Mommy’s Top Drawer

by Tina Moore

  "Has Kira said anything to you about not wanting me to go?" I asked Danni, making myself a coffee and eating some leftover pizza. Danni just shook her head.

  "Nothing, the only thing she said, was that if she really loved you like she claims, that she'd have to let you go because she would never deserve you if she couldn't give you what you needed or wanted," Danni replied.

  "That's not nothing!" I said in shock. I had no idea how deep her affection for me was. Danni shrugged her shoulders as she got up.

  "Try not to worry about it too much, she always knew you'd leave Sasha," she said before going back into the kitchen and washing her dishes. Kira had gone to the airport to pick up the new people who were arriving today, and I knew she'd be gone for another hour as I took my coffee cup and headed for the beach.

  I walked up and down the beach, drinking my coffee, wondering how on earth I was meant to go on without her. It's the biggest mistake leaving her, I thought, thinking about how she had given me something that most people couldn't. How rare it was to find someone as attractive as Kira, who wanted me, who also was a Mommy Domme. They don't just appear Sasha; you know that! I yelled at myself, looking out over the ocean. The waves were rough today, almost as rough as my heart was feeling. I sat down and watched as they crashed onto the shore, bringing in rocks and big shells from the depths of the ocean and smashing them down.

  "I thought I might find you here," a familiar voice said coming behind me. Kira sat down, her legs on either side of me and pulled me into her, wrapping her arms around me and kissing me gently behind my ear.

  "I need to say this selfishly. Don't go, little princess," Kira said, her voice shaky. I dipped my head and hated how this felt. I turned in her arms and put my head to her chest.

  "Come with me," I whispered as she held me to her, her hand on the back of my head, making me breathe in her scent of coconut tanning oil and ocean spray. She looked down at me and brought my mouth to hers, kissing me deeply.

  "I can't. I have to stay here, princess," she said, breaking the kiss.

  "But why?" I asked. I knew I sounded whiney and I knew she hated that, but I didn't care, I didn't want to leave without her. I didn't want to live without her.

  "Because I have to work. It might look like I'm having one big holiday, but I get paid by the hour princess, Mama is working, even now. I can't just take a month off and go with you. I could take like a week, max but that would only be if it was approved and they would have to find someone to replace me, and it's way too short notice," Kira said explaining everything to me. I nodded.

  "Then I just won't go," I said confidently. Kira laughed and shook her head.

  "You have to go princess. You only have a short time left here, and I don't want you to be here just because I don't want to lose you," Kira said, running her hands over my tits.

  "You could never lose me, Mama," I said, feeling my heartbreak. I knew then that I had to go, I knew that this would be the last time I kissed her lips as I felt her tongue in my mouth gently teasing me as tears streamed down both our cheeks.

  On the day I left, Kira woke early and took my diaper off me in silence, kissed my forehead, and left the room. I waited for her to come back, but she never did. Packing my things into the back of a taxi, I tried not to cry as I helped the taxi driver put my things in the boot and hugged my friends' goodbye. I looked for Kira, but she wasn't there, and I ground my teeth, trying to stay strong as the taxi driver drove me to the car rental place. Danni had said that she'd say goodbye from me to Kira when she saw her, but I knew that we had already said goodbye.

  I got to the car rental place, picked up my car, and began driving through the city and onto the high way. I realized that I had never gotten the photo of my ex back from Kira and I laughed, thinking of how stupid I was forever wasting my time on a girl who thought drinking her problems away would solve anything. I drove along the highway, listening to music, and thinking about Kira. How she had always made sure I had enough snacks and drinks, I looked around to see that I hadn't packed anything to eat or drink and wished she was here to look after me as I pulled into a gas station and bought some snacks. Walking back out to the car, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I looked at the caller, happy it was Kira.

  "Hey! I was just thinking about you," I said excitedly.

