Alpha Claimed (Alaskan Tigers Book 13)
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Bethany glanced over at Merrie. “I’ve never been in the situation you’ve been in and I’m human, but I’m here to help in any way I can, too. We all are. We’re in this together to make the future a brighter place for all of us. Maybe in time you’ll be able to overcome your past and help others do the same. With what Korbin is accomplishing here, he’ll need someone like you by his side.”
“That’s something we can discuss once you center yourself and get your tigress under control,” Korbin added. “You have to put yourself first for the moment.”
“I’m confused about so much of this.” Layla shifted uneasily in Korbin’s lap, as her gaze stayed focused on Merrie. “What I do know is I can see the pain in your eyes, Merrie, and you can’t live like that. I know what it’s like to live with horrors—maybe not like what you’ve experienced, but to some degree I understand. If there’s someone who can help you, then you owe it to yourself to try. Don’t do it because your…” She glanced back at Korbin. “I don’t even know what to call you. What are you to her? Her boss?”
“Alpha,” he explained.
“Okay.” She turned back to Merrie. “Like I was saying, don’t do this because your Alpha wants you to but because it can help you. Though the word Alpha makes me think dominating male. Do you have any right to say no?”
“Our culture is different from yours.” Merrie ran her hands along her thighs, as if wiping away sweat. “A good Alpha knows what’s best for his clan and always has our best interest at heart. We might disagree but if we trust our Alpha, we’ll do what he wishes. If we don’t…”
“Disobeying an order from one’s Alpha can mean punishment or if grave enough, banishment from the clan,” Korbin explained. “Orders are to be followed and if they do not wish to do so, they are welcome to leave.”
“Sounds harsh.” Layla shrugged. “Though I guess that’s the same with any job or family. There are always choices.”
“Korbin, if you’re sure you don’t want our aid, we should be going.” Raja scooted to the edge of the sofa. “We’ve been away too long and we’re all anxious to get back home.”
“I appreciate the offer but I’ve got this. Give my best to Ty, Tabitha, and everyone.” He tapped Layla’s back, letting her know she needed to get up so he could escort them back to their plane.
“Merrie, are you going with us?” Taking Bethany’s hand in his, Raja rose from the sofa, bringing her up with him.
“I need to pack. I just learned of this plan a short time ago.”
“Rachel already has a bag prepared for you. She’s taken it to the landing strip.” Sparks stepped away from the wall and neared Merrie, his gaze on Korbin. “If I could have a moment with Merrie, then we could meet you at the plane.”
“Very well.” Korbin gave Sparks a quick nod.
“Will you take a walk with me?” Sparks held out his hand, offering it to Merrie.
Layla shifted against him, drawing his attention, but when he found her looking at him with questions in her eyes, he shook his head. Leaning closer to her, he whispered, “Later.” He turned back to Raja. “Since we have time, would you like a tour of the new building? It’s coming along well.”
“Sure.” Raja nodded. “The additional guards we brought for you are waiting in the cafeteria. Did you want to have them join us?”
The thought of new guards brought a smile to Korbin’s face. These were the ones Styx and the other guards at the Alaskan Tigers compound had trained specifically for him. They had come from other clans, some leaving behind enemy clans, while others seeking the opportunity to advance in their positions. Whatever brought them here didn’t matter though; what mattered was having additional manpower to keep his clan safe. With the new threat from Donald, this would be an added benefit.
Layla was overwhelmed with all she was witnessing. Rather than retreating into her shell, she watched everything happen from the sidelines. She couldn’t wrap her thoughts around the fact that shifters were real, let alone standing in front of her.
There was never anything between Korbin and me. He’s my Alpha and a good one at that, but that’s all. Trust him, he’ll make you happy. Merrie’s words rang through Layla’s thoughts as the plane took off. She didn’t know the young woman, but there seemed to be a connection between them. Maybe under different circumstances, they could have been friends. In her current situation, she couldn’t risk getting close to anyone. Donald would use anyone she cared about against her. He had already proven that when it came to her sister, Mella.
