Freedom to Trust [Freedom, Colorado 2] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Melody Snow Monroe

  “Zane, you’re the Dom. Command that he not come until I’m satisfied and weak from all the sex.”

  Zane dropped his head back and guffawed. After he swiped his eye he leaned over and kissed her. “You’re the best. I’m going to love teaching you.”

  Fine. Be that way. Wait until they saw what she had in store for them. They might change their tune. They were right about one thing. She had lumped all men into the same bin, but now she knew that Zane and Garth would never harm her. Giving her the freedom to trust was the biggest gift they could bestow on her.

  Garth pulled down her panties to her knees, but he seemed willing to wait for Zane to finish taking off her bra before he continued. Zane better not dawdle or she might be too far gone to show them how much she loved them. “Hurry.”

  Zane sat up. “Babe, tonight we’re going to make love to you at the same time. This is a momentous occasion that takes patience. Let us love you at the pace that will bring you the most enjoyment.”

  Damn. Where was hot, sweaty sex when a girl wanted it? Maybe they did know better, but holding off when she wanted them so badly was hard. “I’ll trust you know best.”

  Zane looked up and smiled. “Hear that, bro? She trusts us.”

  “If that’s true, then perhaps if you’re good and willing, we’ll spank your ass.” Garth leaned over and licked her pussy before she could open her mouth. He looked up. “Trust me when I say you’ll love it as much as I will.”

  Maybe she would. Zane popped open the back of her bra and eased off the straps. “I gotta admit, you look better without this.”

  She was about to explain why she picked that bra, but sometimes keeping quiet was better. As soon as he tossed the bra to the side, he dove down to her tits. Streaks of deliciousness swam through her veins. Every lick drove her crazy, but she wanted to do something to prove to them she’d changed.

  Nikki reached out and fumbled for the side table drawer. When she managed to pull it open, Zane lifted his head.

  “You need something, babe?”

  “Yes.” She rolled over, grabbed the cuffs, and slapped one end on her wrist and the other on the bedpost. “Now, I’m ready for you to take me.”

  Zane’s eyes bugged out. “Are you shitting us? You just cuffed yourself.”

  “That’s right. I know you’ll be good to me.” It was her way of showing them how much she trusted them.

  Zane sat back on his haunches and shook his head. “I’ll be damned.” Then a big smile captured his lips and joy zipped up her spine.

  Garth tossed off her panties and inhaled. “I think someone is a little excited.”

  How embarrassing was that? It was true that she was more excited than she’d ever been in her life. Tossing away those old fears had freed her to be herself and love her men. “Just barely. See what you can do to drive me crazy.”

  Zane placed a hand on her breast and looked up. “You do remember all my rules, don’t you?”

  “You still sticking with that don’t climax stuff?”

  He laughed. “You’ll be happier in the end.”

  “Then I guess it’ll be your job to try to break me down.”

  Zane grinned. “Oh, I plan to, babe. I plan to.”

  She tugged on the cuff once and the nightmare flashed in her mind. Her blood pressure soared. You trust them. You can do this. She closed her eyes for a second to focus. Knowing the key sat in the drawer, and that they would undo the restraint if she asked, the near panic began to subside. She inhaled and forced herself to step out of her comfort zone—for them.

  When her pulse slowed, she knew she was going to be okay.

  Neither man had moved. It was as if they totally understood what she was going through.

  A small smile hitched up Garth lips right before he swiped his tongue across her opening. All thoughts of that terrible event diminished, and second swipe had her blanking her mind and writhing.

  Oh, my. Why did she have to challenge them to test her like this? Maybe she didn’t have the self-control she prided herself in having. Zane drew one nipple taut, wrapped his tongue around the tip, and then sucked hard. The sharp spike sped down her belly and straight to her clit—a clit that was already being loved and tormented.

  Zane crawled off the bed. “Be right back.”

  As soon as he left, she lifted her head. “Where’s he going?”

  “To get the lube.”

  She had planned on buying some, but then things had gotten in the way. “I’m glad.”

