drip out of my cunt as the aftershock of my orgasm ravaged through my body. Mel untied me and took the toy out of my ass and pulled my dress and bra off.

  "What a good girl," Mel said, putting me in her lap and forcing her nipple in my mouth. She took me by surprise, and I pulled away, not knowing if Kira would be mad or not but settled when I felt her stroke my forehead.

  "It's OK princess, you can suck on Mel's juicy titties," Kira said lovingly. Mel was larger than Kira, and I felt small in her arms as she pushed more of her breast in my mouth. I was obedient to Kira because I loved her, but I was good for Mel because I knew I couldn't overpower her. I stayed sucking on her nipples until I began to close my eyes, weary after the fucking I had just been given, and Kira came into Mel's arms and watched as I suckled.

  "We'd make a cute little family," Mel laughed, wrapping her arm around Kira. Kira smiled and rubbed my tummy.

  "Unfortunately our little princess would be leaving us too soon though, she's going back home in a few weeks," Kira replied. I tried to speak, but Mel held my mouth to her nipple and gently slapped my face.

  "I didn't say you were finished baby girl," she said, quieting me back down.

  Chapter 8

  Mel drove us to the gas station, and we filled two cans of petrol before she drove us back to our car. It was dark by the time we got there, and I could feel my pussy still leaking cum into the new diaper Mel had put me in.

  "Thanks so much, Mel, we would have been really fucked if it hadn't of been for you," Kira said hugging her goodbye. Mel reached out and stroked my hair as she held Kira.

  "Well, somebody was fucked anyway," she said, making Kira laugh. I hugged Mel goodbye, letting her lift up the front of my dress and rub over my diaper one more time before we parted ways.

  "Be a good girl for your Mama baby girl," Mel said, smiling at me. I nodded and sucked my thumb, reaching out to hold Kira's hand.

  "Take care," Kira said, putting me into the car.

  "I liked her Mama," I said as Kira drove us back onto the road. She looked at me and winked.

  "That's good. I'm glad you had a good time. I had hoped that you'd like it, princess," Kira said, rubbing my head.

  The rest of the trip went like clockwork. We saw all the big tourist sites, figured out where the gas stations where before we ran out of fuel and I took more photos than my camera and phone could hold. Kira and I ate at amazing restaurants, and I loved spending all my time with her. As we drove back to Waker's Beach, I knew that our time was ending and it tore at me as it had done all those weeks ago.

  "It's just so unfair Mama," I said as Kira drove through the city. I knew we were only an hour away from the hostel, and in three days I would be on a plane going back home. Kira looked at me with sad eyes.

  "You could always come back next year?" She said. I guess I could, but would it be the same? Would we be the same or would we have found new people? I wasn't sure and decided to just look out the window until we got back to the hostel.

  The next two days were a blur as I saw the familiar faces, wondering if these people would ever leave.

  It the last day when Kira and I finally talked about what would happen after I left.

  "So what do you want to do? Like realistically, where do you think this can go?" Kira said. I had taken her out to have coffee and cake at a café. This had become one of our favorite spots. The café was situated on the beach front, and we sipped our coffees looking out over the ocean. Surfers were catching the last waves of the day, and some of the backpackers were having a competition who could dig the biggest hole in the sand.

  "I'll really
miss this. I'll really miss you. We can stay in touch, though, right?" I said, looking at Kira. She had worn my favorite flowy beach dress, and her hair was done up in a half bun. The sun had streaked her hair white blonde in some parts, and she looked down and smiled into her coffee.

  "Of course we can princess," she said. I didn't know how to make it better. The ache I felt in my heart was unlike anything I had experienced before. I had weighed up all my options. To stay and try to get sponsored like she had done, to go and come back every year for holidays to see her. To have her fly over to see me in my home town. The wind picked up, and I shivered. None of those options were long lasting, and I could feel her slipping away from me.

  "I have been thinking about things though," Kira said, making my stomach turn. We had played the; everything will be the same game for so long, I was really hoping she wasn't about to shatter the façade.