This place was a haven for Korbin’s people and the longer she was there, the higher the chance of Donald finding her. Korbin seemed to have enough to deal with without her adding to it. Determined it was time to leave, she glanced around, looking for Sparks or Rachel. Knowing it would likely be the last time she’d see them, she needed to say goodbye to Rachel at least, and leave a message to give to Korbin after she snuck away. She owed him and somehow, she’d find a way to repay him for everything he’d done. If it hadn’t been him and the healer Galen, she’d have bled to death.
“Layla.” Korbin’s deep voice caught her off guard. As she swung around to look at him, she nearly stumbled into his embrace. “Sorry baby, I didn’t mean to startle you.”
“I uhhh…” She didn’t know what to say. Moments ago, she was thinking about leaving but now, as she stood in front of him again, she longed to have his arms wrapped around her. Her body never reacted to someone like it did to him. Her heart skipped a beat whenever he was close, not out of fear like it did in Donald’s presence, but out of excitement. She was drawn to him like a moth to a flame.
“What did that man mean when he said you should claim me?” The words were out before she could even stop herself.
“You mean Styx.” He looped his arms around her waist, dragging her against him. “Claiming a mate is done through intercourse. After the first time, you’ll be eternally connected to me. There’s no dividing us. You’re my mate—so I’ll know where you are at any time. I’ll feel you as if you were next to me. I’d know your emotions as if they were my own. It will be the same for you, possibly a little more overwhelming because it won’t just be me you’re feeling but the whole clan. I’m already used to that. I’m their Alpha; I know what they need without them telling me. You’ll be their Alpha Female so you’ll have that same connection. My beast knows how to handle it from the beginning, but with you being human, your body will have to adjust. It will only take a few moments before our connection helps things fall into place, but it could be a rough period.”
“Oh…” Her thoughts jumped around too much for her to say any more, as she tried to process what he’d just said.
“How about we go back to my place and I answer your questions?” Rather than leading the way, he stared down at her, his embrace tightening around her enough that she felt protected and didn’t struggle to get away. “Are you still concerned Donald will find you here?”
“Something happened here, to Merrie, to all your members. You don’t need more trouble. I need to leave.” Her chest tightened at the thought of leaving. She didn’t know what the connection between them meant or how to rationalize it, but she could feel the pull he had over her. His touch seemed to push the fears away, keeping her from being overwhelmed by the man who had most likely already learned she was missing. He’d be searching for her and it was only a matter of time before his rage took over. “Mella. He’ll go after her when he can’t find me. I need to go.”
“It’s okay.” He ran his hand up her back. “Larry and Rachel just left to go get her.”
“I should have—”
“I’m not having you out there in danger. I’m going to deal with Donald, but until then, I want you right here where I know you’re safe.”
Her eyebrows rose in question before she could stop herself. “Surrounded by tigers and I’m supposedly safe. Who’d have thought?”
“They know better than to harm you.” He shifted her to his side, but kept his a
rm around her waist as he headed back to the main building.
“Why’s that?”
“You’re my mate, soon to be the Alpha Female of the clan. Any harm comes to you and it’s a direct challenge against me.” He led them through the doors into the main building before strolling down the hallway that would lead back to his quarters. “Think of us as the ruling parties over the community. Our word is law.”
“Don’t they have freedom to do what they want?”
“Everyone has freedom.” He held the door open, waiting for her to enter before following and shutting the door behind them. “Though I’m the ruling body here, they have more freedom than those you know in town. They can be themselves and allow their animal out. To keep our beast hidden away from humans takes a toll on us. We must shift regularly. If we don’t, we run the risk of our tiger taking over. When that happens, we go rogue. We’re no longer human, but essentially our animal.”
