A Long Distance Love Affair

by Mary-Ellen McLean

  I think you're wonderful.

  Your Soft Spot

  My Life’s Delight

  Seems as though I had another flowing moment yesterday. You really shouldn’t encourage me. It’s like unstoppering a plug, a plug of pent up, absolute desire for you….!

  Your email was very stimulating though. Consider your commitment repaid… almost in full. The remainder I desire to be paid in real time! Real time and naked, abandoned, urgent, hard, activity. And still the debt won’t be fully paid…not until I can make you feel completely and utterly satisfied.

  I love the contact I have with you, in the flesh, on the phone and in writing. It’s all wonderful. You have given me a new lease on life. I wish so very much that I could reciprocate for you the joy you bring to me.

  I am one joyous bundle of smiles for you.

  Chariette

  Dear Handsome Birthday Boy from yesterday

  So lovely to hear from you today. I would have loved to be able to wish you happy birthday yesterday by other than virtual means. Consider yourself thoroughly kissed in thought (and thoroughly ravaged if truth be told...)

  I am brimming over with the vitality of life just now. Wishing so much I could share it with you. I'll burst soon if I don't. I wish you would realise you have a public duty to save me from this kind of spontaneous self nihilation. I feel as though I could explode into a thousand stars of joyousness! I obviously need you!

  You are full of vitality too, and that is so attractive to me. Oh I am crazy about you (maybe just crazy but you definitely figure in there too...) The sound of your voice thrills me and your smile and your body just send me (to lovely places). Oh I wish I had a bathtub here to soothe me a bit. I'm taking a lot of bathtub smelly stuff for an indulgent week of baths in Holland. I remember when I was in Switzerland the bath was beautifully deep, so I'm hoping this will be the same in Holland. I would love to be in the bath with you sometime, our wet soapy bodies slipping over each other. Oh how lovely that would be. Oh God how I wish you were here.

  Wish you were here too dear Chariot!

  Chariette

  Dear Very Cheeky Chops (and Sausage)

  Wonderful to hear from you. It is now about 3am Brisbane time and I have just arrived back at the hotel after a number of hours in Amsterdam. I have travelled by train and tram to get here so I'm feeling very proud of myself and almost like a local. The place is unbelievably flat and very wet. There are canals everywhere in the countryside. I was looking out the train window and saw a line of boats in what looked like a field, then I realised they were in a canal! It's very strange how wet it is everywhere. Amsterdam as a city is very lovely. The buildings are fantastic but it is so crowded! I walked and walked and it was like Myers on Boxing day you could hardly get through the crowds. And they all dress very drably! I think I was the only woman in Amsterdam to have a skirt on. There are jeans everywhere and such a mixture of people. It is hard to tell what the Dutch are like with this influx. Travelling on the train out from Amsterdam to The Hague the housing is not nice. Everyone lives in medium rise housing. Some of it looks very post war and is drab and horrible a bit like I saw in Germany. It's all flats and no garden. I couldn't live like that. And the hotel I'm staying is in the middle of a no man's land of big corporate buildings and no trees. Bleh Bleh! First impressions have not been all that positive apart from the Amsterdam buildings.

  And it's freezing!! And people were eating ice cream everywhere! Maybe it's just all the tourists in Amsterdam itself and all the native Dutch are sensible enough to stay out of there.

  I'm about to go and meet some colleagues for dinner. If I'm not careful I'll fall asleep with my face in the soup. I'm in some strange kind of mental beyond tiredness zone. But I need to put in an appearance.

  I have a lovely deep bath! Will get into it after dinner and wish you were slipping all over and in me.

  Hope to dream of you tonight

  Chariette

  Dear Beautiful Handsome Chariot

  I have been reminded of you a lot today as I've seen lots of Citroens everywhere..your model especially. I've been at Delft all day. Had a good day in meetings on the project and made significant progress. It is so huge they're all getting a bit anxious about achievability.

  Spent the late afternoon and evening with a colleague exploring Delft. It is truly a lovely romantic city. There are quaint restaurants everywhere and some fantastic historical buildings (a church and a town hall) built in the 1600s. We had dinner in a building that used to be a silversmith's and it had beams of wood incredibly old and gnarled and thick and it was built in 1770. There are lovely outdoor cafes all along the canals (but it's too freezing just now to sit at them). When we got back to the hotel I felt as though my cheeks had been snap frozen (both sets of them). The bath has helped to defrost me. I'm feeling very tired and will go to bed after this.

  I woke up this morning at 4.00am and WAAANNTEDDDD you VERY MUCH.

  It seems that you and I are developing quite a bank of positions to be tried....the table...sideways...on your lap from behind.....oh so many positions and so little time!!!

