The Time-Loop Chronicles: The Day the Earth Fell Backwards

by John Panella

  I was little concerned how much I should reveal, but the answer to their question just came out without thought or reason, “Yes I do remember this now, and right there on the Mesa is where the door to the cave was, but it is now gone.”

  “Are you telling us Mr. Trovel, that you remember a cave entrance? But you do not remember the old man or who he might have been?”

  “Like I said back home the old man was the chief that is what I remember. And right there…” as I stood pointing angrily at the mesa, “That is the area on the wall where the door was that entered his world.”

  I pointed to the very spot on the Mesa wall, and said, “Right there, that’s where it was.” As I shook my fist towards the mesa wall, exasperated.

  Agent Thol responded, “Well take us to it, but be careful.”

  I slowly began to move towards the Mesa wall, I then began to slip down this rocky hill all the while saying, “Whoa baby, this is a steep one.”

  As I gathered my composure, I saw the two of them struggle to get down but they handled it like troopers. I then slowly walked over to the wall, which was filled with a type of moss patterned in rock, and I felt around the wall with my hands and there was no entranceway to be found. Nothing was carved out, no symbols or writing, nothing.

  It was gone. I could even see the little tree I sat on, everything was in order, but there was no doorway. I said to myself, “Geez even that damn tree is here.”

  I turned around sheepishly and humbly snorted out these words. “Guys, I am sorry, the door was right here, this is what I remembered, and it was right smack dab in that wall. And it is now gone, I mean it is gone, nowhere to be found.”

  “Don’t feel too bad Mr. Trovel, (Agent Thol expressed her thoughts) drugs can do that to people, being drugged can cause all forms of hallucinations.”

  I felt about as stupid as anyone could be at this moment, but what was even harder to handle was, am I losing it, or was I really drugged? Was this all a figment of my imagination, or an induced hallucination? Were all of these people laughing at me because I really was some drugged out nutcase, conspiracy theorist?

  Could I have been that deluded; that messed up; to make all of this up? I felt deep down that it all happened as I have said, it had to have happened. At this point the two agents were combing all over the wall placing their hands here and there, even trying to push it slightly.

  They both even walked around to the other side of the mesa, and I decided to sit back on my little faithful tree as I had done once before, sometime, someplace, somewhere, wondering what the hell was going on.

  For the first time I felt like I had been taken for a bad ride, and that all I was told was a big fat lie. Yet then I started wondering, but I was told these things. That’s right, someone communicated this to me, and I certainly could not have made all of this up, most of it I never even knew before, and could not even have dreamt of it.

  I closed my eyes for a few moments, then I subtly whispered within my breath feeling this sadness that the chief may be nothing but a con artist, “Chief, Chief, please be real don’t let this be…?”

  At that very moment before I even finished what I was saying, I opened my eyes to see that everything went black, it had turned nighttime. I stood up not being able to see anything but the Moon coming over the Eastern horizon above the right side of the mesa. I said to myself, “This is impossible, it has to still be morning. What happened to the daylight? Why is the moon out now in its full glory?”

  I then immediately arose to search for the two agents, I could barely see anything and had no light accept for the light of the moon, I was able to peruse around the mesa but there was no sign of the two agents. As I called out for them, there was no reply, they had simply vanished.

  I shrieked out, calling a few more times for them, but no answer. I then walked back around the mesa and sat back on the tree and began wondering, did I fall asleep, could more than half the day have gone by and I know nothing about it?

  Did the agents see me and just leave me here? What in the hell is going on? I continued to collapse down on the tree and sat there somewhat confused and depressed, knowing full well I was not going anywhere tonight. What is happening to me I thought? With a paralyzing fear I asked, what is going on? Depression began to set in more deeply.

  I know I didn’t go to sleep, I had no time to sleep, I couldn’t have, but somehow I lost the daylight and it was already night time. I closed my eyes, and within a few minutes I began to hear this small voice within my head.

  “Do not be afraid, the moon houses your dreams, but your soul controls everything.”

  At the very next moment, I heard this female voice saying, “Hey, wake up, we need to head back.”

  It was the two agents, as I opened my eyes, the sun was shining brightly. I looked up at them as they gazed down towards me as what must have appeared to them as being some kook.

  “What the hell just happened?” I blurted out.

  Agent Thol responded, “What always happens, a person who has a monstrous imagination induced by heavy drugs… But we need to go now, we need to head back to H.Q.”

  She didn’t understand what I meant, that I entered some strange time-shift and the darkness took over, and the agents were gone, and now it has all reverted back.

