A Long Distance Love Affair

by Mary-Ellen McLean

  I am going to try to get the internet organised today, but have another full schedule so I'll have to be quick! Would like to be being quick with you just now....and also being very slow (after being quick...).

  Poor me.....

  Dear Sexy Chops

  I dreamt of you last night. I can't remember the details just the feelings of excitement and happiness I felt being in your presence. It was a lovely feeling of suffusion into a bath of you. I'm feeling very moony just now and aching for the sight of you and the touch of you. I love every inch of you and to picture your face smiling at me is one of life's delights.

  Oh I could do with you just now and it's not even 8.00 in the morning! God help me!

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Your email was full of very suggestive suggestions....Ohhhhh....my feelings exactly!!...on the bed...the table...the new couch! It would be divine to indulge in you again and again. You are an extremely attractive indulgee and I just can't resist you. Every physical encounter with you has filled me with such delight. Makes me want you so much more (if that is possible!)

  My whole body is dying to connect with you and is oh so ready to be receptive. I think you are just the most sexy man in the universe.

  Happy happy holidays dear Chariot. Relax, enjoy and don't forget me!!

  Chariette

  Happy Christmas to you Dear Chariot

  Thank you for all your time, your contact, your intimacy, and for sharing your beautiful body with me this year. Contact with you, in whatever form, brings me great happiness and I so hope I have brought something similar to your life.

  I am enjoying a brandy and dry just now... I raise my glass and drink to you and wish you all good cheer. I wish I was experiencing one of your divine champagne kisses...and I wish I could be spoiling you in all sorts of ways.

  "Thine be every joy and treasure

  Peace, enjoyment, love and pleasure"

  I am so very glad I met you...

  Happy Christmas

  Anna

  Chapter 5:

  Longing & Languishing

  “To part would be a vain endeavour:

  Could I desist? - ah !- never - never!"

  Oh Desired One

  I found it difficult to sleep last night...so hot with my sunburnt back...[so very hot for you too]. I wanted you very much last night. It was hearing your voice that set me off - it was so good to hear from you. I love to be coupling with you in so many delicious ways, including on the phone. In the flesh would be a delight beyond description.

  I almost got up last night to email you with some very lascivious thoughts to try to get them out of my body, but I turned the fan on instead! It seemed to help. But then I became aware of how delightful the air was sweeping across my naked body and it was back to wanting you there to caress me all over. The thunderstorm didn't help either. It seemed to magnify the electricity pulsing through my veins for you. I wish I could put this energy to some more productive use....

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Thank you for your lovely call last night. You were as delightful as ever, and so sexy.

  I am almost packed for tomorrow but still have some papers and things to go through. I'm feeling very tired after a weekend with the children and broken nights for a couple of nights. It's amazing how quickly broken sleep can pull you under. I'm probably still fighting off this sore throat thing too. I'd better get some more sage into me tonight.

  Wishing very much of course that I was getting you into me tonight too....again and again from every imaginable angle. I like to be taken by you from behind very much indeed so we will have to concentrate on that next time....after the table....

  I'll be thinking of you while I'm in the plane, when I'm over there, when I'm coming back. Can't help it. Tried everything but I am addicted to you. Not only are you my hero you also appear to be my heroin.

  Hope you have a good week at work. If you don't just remember your holidays are only a week away!

  Au revoir...je t'embrace.

  Chariette

  Oh My Chariot of Lust

  How perfectly suited to my transport needs you are, my chariot...a body line that is as sleek as a jaguar, contoured perfectly to fit my body shape, VERY pleasing to the eye, capable of taking off from 0 to 100k/hr in 10 secs, long lasting, and such high and reliable performance!

  I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. You know already that there are certain of my body parts that are completely receptive to you and keen to offer you (can't think of the word just now!!). Well there is also my soul that is keen to offer you friendship and support. Sometimes it helps to just talk to a sympathetic soul about these things and that takes half the burden away. While you know I am full of the passion of lust for you, on a higher plane I am also a passionate friend and would do anything I could to help you. (It's a pity that the circumstances of our communication mean that you haven't seen that side of me...)

  I'll be thinking about you extra warmly today and hope that you will pick this up in the ether and that it will gladden your heart a little.

  Chariette

  Oh my wonderful Chariot

  Oh how wonderful it was to see you last night – and unexpectedly too! You were more handsome than ever and oh the sight of you thrilled me so. You looked so elegant in your yellow tie and white shirt and beautiful black striped pants. You were such a sight to behold. And you kissed me and held me and touched me and looked at me. I was overcome with joy!

