Pole Position

by H. M. Montes

  My uncle spoke up, “I remember you now! You have a brother a few years or so older right? I remember one day Jimmy told Chassis that you were staring at her, and yes you were, (he smiled) and Chassis said “Gross boys are so yucky!” he told Jet. I shook my head as I continued to pick at the string on the pillow.

  “Yes, Jason is my older brother by two years, I remember that night because Chassis turned around and stuck her tongue out at me, crossed her arms and stomped over to her mom.” He said while looking at my mom. I didn’t know what to say, I just shook my head as they continued to tell story after story.

  “Chassis, please can we go someplace to talk?” Jet asked.

  I looked up at him, “Why can’t we talk here?”

  “Because, WE need to talk, this is about you and me.”

  My mom elbowed me, “Go talk to him, quit being so hateful, I think he’s a good boy. His dad on the other hand (she shook her head) I hope rots in hell.” She said then looked at Jet. “What happened that night?” she asked.

  Jet went into detail about how his dad has been an abusive alcoholic for as long as he could remember. He told us how his uncles and his mom had told him he was going to hurt himself or somebody else. “Sadly, it happened, and it happened to a good guy like Jimmy. The abuse carried on for quite a while until he broke Jason’s arm one night. Mom packed us boys up, we left and didn’t hear from dad until I started racing.” He said.

  “You know, we always wondered if he was drunk out there, he would race half way decent in the heat races but by feature time (my uncle shook his head), we were always counting our lucky stars that everybody survived. I’m sorry that your mom and you boys had to live with such a monster, I’m glad that she finally moved you away from him. From what I’ve read, you’ve turned into one hell of a contender behind the wheel.” My uncle said with a smile then stood up. “Chassis, go out to the farm with Jet, you two need to talk some things through. Your mom is making supper, so Aunt Judy is on her way to town. I’ll call you when supper is ready, then you two can come back to town.” He told me.

  Mom and Jet stood up, Jet walked over to me and held his hand out, I looked up at him and stood up not taking his hand. I hugged mom and my uncle, then walked out the door with Jet following right behind me. His pickup was parked behind my car, “You are riding me with me, I had to lie to numerous cops and state troopers that I had a family emergency. I’m not following you anywhere with your lead foot.” He said as he placed his hand against my lower back and walked me to his pickup.

  His pickup was a big black jacked up Chevy with black rims and tinted windows, across the back window was a checkered flag decal that said JET 1J. The drive to my uncle’s farm only took about ten minutes, there was an old practice track behind the house a ways in a pasture. I told him to follow the trail, Jet pulled up to the edge of the track, it was over grown with weeds but you could still see it. He put his pickup in park and shut it off but turned the key backwards so the radio continued to play, then flipped the center console up “Come here.” He said as he tugged on my arm. I slid across the seat, but Jet wanted me closer so he pulled me on to his lap so I was straddling his lap facing him. He stared into my eyes, “Chassis, talk to me.” He said. I stared back at him as Blake Shelton –‘Sure Be Cool If You Did ‘ played on the radio. I looked down at his chest, he put a finger under my chin;

  “Chassis, I’m sorry, I really am, I promise, had I known who you were I swear I would have said something. All I know is since the first night I seen you. I couldn’t get you out of my head, I had to get to know you. You pushed me away, I tried to leave you alone but I can’t and I won’t.” he told me. My heart was beating so loud I was pretty sure he could hear it.

  “I’m afraid that since I hate your dad so much that I’m not being fair to you, or that I ever will be.” I told him then looked back down at his chest.

  Once again he lifted my chin, “I promise you I’m nothing like him, nothing, you have to believe me. For years I wished that it would have been my dad, because of the hell he put all of us through. It’s not fair that it was your dad that night.” He told me.

  I shook my head, “Don’t say that.” I told him.

  He shook his head, “You’ve met him and that’s when he’s half sober, it only gets worse as the day goes on.” He told me.

  We stared into each other’s eyes for a few seconds Dierks Bentley – ‘Come A Little Closer’ started to play. I looked out the window then back at Jet, “I think..(I covered my face) I think I love you.” I told him from behind my hands. He laughed and pulled my hands down, I could tell I was blushing;

  “You think you do?” he asked with a smile.