  “Me, too. Wait until you have two cocks inside you. It won’t be like anything you’ve ever experienced before.”

  She suspected that was true. Zane rushed back in with a tube of lube and waved it. “Gotta have this for my babe.”

  He was a considerate man. “As long as you’re being so prepared, how about stripping for me?”

  Garth had stopped licking her cunt so she finally was able to breathe. Zane glanced at Garth. He shrugged. “If that’s what you want, that’s what you’ll get, babe.”

  They stood at the end of her bed and discarded their clothes like there was another fire they had to go to. Their cocks jutted out, ready to be licked. “Did you mean what you said about giving me what I want?”

  “Sure.” Garth answered without consulting with Zane.

  “I want to suck on both of your cocks.”

  Zane knelt on the bed. “How about this? You suck on Garth’s cock while I play with your sweet ass.”

  “Will I get to suck on your cock, too?”

  “That remains to be seen.” He looked over at his brother. “See about getting that cuff off her.”

  Garth jogged over to the table and extracted the key from the drawer. In a flash, the cuff disappeared. He rubbed her wrist, which was a little red.

  “I’m buying you some fur covered ones. Steel cuffs have no place in the bedroom.”

  She hadn’t been thinking about comfort when she decided to put them on. She could see the benefit of softer ones. “I’d like that.” Uh-oh. If she’d agreed to cuffs, were they thinking she wanted a gag and a paddle? “But cuffs only.”

  Garth leaned over and kissed her. “You get to decide. Just you.”

  Her heart melted again. Zane tapped her hip rather hard. “Hands and elbows.”

  She knew what he planned to do. This time she looked forward to having his big cock in her rear. As the lube scented the air, Garth presented her with his big dick.

  “Don’t get too carried away or you’ll be sorry. I’ve been waiting all week for this and my cock’s been hard the whole time.”

  She loved how they made her feel so special. “I’ll be good.” Or not.

  With ease, she swiped her tongue around his cock. Mmm. He tasted fresh, even though there was a hint of smoke in his skin. Because she was on her elbows, she cupped his balls and pressed on them, eliciting a loud moan.

  “Babe, you don’t want to set him off just yet.”

  No, she didn’t. Letting go, she grabbed hold of his cock but didn’t squeeze him tight. Her tongue found the head and then the slit that was oozing pre-cum and slurped up his juices.

  “Ooh, someone’s excited.” She loved throwing that comment right back in his face.

  “You’re naked. I can’t help it.” Garth reached under her body and cupped her breasts. His warm palms seared her skin. Having his fingers on her felt so good and so right.

  She wiggled her chest and he rewarded her by rubbing her nipples, just the way she liked it. “Wait,” he called. “I bought you a present.”

  He jumped off the bed and raced down the hallway.

  “Don’t worry about him. Concentrate on what I’m going to do.”

  Using the same citrus lube he had before, he rubbed her rear with the goo that he must have warmed in his hands first. “It’s not chilly. Thank you.”

  Zane leaned over her back and kissed her neck. “Anything for you, babe. You know that.”

  Footsteps pounded. “Hold up a minute, Zane.”

>   She looked over at Garth who had a package in his hand. “Remember when you said you like a little pain on your nipples.”

  Had she said that? It didn’t matter. It was true. “Yes.”

  “I mentioned nipple clamps.” He tore open a package. “I picked these up the other day. Let me show you how they work.”

  Seeing how excited he was, she he had to give him a chance. Zane pulled her shoulders back and she sat on her heels. Garth dangled two plastic alligator clamps attached to a chain. How they worked was obvious.

  Garth lifted her breast and leaned close. “I’ll stop if you say so, but I know you’ll love these.”

  She could have purchased them herself and done this, so she didn’t count this as Garth suddenly going all Dom on her. She inhaled. “Go for it.”

  “Did I tell you how much I love you?”

  “Yes, but I never tire of hearing it.”

  “I see I’ll have to tell you often then.” He placed the clamp on the distended tip. “You are one brave woman.”