“You said Merrie was close to her beast taking over. Will she go rogue? What happens then?” She stepped around the recliner and made her way to the sofa.
“Merrie still has control over her tigress, but unless she starts working through her issues, she’s going to lose the grasp she has over it and will eventually go rogue. We’re all working to stop that from happening but she must be willing to do the work, too. I’m her Alpha and I can help her keep control, at least to a point.” Korbin reached into the fridge for a bottle of beer before turning back to her. “Want one? Or a soda?”
“Whatever you’re having is fine.” She leaned back against the sofa. The pain from her wounds was gone but she was stiff in places she hadn’t even known existed. “You skipped over the question about what will happen if she goes rogue.”
“You already know.” He popped the top from the beer bottles, letting the caps fall onto the counter, then grabbed them and headed toward where she sat. “A rogue tiger, or any animal for that matter, is a danger to humans. It’s a risk to our secret. They must be put down.”
“Mur…murdered.” She stumbled over the words as she realized what he was saying.
“Humanely executed. Trust me, if they were in the right frame of mind, they’d want it. To live with their animal in control, doing things their human side would never allow, is not something they’d want.” Sitting beside her, he handed her one of the beer bottles. “Normally, when we shift, we’re still human; we can think like our human side and understand what is happening. When a shifter goes rogue, they lose all of that. They can’t understand what’s going on; they’re essentially their beast. An animal.”
“I should be appalled that you’re talking about killing someone. Any human would be or at least, should be. Yet I can see how it’s more dangerous to allow them to live. Is it okay to sacrifice one for the greater good? I don’t know, but I’m not sure it’s our place to make that call either.” She brought the beer bottle to her lips and took a long drink.
“When I became Alpha, I took on the responsibly. It’s my place to make that decision. By doing so I’m not just protecting myself or my clan, but my whole species and all shifters, no matter their animal.” He stared down at the beer in his hand, not bothering to drink it. “When humans find out about my kind, it needs to be something they’re prepared for. Otherwise, we’re going to be on the chopping block. They’ll hunt us down like prey.”
“Before they find out? You mean you’re planning on announcing your existence? Isn’t that a death wish?” She sat the beer bottle on the coffee table and shifted to face him. “What about the humans who already know about you? People like me? We’ll be considered traitors. Maybe they’ll kill us too, or lock us up in prisons.”
“At some point, they’re going to find out about us.” He continued to stare down at his beer bottle, avoiding her gaze. “We’re living in compounds like this all over the world. Between unfit Alphas and the rogues, it’s only a matter of time before someone stumbles upon our existence. We’ve got to come out before that happens. Otherwise, we lose the upper hand. Before that day can come, we need to be united. Tabitha’s the Alpha Female of the Alaskan Tigers, but also the Queen of all Tigers. She’s the one to unite my species and then all shifters. She’ll prepare us for the revealing. It’s been prophesied centuries ago. I know her personally, have served under her and protected her. I will follow her until my dying breath because I know the wonders the future holds for us.”
Shifters all over the world, living in communities like the one she found herself in. The idea was amazing, yet terrifying. How had she been so blind to what went on right under her nose? How long would it be before humans all over the world knew about shifters? More importantly, what would happen to Korbin, to the people he cared about, and to her when they did find out?
Chapter Seven
More than an hour passed as Layla questioned Korbin about shifters, their lifestyle, and the future they were building. It all seemed so magical. The life they had, while in the shadows, seemed to be welcoming, and the future they planned brimmed with promise. She longed to be part of it but in the back of her thoughts, she could hear her father’s words: The grass is always greener on the other side, until you’re there. Would that be the case? If she were somehow accepted into this world, would she then find out the lingering shadows that darkened her new world?
“Terrified yet?” Korbin’s head tipped slightly toward her as he reclined against the sofa, looking relaxed, if not slightly tired.
