SCARRED (Scars)

by Gress, C. R.

  I lay there in the steamy hot bath imagining how soft his lips would feel against mine, on my body. My hands begin to wander; rubbing the back of my neck and down over my shoulder to rest on a taut nipple. Giving it a slight squeeze, I felt a slight tingle run through my body. I tweak my nipple again and the tingle gets a bit stronger.

  I slowly run my other hand down over my stomach hesitating slightly over my pubic bone before sliding a finger inside. My back arches slightly in response as my body cries for more. Withdrawing my finger, I glide my hand up to hover over my clit.

  Oh to have those lips touch me here.

  I squeeze my nipple again, a bit harder this time. I realize both of my nipples feel cool and open my eyes. Looking down at my body I see that the slight arching of my back had forced both of my breasts out of the hot water to the cool air in the room. The sensation is almost overwhelming. I lick my lips and begin a small circular motion over my clit as I roll my head back and close my eyes. My hips begin to rotate the same circular motion my finger is performing.

  I use the hand palming my breast and squeeze harder as I roll the nipple between my thumb and forefinger; then slide the finger off my clit and spread my lips apart before inserting two fingers into my pussy; the muscles tightening around my fingers like a snake squeezing its prey. I can feel the tingling sensation inside of me turn into a burning ache as I move my fingers in and out rhythmically. Laying the palm of my hand down against the swollen bundle of nerves of my clit I apply pressure moving back and forth with the same rhythm as the fingers inside me. I rock my hips harder and harder as the water in the tub begins to move with me. I feel all the muscles in my body tighten and my toes curl. Giving my nipple one last piercing pinch, my body explodes into orgasmic convulsions. I open my eyes and lick my lips as I lay there feeling every tremor reverberate through my body.

  Ah yes, just the feel of his body against mine would send me over the edge. If he could do that through just my imagination, I shudder to know how my body would react to his actual touch. Just the thought of feeling his lips spread my pussy open and gently dip in and out tasting me makes my pussy weep.

  I climb out of the tub unsteadily and quickly dry myself and get ready for bed.

  A Ω A Ω A Ω

  Since I didn’t hear from Gavin at all the rest of the weekend I decide just to cut my losses and write it off that he was humoring me to keep me from embarrassment in front of my friends. He is older than I am. What could he actually see in me anyway, I just graduated from high school. He’s a cop. He can’t be interested in me. Not to mention my past; the drugs, the promiscuity. Not exactly the poster child for a cop’s better half.

  Get him out of your head and move on. No harm, No foul.

  A Ω A Ω A Ω

  Monday night when I get off work I decide to go hang out with my cousin rather than head uptown where everyone was hanging, no doubt a night leading to nothing but trouble.

  When I am about three miles from her house, I notice a car riding my ass.

  What the fuck? Stupid people cannot drive.

  I am just about to slam on the brakes when blue lights reflect through my rearview mirror. Immediately I check to make sure I am not speeding before signaling to pull over.

  What the hell did I do? I’m not speeding and I don’t think I ran any lights or stop signs. Damn it, where is my license?

  Sitting on the side of the road I rummage through my purse to find my drivers license and roll down the driver side window for the police officer that is approaching.

  “I don’t think I was speeding officer.”

  “No, you were not speeding.” Came a voice from outside the vehicle.

  Startled, I look out the window to the face that spoke those words. Gavin.

  “So what did I do wrong then?”

  “Nothing, I was trying to catch you before you left work but didn’t succeed. Where are you headed, home?”

  “No I was going to hang out with my cousin, why?”

  “Well if you are not in a hurry I was going to lunch. Would you like to join me?”

  “Lunch? Isn’t it a bit late for lunch?”

  “Well then dinner. I am headed to dinner, would you like to join me?”

  “Umm.. okay. I’m not really hungry but I can join you. Where are we going?”

  “Anywhere I can grab a quick bite. I’m on duty all night so I can’t take forever. How about Subway?” he asks grinning from ear to ear. I notice a slight twinkle in his eyes and dimples.

  Dimples? He is way too much man to have dimples.

  I let out a light chuckle. “Okay, I’ll follow you.”

  Gavin turns and heads back to his car. I follow as he pulls back onto the roadway. I cannot help but wonder why he hadn’t called at all over the weekend and now out of the blue he pulls me over and asks me to join him for dinner. Whatever his reason, I am going to find out.

  We pull into the parking lot of Subway and park. I wait until Gavin gets out of his car and walks over to my driver door.

  “Are you coming?” he asks.

  Nodding my head, I grab my purse and get out of the car. When we are inside Gavin asks “Would you like anything to eat?”

  “I’m not actually hungry but I will take a drink.”

  “Are you sure you don’t want anything to eat?”

  “I’m sure, thank you for asking.”