  "Maybe I could come and see you in a few months and see if we mesh just like we have here. Maybe some time apart once you have settled back into your daily routine, will make you realize that this was just a holiday thing, that you aren't really into it and I could come over and see if I still fit in your world?" Kira said. It was the first time I had seen her nervous. She had always been in such control of every situation she had been in that seeing her so worried about my response made me realize she was just as nervous how parting ways as I was.

  "I don't think this is a holiday thing, Mama," I said, leaning forward to call her Mama and making her smile. She reached for my hand and squeezed it tightly.

  "But I'd love that. Maybe you even like my city and can find a job you like or something," I said, stopping myself as I began to race through the possibility of her moving to be with me. She just smiled and looked out at the glimmering ocean. The sun was setting behind us, and I knew that I had seen my last sunset as I looked through the café and out over the mountain range that was to our backs. Turning back around, I saw that Kira had placed a letter on the table.

  "Will you read it when you are back home?" She asked, but I could only nod my head. I felt as if I would burst into tears if I spoke again, so I just looked down and looked at my letter. She had kissed it with red lipstick, and I held it as though it was the most special thing I had ever held. A waitress came to ask us if we wanted our cakes to go as they were closing and I realized that we hadn't even touched them.

  "That would be great thanks," Kira said and gave a fake smile to the waitress who walked away to get us containers.

  Walking down the beach and back to the hostel, Kira linked her arm in mine as we talked about the last two months.

  "I can't believe it's already over," she said, kicking the sand.

  "I feel like it was only yesterday that I picked you up. I thought you were so cute how you kept falling asleep," Kira said, making me laugh.

  "You have no idea how nervous you made me when you kept calling me princess and talking about yourself in the third person," I replied.

  "Yeah, well, I knew you needed Mama to look after you, what can I say," Kira said, grabbing my tits and bending down to kiss them.

  "I still can't believe you let me fuck you as you did. You're such a slutty princess for Mama. It made me really proud watching you let Mel fuck you," Kira added, making me blush.

  "Yeah, I'm surprised I did too. I guess you just make me feel really safe like even when I am nervous about something, I look at you and know it'll be alright," I said.

  "Like wearing your diaper in public," Kira whispered as we walked through the hostel and back to our room. I giggled and turned around as she slapped my ass, and playfully grabbed my hips, pushing into my ass as I opened the door to our room.

  Chapter 9

  Even though I knew that Kira couldn't surprise me by being on my flight home like she had surprised me by coming on my road trip, I still had a glimmer of false hope as she drove me to the airport.

  "I'm sorry, I can't stay. I tried, but they only let me have the shuttle as a favor, and it has to be back as soon as possible," Kira said as we drove. Usually, the shuttle was only for picking people up, but she had called in a favor so she could drive me.

  "I know," I said. I held her hand as we drove, talking about when she would be able to video call and what I would do when I got home.

  "I don't expect you to keep the rules I had for you here when you get back princess, I know you have a whole life there," Kira said, turning the radio down. I turned to look at her.

  "But I want to Mama," I said more little than I had liked. I was about to go on a flight by myself where I had to make sure I was safe, and at the right terminal, I didn't have time to be little. But holding onto Kira's hand made me feel like her princess, and that was all I wanted in the world. Kira looked at me and smiled.

  "Keep my rules then, but let me know if you start to get rid of them, OK?" She asked. I could tell this was as hard for her as it was for me. A friend told me not to fall for anyone while I was away and I had scoffed in their face saying as if I was that stupid, that I was only going for two months and what on earth could happen in two months? Well, I was wrong, very wrong as I ached to stay with Kira for one more minute. We reached the airport, and I got out, forcing back my tears. I looked at her and tried to burn her image into my memory, her long blonde hair, tall, slender body, mischievous brown eyes, and tanned skin. The way she smiled like she had a big secret; she was just about to share and how her long arms wrapped around me as she held me tight. We stayed holding each other as silent tears rolled down our cheeks, being told twice by the security guards that she had to move on before she broke our embrace.

  "Have a safe flight princess," Kira said, holding my face in her hands and stroking my tears away with her thumbs.

