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May 22 nd , 2010
Mandy: u there?
Josh: aren't I always lol?
Mandy: Sue's talking shit about u all over FB.
Josh: good for her. Anything to deflect people's attention from her own mistakes
Mandy: yeah. Don't know why she bothers. It's not like u can see it
Josh: I can see it
Mandy: how? She said she blocked u
Josh: she didn't
Mandy: weird. Probably wanted u to see it then
Josh: good for her
Mandy: so how u been?
Josh: down
Mandy: why?
Josh: hard to explain
Mandy: gotcha. Been a rough week here too.
Josh: why?
Mandy: my sister's getting sick.
Mandy: Mom and dad thought it was the summer flu or something
Mandy: but it keeps getting worse. She can hardly go ten minutes without throwing up
Mandy: and now my throat is all scratchy too. I'm freakin out.
Mandy: Hoping it's just food poisoning or something.
Mandy: Last thing I need is to be sick for the prom
Josh: who's taking you to the prom?
Mandy: jeez, you're nosy, lol. It's nobody u know
Josh: then what difference does it make if you tell me?
Mandy: well, I wouldn't want to make u jealous. After all, u said you used to love me
Josh: I still do
Josh: u there?
Josh: Mandy
Mandy: yeah. Just not sure what to say to that.
Josh: say you want me to take you to the prom
Mandy: LOL! You're not even in my school.
Josh: so what?
Mandy: I wish I could. Really
Josh: then wish and it'll happen
Mandy: I've already agreed to go with someone else. Sorry:-(
Josh: no you're not
Mandy: I totally am!
Josh: You're relieved, and maybe a little creeped out right now
Mandy: why creeped out?
Josh: because I creep people out…lol
Mandy: It was sweet of you to ask. Thanks:-)
Mandy: Josh?
Josh: Sure hope you don't get sick.
Josh is offline
May 27 th , 2010
Mandy: I think u jinxed me
Josh: how?
Mandy: I'm sick
Josh: sorry to hear that
Mandy: And just had a big screaming match with my parents.
Josh: that sucks
Mandy: ugh, my head fills like it's full of sawdust
Mandy: *feels*
Mandy: even my spelling is sick, lol
Josh: sorry you're sick. you still going to the prom tomorrow night?
Mandy: yeah. I mean, I have to, but it's gonna suck
Josh: maybe you'll be better by then
Mandy: fingers crossed! What're u up to?
Josh: nothing much. Talking to you, lol
Mandy: lol
Mandy: brb
Josh: ok
Josh: you there?
Mandy: sorry, had to go throw up
Josh: ugh
Mandy: lol, sorry. TMI
Josh: what does that mean?
Mandy: too much information
Mandy: I think I need to lie down. Getting dizzy
Josh: I hope you feel better
Mandy: me too. This blows
Josh: I can give you my number if you wanna text me or anything
Mandy is offline
May 28 th , 2010
Mandy: hey
Mandy: u there?
Mandy: guess I missed you. As you probably figured out, I'm not at the prom.
Mandy: Was hoping you'd be online
Mandy: My date canceled and Sue's not answering the phone.
Mandy: Just wanted to bitch for a while and ev
Mandy: eryone else who didn't go to the prom seems to be offline.
Mandy: Thought about going anyway, but I feel like death
Mandy: I'm just going to crawl into bed and stay there.
Mandy: Who's the girl in ur profile pic, btw?
Mandy: Looks like she's kissing your webcam, lol. Didn't know u had one.
Mandy: So much for you being all innocent, lol! Better not let Sue see that.
Mandy: She'll probably bitch about the girl having the same shirt as she does.
Mandy: anyway, I guess I'll catch you tomorrow. I'm going to go die for a few hours.
Mandy: bye
Mandy is offline
May 29 th , 2010
Mandy: Josh? Are u there?
Mandy: grrr
Mandy: email me if you get the chance. Hope you're okay.