  "I bet you were turn around," Kira said. I smiled, my tummy instantly full of butterflies as I slowly turned. Getting kissed full on the lips, I felt Kira's arms wrap around me, holding me tightly and squishing the snacks into me, making my bag of chips pop and fall out onto the floor.

  "I guess Mama owes you some chips now hey princess," Kira said, taking the things out of my hands.

  "But how?!" I said excitedly.

  "I pulled some strings. I meant it when I said I couldn't let you go," Kira said, taking the car keys from my hand and jingling them in front of me.

  "Mind if I drive?" She said as I just nodded silently.

  "How did you get here?" I asked as we dropped the snacks into the car. I noticed that she didn't have anything with her. She looked back and pointed to Dann, who just waved and took Kira's bag out of her car.

  "Surprise!" Danni said making me run over to her and punch her shoulder.

  "I was in tears, you bitch!" I said, making her laugh.

  "Yeah I know, I felt really bad actually, but I knew that you'd like this so, yay," Danni said. We said goodbye, this it was a far happier departure, and Kira buckled me in before we drove out of the gas station.

  "Were you just going to keep going until I stopped?" I asked her, pouring the drink I had bought into the bottle Kira had instructed me too.

  "Yeah, that was pretty much my plan. I knew you'd be stopping pretty soon; I knew you wouldn't have packed any snacks," she said sighing contentedly as she pushed my bottle into my mouth.

  "It feels good to be here alone with you princess, Mama is going to love this," Kira said, pulling my seat down and making me have a nap as she drove.

  Chapter 6

  We stopped into a motel as the day ended. Kira had driven 6hours, only stopping to change me into a diaper at the side of the road which she enjoyed immensely.

  "I'd love it if someone stopped behind us and saw what I was doing to you princess," Kira said, taking longer to redress me, enjoying how I looked on the back seat, diapered and sucking my thumb.

  She took my hand and rubbed my ass as we walked into the motel reception, got our keys, and made our way to the room.

  "This looks really nice, good call princess," Kira said, opening the door and looking around. I was happy she liked my choice. We had passed a number of motels along the way, and I had said all of them looked gross. This one had a pool, which was the only reason I had picked it, so I was glad when Kira also approved.

  "Let's get you all clean and ready for bed princess. You'll have to wet that diaper for Mama first though," Kira said, taking out our shower things and laying out the onesie she had bought for me along with a fresh love heart diaper. I shook my head, not wanting to wet my diaper and Kira laughed in shock that I would refuse her.

  "Oh, is that how you want to play it, little princess?" She said, grabbing my neck and bending me over her lap. She didn't give me any warning as she spanked my ass, making me squeal and squirm on her lap.

  "Be a quiet little princess, or I'll open the door and let everyone see why you are making so much noise," Kira said making me half believe that she wasn't making empty threats. She kept spanking me until she felt me wet my diaper. My head bowed in defeat, and she patted me gently until I finished.

  "Good girl. You can stay like that though until Mama has finished her shower, and maybe if you good for me next time I'll change you straight away princess," Kira said making me sit down on the floor and watch as she showered. I loved watching her slender body turn in the water, and her hands glide over her body as she washed. I wouldn't think that she could be a Mama upon looking at her. She had the typical, straight white girl look going on, with on-
trend clothes and a beach babe style, she was certainly not the kind of woman I would have thought would want to be Mommy, let alone my Mama. But she was, and I loved how cool she was. Whenever we went anywhere, boys would always hit on her, but she would just playfully turn them down and cuddle up to me instead. I had asked her what she saw in me that she liked so much and was happy when she could give me a list.

  "You are soft and cute, with your little tummy and these big titties and this thick jiggly butt that Mama loves to play with. You are quiet, and when you're slutty, you're slutty just for Mama which I love too. I like that you are clever and that you read books instead of wanting to watch movies and I think your glasses are just so cute. I like that you're a little princess and don't like to get messy or dirty. Sasha, you're so lovable, all I want to do is smother you in Mama's love, wrap you in my arms and never let you go. You make me feel like a Mama; you get me in that headspace the minute I look at you, and I love it!" She had said making me blush and tear up with happiness, which just made her kiss me all over and shake my tits in her hands.