  The contours of your arms and back were so exciting to me. And I pressed against you and felt you hard and eager, but I didn't touch you there as you had so little time. I was wanting you to rip the clothes off me, throw me on the bed and have your (my) way with me!! But you were very gentlemanly, considerate and thoughtful and didn't pursue that avenue.

  Oh but to be in your embrace was joy itself. It was so wonderful to see you and touch you and feel your closeness.

  Happy happy holidays dear Chariot.

  You are my life's joy!

  Oh my beautiful absent one

  I hope you are enjoying yourself, relaxing and taking things easy (and lusting for me....). I, if truth be told, am lusting for you too much for my own good. I need to have a bath installed here to help dispel the feeling of constant, overwhelming desire I have for you. Oh poor me...poor, poor me....both bathless and chariotless.

  But I must confess it does give me such pleasure to think of you, of your lovely face, of your lithe, strong body, of your sexual eagerness, of the sexually thrilling tones of your voice. No wonder I'm addicted. And you so light up my soul! I need to kiss you so much just now.

  Your adoring Chariette

  Dear Charming Chariot

  You asked me about my preference for scented body oil, I don't use that..but if the most gorgeous man in the world with the most beautiful hands (ie you) were to suggest rubbing it over my naked body I would say that a rose perfumed oil would do much to make me enjoy the moment very much. I would also be open to trying a citrus scented oil on you - oh that would be just the most wonderful experience for my hands...they are tingling now at the thought...and other things are starting to tingle too!). Citrus scent is supposed to be very erotically arousing, not that either of us need any encouragement in this field.

  Yours in rubbingness

  Chariette

  Dear Erotic Explorer

  I take much pleasure in accepting your challenge re who giving whom greatest run for said money. Just name your date and your weapons. I'll be there, glistening with delight and anticipation, perfectly primed - ready for action. (I must confess I'm hoping we'll both share in being victor and vanquished.)

  I hope your retreat goes well for you over the next couple of days. I expect you'll be having to do some kind of presentation or lead some sessions. Wish I was in the audience when you are on. I love to see you and hear you performing. Love to feel you performing as well.....As you appear to be able to read my thoughts now, I'l
l try not to think of too many erotic things I'd like to be doing with you over the next two days, so as not to distract you....but it will be hard for me not to do this.

  Wish my body was at your disposal right now for any exploring you may wish to be doing.

  Chariette of Uncharted Waters

  My Prince of Passion

  What a wonderful thrilling night and morning I had with you. You were just magnificent. I have found it very hard to concentrate all day with thoughts of certain positions and the divine sensations associated with them, coming to me all day. I loved everything...everything...Oh I can still feel you hard inside me, and feel you coming...that thrills me beyond description.

  You make me feel good about myself. That's such a generous thing one human can do for another. Oh I hope I have the same effect on you. You were very solicitous of me too which I noticed and appreciated. I want to be solicitous of you too....you must tell me what you'd like me to do to you and with you and how....I'm just going by instinct but I would really be open to taking direction. Oh if you could be as thrilled as I am it would make me very happy.

  Did you notice how much less shy I'm becoming with you? That too is down to your behaviour with me. Oh I'm so enjoying you and feel at ease with you and trust you. You make me feel so....can't explain it....happy and relaxed!! And I loved the way you helped me with my zipper. I can't explain how significant that is to me...but it is. I have never been treated with simple care like that before and it moves me.

  I'm sorry you didn't sleep well. I was worried about that during the night. I hope your trip back was not too trafficky and I hope you have a wonderful weekend. My thigh muscles are a bit sore. (I wonder why....) The compensation is that every twinge will put a secret smile on my face, knowing what contributed to it.

  Your happy and very satisfied customer,

  Chariette

  Dear Delicious One

  I am in sore need of you just now....Beautiful full moon in a beautiful cloudless sky....boundless desire for a boundlessly desirable man....

  I am just listening to a new CD I bought online from Scotland with fiddle music from my favourite Scottish fiddler. It is so lovely - it varies from sublimely vivacious to heart wrenchingly, soulfully sad. My body can't help but want to respond to it. The dog and I have been jigging over the floor together. When I listen to the slow airs though and the soulful, calling melodies so filled with emotion and sadness it makes me really have a sense of connection with my forebears and the hardships they endured. It's as though the music forms a connecting bond and connecting story over the generations. I am deeply moved by it and it makes me really sense what it means to be part of humanity. I think this is also why I love poetry so much...it's the sense of connection with past generations that it achieves for me, and showing me that human emotions run so deep that they are universal and ongoing. I like to think that when I'm dead, the emotional energy and love I have for my family and friends will somehow contribute to this universal knowingness that I'm feeling through music and poetry. (No I haven't been drinking...the music and the moon and thoughts of you are doing this to me...)