Mandy is offline
May 30 th , 2010
Mandy: hey!
Josh: hey
Mandy: you okay?
Josh: yes
Mandy: I missed u over the last few days
Josh: you did?
Mandy: I mean, everytime I msg'd u, you didn't answer
Josh: sorry. Was busy. Forgot to log out last time I was on
Mandy: s'ok. Was just bored and kinda freaked out
Josh: why?
Mandy: I missed the prom
Josh: I saw that. Sorry:-(the guy's a jerk for canceling on you
Mandy: nah, turns out he was sick too.
Josh: sounds like a lame excuse to me
Mandy: Nah, I talked to him on the phone. He's in bad shape.
Mandy: This stupid virus has everybody in bed.
Mandy: There's even rumors going around that people are dying from it.
Mandy: I'm scared.
Mandy: Sue blames Fatty Kathy's food, lol.
Josh: Who's that?
Mandy: the lunch lady at school.
Josh: oh, lol.
Josh: don't be scared. You'll be fine. You should probably be in bed too though.
Mandy: I am in bed. Using my laptop
Josh: so you have me in bed with you?
Mandy: lol, perv
Josh: knew I'd get there eventually!:-)
Mandy: yeah, yeah. Not cool to hit on someone who's dying.
Josh: you're not dying
Mandy: sure feels like it.
Mandy: Ugh. Just caught myself in the mirror. I look like the chick from The Ring.
Josh: I'll bet you look gorgeous.
Mandy: depends on how you feel about corpses, I guess, LOL.
Josh: I notice Sue hasn't updated her page in a while
Mandy: Yeah. Don't know what's going on.
Mandy: she may have decided to go take care of her problem and just didn't tell anybody.
Mandy: Didn't think she'd skip the prom though.
Mandy: And I thought for sure she'd tell me what was happening. I'd have gone with her.
Josh: She was probably pretty stressed and panicky. Probably just forgot.
Mandy: yeah, true
Mandy: so who's the girl in the pic?
Josh: what pic?
Mandy: you had a new pic up for a while the other night. Saw it before I went to bed.
Mandy: Some girl. Looks like you got over me real quick, LOL!
Josh: hmmm…don't know what you're talking about.
Josh: I haven't changed my picture since the day I set up my account
Mandy: well, someone did.
Josh: maybe I got hacked
Mandy: maybe. The girl kinda looked like Sue.
Mandy: But I could only see the lower half of her face. Looked like she was blowing u a kiss
Josh: Can't say I know what you're talking about
Mandy: wow. Crazy.
Josh: what would be crazy would be me putting a picture of SUE as my profile image.
Mandy: yeah, that's true. She'd say you had the hots for her.
Josh: I have the hots for you, Mandy, not her. She's a pig.
Mandy: you're an oddball;-)
Mandy: and a
flirt
Josh: why?
Mandy: you don't even know me
Josh: feels like I do. I've wanted you for a long time
Mandy:…
Mandy: wow. I don't know what to say
Josh: Say "Josh, I can no longer resist the urge to throw myself into your arms."
Josh: "Take me away to a better place where we may be united in passion"
Josh: "the lies of which would set the very world aflame!"
Josh: or something like that
Josh: *likes* instead of *lies*, sorry
Mandy: LMAO!
Mandy: you should go into writing romance. You're good at it
Josh: nah, not my field of interest
Mandy: what is then?
Josh: not sure yet. Psychology maybe
Mandy: you want to be a shrink?
Josh: they don't like to be called that
Mandy: sorry:-(
Josh: I'm totally kidding
Mandy::-)
Josh: I'm not sure yet what I want to do.
Josh: I know I love to study people, love finding out what makes them tick
Josh: love to watch them.
Mandy: what got you interested in that?
Josh: my dad was one
Mandy: was?
Josh: he died six weeks ago
Mandy: WHAT???