“Intrigued.” She tugged her hand through her hair, pushing the blonde strands away from her face. “It sounds wonderful, even if there are frightening aspects to it. It makes me want to be part of it.”
“You will be.” He placed his hand on her thigh, gently squeezing it. “I told you you’re my mate.”
“And what, I’m just supposed to accept that? Don’t I get any say in it?” Her voice was laced with anger that she didn’t feel. She wanted what he talked about, the mating, but she didn’t know him. The whole thing—the way she felt especially—made no sense. He could be worse than Donald for all she knew. Laying claim on her without even knowing her made it feel too much like sexual attraction. She wanted a meaningful relationship when it came to the man she’d spend the rest of her life with. There was more to being a couple than heating up the sheets. At least, she needed more.
“You get more say then some.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Not liking how those words came out, she pulled back, taking her leg out of his reach.
“Baby, I didn’t mean to upset you.” He shifted to get a better view of her. “Shifters feel the connection. It sizzles within them. The longer they wait to make their claim, the stronger it gets. After too long, it starts to hurt. The pain can be unbearable in a matter of hours or days. It all depends on the shifter. When both parties are shifters, there’s no denying the bond; if they don’t accept it, they’ll go rogue. When one is human, he or she might feel parts of the connection and pain but when they decide to reject it, that’s it. The shifter, on the other hand…”
“What?” she inquired when his words trailed off.
“We can still go rogue. Our beast is denied his mate and that’s enough to break even the strongest of us. We need our mate. They’re our other half; without them, we’re not complete.”
“No pressure there.” She let out a light chuckle and shook her head. Damn, if he was going to keep dropping bombs on her like that, she needed stronger liquor. “This connection—is that why your touch eases the stress in me? And why it helped ease the pain from the gunshot wound?”
“A mate’s touch can do so much. It will become strong once the connection between us is complete—that is if you decide to accept me as your mate.”
Not wanting to rush into anything, she tipped the beer bottle back and let the last of the cool liquid slide down her throat. After polishing off her third beer, she leaned forward and set the empty bottle on the table before turning back to him. “Mella should be here soon. What am I going to sa
y to her? We’re going to have to tell her what you are, what this is, otherwise you’re going to have to keep everyone on a tighter leash. I’ve already heard growls and witnessed a tiger strolling past the window since we came back from the landing strip.”
“Don’t worry, we’ll tell her. She’s also going to need to know the truth about Donald. Everything.”
“Why?”
“She’s your sister, she’d want to know; but more than that, if we’re going to expect her to play by the rules, she’ll have to understand the situation and what is at stake.” He ran his hand over her back, rubbing the tight muscles as he went. “Sparks plucked her out of her life to bring her here. She has a right to know why she’s being forced to give up everything until the situation is under control.”
“What if it’s never under control? We can’t hide away here forever. Donald has connections. He’ll tear this place apart. It won’t matter to him what devastation he causes or who he ruins in the meantime; he’ll see it as justice for taking what’s his. He’ll think it’s a bonus that it matters to me.”
“I’m not going up against him blindly. I know the type of man he is, but I also know…” His words trailed off as he reached up to place his thumb on her chin, the soft pad rubbing along the curve as he trailed his fingers along the side of her jaw. “Donald knows what this place is. His adoptive parents and brother are shifters. His brother accepted a position with me as part of the security team. I’ve sent Zaz to inform the family of the situation. You have to trust me. This is all going to work out.”
“How did I not know? I mean, they seem so normal. I’d have never thought Ted or Mr. and Mrs. Hillbrand were shifters.” She shook her head. “Mella’s going to flip when I tell her all this. She’s going to be pissed I didn’t tell her about Donald long before now. She suspected something but how could I tell her what was really going on when…” She couldn’t bring herself to say the words. The thought of her sister’s life being in jeopardy because of Donald make her stomach turn to knots. He had already killed her father, but she’d be damned if she was going to lose her little sister the same way. “I can’t lose her…I just can’t!”