We Both Can't Be Bae

by Borderhouse Publishing

  On Wednesday night Malcolm told Cameron that his mom was expecting them at noon the next day for dinner. Malcolm knew that Cameron had plans to eat with her parents, but he felt like since he was leaving the next day he could manipulate her into going to his mom’s house first. Cameron froze after he said it and stared at him. She counted to ten before speaking. “I have been walking around here like a prisoner in my own damn house letting you control me like some puppet. I’m not about to keep playing these games with you. You already know that I am eating at my parent’s house. I will compromise by coming to your mom’s house later for a few minutes, but I am not missing thanksgiving with my parents. Especially with my brother being here and he is leaving tomorrow evening. You might as well cut the shit,” Cameron said with a menacing look.

  Malcolm thought about the picture of the baby. He didn’t really know if the little girl was his or not so he decided to back off. He was not going to her parent’s house because he didn’t know exactly how much she had told them. He really didn’t want to face her dad because he felt like he had let him down. “Well Kingston is coming with me,” Malcolm said. Cameron wanted to have her baby with her but she wasn’t about to start another fight, so she said, “Fine, I’ll just take Kingston to my parent’s house now to spend some time with his uncle.” She knew that Malcolm wouldn’t dare come so she quickly grabbed her keys and yelled for Kingston to come on. “Are we going to see Unk?” Kingston asked.

  “We sure are baby,” Cameron smiled and replied while zipping his jacket. Kingston was ecstatic.

  Cameron went to her parent’s house and made a short visit of about fifteen minutes then asked to use her mom’s car and headed to Unk’s house. Fred was out and about anyway so she didn’t feel guilty for not staying at her parent’s house long. She knew that Malcolm would ride by the house so she wanted her car to be there in plain sight for him to see the entire time. She also knew he would be calling but she would answer a couple of calls anyway. She made it to her destination just as Keith was pulling up. They got out of their cars at the same time and Kingston ran and jumped into Keith’s arms. “Hey Unk, where you been? I missed you,” Kingston said.

  “I been working lil buddy but I missed you too,” Keith told him. They headed into the house and Keith asked Cameron how she got out. “I’m at my parent’s house. Can’t stay too long. I’m sorry about that little mishap. It won’t happen again,” she said.

  “Ol girl should be here in a couple hours,” he said while turning on cartoons for Kingston. Cameron tried not to roll her eyes but she wasn’t successful. Keith walked up and grabbed her from behind and started playfully biting on her neck. She turned around and started kissing him passionately. Cameron pulled back when she heard a cell phone ringing. It sounded like it was coming from Kingston’s jacket. Kingston was glued to the television and didn’t hear anything. Cameron picked up his jacket and the ringing got louder. She reached into the pocket and pulled out a cell phone. “Whose phone is this in your jacket pocket Kingston?” She asked.

  “Oooh that’s my phone daddy gave me. Its ringing, let me see it mommy,” Kingston said while jumping up to get the phone. It stopped ringing but started right back. Kingston grabbed the phone and answered. “This dumb ass nigga bought a three year old a cell phone,” Cameron said to Keith. “Hey daddy…. I’m watching cartoons with Unk and mommy;” they heard Kingston say to Malcolm.

  “Let me speak to daddy Kingston,” Cameron said.

  “You bought him a cell phone Malcolm, why?” Cameron asked. “He’s playing and having a good time. We will be back soon;” she told him and hung up. Malcolm called right back and told her he wasn’t done talking. “I’m about to come up there,” he told her.

  “Come on then. I don’t care,” she said knowing he wouldn’t dare come to her parent’s house. He just wanted to see if she would try to stop him but she didn’t fall for his lame ass tricks.

  After she hung Kingston’s phone up while shaking her head, she turned to Keith and ushered him to the bedroom. He picked her up and carried her down the hall while kissing her. She wrapped her arms and legs around him and held on tight. She needed to feel him inside of her so bad. She was about to bust a nut just from his touch. She hopped down once they made it to the bedroom so she could regain control.