  I shrugged a shoulder, “I don’t know, this is all kind of new to me.” I told him. He smiled and placed his hands on each side of my face;

  “Well, I’m pretty sure I’m in love with you. I know this is all happening fast and trust me it’s NEVER happened to me before.” He pulled my face closer to his, just as our lips were about to meet “It’s everything about you Chassis, it’s your smile, your laugh, the way you blush, the way you look at me, the way you get mad and stomp off. (he smiled) It’s everything about you, I knew it the night I caught a glimpse of you in the door at our house.” He brushed our lips against each other, my body was covered in goose bumps. In his deep voice he whispered, “It’s this (he ran his hand down my neck, over my shoulders and down my goose bump covered arms) the way our bodies react to each other.” He leaned in and traced my top lip with his tongue. “The way you moan and it makes my body feel like it’s on fire. It’s the same adrenaline rush I get when I’m racing.” He said. I smiled against his lips as he slid his hands up my shirt.

  “Fifteen minutes ago I wanted nothing to do with you, it felt like you had crushed me on purpose.” I whispered as he ran his thumbs across my nipples.

  “I would never do anything to hurt you, you can bring me to my knees so fast. When you told me to leave, that last night meant nothing to you, it about killed me. I do love you, god do I love you.” He told me then leaned in and kissed me.

  “Is this where we have make up sex because we can’t have sex in here, there’s no room.” I told him.

  He kissed against my neck, “The fuck if we can’t, and we will, if that’s what you want.”

  I shrugged my shoulders, “Do you want to?” I asked.

  He threw his head back and laughed then lifted his hips pushing his cock against my center, “What do you think?” he asked with a grin.

  I bit my bottom lip, “I suppose we can try.”

  “Not if you’re sore, we can wait.” He told me.

  I climbed off his lap and pulled my sweat pants off, he looked over at me as he pushed his jeans and boxers down, “Take your shirt off too.” He said as he pulled his over his head. I pulled my shirt off and sat there naked in his seat. He kicked his shoes and jeans off then reached over and pulled me on to his lap again. I was already wet from kissing him, then seeing his perfect naked body. He slid a finger inside of me, “I’d say the oil level is good.” He said then positioned his cock at my entrance. I slowly lowered myself down his length, he let his head fall against the head rest “Jesus Chassis.” He growled and lifted his hips pushing himself deeper.

  “Ouch!” I yelled through a breath.

  “That’d be your cervix, and I’m still not all the way in.” he said through a breath. “If it hurts we can lay down in the seat.” He said as I slid up his cock. I shook my head no, then looked down and watched as I slid back down him then lifted back up. “Fuck, look at all your cum on my dick Chassis.” He breathed out as I slid back down and stopped. He licked his thumb and started circling my clit, we sat there not moving as he pressed harder circles on my clit then leaned in and started sucking one of my nipples. He kissed across my chest to the other nipple then looked up at me, “How many times can you cum for me Chassis?” he asked as my pussy walls tightened. We still weren’t moving, his cock had me filled up completely, I
could feel his cock pulsating inside of me.

  “I..I..I don’t know but shouldn’t I move more?” I asked.

  He shook his head ‘no’, “Fuck no, I can feel every orgasm you have, your pussy is so god damn tight. Being inside you like this is, just feeling your cum rolling down my cock (he said and pushed up harder against my cervix and circled his hips a little) it’s better than any fucking race I could win baby.” I slid up his cock, he reached into the cup hold and grabbed his phone

  “What are you doing?” I panted out.

  “I’m recording this, so when you’re not around I can jack off to this, even you’ll get turned on by this.” He said. I lowered myself down harder and circled my hips, until he was hitting my cervix. We both moaned as another orgasm slipped through me, covering his cock in more cum from me. “Jet I think…no I know I need to go harder.” I said as I moved faster up and down his cock. He held the phone with one hand and placed his thumb against my clit again then threw his head back against the head rest, “God damn you’re fucking perfect”, we both watched as I continued to slide up and down faster. I leaned in kissing his neck, he dropped his phone grabbed my hips in his hands and started pushing harder with each thrust back inside. “Oh god Jet, oh yeah …JET…”

  “Fuck yeah Chassis cum for me baby.” He said as he bit my shoulder and pushed inside of me as deep and as hard as he could. I cummed so hard my body convulsed he slid me up and slammed me down hard one more time as his cum flooded my pussy.

