Jessica's Breakdown [Journey of a Thousand Miles 4] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Alicia White

  Leaving the room, Jessica walked as quickly as she could to distance herself from Mark’s playroom and the men inside.

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  Chase held Beau back, not letting him follow Jessica. They had been wrong. They shouldn’t have followed her to Dallas. At the time, he thought that they were doing the right thing. He had hoped that they would come into the Iron Gate and she would actually be happy to see them. Seeing her cry and now that look of complete disappointment was too much.

  “Damn it, Chase! Let go of me.” Beau struggled and Chase used all his strength to hold him inside Mark’s playroom.

  “Beau! Stop!” Chase yelled, finally getting Beau’s attention. They stood there, staring at each other and Chase could only shake his head.

  “We have to follow her. We have to make her understand. Why didn’t you tell her that we’re in love with her? Why didn’t you tell her that we want to make all of her fantasies a reality? Let go of me Chase, we need to go after her.”

  “She needs space.” He shook his head. “She wasn’t ready to hear all that yet.”

  “We’ve been waiting for months to tell her how we feel. The kid gloves come off right now. Damn it, Chase, if you don’t let go of me, I’ll make you.”

  “We fucked up, Beau. We shouldn’t have followed her or tried to spy on her. After all these months, after being her friend, we ruined everything. Her trust in us is gone.” Shaking his head, Chase couldn’t seem to find all the words for what he was feeling.

  Chase pushed him, letting go of his shirt, and Beau started pacing around the room. Taking a few deep breaths, Chase racked his brain, trying to figure out what to do. He knew that they needed to give her some space, but he didn’t want to give her enough time to not want them to be a part of her life anymore. If she only wanted to be friends, he would accept that. The last thing he wanted to do was lose her.

  Walking to the bed, Chase sat down. He couldn’t get Jessica’s face out of his mind. How the hell were they going to fix this?

  “I don’t want to lose her,” Beau whispered, and Chase nodded, he felt the exact same way, but they had crossed the line and Jessica had every right to kick them to the curb.

  A quiet knock on the door got his attention and Chase jerked his head up and saw Jessica standing in the doorway. Her eyes were slightly swollen and there were tear marks on her cheeks. Moving slowly, he stood up and watched her.

  Chapter 9

  Jessica could barely think, her heart was pounding too hard, but she knew that walking away from Beau and Chase would be a mistake. When she had left, she was headed to her hotel room, wanting to lock herself away. Soon after leaving, she knew what she was doing, what she always did, running away. She was always so good at running, leaving people who cared about her. The only people in her life that loved her were her friends. And now, she had a chance with these two men.

  Biting her lip, she tried to stop herself from crying again. She looked from Chase to Beau and saw the shock on their faces. They hadn’t expected to see her again and honestly, she was surprised to be standing there in the doorway once more.

  “I–we…I mean, both Beau and I…” Raising her hand, Jessica stopped Chase.

  “I’m not mad. I’m embarrassed. Ever since I arrived in Coltmann County, I knew there was something special about the two of you. Watching Bella, Hannah, and Alyssa find their happily ever afters made me envious. I honestly didn’t think I would be able to have that. I didn’t”—shaking her head, she tried to find the right words—“and maybe I still don’t think that it will work. I’m so screwed up.”

  “If the three of us want this relationship to work, it will. I know that you have some reservations, you already told us months ago. It didn’t stop us from pursuing you.” Shaking his head, Chase smiled. The look of relief on his face made her realize how much he really did care about her.

  “You said that it wouldn’t work because you had to be in charge. We aren’t looking to change you, but I think that there are some things that we can explore together,” Beau said, arching his brow as he looked around the room.

  Hiding a smile, Jessica knew exactly what he was saying. Leave it to Beau to get right to the point. It was good to hear that they both weren’t going to try to change her, but she really wasn’t sure what she wanted anymore. Maybe they had changed her without even trying to. She wanted them more than she had ever wanted another man in her entire life. She had never wanted to be submissive to any man, but with them something inside her had morphed, and she felt like she was starting over.

