Love with Every Beat

by K. L. Shandwick

  “Yeah, I woke up on your couch, and you had gone to bed. I went to find you, and you were laying naked, face down, the wrong way up on your bed.”

  Snickering I remembered that.

  “Yeah, I tossed and turned after leaving you alone on the couch. Trying to sleep when I knew you were down there was painful. It took all my reserves not to carry you to my bed. I struggled to keep my hands off of you that night.”

  Sniffing I pretended to be cocky.

  “I knew I should have just claimed you and not walked away from you on that couch. You wanted me too, huh?”

  Staring into my eyes, Lily smiled. “Actually, I did, more than you know, but there was no way I wanted to be with a man-whore who couldn’t care less about me.”

  There was no way I was going near that subject, so I pushed another box at her.

  “These are really for me, but you can open it and borrow it any time you like.” When Lily opened the box, she started giggling.

  Inside was a pair of panties from Victoria Secret. They were red satin cheekini panties that were kind of like boy shorts, but fancy with mesh panels at the back and three red, satin bows.

  “Holiday panties! Just in case we get lucky.” Smirking I winked at her and seeing the look on her face made me grin.

  Lily chuckled and stood up. “Okay, you use them…if you want to get lucky I mean. You told me they were for you. I can’t decide whether I see anything I like or not, until you do.”

  Smirking, I took them from the box by scissoring my index and middle fingers and lifted them like they were the most fragile thing I had ever seen, holding them high above my head, examining them. Tweaking the elastic waistline of them I placed my hands inside, just like I would if I was holding Lily’s hips inside her panties.

  My eyes flicked to Lily, and she was sitting on the edge of the bed with her foot tucked under her butt smiling, she was having fun with this.

  Making it all up as I went along, I decided to shock her and rotated the panties so that the crotch of the panties was next to my mouth and the panties were upside down. Watching her was funny, and I was still smirking, because the look on her face was priceless. She was practically holding her breath to see what I did next.

  Flicking my tongue out I very slowly touched the center of the crotch, then after several slow flicks of it, I closed my mouth over it and sucked. My eyes never left Lily’s and fuck if Lily wasn’t turned on by what I was doing. She was watching me, watching her.

  So I started making audible sucking noises, and Lily rocked on her heel on the bed. I imagined her pussy pulsing, and her heel rubbing her clit trying to soothe an ache that needed to be touched because she was being aroused.

  Lifting my head slightly, I teased one side of the panties aside by catching the flimsy material between my teeth. After that, still with my teeth, I moved to the waistline and began to remove them from my hands. Lily was unmoving, her lips parted and holding her breath.

  I saw her, she was so there, like I was doing it to her, and it was only a pair of panties I had bought to have fun with—sometimes the simplest things can be the best memories.

  Once I had the panties in my hand, I held them to his nose, inhaling deeply, and Lily swallowed hard. Getting off the bed, I wandered over to where my jeans were laying and stuffed the panties in my back jeans pocket just as I would if they had been Lily’s. Turning to Lily, I smirked, “So, did you like what you saw?”

  A gasp escaped Lily’s mouth, and her eyes had that pink tinge of lust, she was squirming and wriggling when I was doing my little, ‘show and tell.’ Not quite what I expected from the Holiday Panties, but they were bought to turn me on, and they did their job. I was as hard as a fucking rock, and I hadn’t even seen her in them.

  Lily was initially giggling when I walked back to the bed but the atmosphere changed dramatically. We were about to get lost in each other when Lily turned away from me and reached over and grabbed a bag of gifts for me.

  “It’s your turn for gifts.” Smiling I took the little square box she gave me. Lily’s face was like a child excited for what I was going to receive. Opening it slowly, my eyes flicked between her and the package.

  I chuckled loudly, when I pulled out a backstage pass to the XrAid gigs for their upcoming tour. It was and a copy of their CD.

  “I didn’t want you to wait in line if you wanted to come and see me, baby,” she exaggerated, snickering at the pleasure she got from giving this big shot rock star passes to her gig.