  Kira finished in the shower and looked at me frowning back at her.

  "Oh is someone pouty with Mama princess?" Kira asked, pulling on her pajama shorts and shirt. I nodded and crossed my arms, looking angrily at the floor.

  "Well be a good girl next time and do what Mama says the first time I say it silly girl, and this won't happen to you. Come on, crawl to the bathroom for me," Kira instructed, watching me crawl to her. She reached down and rolled me over, taking off my jeans and diaper, making me happy it was off.

  "Get in," she kindly said, turning the water on for me. I loved that she always managed to find the right temperature, and I washed in front of her as she played with her pussy.

  "You are making Mama horny little princess," Kira said as she stopped herself just as she was about to cum.

  "You can finish me off with that pretty tongue of yours when you get out," she said, turning my shower off and rubbing me down with my towel. She took me to the queen-sized bed and laid me down, before putting my love heart diaper on and clipping my short sleeve onesie up. I loved how it felt and ran my hands over my tits, making her laugh.

  "Little princess, take those hands away and put them behind your head for Mama," Kira said, climbing on top of me. I hadn't realized she had taken her pants off until her wet pussy was on my lips as she began to make me kiss and suck her, grinding on my face.

  "You'll be a good girl and make Mama cum little princess," Kira moaned as she rode my face. I licked her slit and sucked on her clit, flicking my tongue against it, worshiping her pussy. I reached my tongue into her pussy as far as it would go and liked that I could feel her shudder as her cum covered my tongue. I kept licking and sucking her, making her grind down harder, making me gasp for air.

  "I'm sorry little princess," Kira said, lifting off me slightly and reaching back to play with my tits. She shook them, holding them by my nipples as she came again, this time grabbing my tits as she did, making me moan into her pussy. She must have liked the vibration of my moan because she grabbed at my tits, again and again, making me moan into her and against her clit.

  "Fuck little princess, you're so good for Mama," Kira moaned, lifting off my mouth and coming to lie down next to me. She kissed my lips and licked them, tasting herself. She smiled at me, wrapping her arms around me and pulling me in close to her.

  "Look how cute you are princess," Kira said, rubbing the front of my onesie and kissing me all over my face.

  "Stay there," Kira instructed as she went into the bathroom and wet a corner of the towel, coming back other to me and wiping my face clean.

  "I can't have my little princess being all dirty can I baby?" Kira said delighting me that I didn't have to stay dirty. She pulled the bed sheets down and tucked me in before turning the lights off and coming back into bed, letting me snuggle into her. I felt her ribs against my tits, and she ran her fingers through my soft hair.

  "Sweet dreams princess," Kira said as she began to stroke the side of my breast.

  "I'm happy I have you back Mama," I replied, getting gently squeezed as I fell asleep to her gently groping hands.

  Chapter 7

  We had left in the morning at 9 and had driven for four hours before we noticed that the fuel light was dangerously low.

  "Look up where a station is on Mama's phone baby," Kira said, passing me her phone. She had put me in a fresh diaper and told me just to get used to being in them, stating that she would only let me use the bathroom for emergencies. I was happy she knew my limits and didn't try to push them. She had dressed me a summer dress, and sandals, but let me take them off when we were driving, and I could cross my legs on the seat.

  "There's one about an hour away Mama," I said, showing her the phone just before we lost reception.

  "Ok, well, we will just have to make it," Kira said, putting her foot down. There was nothing but red dirt on either side of us on this long stretch of road, and I wondered what would happen if we broke down. Kira drove ten over the speed limit, and I hoped that she would get us there in time.

  "What happens if we don't make it, Mama?" I asked, holding Kira's hand and turning down the stereo. Kira gave me a funny look.