  She pushed him down into the chair. Fucking was on her mind. They could make love another day. She ripped his shirt off and kissed his chest. She was already hot and wet and he was hard and ready. She pulled his pants off and grabbed his dick and devoured it. She teased his balls with her tongue and made him move trying to get away from her. After licking him like her favorite lollipop, she stood up and slowly sat down on his big hard dick.

  After a few slow movements up and down, she began to ride him like the stallion he was. “Ooh bae you feel so damn good, shit!!” She said while riding him and loving every minute of it. She squeezed her pelvic muscles together and rode him until they both climaxed. “Damn I needed that,” she said as she fell back onto the floor and closed her eyes. “I’m not done.” Keith stood up, flipped her over, and entered her from the back. He knew that Phebe was in route towards home but couldn’t resist Cameron. She was his drug that he wanted all the time. He slapped her ass and thrust himself deeper into her. “Whose pussy is this?” He asked.

  “It’s yours bae,” she said as he fucked her harder and deeper.

  “Who’s the best?” He asked.

  “You are without a doubt big daddy,” she said.

  He flipped her over and pushed her legs up behind her head and went in as deep as he could causing her to cry out in pain and pleasure. “You so damn wet. I’m bout to nut all in this pussy,” he told her. She pulled him deeper into her and they both came within the next minute.

  Neither of them was able to move for about fifteen minutes after fucking each other’s brains out, but they knew they had to get up. Cameron couldn’t stand Phebe’s bitch ass but she didn’t want to get caught there. They finally made their way to bathroom and took hoe baths because time was of the essence. Keith went to the front and played with Kingston for a few minutes before Cameron finally announced that they better get going. He walked them outside and told them he would see them soon. He gave Cameron a kiss and stood there watching them until they were out of sight. Cameron wasn’t ninety seconds up the road before she met Phebe driving in the opposite direction. She was so glad that she wasn’t in her car and that it was dark. Damn I left just in time. One of us would’ve had to die if I would have gotten caught there.

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  Chapter 20

  Cameron had a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner with her family. Kingston didn’t want to go with Malcolm so she was very happy to have him there with her instead of his crazy ass people. Everyone laughed and talked like the good old days. Charlotte, Cameron’s sister even came home for Thanksgiving and brought her husband. Cameron looked at him kinda sideways because he seemed a little feminine to her. Fred picked up on it too and they shared a private laugh about it. Charlotte had moved away as soon as she graduated and this was only her second time coming home. Her parent’s begged her to come home more often but she always told them that she couldn’t get off work.

  Cameron’s parent’s wanted to talk about Malcolm but they didn’t want Fred to know everything that was going on. They knew if he found out it would have set him off, and they didn’t want him to get in any trouble while he was at home visiting. His hot temper had simmered down a lot but anything could trigger it, especially someone messing with his family. Informing him of what was going on would be big trouble. He loved both of his sisters but he was always closer to Cameron because he didn’t like the way Charlotte treated the baby of the family.

  After having such a great time with her family, Cameron had to literally force herself to get up and go to Bertha’s house. She really didn’t want to go, but needed to keep the peace since Malcolm was leaving the next day. He had already called her about five times but she ignored every on
e of his calls so she figured it was time to get up and go.

  She kissed her siblings and told them she hoped it wouldn’t be too long before she saw them again. Charlotte promised to start coming home more often and told them she was about to leave too. She told them that she needed to make one last stop to see one of her old girlfriends before leaving back out. Cameron asked her who, but Charlotte told her it was nobody she knew and cut the conversation short. Cameron sensed a little shadiness in Charlotte’s response but she just shrugged it off and turned to her brother. She cried when she embraced Fred. She missed her brother so much but she knew that he was doing well for himself and had to go back. She longed for the day that he would come back home for good. She wanted to tell him everything that had been going on in her life but she had promised her parent’s that she wouldn’t. She scooped Kingston up, kissed her parent’s, and told them that she would call them later and left.