  "I'll talk to you really soon, Mama," I said, not caring who was around to hear. Kira smiled warmly, kissed me one more time before letting my face go and stepping back. She just nodded as she took a deep breath and walked back to the driver's side, honking the horn as she drove away. I stood there, watching her go, new tears forming in my eyes, Kira taking my heart away with her.

  I made my way through customs, numbly followed the signs to my terminal and sat, waiting to be let on the plane. This sucks, I thought, pouting and wanting her back. I was not looking forward to going home. I thought about my job, the things I did for entertainment, and it just didn't compare to the experiences I had had with Kira or even the beachside life in general. I thought about what I could do for work here and did a few internet searches on the types of visas that I was eligible for. I could study something and come on a student visa; I'll just study the degree which has the longest duration, I thought hopefully as I looked into how to apply for that. I heard my flight being called and walked over to the gates and took a deep breath as I made my way down the ramp and to my seat.

  The flight was as annoying as the one coming over, and I took a sleeping pill so I could just sleep through the whole thing, waking up just in time to leave the plane. It felt so weird coming back. I had changed so much but looking around, it felt like I was the only thing to have changed. I hailed a taxi, was driven back to my apartment, walked inside, and sat on my couch.

  "Well, I wasn't expecting that," I said out loud and looked around my place. I stood up and walked to the window and looked out onto the city street. I heard basketballs bouncing, cars honking their horns and people yelling, ambulance sirens rang down the street, and I turned away from the window, sad that I wasn't back in my laid back seaside home. I went to my suitcase and started unpacking as I found the letter Kira had given me. I ran my fingertips over her red lipstick kiss, remembering how her kiss had tasted and smiled, excited to be hearing from her.

  Hi princess,

  I guess you'll be home now and wondering what I'm doing. If you're not wondering what I'm doing, why not?! Mama should always be on your mind, cheeky girl! Anyway, I'm looking through our photos; I'll probably print some of them off and stick them around my room. I have claimed our old room as my room,
I have to pay a little extra to have the whole room to myself, but I don't care, I couldn't cope if someone else was to sleep in here if it wasn't you. The days are starting to get cooler here so you should be happy you got your pretty little tan while you did! It'll be sweater weather here before long and too cold to go to the beach. The first night here without you sucked liked I thought it would, but I felt better knowing that you had the big puppy I bought you to cuddle and imagine me cuddling with you as we did pretty much your whole trip. Message me when you get home, so I know my little princess is safe.

  Mama loves you XX

  I put the letter down and grabbed the puppy Kira had bought me and pressed it into my face as tears began to fill my eyes. She had sprayed her perfume all over it, and my heart skipped a beat as I smelt her so close to me. I had decided that I would buy that perfume the minute I could and spray it over my pillows so when I slept, it would be like she was still with me. I took out my phone and messaged her straight away. Having a shower, I put on a fresh diaper and sent her a message of that too and was so happy when she replied. We messaged back and forth all night, and I fell asleep listening to a voice message she sent me, happy to have Mama back, even if it was through a screen.

  Chapter 10

  I went back to work the following Monday and answered everyone's questions about how my trip was and how they thought the photos I put up of skydiving and the nature that I had seen were so cool. I sat at my desk, looked at the pile of paperwork that had collected there. I opened the letters, was given a new project of photographing a sporting event and had several calls from past clients asking me to photograph this event and that event. By lunchtime, I had to walk out onto the street for some fresh air and wondered how I could have ever been happy living this life. I took my phone out and looked at Kira's social media accounts. She had gone fishing today and had caught a colorful fish, posing with it before writing a big spiel about how it's important to make sure the hook is out of the mouth of the fish before putting it back in the ocean. I smile as I scrolled through, looking at the photos of her organizing a beach clean up after a festival and how they had had a costume movie night. She had dressed up as a belly dancer, and I was pretty sure it was only so she could wear next to nothing. I saw Danni doing her usual angry glare in some photos and missed them terribly as I looked up and around my world. It was gray. Literally, the buildings were gray, the sky was gray, and the people were gray. No one looked happy to be here; no one smiled, no one's eyes shone with excitement. They just looked blankly faced, staring right through me as I looked in front and behind me. I looked at my phone again and knew I had to get back to her. I had to get back to Kira.