  “This means more to me than anything else, you know that, Lily?” I said, waving the CD. I tapped it against the palm of my hand. “It makes me feel so fucking proud you did this, Lily,” I whispered huskily, my voice cracking a little with emotion.

  Pulling her off of the bed to stand, I held her hips and smiled. “Most women in your position would have just gone with the fame and their guy.”

  Shaking my head. “Not you. You stuck to your guns, wanting to make music, and chasing your own dreams. I fucking hated it, hated you for it, but at the same time, loved you all the more for it. I can take the fact we’ve spent that time apart. All the heartache and lonely nights, knowing now, it wasn’t in vain. This…” I tapped the plastic CD holder again, “makes me realize how different you are from any other girl. You’re one of a kind, honey. Unique.”

  Placing her hand on my chest, she began to stroke my skin. The buzz from our contact was instantaneous. Leaning in, her lips peppered soft kisses over my chest and down my belly.

  Shivering from her touch and turned on, my towel wasn’t masking what she was doing to me. Looking down, I grinned. “Fuck it,” I said and whipped the towel away spreading my stance as I pulled her tighter to me.

  “Stop. I have one more gift for you.” Kissing down her neck, she was about to push me back, but as I stroked across her skin with my trembling fingers, she melded against me.

  Hooking my fingers over the toweling dress thing she was wearing, I inched it down her body until I could see her beautiful breasts, then I looked up and stared at her in a silent permission to kiss her there.

  Lily’s eyes were full of everything I was feeling for her—love, lust, want, need—so my mouth closed over her nipple engulfing it, growling at how exquisite the feel of that firm satiny breast was in my mouth and the taste of her.

  Peeling the towel dress gently to her ankles Lily stepped out of it and I threw it aside. The sight of Lily naked before me was torture and ecstasy all rolled into one.

  Slowly as I stood from crouching, Lily stole my breath from me, as my eyes ticked up her body, taking in every delicious inch of her skin, her hair, her eyes. Teasing her, I ran a finger between her spine and her shoulder blade, and back to the center. My face barely inches from hers.

  We were finally there again, and I thought this time I was never letting her go. Sweeping her hair behind her shoulders, she looked so absolutely perfect, and at that moment I just wanted to bask in the beauty of her. After a minute I finally spoke.

  “Hey,” I said softly and smiled at her then shook my head. “Can’t believe you’re finally mine.” Tracing her face with my finger, I then dragged my thumb across her lips and bent to kiss her. The tension between us gave me a tightening in my chest.

  Walking her backwards toward the bed, I gently laid her down, holding her back in my hand. “How did we go from being the way we were to this?” Not being able to understand how I had gone from being so sexually confident to where I was at that moment.

  Fearless in my sexual activity before Lily, and now, reduced to being worried about all the feelings and hurt and making more mistakes.

  “We’ll be even better than we were before, Alfie.” Lying down beside her and stroking my finger down her body, I watched Lily’s body respond exactly how I knew it would under my touch. Arching up, and her skin erupted in goose-bumps, her nipples puckering, our connection was that effective.

  It had been well over a year since the last time we’d made love; nearer two, and I
was scared to do anything that made her run from me again. Crippled, that was the word. My mind was so locked down with need, I couldn’t think like the man I normally was, before Lily.

  Still trying to figure out what I was about, Lily suddenly straddled me. Stunned at her initiative but impressed at her confidence, my lips spread into a smile. Running my fingers up her body, and stroking them back down the length of her. When my hands lost contact with her body I swear she squeaked.

  She bent to kiss me, and although I returned her kiss, I was holding back because I was thinking, as soon as this thing started I was going to destroy her by demonstrating the love inside of me

  “Wait here.” Suddenly Lily was bouncing down the bed on her ass, and grabbing another Christmas gift. I was thinking what the fuck is she doing, when we were so close to the ultimate act of intimacy.

  “Before you open this, I need to tell you the gift inside is purely practical…work attire.”

  Grinning, because that was the last think I expected her to say, “Hmm, work attire? It doesn’t look like a pair of skinny jeans so it must be a classic t-shirt, correct?”