  I slowly got up and without a thought as to why I was saying this, I asked, “Is it possible you guys can find your way back on your own, you do not need me anymore do you? Cuz, I would really like to hang out here for a little while, I am very troubled.

  I know you think I made all of this up, and about this time I am starting to agree with you, but I know what I saw, I know it happened. I know there was a doorway.”

  Agents Stram and Thol said very directly without even a moment’s pause, “Listen, obviously something happened to you, it has all of the appearances as a drug induced hallucination. It is becoming apparent that someone took you out here while you were drugged, and told you a whopping story.

  Either they didn’t get what they wanted and left you out here, or someone popped on the scene and spooked them. Either way, it appears the con went south when the old man was injured.

  This is our conclusion of the matter. If you desire to remain here that is totally up to you, we can’t tell you what to do, but be careful. Oh and by the way, you can have this back. One way or the other it might be a great story for someone.”

  Agent Stram handed me back the auspicious notepad that I handed to him before we went on the hike. Obviously he did not believe anything that was written in there was valid and it was deemed of no threat, so he handed it back to me.

  The agents both extended their hands as to shake my hand and said, “We will be leaving now, you take care, and try not to fall into any more doorways, the next time it could take you to hell, you never know.” (The two agents both laughed)

  They walked away chuckling and I heard Agent Stram tell Agent Thol, “Well I have been on worse cases, at least we got a hike out of it.” Thol replied, “Yep and a big fat laugh too. …doorways to another time, yea right, ha ha ha.” …as their voices faded away.

  Replaying the events in my mind, by now I was really starting to think I was losing it. I then sat back down by the tree, I closed my eyes and within a couple minutes I heard a voice again.

  “The Moon carries your dreams, but the spirit carries your soul.”

  I then immediately opened my eyes, and like magic, it was nighttime again, at that point, I knew I had to be losing it.

  (20) The Moon from another time

  Time Loop Three Day Sixteen – The Reunion

  As I sat there and stared motionless at the moon, and amazingly appearing out of nowhere was Chief Animae Cibus. With a huge smile on his face, his fixed eyes gazed at me speaking these words, “Why are you perplexed?”

  “Chief?” I screamed, “You are real and alive!” Running up to give him a huge hug, I decided maybe this isn’t proper so I just patted him on the back asking, “What happene
d to you and what is happening to me?”

  “Of course I am real and very much alive, and to answer the last query, what is happening to you? EVERYTHING!”

  “Chief, what happened to the gateway? Did this experience ever really happen, yet I barely remembered any of it, believing it was all a dream?”

  “The door was your door, it was your personal door. It was not for anyone else, therefore it didn’t unveil itself for the agents.”

  “Oh so you know about the two agents that wanted to see it?”

  “Yes of course, but sadly for them, it was not their time.”

  “Well they didn’t see anything, they left and went home. I remained behind to ferret out more about this strange experience and then I was planning to return also. I saw your picture and you were in the hospital, what happened?”

  “My friend?” The Chief cautiously spoke to me. “The Agents didn’t return back as you might have thought. And the picture you saw was only for you.”

  “Sure they did Chief, I said goodbye to them and they hiked their way back alone.”

  “No friend, no! They were not supposed to come here yet. Doing so violated their own timeline. They have returned back to their time.”

  “I don’t understand, I said goodbye to them, they hiked back, I saw them, and I even took them back to the trail.”

  “Yes you did see them, but what happened to you was a dream, you were dreaming… Everything since we last spoke has been a dream.”

  “What are you telling me? This was all a dream, none of what I experienced actually happened since we last spoke?”

  “My friend, at this moment you are sleeping, your soul is caught in a time-loop. You are bouncing through time like a super ball. Here one moment, there the next. You are reliving your awakening process.”

  “Why is this happening to me?”

  “Because you are desperately trying to reconnect your soul with the Caelestus Pater, but you need something.”

  “And what would that be?”

  “You need soul food.”

  I didn’t even know what to say to that. I then noticed the chief looked down upon the ground with his eyes twinkling as a teacher trying to explain something very difficult to his student.

  He just smiled and looked back up, and said, “Of course everything you have been experiencing happened, and yet it didn’t. It is time for you to begin to understand the mysteries of the universe and the lunar insanities that cause us to question everything.”

  “Lunar insanities?”

  The Chief pointed skyward and said, “Look upon that rock that floats in your space.”

  “You mean the Moon?”

  “Yes, what do you see?”

  “I see the Moon, I am not sure what you are wanting me to say?”

  “Tell me what you see!”