  “Jesus..fuck..” he said as he held me in place, his cock twitching inside of me. I smiled against his neck , then set up to look at him. He cupped my cheeks in his hands and slammed his mouth against mine, “I fucking love you Chassis.” He breathed against my face.

  I smiled, “I love you too Jet.” I slowly pulled myself off of him. I felt his cum sliding down my thigh, he looked over, “You need to get dressed before I bend you over the fucking tailgate of this pickup. You have no idea how much I love seeing my cum slide down your leg.” He told me.

  I shook my head, “Do you have something I can wipe it off with?” I asked. He reached over grabbed his boxers, but used his index finger and middle finger to wipe it off my leg.

  He held his finger up to my mouth, “Suck it off.” He told me, I grabbed his hand licked his fingers then stuck them in my mouth. The salty sweet taste filled my mouth, Jet threw his head back and watched me as I pulled his fingers out of my mouth. Just as he got ready to say something my cell phone rang, it was my uncle John calling to tell us that supper was ready. I wiped myself off with his boxers as he pulled his jeans on then his shirt and finally put his shoes on. I pulled my shirt back on, then as I was about to put my sweat pants on he stopped me, “Leave those off, I’m going to finger your pussy all the way back to town and see if I can get an even ten orgasms out of you.”

  “OH MY GOD! No, you’re not, you can’t!” I told him and tried to grab my sweat pants from him.

  He raised an eyebrow at me, “I can’t? I guess we’ll see won’t we.” He started his pickup, “First we’ll take a lap around the track, hopefully your uncle doesn’t mind.” He said as he pulled onto the track. It was rough and bumpy, you could hear the weeds scraping the underside of his pickup, but he still managed to get it sideways in the corners, throwing dirt clumps and leaving a cloud of dust behind him. On the drive back to town he was successful at making the orgasm count an even ten. A block away from mom’s house he finally gave me my sweat pants so I could finish getting dressed.

  Jet

  ****

  I wasn’t about to let her go home for a few days, after Asher refused to tell me where in Kansas they were from. I did the only thing I could, I called Asher’s license plate in to one of my friends that worked on the police force.

  “Damn it Jet, I’m not supposed to do this. You better not tell anybody how you got the information.”

  “I won’t just tell me the damn town or city.” I growled into the phone.

  I could hear him typing, “Okay, and what is the chic’s last name?”

  “Heart.”

  He started laughing, “Well, she appears to be only a few houses down form the Asher chick.” He told me Chassis address, “You better not tell her I did this.” He said then hung up.

  I turned to Asher, “You could have saved me a lot of time had you just told me.” I said to her then started towards my pickup before Asher could say anything else.

  It was a town four hours south of where we were, I knew that Chassis had a good hour start on me. I called the admissions and told them there had been a family emergency, that I may or may not be there all week. I jumped in my pick up and headed south, I paid no mind to speed limits, I wanted to get to Chassis as fast as I could. Obviously the police officers and state troopers slowed me down, but after telling them who I was and that I had a family emergency they let me go. It’s not very often I can use my name to get me out of trouble, but, luckily the officers were dirt track fans. The last one that pulled me over was nice enough to radio ahead with my tag number and vehicle description so I wouldn’t get pulled over again.

  I didn’t try calling Chassis, I knew that Asher had probably told her that I was going to follow her. I called my mom on the drive;

  “Jet? Why aren’t you in class?” she asked me when she answered the phone.

  “Hello to you too mom, I’ve got an issue I need to talk to you about.”

  “Oh Jesus, please don’t tell me you got kicked out, did you get a girl pregnant, I swear ..”

  “Jesus mom, NO, I didn’t get kicked out and I haven’t gotten anybody pregnant.”

  “Oh thank god. So what is your issue then?”

  I took a deep breath, “Do you remember Jimmy Heart’s little girl?” I asked her.

  Mom paused, “Yes, she was such a little doll…are you driving?” she replied.

  “Yeah, I’m driving, to Kansas.”

  “Okay? Why (she asked dragging out the y)?”