  She felt a little anxious as she walked further into the room and closed the door. She was sick of wasting time. She wanted them. Staring from one man to the other, Jessica took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, calming her nerves. This was the moment of truth.

  “I don’t know what to do.” She shook her head, feeling a little lost.

  “It’s simple. If you like what we’re doing, ask for more. If you don’t, tell us to stop. The only thing that we want is to make you happy, Jessica.” Shrugging his massive shoulders, Chase went to her and wrapped her in a tight hug.

  Laying her head on his chest, she could hear his heart pounding rapidly. Feeling another set of hands on her, Jessica knew that Beau had moved in behind her. He rubbed her back, small circles that helped her to relax more. She couldn’t remember a time when she had felt so safe. Being with these men, she knew that this was what she wanted. She was willing to be exposed and vulnerable as long as she had them.

  “We have this whole room. What do you think we should do, Chase?” Beau whispered. Moving her hair to the side, he kissed her neck.

  “I’m thinking lots and lots of pleasure. We need to prove that we can please our woman.” Chase moved, cupping her face in his hands before he leaned down and kissed her.

  His lips were gentle and he went slow, kissing and nipping at her lips until she opened her mouth, allowing him access. Swooping in, he pushed his tongue into her mouth, and Jessica grabbed his shirt, holding it tight. She felt dizzy, drunk on his kiss. Wiggling around, she felt his hard cock press against her stomach through the barrier of his jeans. Breaking the kiss, Jessica looked up into Chase’s eyes. He was breathing heavily, and she was so glad that he was affected as well.

  “Let’s move this to the bed. You deserve to be comfortable.” Chase took her hand and led her to the huge bed.

  Looking over her shoulder, Beau smiled and followed them. Stopping at the edge, Chase helped her up. She sat there, unsure of where to start. She wanted to see them both naked, to feel their skin against hers. It had been way too long and she wasn’t sure how much longer she could wait.

  “What do you want?” Chase asked her, and Jessica smiled, licking her lips.

  “Oh, I think it’s obvious. She wants both of us naked and pleasuring her,” Beau said, and Jessica laughed, nodding her head.

  “Lie in the middle of the bed. Put your hands above your head, and grip the headboard. We’ll take good care of you.” Chase started taking off his clothes.

  First, the T-shirt he was wearing was pulled over his head and thrown to the ground. Licking her lips, Jessica fisted her hands, preventing herself from touching him. His skin was tan and his muscles flexed as he moved. Next, he unlaced one boot at a time, never once taking his eyes off of her. Arching a brow, Chase stared at her, and Jessica immediately started moving backward on the bed.

  Reaching up, she grabbed the headboard and stayed focused on Chase. He started unbuttoning his pants, one at a time and she held her breath, waiting to see his cock. As soon as his hard, nine-inch cock broke free from his jeans, Jessica moaned. The man was a god. Beau walked closer to the bed and stole her attention away from Chase.

  Beau grinned as he gripped the top of his T-shirt and ripped it off his body, exposing his muscles. Jessica’s mouth dropped open. He stared at her and winked, reminding her of an exotic dancer. He turned around, showing her his back and shifted his hips. Ever so slowly, he lowered his jeans, sho
wing her his delicious beefy ass.

  “Damn, Beau, are you trying to steal all of her attention?” Chase laughed and Jessica grinned, enjoying the playful way they were both acting.

  “I just want to give her a better show than you did.” Beau finished getting undressed and turned around. Gripping the base of his cock, she could already see clear fluid forming on the head. Licking her lips, Jessica spread her legs and waited for one of them to make a move. She wasn’t sure how much more patience she had, but she waited.

  “Where do you want to start Beau?” Chase asked, eyeing her.

  “I have a few ideas. Let’s strip her and taste her first.” Together they climbed onto the bed and crawled toward her looking like two fierce predators.

  Beau and Chase split up, moving on either side of her, and Jessica didn’t know who she should watch. Rough hands glided up her legs and stopped when they reached the edge of her shorts. They worked together, pulling her soft cotton shorts down her legs, before each grabbed a side of her panties and pulled them off.