  Why? She would have asked, but the sharp pinch caught her breath. She couldn’t help but widen her eyes. Tears brimmed on the rims as her pulse raced. She was about to take off the clamp when the strangest sensation occurred. Her nipple continued to throb, but now her pussy was going crazy.

  “What do you think, babe? Did Garth do good?”

  She swallowed and then inhaled to calm her beating heart. “Yes.” Her pussy dripped with excitement.

  Garth’s hand seemed to shake as he placed the other clamp on her nipple. Even though she knew what to expect, the intensity of the second one took her by surprise. “Good. I’m good.” Her eyes watered.

  Just wait for it.

  Sure enough, ripples of lust and glory raced down her tits, over her belly, and landed at her pussy.

  Zane leaned her over again. “Go on and thank Garth for the new present.”

  Her mind swirled. Why had she never known about these before? The only downside was that Garth wouldn’t be able to play with them with the clamps on. “Thank you.”

  He guided her head to his cock. “I need you, Nikki.”

  When he said her name, she could tell he was on the edge. Careful, not to tip him overboard, she leaned back over and ringed the head of his cock then lightly drew him into her mouth.

  Zane must have believed it was his turn, because he rubbed her rear with one hand while he rimmed her anus with the gooey lube. This time, the sensation soothed her. Around and around he went, lulling her into a blissful state.

  She must have slowed her strokes on Garth’s cock, because he reached under her chest and tugged on the chain. She sucked so hard, he stiffened.

  “Easy.”

  She lifted her head to tell him the tug was unnecessary, and that the pain was too much, when once more pleasure streaked over her entire body. How was that possible? Yes, she liked a little pain, but she never thought it could so be so wonderful. She dropped down on his cock and tightened her hold.

  Garth eased out of her mouth. “I’m gonna blow, sugar, if you suck on him like that again.”

  He reached under her and took off the clips. The relief was immediate until the blood rushed to the tip, intensifying the ache tenfold. She held her breath until the wonderful wash of glory splashed over her. More honey dripped from her pussy.

  “I need a cock, boys.”

  Zane grabbed her ass. “We aren’t boys.”

  “Kidding.”

  Garth scooted out of her mouth’s reach and rubbed her back using slow, sensual circles. He leaned over and nibbled on her shoulder. “I could eat you up.”

  She couldn’t respond, because at that moment, Zane drove his cock in her ass halfway, and she tightened her cheeks without meaning to.

  He let out a strangled cry. “Please. Don’t. Do. That.”

  Garth lifted the hair from her shoulder and placed his lips on her ears. “He’s a wimp. Can’t take it when you milk his cock.”

  His comment made her laugh and her muscles released their hold.

  “That’s it, babe. Let me love you the way I know you’ll like.”

  Her mind couldn’t wrap itself around the idea of how Garth was going to be able to reach her pussy when the time came, but her mind was only focused on what Zane was doing to her ass. He eased out, and then plunged back in, her dark channel stretching to accommodate his huge size. Even though she’d made love to him only a few days ago, she didn’t remember him being so big.

  “You’re doing great, babe.” He reached between her legs and rubbed her slick pussy.

  His touch set off bolts of lust. “Oh, yeah.”

  Garth grunted. “Hurry, man. I want her, too.”

  “One more thrust.” He ground out his words.

  Zane drove into her all the way and lit up her ass. The friction set up a series of explosions, thrilling her and sending erotic signals straight to her pussy. She shoved her hips back for more.

  “Easy there. Garth, help me get her into position.”

  She hadn’t expected for Zane to pull up on her shoulders while Garth slid her legs in front of her. Each change in position sent new shivers of delight up her ass. When Zane’s cock hit a bundle of nerves, she groaned.

  “You like that, babe?”

  She couldn’t talk right now, so she nodded.

  Garth crawled on her knees toward her. “Place you feet on the bed.” When she didn’t move, he did it for her then opened her legs wide. “I think I’ve died and gone to heaven.” He licked her slit and her pussy dripped.