  “Well you, see, (I cleared my throat), that little girl is now a beautiful freshman in college. I’ve been trying to figure out how I knew her, I asked Jerod and Jason but neither of them could figure out who she was. Well, (I took another deep breath)…”

  “Spit it out Jet…What’s wrong?” mom practically yelled at me.

  “I met her the first night she got to campus with her friend. She, is a smart mouth, sassy little thing, I kind of…you know… I tried to leave her alone but I couldn’t. Well we …you know… then the next morning dad showed up at the house. When Jerod yelled my last name Chassis figured out for me how we knew each other.” I told her.

  There was a silence on the phone, “You…you had sex with her, okay, I’m glad to know you’re at school to learn the female anatomy. I swore you were in second year sports medicine though. So, you and her slept together. She figured out who you are and hates you because of your dad right?” she said.

  “Yeah pretty much, so I’m on my way to Kansas now to talk to her. She said she didn’t want to see me or talk to me ever again, mom, I can’t let her go.” I told her. I heard mom sniffle;

  “You love her? Don’t you.” I could hear her smile.

  “Yep (I said popping the P) how the fuck does that happen in just over a month of knowing somebody and only fucking them one time?”

  “JET FALCON, watch your mouth! Honey you can’t stop love, it’s going to happen no matter how hard you both try to ignore it.” She told me. “So when will you bring her to meet me?”

  I laughed, “Can I at least see if she will talk to me? She might have me arrested for stalking when I show up there.”

  “She won’t have you arrested, just make sure she knows that you are NOTHING like your dad. He needs help, I don’t know why I stayed with him for so long. I feel horrible for everything he put you boys through.” Mom said. Then she proceeded to tell me all about the cruise her and her new husband Marvin had been on for their honeymoon.

  “You deserve to be happy mom, I’m
glad you met someone that treats you good.” I told her. When she first told Jason and me that she was dating, needless to say we both got very over protective of her. I’m pretty sure Marvin was scared shitless after we had all stayed up drinking one night. He assured us that he loved mom and would never do anything to hurt her, so we trusted him.

  “Keep me posted Jet, and bring her to see me soon.” Mom told me before we hung up.

  I made one stop at a rest area, then continued the rest of the drive. The closer I got the more nervous I started to get. What was I going to do if she told me to leave or told me she had nothing to say to me? I never got nervous, even before a race, I was always on an adrenaline high. I pulled into town, it was a fairly small town so lucky my Garmin didn’t get me lost. When I pulled up in front of the house, I pulled in behind Chassis’ Camaro. I could tell she hadn’t been there long because the exhaust was still pinging as it cooled off. I shook my head, she had to have hauled ass all the way here, I thought to myself as I walked up to the front door.

  Taking a deep breath I rang the doorbell, a few seconds later a woman answered. Her hand flew to her mouth, “Oh my god” she said from behind her hand Chassis mom said. Chassis mom stood there staring at me for a few seconds “You’re Jet Crow, Nathan’s son.” She said. I nodded my head, if only she knew how much I hated hearing people call me his son. She opened the door further to let me in, then walked over and sat down next to Chassis on the couch. A guy stepped in front of me and introduced himself as her Uncle John. “Sorry that things aren’t too good right now.” He said with a small laugh then led me into the living room. Chassis wouldn’t even look at me, she picked at the little square throw pillow she had on her lap. Her uncle sat down on the arm of the couch on the other side of Chassis. We sat there in silence for a little bit, I never took my eyes off of Chassis though. She would reach up and wipe away tears that were falling down her cheeks, seeing her hurt like this hurt me like hell. I was seated across from her, with my elbows resting on my knees, “Chassis, please talk to me.” I said. She lightly shook her head no, and wiped at her cheeks again then continued to pick at the little string on the pillow. “Chass, look at me.” I said. She looked up finally, her eyes were red, but the hurt that I could see in them about killed me. “I’m not him Chassis, I hate my dad. I swear I’m nothing like him, I would NEVER do what he did.” I said as we stared into each other’s eyes. Never taking my eyes off her I told all of them how dad was towards my mom, my brother and me. How his alcoholism made him lose everything and how he didn’t care when mom moved away with Jason and I.