  Smirking naughtily, she said, “Nope, open it and see.” Opening the box, I couldn’t help grinning. Inside there were scarfs. Two silk scarfs actually, one in a slate gray color with a guitar printed on it, and the other was a lighter gray, with a dark skull on one side.

  Drew would have a field day with this because he always took a rise out of me for wearing my old high school scarf to keep my voice in good order when we visited somewhere cold.

  “You got me scarfs?” I was puzzled.

  “Rocker chic, but they will protect your voice from the cold and keep you warm when my arms can’t be around your neck.”

  A smile played on my lips, can’t wait to give that back to Drew next time he spouted about it, I bunched my brows confused, “You interrupted sitting on me, naked, to give me scarfs?” Lily giggled and silently hugged herself.

  Taking one of the scarfs she folded it and grabbed my wrist winding the silk material around it. Fuck, the thought of Lily tying me up was playing havoc with my hormones. Almost in meltdown at the anticipation of how I would feel if she did actually do something like this but believing she wouldn’t… And stunned when she carried it through.

  Loving the confidence my woman had found, I had the best of both worlds because she still seemed sexily innocent at the same time. My dick bounced around as I strained and got thicker, going from semi to a full erection in a heartbeat. “Fuck,” I growled.

  Lily wound the scarf around the top section of the wicker headboard. “Hope you have good restraint and don’t try to wriggle too much Alfie, this isn’t the strongest of headboards.” She giggled.

  Chuckling as I watched her tie me, I groaned, “Damn, Lily, you are just full of surprises.”

  Testing my restraints, she had indeed secured me to the headboard, before getting off of the bed and padding over to my jeans. Lily bent over at the waist, legs slightly apart and gave me sight of her beautiful little pussy while she took the panties I had turned her on with out of my pocket.

  Having sight of her sensitive pink flesh made me ache to touch it and I groaned loudly, “Jeez, now you’re killing me.” Digging my ass into the bed to adjust myself, my dick was solid and twitching.

  Lily slowly and tantalizingly wriggled into the panties, and I had never been turned on by a woman putting lingerie on before, like I was watching Lily right then. When she was done, the effect of the panties and her ass in them was sensational.

  Taking the remote, Lily turned up the radio on the television and Prince, “Kiss” was just starting. She climbed back on the bed and spread her legs, just out of my reach at the bottom of the bed, and began to undulate and gyrate her hips. “Damn it, Lily,” I groaned, she was lucky I was tied down at that point.

  The combination of the music and Lily was fantastic. She couldn’t have chosen a better song to slow dance for me to. Stroking her hand over her body, trying to keep her balance, at some points the way she was negotiating her center of gravity on the mattress anyone would think she was surfing. It was funny to watch, but Lily oozed sex appeal and fuck if it didn’t send me wild to see her doing something like this for me.

  Spreading her legs wider and rocking my hips back and forth, she crouched down bringing her ass almost onto the mattress, each time she did it her pussy spread under see- through panties and I had a glimpse of where I was desperate to be.

  Lily turned her back and started wiggling her fabulous ass at me. Seeing the crack of her ass behind the mesh was amazing. “Fuck,” I spat and tried to sit up but the restraints kept me in place. When she glanced over her shoulder and looked down at me I had never seen anything sexier and was aching to touch her.

  Trying to touch her pussy with my feet didn’t work either she stayed just inches out of reach which made the scene all the more alluring.

  “Definitely no hands this time, Mr. Black,” she teased, giggling and reminding him of an incident where I showed some ingenuity. “Do you want me, Mr. Black?” She sounded so fucking sexy and calling me Mr. Black made what she was doing naughtier for some reason.

  Starting to struggle, her teasing dance was becoming too much and the urge to have my hands on her fabulous body was becoming frustrating. Trying to free my wrists, but the scarfs held me firm. Lily shook her head, smiling as her hair swished back and forth.

  My mouth was dry, it must have been gaping watching her, and I licked my lips. “Fuck, what I’m going to do to you,” I warned and let out a long low groan.