  I hope your week is going well. I really appreciate your contact and look forward to it so very much when I get back to my room

  Tell me about the film now...are there more positions???

  Chariette

  Dear Exquisite One

  Your emails were an untold delight to me (and your call today was a thrill! Thankyou!!) I think I haven't ever really held back in saying what's on my mind as far as you're concerned!! You truly do delight me and you have brought such great happiness to my life. I treasure the time and attention you give me. It makes me feel wonderful to have your friendship and to know that you think of me from time to time, and that you do enjoy me. Oh I enjoy you so very very much. You have brought me back to life and have made me look forward to life with such joyful anticipation. I wake each morning with the hope of hearing from you in one way or another and it is such a lovely way to wake up.

  I have felt this way about you since the moment I first saw you. And it feels like a miracle to me to know that this is now not unrequited. I am so glad that I am bringing some pleasure to yuor life.

  I too relish the sexual pleasure I share with you. It is an important, pleasurable, fulfilling part of my life. And to me you are just so sexy and attractive that my body is a complete ‘lay down misère’ for you! I can't believe my luck in finding you! And for me the intimacy is not just sexual, but the intimacy of being able to talk to a trusted friend, and being able to share things with you, and have fun with you and joke with you and feel safe and relaxed with you. All of that intimacy is so very wonderful to me. It makes me feel so whole!

  Wish so very much you could be here with me enjoying the delights of Holland.

  Your adoring Chariette

  My Beautiful Prince

  I have woken early this morning, and can't seem to go back to sleep. I am keen to come home now. I'm missing everyone and everything. This is my last working day I am going to insist on stopping around midday and going off into The Hague to the art galleries there, otherwise I won't get a chance to do that as I leave tomorrow.

  It's been a bit of a frustrating week workwise as things that should have been ready over here were not ready by the people here, and I haven't had a proper workspace anywhere that has been smoke free. Everyone here appears to smoke even in restaurants which is just horrible.

  But I have had some wonderful meals here in totally charming restaurants in Delft. I really like Delft. It is very beautiful with the canals in the main areas of town...every street seems to have one. And I love the way everyone rides bikes everywhere, even in cold winds and rain. I have seen some quite old people on bikes too. So if they don't smoke they're probably pretty healthy. I am feeling like a sludge with too much food and not enough exercise and not enough sun.

  I need your kind of sun to be shining on me too. Would love you to be here right now so that I could stroke you into re
adiness and engage in some delicious intimate acts with you.

  Your Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  I spent the afternoon in The Hague walking everywhere. It was a lovely sunny afternoon thankfully, but still freezing. I had a drink at an outdoor cafe and all the people there had moved their chairs, not to face each other but to line up to the sun. It looked really funny! I had a better sense of the Dutch 'look' after today. They're a good looking race on the whole with very fair skin, fine features, and deep set eyes. I saw some really beautiful young children and it made me miss my weenies very much. The language is extremely guttural and I find it quite ugly. I made a terrible blunder today when I asked a shop attendant something and she replied and I said "I'm sorry but I don't understand Dutch" and she said the same thing, but she was speaking English all along!

  The Hague is very historical with some mind blowing buildings built in the 1500's. I just find that amazing. I was in an art gallery called the Mauritshuis (which means the house of a bloke named Maurits)..but what a house! He was the governor of Brazil in his day and the house was a mini palace set on a lake (yes that was 'on'). What untold wealth he must have had access to, to have had such a place. It was truly magnificent inside. There were many original Rembrandts and Rubens paintings (but not 'The Little Fur'), the original Girl with a Pearl Earring by Vermeer - it was so beautiful. The use of light in that painting was a touch of brilliance. But just after I arrived so did fifty busloads of Japanese tourists and they all wanted to stand by particular paintings and have their photos taken There were some lovely paintings of rural life with huge healthy cows with full udders and droppings on the ground and happy farmers tending them that I found very charming. What I liked was the painter's ability to capture the whole healthiness of rural life and the abundance of life and sense of spiritual and mental health about it all. I found these more spiritually stirring than all of the religious paintings and their staged poses. The other thing I noticed was a big focus on paintings of children which gave me the impression that Dutch people place a lot of importance on children in their lives. There was even one of a baby that had died and I had to move on quickly because it brought back the saddest feelings of loss for my own little daughter.

  I thought of you very much while I was there, wishing you were with me and wishing to talk to you about the paintings and see what you enjoyed about them. I bought you a postcard of one which I thought would appeal to you. I'll give it to you if I ever get to see you again..

  I'm going to spend my last day tomorrow in Delft but I need to go to a psychologist first to give me some blue and white pottery aversion therapy so that I have enough money left to enable me to eat when I get home.