  Gavin orders his food and gets us a drink before we sit in a booth in the corner. Unsure of what to say, I sit quietly but notice that as Gavin eats, he is studying me closely, watching my every move.

  After sitting for what seems like an eternity with Gavin’s eyes burning through me, I finally ask “I left you a message but you never called back. Then tonight, you suddenly stop me and ask me to dinner. Why?”

  “I am on my last night of twelve hour night shifts. When I get home in the mornings I sleep all day before going back in for another shift. I didn’t want to call and then be asleep if you called back or not be able to plan anything with you. I took a chance in catching you when you got off work tonight.”

  “How did you know where I worked?”

  “When you left the other night, I wrote down your tag number. One of the new guys at the department went to school with you and told me where I could find you. I rode by last night but you were either not working or had gotten off already. I decided to try again tonight.”

  “So, isn’t it illegal to run my tags without me doing something to break the law?”

  “Who says I’m not going to arrest you? I had planned on cuffing you sometime soon.” He retorted with a snicker.

  “Oh really?” My pussy throbs.

  “That was my plan, but not anytime soon. I think I would like to get to know you a little better first. You know, be the detective and investigate you for a bit.” Gavin says as he winks at me.

  “Well Okay! I guess you don’t beat around the bush now, do you?”

  “No I don’t, and apparently, neither do you. I do recall someone blatantly knocking on my patrol car window asking for my phone number.”

  “That was on a dare.”

  “Maybe so, but that was just the push you needed to do something you wanted to do anyway. Dare or not.”

  “Okay, guilty as charged.” I utter shyly and feel my cheeks flush.

  “Yes. Guilty. So now I have a reason to cuff you.” Gavin smiles at me as his eyes began to shimmer. His intentions are written all over his face.

  “Well, while I would love to sit here all night and chat, I need to get going and you probably need to get back to work.”

  Checking his watch Gavin replies “Yeah, its that time.”

  Gavin finishes his last bite and gets up from the table. I follow and we head out into the parking lot. As Gavin walks me to the car he asks “I will probably sleep most of tomorrow, but can I call you when I get up?”

  “Sure, I am not working tomorrow.” I turn to open my car door but Gavin catches my arm and pulls me back. I spin to face him jus
t as he bends and plants a tender kiss on my lips.

  “I look forward to talking to you.” Gavin says as he opens the car door for me to get in.

  Once in my car, Gavin nods his head and winks before turning and heading to his. I pull away with thoughts of a new man in my life. It has been a very long time since I have felt this way about someone. Not since Aiden. The others, well, they were there to pass the time, to fill a void. It never really worked but the drugs kept me so out of it I never knew any different.

  CHAPTER 5

  One month later

  I pull up outside the small house Gavin was renting and park. We have been hanging out between his and my work shifts for a month now and our relationship has progressed rapidly. When Gavin has his rotating four days off I hang out with him at his home or we go out to dinner or a movie. It surprises me how comfortable we are with each other, regardless of the difference in age. I find that the more time I spend with him, the less time I want to spend with friends drinking and partying.

  Today, I am helping Gavin move. His lease is up and he’s moving to an apartment across town. Dressed in a tank top, short shorts and a pair of flip flops, I head inside to help him finish packing and cleaning.

  "What all do you have left?" I ask when I find him in the dining room.

  "Do you mind vacuuming while I take the rest of this stuff out to the Jeep?"

  "Sure" I answer grabbing the vacuum.

  I am almost finished with the bedrooms when I feel Gavin sneak in behind me. He sweeps my hair off my shoulder as he wraps his arm around my waist; pulls me back against his warm, solid body and nibbles at the nape of my neck.

  I drop the vacuum and curl my arm behind me to grip the back of his head and turn to kiss him.

  "You know I can't vacuum if you distract me like this" I look deep into his eyes and run my tongue across his bottom lip.

  "Seeing you here all sweaty in these clothes...I don't care if the floor ever gets done" he states as he runs his hand up my stomach to cup my breast.

  I emit a low groan as the heat of his body penetrates to my core. "Let's just hurry up and get this done. The way we are going we will never finish the house. Plus, I can't wait to see your new place.

  "Damn, you just don't know how sexy you are. You're killing me." He groans and nips my earlobe sending more sparks to my pussy.

  A Ω A Ω A Ω

  "I love this apartment Gavin" I squeal excitedly coming out of the master bathroom to find him in the bedroom sorting through clothes. "The shower curtain is up and I have everything I can think of put where it belongs. What's next? How about this box here?" I ask grabbing a box off the floor by the bathroom door.

  I open the box to find a mess of police issue items. "Oh hell yeah!" I squeal again, "this box looks promising."

  Tilting my head to the side, I bat my eyes feigning innocence and hold up a pair of handcuffs.

  "Oh Mr. Police Officer, what a big baton you have. Please don't beat me with it." I barely get out through my giggles.