  When Cameron and Kingston made it to Malcolm’s mom’s house, she noticed all of the people and thought to herself there was no way they even missed her and Kingston. Malcolm walked outside as they were getting out of the car. “Why you didn’t answer your phone buddy?” He asked Kingston.

  “It was in the car,” Cameron answered for Kingston.

  “You didn’t answer yours either. I guess it was in the car too,” Malcolm said to Cameron. She just ignored him. They walked inside and spoke to everyone. Bertha walked up and gave Cameron a fake hug and then picked Kingston up and hugged and kissed him, putting her cheap red lipstick on his cheeks. “Hey granny baby,” she said to him.

  “Hi granny,” Kingston said. He loved both of his grannies because they let him have his way. She asked them if they wanted anything to eat and Cameron declined but Malcolm fixed them both plates anyway. He had life messed up if he thought she was going to eat anything from that woman’s house. “Don’t act like you too good to eat my cooking,” Bertha said while rolling her eyes. “I’m not hungry,” Cameron said through gritted teeth.

  “Did you roll your eyes at your mother in law?” One of Bertha’s sisters asked Cameron. “Look, I’m trying to be nice. I’m not hungry so I would appreciate it if y’all would just shut up and leave me alone!” Cameron snapped.

  “Who you telling to shut up, with your trifling ass?” the sister asked. Cameron desperately wanted to cuss out and kick all of their asses, but she also didn’t want to do anything to set Malcolm off and keep him from going back to work tomorrow. Cameron got up, grabbed Kingston and headed for the door. She heard Malcolm calling her name but she was not stopping. “You know they just be playing. Come on back in, don’t leave,” he pleaded with her. Cameron put Kingston in the car and then turned back around to face Malcolm. “You’re always making excuses for your crazy ass people. This kinda shit happens every single time I come down here and you never stand up for me, but wonder why I never wanna come. They call me every name they can think of, but do they know that you are the one that has a child by another woman? Do they know that you are the one around here fucking white bitches? I’m sick of this shit and the best thing for me to do is go home. You can stay down here as long as you like but I’m going home,” Cameron said while shaking her head and getting into the car.

  “Well can you at least let Kingston stay?” Malcolm asked looking pitiful.

  “Do you want to stay here with your daddy Kingston?” Cameron asked him.

  “Are you going to see Unk? I wanna see Unk again,” Kingston said.

  “No baby, I’m going home,” Cameron replied not even caring that Malcolm would more than likely question Kingston if he stayed. Kingston finally agreed to stay with Malcolm and Cameron drove off.

  Cameron left without looking back. On the way home, she decided to stop by the store to pick up a few items. She knew that Malcolm was going to want some sex before he left and she was not in the mood to give him any. Not that she ever really was, but she most definitely wasn’t in the mood now. Cameron started drifting back to through her years of the resentful marriage. She thought back to her very first time with Malcolm, which was two days after her wedding since a big argument prevented them from consummating the marriage on their wedding night. When she finally decided to go home two days later, Cameron was excited to see what Malcolm was working with. She just knew that since she waited to have sex with him until they were married she was going to be in for a treat. He had talked so much noise and her expectations were through the roof. She hated to think about Keith and how good he was, but she found herself thinking about him and wondering if Malcolm could be better than him. If he was, she was going to be in heaven for the rest of her life.

  Since two days had passed since the wedding she didn’t know whether to expect candles, a hot bubble bath, or soft music. She had no clue what her new husband had in store, but she expected romance. She shook off the thoughts of not knowing his real first name to keep her from changing her mind about leaving her parent’s house. Malcolm had called again begging her to come home, so she told him she would be there in thirty minutes. She figured that there was no need in staying another night in her childhood room and since it was already dark outside she reluctantly agreed.