  Hope you're having a very nice sleep just now and dreaming of me....

  Chariette

  My Chariot

  On the way home now, in Singapore for plane change. Feeling very tired and disoriented.

  I am also wracked with violent emotions for you and yesterday, as I was wandering around Delft, I was aching, aching, oh so aching for a sight of your beautiful face. Oh poor me!! I'm so looking forward to a dose of your beautiful voice too which is my life's blood.

  Hope you've had a lovely holiday.

  Obviously thinking of you in pure and unpure ways.

  Your Favourite Squeeze!

  Dear Chariot

  Back home now thankfully. Dog overjoyed. Son pleased. House not too much of a disaster. Very happy to be back in beautiful Brisbane and wonderful to smell the special air as I stepped outside at the airport.

  Had a good trip back. Your emails bolstered my spirits for the flight. I spent some time lying in my chair on the plane looking out at the stars in the sky in the early hours of the morning. It was lovely. Then this morning I was on the side of the plane where the sun came up and that was magical, and had a lovely view of Brisbane and the river as we came in.

  I have unpacked and want to get into the shower and freshen up. Will try to get out on my bike today as I feel as though I haven't had any exercise for months.

  Can't stop thinking of your lovely face and longing for your lovely hands to be all over me, especially my breasts and around my waist, and my hands would enjoy connecting with you too. I love to feel your arms and your thighs and your wonderful special bits especially when they respond to my touch.

  Hope you're having a nice relaxing break.

  Your Brisbane Girl

  Dear Wonderful One

  Oh your voice today was an elixir to me! Your whole body is an elixir to me really. I could have done with you seriously last night from 1.30-4.30 am. I couldn't get back to sleep at all and there you were in the forefront of my mind which was wishing so very much you were in the forefront of my body. I wanted to kiss you on the mouth and gently oh so gently stroke your beautiful cheeks with my fingers and look into your eyes. And then I thought about all the wonderful things we do with each other when we're together but that unfortunately did not make me feel sleepy at all. What do you do when you suffer this wakefulness after travel? How do you cope with it oh experienced one?

  I don't think I've ever told you how much I admire your intellect (I think I've mainly concentrated on your body....) but I am in awe of you in that department. I know I tease you about differences in viewpoint, but underlying that is a deep respect for all that you do and all that you have accomplished.

  And then you are a genius with your hands as well! ...(in all sorts of ways....) and I really like that about you too. And I have also experienced your kindness and solicitousness and witnessed these traits in you long before our bodies threw themselves at each other in reckless abandon. All of these things about you stir my respect and touch me in deep places. (Speaking of which...oh wouldn't it be just divine now if we were touching other deep places....)

  I am tired but obviously keenly in need of you

  Your adoring Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Thanks for your message. I hope you have an enjoyable relaxing time there. I'll be thinking of you. I'm still sleeping really badly waking in the middle of the night and wanting you so much. I hope it passes soon....

  Wild Nights – Wild Nights!

  Were I with thee

  Wild Nights should be

  Our luxury!

  Futile – the winds –

  To a heart in port –

  Done with the compass –

  Done with the chart!

  Rowing in Eden –

  Ah, the sea!

  Might I moor – Tonight –

  In thee!

  Your Chariette

  Mon Cher Ami

  Disappointed tonight did not work out...

  "Oh the aching of the heart, the restless, unsatisfied longing,

  Oh the dull, deep pain, the constant anguish of patience!"

  Your most desirous of you,

  Chariette

  Oh My Prince!

  So excited at the prospect of being with you tomorrow night!! Given that we will have limited time together I am expecting you to forgive in advance my eagerness for you. Maybe I will have a (very quick) celebratory drink with you, then you can expect to be THOROUGHLY RAVAGED.

  I will be making an extra effort to be very gorgeous for you, but do not mind how quickly the clothes come off, and won’t give a damn if you don’t look at the underwear I will have so carefully chosen! I have bought some lovely stockings, but they can be off, off, off in a flash….I will wear a dress that I hope will delight you but which can be similarly quickly dispensed with.

  My hands delight at the prospect of connection with your body; my breasts ache for you; my mouth longs for you; my whole body is in one desirous state for you.

  Oh how will I ever sleep tonight??

  Mon cher ami

  What an untold joy it was to see you again and be with you and what a delight to touch you. You are like sustenance to me! Thank you for having me (from all angles!). Oh sideways was divine!! That has now become my favourite...
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  I hope you enjoyed it too. It was just passionate pleasure for me to be in your company. I so loved it.

  I kiss you in spirit....all over...and do other things as well.