  Her smile was loaded with seduction, and she raised an eyebrow. “No, Alfie…what I’m going to do to you. I believe I’m kind of in charge right now.” Then gave me a smug smirk, and I gave her a loud guttural sound. She quickly shushed me, reminding me her parents were somewhere outside the door.

  Rubbing her hands over her ass and up the sides of her body, she worked herself in front of me from behind then turned and did the same at the front, taking her hands down her breasts and down her belly, and fuck if she didn’t let them slide inside the band of the panties.

  Head jerking and my dick did a double twitch, not believing the sight before me. Lily was playing out one of my fantasies about her. “Oh, God…Fuck.” At that she smirked again, looking so confident, I wondered if I really knew her at all anymore.

  “Good to see your two heads in coordination for once.”

  Making me smile, my Lily had indeed turned into the fabulous, confident, sexy vixen I knew was hiding in there.

  Lily was turned on as well, her dancing around watching me, watching her was making her pussy moist, the darker patch of panties between her legs a tell-tale sign, as she straddled over my hips spreading her legs again, and I had a desperate urge to have the crotch of those panties in my mouth once again.

  Crouching low, she wiggled her ass as if she was rocking on me and her pussy briefly made contact with my dick. “Fuck, enough,” I mumbled, growling low and long, struggling with my arms, to reach out for her then arched my hips up trying for greater contact with her.

  Prince had finished accompanying Lily to seduce me, but Lily continued to tease me with the panties. Sitting on my dick she rocked back and forth, raking her fingernails down my body and sending shivers all over me.

  Standing again, she placed her feet on either side of my head, and the view I had made me want to devour her. Pulling the panties to the side, she began to touch her pussy and pre cum oozed from my dick at the sight of her warm moist folds.

  Licking my lips, I moaned and gave a silent plea, then raised my head trying to touch her pussy with my tongue. Lily grinned and giggled and the sound struck a chord making my dick twitch and bounce on my belly.

  Legs bent up at the knee, I watched my girl intensely, while she teased and tantalized me in a way, I would never have thought Lily capable of. She was the sexy siren, seduction came as natural to her as playing her guitar, all Lily had needed was to wait for was the
right time to display what a sexy, fun loving girl she really was. And the right partner to do it with.

  Popping the cork on the champagne, she poured some down my chest. I flinched and twisted groaning, “Jesus,” and drew in a deep breath. Lily was driving me to distraction, and began sucking and licking it from my abdomen, I hissed loudly and turned my body to the side.

  “This is too fucking much, Lily, let me touch you,” I ordered.

  “It’s okay, baby, you can touch me later,” she said sweetly while I was straining to get up.

  When she started stroking my dick, I was almost relieved that she was finally taking care of my needs. Then again, she suddenly stopped and straddled by body and walked up the length of me to the headboard.

  Resting her back against the wall above the wicker headboard, her legs parted, and I had an amazing view and one of the most erotic sights. Lily’s panties were drenched in her juices, the stain running the full length of the gusset. And fuck if I didn’t want to place my mouth right there. Lily crouched all the way down to kiss me, and I struggled only barely brushing against her thigh.

  Groaning, I said, “Enough, my turn,” and growled again when she lowered her panty-clad pussy directly on to my mouth. Sucking and nibbling at the cloth, I licked at the fabric. Even through the panties, I could taste her.

  Undulating and rocking her hips, rubbing her pussy against my mouth, I was in fucking paradise. My dick was ridged as it twitched and bounced pre cum oozing from the slit coating my apa. Falling forward with her knees on either side of me, her body brushed down mine.

  Reaching out, she took my cock in her mouth, flicking my apa with her tongue. Drawing breath and letting it out slowly, I hissed and groaned into her pussy. Lily erupted in goose-bumps so turned on, riding my mouth.

  Painstakingly slow, she stood and started to slip her panties down her legs, teasing me and staring lovingly into my eyes. I was aware she was doing it but didn’t break the gaze to watch what she was doing because our connection was so strong.