  "We will have to walk little girl, and don't think for a second that'll mean I let you put on your big girl panties," she said, looking back at the road. Her phone beeped, reception returning but just as the car began to slow down. Kira looked at me, rolled her eyes, and sighed. I was happy it wasn't an angry sigh, and I looked at her with wide eyes.

  "I hope you like walking little princess," Kira said as she pulled over to the side of the road and parked. I looked at her and then looked out into the emptiness of the land.

  "But Mama," I said as she unbuckled my seat belt and pushed a paci in my mouth.

  "Complain, and I'll make you suck it all the way, so everyone will know you're a naughty little girl for her Mama, is that what you want?" Kira said. I shook my head, and Kira groped at my tits for a while before taking the paci out of my mouth and putting it in her bag. We got out of the car and felt the hot sun on our skin immediately before we put our water and snacks in our bags and started to walk to the gas station we knew was only a few kilometers ahead.

  "What if they are closed, Mama?" I asked, holding her hand.

  "Well then we figure out a plan B princess," Kira said.

  "I'm happy you're here, Mama," I said, kissing her.

  We walked for an hour before we stopped to put on more sun cream and had a drink.

  "It shouldn't be much further baby girl," Kira said, reaching her hand out to me and waiting for me catch up to her.

  "We can get a nice cold ice-cream when we get there, we have definitely deserved it!" She added, wiping the sweat off her forehead. We continued walking for another hour before we saw a truck coming behind us. Usually, I wouldn't have wanted it to stop with nowhere to run, but it was hot so I just hoped that we wouldn't be in any danger. The truck slowed and stopped in front of us, and I squeezed Kira's hand firmly scared of what would happen next.

  "It's OK princess, Mama is here, you'll be fine," Kira said. I was relieved to see that it was a woman who got out of the truck, but surprised when I saw what type of woman it was. She was hot! The type of hot that you'd find as a pin-up model in a tattoo artist back room. She wore ripped denim shorts and a baggy muscle singlet. Walking confidently to us she smiled and stuck out her hand at Kira.

  "Looking little lost girls?" She said, shaking Kira's hand and then mine.

  "I'm Mel, saw what I'm guessing is your car a little while back. Where you headed?" Mel said. I liked that Kira took over, I was pretty sure I had heat stroke and found it hard even to stand up.

  "We were going to Paradise Island, but our car's out of gas. We thought there was a station up here," Kira said. I held Kira's hand, and Mel smiled at me.

  "Well, I don't think she'll last much longer in this heat. Let me drive you to the station and then back to yo
ur car. It'll be a long walk yet, they've just moved another half hour's drive north which will mean you'd be walking an awful long way and back," Mel explained. Kira gladly accepted, and Mel helped me into the cab of her truck, letting me lie down and have a rest in the cold aircon as she drove us.

  "Thanks for this," I heard Kira said. I closed my eyes and was happy that I hadn't done this trip alone, Danni was right, everyone breaks down along this trip.

  "It's alright. Your friend is cute," Mel said to Kira, who just turned around to look at me.

  "Yeah, she's lovely," Kira said. That was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep. When I woke up, it was dark, and I had rolled onto my tummy, my dress had ridden over my ass, my puffy diaper on full display. I tried to open my eyes, but everything was black. I tried to move, but my arms and legs were tied, making me splay across Mel's bed. I tried to yell, but there was a gag in my mouth. I knew we shouldn't have gotten a lift from her! I thought, hoping that she wasn't hurting Kira. I began to cry; hot tears rolled down my cheeks and onto the bed as I felt hands moved the back of my legs. I tried to scream, but only muffled sounds came out, crying harder.

  "Shh it's OK princess Mama has you, you're alright baby," I heard Kira say, I relaxed and whimpered wanting to see her and cuddle her.

  "Mama just tied you up because you looked so cute laying there. You will never believe it, Mel is a Mommy too!" Kira said, sounding very excited. She had told me she had tried to find friends in the scene but hadn't had any luck. Clearly, she had been successful here. I heard a door open, and Mel climb inside, closing it behind her.