Mandy: OMFG…I'm so sorry…
Mandy: I was talking to you about, like, two weeks after that.
Mandy: OMG, why didn't you TELL me????
Mandy: Jesus…I feel like such a horrible person…
Josh: Don't.
Mandy: why didn't you say anything?????:-(
Josh: Why would I? So you could feel bad about it too?
Mandy: I could have done SOMETHING
Josh: Like what? Would it have made you change your mind about meeting me?
Josh: dating me?
Josh: going to the prom with me?
Mandy: I don't know.
Josh: Yes you do, and it's okay.
Josh: u there?
Mandy: yeah. I just don't know what to say, lol.
Josh: It's okay. Really. I'm dealing with it in my own way.
Mandy: how is your Mom holding up? Is she okay?
Josh: she died when I was nine. Cancer.
Mandy: oh god…I'm crying here. I'm so sorry.
Josh: it's okay. Really it is. I'm doing just fine. And you're not really crying
Mandy: No, but I'm really sad for you
Josh: I'm okay, really. I'm a strong person
Mandy: still sucks though.
Josh: yeah, it does, but that's life
Josh: So…
Josh: now will you go out with me?
Mandy: Josh…
Josh: I'm kidding;-)
Mandy: so who do you live with now?
Josh: No one
Mandy: what? How is that possible?
Josh: It's only temporary. I'll be in a better place soon.
Mandy: That sounds…
Josh: what?
Mandy: gloomy
Josh: lol, I don't mean it like that. I mean, better than this crappy house
Mandy: Glad to hear that.
Mandy: hate to do this, but can you give me a half hour?
Josh: sure. U ok?
Mandy: I'm gonna go try to eat something and hope I can keep it down. Will you be on later?
Josh: most likely
Mandy: okay. c u then
Mandy is offline
May 30 th , 2010
Mandy: back
Mandy: did I miss u again?
Mandy: going to bed. Talk soon…and sorry to hear about what you've been through.
Mandy: sorry I wasn't more sympatethic(sp?). I didn't know, though. so…my bad L
Mandy: night
Mandy is offline
May 31 st , 2010
Mandy: hey
Josh: hey beautiful
Mandy: ugh…if you saw me now…
Josh: if I saw you now, I'd try to kiss u better. Would u stop me?
Mandy: prolly not
Josh: really???!!!! why?
Mandy: so sick. Wouldn't have the enrgy…
Josh: you're not getting any better?
Mandy: worse
Josh: that's too bad
Mandy: yeah. Sue's in hospital
Josh: about the pregnancy?
Mandy: no
Josh:?
Mandy: she went to sleep and her mother couldn't wake her up. They say she's in a coma.
Josh: wow, that's crazy
Mandy: yeah. I should feel sadder than I do, but I can barely breathe. Feels like I have a fvre
Mandy: fevere
Mandy: fever
Mandy: Don't know what's going on. Nobody seems to know. Lots of people getting sick
Josh: I know what's going on
Mandy: yeah?
Josh: Yeah
Mandy: that's cuz you're a genius
Josh: can I come over?
Mandy: silly
Josh: I can make u better
Josh: if u let me
Mandy: everybody is sick
Josh: yes they are
Mandy: I don't want to die
Josh: you won't
Mandy: feels like I am
Mandy: are u sick?
Josh: I've always been sick, Mandy
Mandy: what u mean?
Josh: you need to let me come over
Mandy: need to sleep
Josh: do you love me?
Mandy: nite
Mandy is offline
June 2 nd , 2010
Josh: hello gorgeous
Mandy is offline
June 4 th , 2010
Josh: Hey
Mandy: so sad
Mandy: sue died
Josh: I know. Saw her Dad's post on her page. Are you okay?
Mandy: no
Mandy is offline
June 5 th , 2010
Josh: hey
Mandy: h
Josh: how are you?
Mandy: nt god
Josh: not good?
Mandy: s
Mandy: so
Mandy: sick
Josh: awww…why are you on FB?