  When she made it home he was laying on the couch watching the discovery channel. Though a little let down by the scene, she decided to drop it. She made her way down the hall to the master bedroom and was even more disappointed. The bed hadn’t even been made. What the fuck have I gotten myself into? Cameron dropped her bag on the floor and was about to go turn on the shower when Malcolm walked into the room. “Baby, I’m sorry about not telling you my real name and I’m sorry for listening to the rumors about you being with another man the day before our wedding. I know you wouldn’t do anything like that. You’re not that kind of woman. Let’s just forget about all that and make a good marriage out of this. I love you,” Malcolm said. Cameron started to feel a little guilty about being with Keith the night before she got married and even the entire two weeks before, but she would never let him know.

  “I’m sorry too,” she said.

  “Now I wanna get some of this good loving,” he said while pushing her down on the bed. Cameron told him that she was just about to take a shower but he said he was ready to have her right then and there. He sloppily kissed her and pulled her clothes off. Malcolm was pumping and yelling that he was about to come before Cameron could even try to get herself in the mood. No the fuck you not, she wanted to scream but thought to herself instead.

  “Damn that was good baby, I ain’t never came that fast, you got some good pussy,” Malcolm said to her while getting up from the bed. Cameron just laid there unable to move. She was in shock. Whoever said to wait to have sex before marriage needs to be executed, she thought.

  “I’ll be ready for round two in a few minutes,” Malcolm said. That turned out to be a big ass lie. There was no round two; there was not even a round one in Cameron’s eyes. He got back in the bed, wrapped his arms around her, and was snoring loudly within minutes. He wasn’t small he just didn’t know what the hell he was doing and couldn’t last long at all. Lord just rewind to three days ago, PLEASE!! I swear I will just run away!! Cameron thought.

  Cameron pulled into Dollar General and saw a few familiar faces. She really didn’t want to be bothered with anyone; she just wanted to grab some pads and a few other items then head home. No her period hadn’t come on yet, but she was going to put on a pad to keep Malcolm from touching her. She knew that she was wrong but what else could she do? He wasn’t going to touch her if her period was on, so she knew she had to really make him believe it. He had caught her in a lie before about being on her period so she would play the game better this time. She grabbed a few items and was almost able to check out without distractions. Just as she was walking out of the door, in walked the pastor who conducted her and Malcolm’s counseling session. “Hello Sister Cameron,” he said. Cameron ignored him and he turned around and followed her out the door. “Can I speak with you for just a minute pleas
e,” he called after her?

  “What do you want? If you’re not apologizing for being a fake then I don’t want to hear it. Better yet, I don’t even want a fake ass apology from you,” Cameron snapped at him.

  “I’m really sorry for anything you may have thought I said was out of line in the past,” he was saying until Cameron cut him off.

  “Anything I may have thought? You have got to be kidding me,” Cameron said.

  “OK, I’m sorry for my actions. I just wanted to check on you and Malcolm. How are things going with you two?” The pastor asked.

  “My feelings are the same about you as the day you conducted that fake ass session. I made it perfectly clear that I had nothing else to say to you and it still stands. You and Malcolm grimy asses can have all the sessions you like but leave me out of them. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was heading home before I was so rudely interrupted and I would like to get there now,” Cameron said.

  “If you ever need anything, anything at all please don’t hesitate to call,” the pastor said. Cameron looked back at him, rolled her eyes, and flipped him the bird then continued to her car.

  Shortly after she made it home she decided to group message her girls. They had texted a little earlier but she didn’t have her phone on her at the time. She had been ignoring them quite a bit lately but it wasn’t intentional. She just had too much shit going on.

  Hey ladies, how was y’all Thanksgiving?

  Shay: It was fine, I’m so stuffed I can’t move.

  Toya: Everything went well, we playing board games right now and having so much fun.