  “Damn, she’s got the prettiest little pussy I’ve ever seen,” Chase said, leaning down and swiping his tongue along her nether lips.

  Beau gave her a quick kiss before he pulled her T-shirt off slowly. Leaning over, he pulled her bra straps down her arms, flipping the cups out of his way. “So beautiful. God, you are perfect.” Her nipples tightened and he leaned down and sucked one into his mouth, before moving to the other one. He alternated, sucking and gently biting the tips with his teeth.

  Groaning, Jessica held on to the headboard, trying not to move. Beau lavished her breasts with attention while Chase placed openmouthed kisses on her inner thighs. They worked great together, building her up, making her desire more.

  “Open your legs up wide for me, sweetie.” She followed Chase’s orders without argument, hoping that they wouldn’t make her wait too long.

  Chase pushed her knees further apart, giving him the perfect view of her naked pussy and ass. She was so glad that she had been waxed before her vacation. He stared at her, inspecting her, and Jessica wondered what he was thinking. He looked up at her, a smile curving his lips before he leaned down and pushed his tongue into her pussy. His hot mouth had her panting, and Jessica closed her eyes, focusing on the sensation.

  “Hmmm, you’re so wet for me. Delicious.” The ache in her pussy increased, and Jessica panted, needing more oxygen as both their mouths did wicked things to her.

  She watched Chase as his head moved between her legs, sending her closer to the edge of climax. His tongue swirled around her clit and Jessica moved her hips, fucking his mouth. “Oh, God, Chase, I’m so close. Don’t stop!” He flicked his tongue rapidly against her clit, biting down and pushing two fingers inside her, fucking her hard. Her muscles spasmed and Jessica threw her head back hard against the pillows as an intense orgasm rushed through her system.

  “Chase!” Her body was shaking and he continued to torment her with his mouth until her clit became too sensitive. Moving away, she finally started begging, “Chase, it’s too much. You have to stop. Please.” One more kiss to her clit and he pulled away slowly, letting her calm down.

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  Beau stared at Jessica. She looked so fucking beautiful, lying in the middle of the bed, naked and exposed. She panted, trying to calm her breathing after the intense orgasm his brother had given her. Her light-brown nipples stood out, hard and wet from his mouth. He knew how sensitive they were and it was obvious she loved having her breasts played with.

  He had thought about leaving the playroom and heading to their hotel room, but when she shut the door, the decision to stay had been made. He knew they would end up there eventually, but right now, the three of them needed to be together. It had already been too long.

  Jessica was a strong, independent woman. That’s one of the things he liked about her, she was a Type A personality with a need for submission. The only problem was that she was used to always being in charge. He was looking forward to introducing her to bondage, but he knew it needed to be a slow process. She had a lot of fears and he hoped that they could gain her complete and total trust.

  Desperately wanting to be inside her, Beau looked over at Chase, gave him a nod and watched as his brother moved, giving him space. Fisting the base of his cock, Beau moved across the soft sheets on his knees, placing his body between her legs.

  “Do you want me?” he asked her, taking a condom from Chase. Opening the wrapper, Beau rolled the condom on his cock and waited.

  “Please, Beau. I want you.” She shifted her hips, moving closer to him.

  “I want you, too. Only you.” Holding his weight from her body, he hovered over her, kissing her mouth. Positioning his cock at her entrance, he pushed in slowly, feeling her internal muscles flex along his cock.

  “Beau.”

  He loved the way she said his name. “Tell me what you need.”

  “I need you. Oh, God, I need you and Chase.” She moaned deep in her throat as he pulled out a little bit before pushing into her harder. She wrapped her legs around his hips and Beau moved slowly, loving the way she felt. Moving to his knees, he grabbed her hips and started a nice rhythm.

  “Tell me what you want.”

  “I want you and Chase,” she said with more confidence.

  She was tight, far tighter than he remembered, and he wasn’t sure he would last too long. She stared at him and it made him feel powerful.