  “I see a large round moon in space with many craters from ancient meteors and comets that had launched their way upon its surface long ago.”

  The Chief then called to me and motioned me over.

  “Come with me.”

  He began to lead me to the wall of the Mesa and there it was… the doorway had returned, I didn’t even comment, I just followed. We then entered back into his world.

  The Chief continued to speak as we were walking back through time. “The moon has great power over the earth, whether in my time or your time, it has power over the tides of the oceans as well as power over the emotions of the mind. The moon also has power over your dreams. But the moon is not the moon.”

  “What?”

  “Hold on… As you can plainly see it is the same moon even back in the past. Of course the moon has never changed because the time-loop is happening so quickly now, a jump from the future into the past is but a nano-second of time. What I want to explain now, is the moon is what has caused the earth to wobble out of its proper course. It is pulling on the earth.”

  “How can the moon exert that much force on such a larger planet when it is so much smaller?”

  “It is not pulling because of gravity as they would like us to believe, it is because of the technology being used inside the moon that is creating a pull against the planet. Now what I am about to tell you will seem unbelievable but allow me to give you some easy to prove experiments you can use to verify some of this.

  The moon as we been wrongly told, cannot be readily seen, it would be too small if it really was 240,000 miles away. The entire moon is a little over half the size of the United States, based on what we have been told, in truth it is much smaller. Do you really believe you could see the United States at a quarter of a million miles away being as large as it appears?

  Just a couple of thousand miles in space the United States appears even smaller than the moon itself. For us viewing the moon being this size at that distance, would appear as a very tiny bright circle in the heavens, just a little bit larger than Venus.

  According to the space program, they have given us pictures of earth taken from the surface of the moon. Have you ever noticed that the earth doesn’t appear any larger than the moon at the horizon? In some photos the moon is actually larger. Now explain that one.”

  “I have seen those pictures and I have even wondered about that, but I threw it off believing it had a simple answer.”

  “Now based on what they have shown us, since the moon would barely cover half of the United States, picture in your mind how small this one country is, versus the size of the earth, then picture in your mind how small the moon would really appear to us.”

  “Yea, I see what you mean, the moon would have to be much smaller than what we seem to be seeing with our own eyes.”

  “Then what is it Chief?”

  “Our moon is a holograph. Our moon unless it was the same size of Planet Earth could never block out the Sun in a solar eclipse. First of all the Sun is too large. Even if the moon came between Earth and Sun it would not be able to block out the light where it is located.”

  “Then how do we have eclipses?”

  “Because the moon is getting in front of the sun blocking out its light.”

  Everyone began to laugh heartily and once again I was thinking to myself, come on really is it that funny?

  “Ok let me be the idiot here, I’ll fall for it. So if the moon cannot block out the Sun, then why is it that you are now saying that it can block out the Sun?”

  “I am so sorry, sometimes levity is a great way to release tension, and I guess that is true for those who are in on the joke. One day it will be funny for you too. The reason is, our moon is a holograph. Secondly, the Moon is within the Earth’s atmosphere.”

  “Say what? You have got to be kidding me, how can the moon be within the Earth’s atmosphere, that is not possible is it?”

  “Anything is possible if it is a hologram. If I know you, you brought a flash light with you in your hiking gear correct?”

  “Actually chief I didn’t, I didn’t plan on being out here that long, and certainly didn’t plan on being out at night.”

  “Why don’t you check your gear again, I think you might be surprised.”

  “Chief, I really didn’t…” (The Chief interrupts…)

  “Placate an old man, just check.”

  So I thumbed around my carrying bag and… “What?” Sure enough the chief was right, I did have my flashlight.

  The Chief continued… he asked one of the individuals closest to him to go and retrieve a large white cloth, but it must not have any holes at all even pin holes. Sure enough he went and found a large white blanket.

  “Ok, here is your first experiment, give me the flash light and you stand behind two of our people who are holding up the blanket. I am going to stand about 2 feet away in front, and shine the light on the blanket.”

  The chief shined the light on the blanket, and I stood on the other side watching the light penetrate through the blanket. The chief then queried me.

  “Would you say this blanket is like light clouds in the sky?”

  “Y
ea I would say that it would be identical to fluffy white clouds.”

  As the chief was shining the light on the blanket, he asked me…

  “Describe what you are seeing.”

  “Umm I see the light penetrating the blanket.”

  “And what does it appear like to you?”

  “I don’t see the flashlight, I just see the circle of light that the light is creating.”

  The Chief took a couple of steps backwards with the light still shining in the same place, and asked, ‘What do you see now?”