Mandy: dunno. Nobdy esle 2 talk 2
Josh: I should come over
Mandy: y?
Josh: so I can make you feel better
Mandy: can't
Josh: sure I can
Mandy: mean, cant come ovr
Josh: why?
Mandy: dunno
Mandy is offline
June 6 th , 2010
Josh: do you love me, Mandy?
Mandy: no
Josh: why?
Mandy: jst…
Josh: why not, Mandy?
Mandy: dunno. Don't knw u
Josh: yes you do
Josh: I want to help you, but you have to let me
Mandy: my hair falling out
Josh: Can I be honest with you?
Mandy: ys
Josh: I've been lying to you
Mandy:?
Josh: I've never been to Urbana
Mandy: k
Josh: But I have met you
Mandy: whre?
Mandy: brb
Josh: My parents have both been dead for years, for longer than you've been alive, actually
Josh: The picture you saw on my profile that night was Sue. She sent it to me.
Josh: Sent me a bunch. Usually of her naked, but I couldn't put that one up
Josh: you'd have gotten really suspicious…lol
Mandy:?
Mandy:?
Mandy: wat?
Josh: Do you love me, Mandy?
Mandy: stop
Mandy: plz
Mandy: hurts
Josh: I was flirting over and back with her a long time before I started chatting with you.
Josh: She looked slutty every day I saw her, with those tight sweaters and skirts
Josh: so I chose her first. But
she's thick as a tree stump and an ignorant little bitch
Josh: so I left her hanging in the wind.
Josh: So you know the "online boyfriend" who dumped her? That was me.
Mandy: wtf?
Josh: Only she knew me as Donny.
Mandy: I hve 2 go. Gng 2 b sick
Mandy is offline
June 7 th , 2011
Josh: hi!
Mandy: leve me alone Josh
Josh: My name isn't Josh
Josh: I'm going to tell you my real name, because I really do love you
Josh: But first you have to tell me you love me too.
Josh: Mandy?
Josh: Answer me.
Josh: I know you're there. Just tell me you love me.
Josh: Just once, and I promise I'll leave you alone.
Josh: And I swear on my life that I'll make your pain go away.
Josh: Mandy?
Josh: you have five seconds before I sign off. After that, you'll never know
Mandy: knw wat?
Josh: who killed you and your friends
Mandy: plz. plz stop. My skin…I'm brning. I'm so sick
Josh: do you love me?
Josh: Mandy?
Josh: Mandy? Do you love me?
Josh: Say you love me
Mandy: I lv u
Josh: that's my beautiful girl. I love you too. Do you know that?
Mandy: ys.
Mandy: I dunno
Mandy: Y r u doin this?
Josh: do you feel it past the pain? Do you feel it deep inside your heart where it matters most?
Mandy: stop
Josh: okay, my love.
Josh: My name is Kathleen Myer.
Josh: But you probably know me better as Fatty Kathy.
Mandy: no r not
Josh: Yes. I am. And the police will probably be here soon, so try not to interrupt me.
Mandy: this is cruel stop pretndng
Josh: I promise you, I'm not
Mandy: o god
Mandy: plz
Mandy: stop
Josh: and what's killing you is thallium nitrate,
Josh: introduced into your system via my homemade chicken soup.
Josh: Do you remember the soup, Mandy? Sue even had the gall to complain to me about it.
Mandy: why? o god y r u doinng this?
Josh: because they don't deserve to be beautiful.
Josh: They've never worked a day in their lives and they never will.
Josh: Everything they want will just fall into their laps.
Josh: Nobody ever gave me a goddamn THING, Mandy.
Josh: I had to WORK, to BEG, and sometimes worse, for anything I got.
Josh: And what do I have NOW? Nothing. Scars, moles, diabetes
Josh: And ugliness your friends exploit for laughs.
Josh: they were rotten on the inside, baby girl.