  “Chase, play with her breasts while I fuck her.” Chase didn’t need to be told twice. He squeezed her breasts together and Beau glanced down, watching him twist and pull on her nipples before once again looking directly at Jessica’s beautiful face. She was panting, moaning, moving around and he pounded harder, wanting her to have an orgasm before him.

  “Beau, you feel so good.”

  “You do, too, baby. Your pussy is heaven, so soft, hot, and wet.” He quickened his pace, setting a faster rhythm.

  Her fingers tightened on the headboard, turning her knuckles white, and he knew she was having a hard time not moving. He was so proud of her. This strong, beautiful woman was letting them be in charge and he couldn’t be happier. Moving one hand to her clit, he rubbed in hard circles while he pounded into her harder and faster.

  Her pussy spasmed violently around him, milking his cock, and Beau knew he wouldn’t last much longer. She fucked him back, moving her hips, and he looked down at his cock deeply embedded inside her. That was all it took to push him over the edge. Throwing back his head, he yelled her name as his cock pulsed, shooting his cum deep inside the condom.

  * * * *

  Beau was breathing heavily, holding Jessica close to him. Chase watched them and he couldn’t help but smile, Jessica really was the one for them. Reaching out, he pried her fingers loose from the headboard and moved her hands, letting her hold Beau. She looked up and smiled at him, while she rubbed her hands over his back.

  After a few minutes, Beau moved. He kissed Jessica passionately before walking into the bathroom. Chase lay down next to Jessica and pulled her into his arms, holding her. His cock was still hard, but he tried to ignore it, knowing that they had plenty of time.

  “What about you?” Reaching down, she wrapped her small hand around his hard shaft, pumping it slowly, rubbing her thumb over the head of his cock.

  “I can wait,” he told her, trying to remove her hand from his aching cock.

  Moving faster than he expected, Jessica rolled on top of him and positioned his cock at her opening. He grabbed her hips, wanting to stop her. He didn’t want her to think that they needed to have sex. When the head of his cock was at her opening and he felt her wet heat, Chase lost the will to say no. He pushed his hips up high, as she sat down, enveloping his cock. Groaning deep in his throat, he held onto her, trying to catch his breath.

  She was so warm and soft and his cock glided into her wet heat. Lying beneath her, Chase stared up, watching as she rode him nice and slow. She was such a beautiful sight, panting, swe
at trickling down her cleavage, and her eyes shining brightly. Smiling at him, she leaned down and kissed him, and Chase knew that he was finally home. He teased her lips, nibbling on the plump flesh before he pushed his tongue into her mouth.

  Using her hands, she pushed up and moved her legs so that she could move faster. She squatted over his dick and bounced up and down. He held onto her hips, helping her to move, wanting her to climax before he did.

  Chase felt a tremendous pressure at the head of his dick. It started out small, but built quickly. He knew that he was going to have an intense explosion any moment. He kept their bodies linked together, one thrust after another. The head of his cock felt like it was going to explode. All the energy, passion, physical movement was building up. He flipped her over quickly, needing to be in charge, wanting to pound his cock into her harder and faster.

  “Oh, God. Fuck! Baby, I’m gonna come.”

  “Come for me, Chase. I want to feel you.” She moaned and he gave her everything he had, shoving his cock into her tight heat.

  He wanted to last longer, to give her more, but as he felt her inner muscles tighten, Chase lost it. He pumped a few more times and then his cum exploded out of the head of his cock like a space shuttle blasting into orbit. He could feel it shooting into Jessica’s body. His heart was pounding loudly in his ears, his toes curled, and sweat trickled down his back. He was completely out of breath, laying his body down against hers, Chase rolled so that he wouldn’t crush her.

  Lying on his back, he stared up at the ceiling, wondering if he would ever get enough of this woman. She had completely rocked his world.

  Chapter 10

  Exhausted, Jessica moved, scooting closer to Chase on the bed. She wrapped an arm around his waist and leaned her head against his shoulder. They were both breathing heavily and she took a few deep breaths, trying to calm herself down. The room smelled like sex, and she grinned, letting every detail with Beau and Chase play through her mind.