  With Zane’s cock in her ass, there was no doubt that Garth’s big dick wasn’t going to fit. She was just too tiny. Somehow, he didn’t seem worried.

  “This isn’t going to work, guys.” She refrained from calling them boys this time.

  Garth smiled. “Trust me, it will. It’ll take a little patience, that’s all. You’re already so slick, it shouldn’t be a problem, but to be sure, I want to test you out.”

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Before Nikki could question what he meant, Garth slid onto his stomach, pressed open her thighs, and drank in her honeyed juices. The pressure from his tongue sent her spiraling. Zane hadn’t moved, but she could hear his fast breaths next to her ear.

  Between Garth’s lock on her body and Zane’s hands on her hips, she couldn’t move. She expected a shot of panic to rip up her spine and cause her to scream red, but everything about this was wonderful. The men’s possessive nature brought immense comfort, and she wanted to stay cocooned in their arms forever.

  Garth shook her out of her reverie when he finger fucked her. The fast in and out movement had her groaning and moaning, and when she tried to buck and twist her hips, Zane held her still.

  “No moving, my love. I’ll go off too soon.”

  She stilled, needing them to come at the same time, to form that everlasting bond.

  Garth stopped the delirious licking and sat back up. “I can’t take it anymore. I gotta fuck that sweet pussy of yours, sugar.”

  He placed one foot on the mattress and moved closer on his knee. He brushed her nipples with his thumbs, and though his touch was light, electricity shot down her body.

  “Please. Hurry. Fuck me now.”

  Desire swamped her from every direction. She wanted Garth’s lips and she yearned for his cock. He leaned over and kissed her hard as he nudged open her pussy with his cock. In one big push he drove into her. Her heart slammed against her chest, and she had to break the kiss to gasp for air.

  Never would she have believed two men could fit inside her, but when every inch of her body caught on fire, she knew this was the ultimate in loving.

  “You okay, sugar?”

  There were no words to describe what she was feeling. Okay seemed so limited. “Yes. Move, damn it.”

  “Sure thing.” Garth grinned and eased out of her slick channel.

  Something wasn’t right. Zane hadn’t moved. “Zane?”

  “Just waiting my turn. I need you to
get used to us first. As soon as I start moving, I’m not going to be able to stop.” Desperation dripped from his tone.

  Garth nibbled on her lips then dragged his kisses over her chin and down to her throat. He made circles on her skin. He clasped her waist, probably for balance, and slowly eased back in. With each pass, her frustration built. His teasing was pushing her too close to the edge.

  “I give. I need it hard. I need it fast. Please.”

  She must have sounded sincere because like two opponents on a foosball machine, they both withdrew their levers and then plunged in to play at the same time. Every nerve went haywire. She was filled to the hilt with cock. “Oh, my God.”

  Garth’s eyes were closed and from his quick breaths, he was as lost as she was. She, too, let her lids droop and get lost in the motion. Having two men love her at the same time changed her whole outlook on life. This is where she wanted to be.

  Zane pressed his chest to her back and drove his cock into her, banging into every delightful nerve.

  “You are so fucking tight, babe. I can’t get enough.”

  He increased his speed and Garth did the same. They pistoned in and out in sync, pushing her past her sensual limits. Her mind blanked and pinpricks of light burned her lids. Explosion after explosion washed through her as she soared so high, she began to float on something light and airy that only when she took a breath did she hear her own scream fill the air.

  Hot cum detonated in her ass and pussy at the same time, and beat to a fast rhythm. Blood pounded in her ears and in the distance she heard their moans and groans. Only when Garth kissed her did she return to earth.

  “Sugar, you were beyond my wildest dreams.”

  She smiled, but her strength gave out quickly and she dropped her head on his shoulder. “There are no words for me.”

  Zane held her tight and dropped his chest on her back. Together they stayed locked in place until Zane finally pulled out, leaving her in Garth’s arms. Water ran and he returned with a warm towel. Garth moved to the side to let Zane wipe her clean.

  “I don’t think I’ll ever move again.”