  I would love to be connecting with you in the here and now too...You are a delight to all of my senses.

  Poor, poor, poor Chariette

  Mon Cher

  I am in a very French mood having been to see two French films last night. I'm going to another one tonight, two tomorrow and another one during the week. The festival only lasts for a little over a week. The two last night were very different, one was very moving and deep, the other a romantic comedy both very French in their own way. It's great to hear the language and to have a European view of issues. It makes me want to write to you in French and say all sorts of things as only the French can....I would have entered the suggested activity in your email with great pleasure and vitality had the opportunity been there. I am keen to know about your 'treats'...you could treat me now by telling me so I can live in the joy of anticipation until delivery!

  I am keeping the table polished....

  Hope you're having an enjoyable weekend. Don't work yourself too hard. You deserve a break too you know!

  Ton Chariette qui t'adore

  Last night.....

  Ye Gods! the raptures of that night!

  What fierce convulsions of delight!

  How in each other's arms involv'd

  We lay confounded, and dissolved!

  Bodies mingling, sexes blending,

  Which should most be lost contending,

  Darting fierce and flaming kisses,

  Plunging into boundless blisses;

  Our bodies and our souls on fire.

  Tost by a tempest of Desire;

  Till with utmost fury driven,

  Down, at once, we sunk to heaven.

  Heavenly sunken

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Feeling seriously gypped (not sure how to spell that...) Promises...promises. I am holding you to them...would prefer of course to be holding you to me.....especially particular responsive parts of you. Your physical responsiveness has always been very fulfilling and I was very much looking forward to your virtual responsiveness which can be very thrilling too when you're in the mood....but what disappointment to find nothing there!!

  Chariette

  Dear Prince Charming

  Oh you are so dangerously easy to forgive....I can wait.

  I had another very good day today and am feeling excited and happy about the progress and inroads I'm making here. I won't bore you with the details. But it's such a lovely feeling I have just now about these positive outcomes at work and it makes me feel happy with myself. This is such a contrast to how I've felt in years gone by. My marriage was so damaging and cruel that to be feeling like this now is almost a miracle to me. I was made to feel inadequate and unloved for so long that after a while you begin to think this is the norm - that this is what you are -, and when contexts change and you realise that the norm is something quite remarkably different it's such a liberating wonderful joyous feeling. What I'm also happy about is the sense of being in control of my own destiny now, and to have found peace and equilibrium is just so wonderful. I remember how much of a slave I was to his moods and reactions, and how stressed I felt in his company most of the time. Just hearing him come home made my stress levels go up, wondering what outburst was in store for me and walking on eggshells all the time, never feeling really relaxed and comfortable knowing some fucking thing would come up at any time. It's the escape from this constant level of stress that I think has contributed to my levels of happiness here.

  Thinking of you. You may be forgiven but you still owe me!!

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  I'm sorry for subjecting you to that outpouring last night! Feeling embarrassed about it....It's just that sometimes when I write, things coalesce and it just flows out and it gives me a lot of relief. (I think in your case that sex does a similar thing...) Thanks for your dignified patience here. It's definitely my turn to ask for forgiveness!

  With regard to the slow removal of my underwear, that would definitely have to be seen to be believed (or better still experienced). I am referring of course to the pace of removal, not the act of removal itself....given my past experience with you. I'm not complaining though! I love your drivenness to get to the flesh of things. You remind me so much of that John Donne poem which was the first I ever sent you. ("Licence my roving hands, and let them go, Before, behind, between, above below...") Oh how prescient I was in that choice.... Here are some more lines from the same poem on this subject which could have been written for you:

  "Full nakedness! All joys are due to thee,

  As souls unbodied, bodies uncloth'd must be,

  To taste whole joys...."

  And finally with regard to your debt to me...I have a plan...pay the debt in person and it will save you from having to compose and write it!

  Chariette

  Dear Sexy Chops


  I'm feeling pretty tired just now as I woke up at 4.00 this morning for some reason and seem to be waking early most mornings, but this was extra early. And it was an awake kind of awake, not just a dopey blur that you can roll over and go back to sleep. And you flooded into my mind, and set my body alive with wanting you. And I was thinking about what a lovely handful you are and how exciting it is to have my hands connecting with special parts of you and then I began to start remembering lovely physical sensations of you, the feel of you in my hands, the feel of you in my body, the wonderful shape (and size!) of you and especially the unspeakably divine feeling of you coming into me. By this time I was in a state of overwhelming lascivious desire and not surprisingly, telling you all this has worked me up into a similar state just now.....