  "I think I can find something to do with those cuffs, Jordan." He growls at me and quickly makes it over to the bed in a split second. I squeal as he grabs my ankle and pulls me across the bed.

  "I'll show you what I can do with those cuffs and my baton if you don't behave."

  "Please sir, I'm innocent." I bat my eyes again.

  Gavin flips me on the bed and before I know what’s happening my hands are above my head cuffed around the iron bars of the headboard.

  "Now that I have you secured, I'm gonna show you how a real man uses his baton." Gavin’s voice is a low growl and as he maneuvers his body to wedge between my legs. I can feel how turned on he is when he grinds his dick against me.

  Damn clothes.

  Pressing his forehead against mine, it comes out almost as a whisper against my lips, "So why exactly did you lie about your age?"

  He is so close, I am encompassed in the heat that is him, and know there is no way around the truth. Gavin grinds against me again.

  "I turn eighteen in three weeks. Besides, I never thought you would be interested. If you remember, I approached you on a dare." I squirm under his rock hard body but don’t fight him. "If you knew I was lying why did you continue pursuing me? Why didn't you shut me down from the start?"

  "Well, for a few reasons. The main reason being that that night I met the most beautiful girl in the world. She was gorgeous, funny, and she wasn't so uppity that she couldn't take a dare. You don't act like you are too good for me. Besides, seventeen is legal in North Carolina."

  "Oh, so that means you won’t lose your job for being with me?"

  “Nope!”

  “And we can do more than the make out sessions we have been having?”

  “Yep!”

  “So can you tell me exactly why you have me handcuffed to the headboard? It’s not like I’m going anywhere.”

  “Because tonight I get to make you mine. In a new home that is not tainted from the past, we get to make our own memories here. New memories.”

  “I am yours, you should know that. I am not seeing anyone else, and any free time I have is spent with you instead of out partying.”

  “Tonight I am going to make you mine; in this bed, on the couch, the shower, the counter in the kitchen, everywhere. Every part of you; I am not going to fuck you, I’m going to make love to you and plant myself deep in your heart and soul. You will feel me even when you are not around me. When we are not together, you will know who you belong to and you will feel empty without me. Like I said, I am going to make you mine!”

  Holy shit!

  Gavin has his body laid lengthwise on top of me. His beautiful grey eyes have turned dark and smoky. I know that look; animalistic lust. With my hands cuffed above my head, I am at his mercy. The heat that is radiating from his body pours over me and I break out in a sweat. Well, most of it is sweat. The moisture in my pants is from the mini orgasm my body had the minute he said those words to me.

  Lifting up he sits between my legs on his knees. He reaches for the button on my shorts and quickly rips them open and yanks down my zipper before he peels them along with my panties over the curve of my ass. I lift my legs straight up so that he doesn’t have to get up to finish removing the items from my body. Gavin throws my shorts and panties across the room as I lay my legs back down on the bed, still spread to accommodate his position between my legs.

  I am handcuffed to the bed, naked from the waist down and wet as hell as he runs his palms from my knees up my body to push up my shirt, exposing my barely covered breasts, then back down my stomach to my pussy.

  “Damn you are so fucking sexy.” He mutters as he lifts his eyes to meet mine.

  “Please Gavin?”

  “Please what, Jordan?”

  “Please un-cuff me so that I can show you that I am truly yours. Yours without being held in place. Willingly yours to do with as you please.” I answer him before I lick my lower lip.

  Gavin quickly leans over me and unlocks the cuffs before sitting back and massaging my wrists. “They shouldn’t leave a mark, I didn’t have them tight.”

  “I trust you to know what you are doing with a set of handcuffs.” I snicker at him.

  “Take your shirt and bra off.” He demands and I quickly comply before lying back on the bed.

  He leans over and plants a hunger driven kiss on me before he trails kisses under my chin, down my neck to the valley between my breasts before he stops. He raises his head to meet my eyes and grins mischievously. “These are the first thing that are going to be mine. Well technically, your mouth was first and it is getting ready to get its attention properly.” He grumbles before licking sideways to suck one taught nipple into his mouth.

  I arch my back to force my breast further into his mouth and he moans. Sucking hard and pulling back slowly my nipple comes out of his mouth on a sharp ‘pop’ and he leans over to treat my other nipple to the same ecstasy.

  “Oh Gavin! Please.” I moan and mor
e moisture pools between my legs.

  Gavin raises to a sitting position before climbing up to straddle my chest. Somewhere along the line he lost his clothes, although he didn’t have much more than shorts on in the first place.

  He takes a pillow and gets it settled behind me to tilt my head forward slightly before he grabs his dick in his hand and strokes it slowly. I know I have felt it against me before between us when we are making out but never fully erect, undressed, and three inches from my face. I swallow hard because honestly the size of it scares the shit out of me. I don’t think my torso is even that long, much less my vagina.