PREGNANT BY MY MOTHER’S RAPIST 2

by Niki Jilvontae

  “It was some old hoe name Esha I think. Her number 9013348880. I saved the hoe number because something told me the hoe wasn’t straight. I gotta start following my first mind.” KJ said as me and Spicy agreed then she told him what had happened.

  “That was the decoy KJ. All that shit Kenan’s doing. He got y’all out of the house on that fake ass mission and hoped y’all would go and get killed. In the meantime, he was here; creeping through the fucking window and leaving yo sister shit. This muthafucka like a nightmare or something. All the shit he did to me he is now doing to her and I’m not having this shit.” Spicy said as she looked at me and I shook my head.

  After hearing that my brothers went crazy as they yelled and cursed about how they was killing his ass. KJ wanted Uncle Tootie to turn the truck around and come back to Memphis, but Spicy told them not to.

  “No KJ, I got Na. Y’all just gone see about Boogie. I’m not about to let her out of my sight again. Both of us strapped and we just gonna stay right here in the house til y’all get back. Y’all just be safe and bring Boogie back in one piece.” Spicy said as KJ told her okay and to take care of me.

  After that he told Spicy to put me on the phone and she reminded him I was on speaker and could hear him.

  “Na. Na Na!” KJ said as I scooted next to Spicy and said huh.

  “I just wanted you to know we love you sis and that we gonna handle this shit. I don’t want you worried about shit but taking care of yourself and that baby. This Kenan nigga dead, and Jugg ass is too. I should have bodied that bitch the first time; but this time I won’t be so stupid. You just be safe sis and stay ready to keep from having to get ready.” KJ said before I told him I would then we exchanged I love you’s again.

  When my mama hung up with KJ I had this nervous, angry feeling that just wouldn’t go away. It overshadowed the pain in my stomach and made me get up to pace the floor. As I paced I kept seeing Kenan’s face in my mind and hearing his laughter ring in my ears. It was like the bitch had taken over my mind from the inside out and it was driving me crazy. I just wanted him gone for good. I wanted him dead so it could all be over and I could find my peace. I didn’t see that happening anytime soon though, especially when Spicy’s phone began to ring again.

  I turned around and stared at her as she looked at her phone just as confused as I was. Neither of us recognized the ringtone and from the expression on my mother’s face I didn’t think she recognized the number either. She made that clear as she read it out then looked up at me.

  “I don’t know that fucking number, but it does sound familiar.” Spicy said as the phone continued to ring and I recalled the conversation with KJ.

  I remembered everything that he said about the mysterious bitch who called with a tip and suddenly the pieces started to fit.

  “9013348880. The Esha bitch. That’s the set-up hoe.” I suddenly said as it dawned on me who it was.

  The same bitch who had called my brother and gave him the false information on that set-up shit was calling my mother. I told Spicy what I had figured out and to answer it, then pretend she didn’t know what was going on.

  “Just answer and see what the hoe say first mama. You know a dummy will always hang their selves.” I said as my heart raced and I walked back over to sit back on the bed.

  I felt my adrenaline surge and rage increase as I sat there and watched Spicy answer. As soon as she answered the phone, the loud voice of a ratchet bitch filled our ears and I was up on my feet again. I grabbed up my gun off my bed and stepped to the window as I listened to that hoe talk.

  “Uhhh is this Spicy; because this is Esha.” The bitch said as my mother said yeah this Spicy, then asked her what was up.

  After that I heard the bitch laugh and someone in the background say that’s her, and I knew the hoe was with the shit. That didn’t matter though, because I was with the shit too and my mama was always on go. Spicy got back with that hoe so fast I know she was sitting somewhere looking stupid.

  “Look bitch, this Spicy. You called my phone so wasup? If you calling me hoe that means you know me or know of me, so what it is?” My mama asked as the hoe laughed louder into the phone.

  Spicy didn’t laugh though and she didn’t crack a smile as she scrunched up her face and waited on the bitch to respond.

  “Bitch I’m calling because I’m tired of this shit between yo sons and mine. I’m Jugg’s mama and I’m constantly hearing in the hood that he into it with yo sons or my daughters into it with yours. What’s this shit really about? Why y’all got so much beef? Is this shit about the kids or you sending them out on some revenge over Kenan shit? Just let me know lil mama, because whatever you wonna be about I can be about too.” The hoe said as I looked at Spicy crazy wondering what the hoe really knew about Kenan.

  I saw that same confusion on my mother’s face too as she asked the bitch what she meant.

  “Hoe you know what the fuck I mean. Is all of this shit going down because you mad I had Kenan before and after you? Is that it? If that’s what it is hoe, get over it before you be burying one of them little bastards you spawned.” The Esha hoe said not knowing who the fuck she was talking to. She had no idea my mama was not the bitch to play with, especially when it came to her kids. I hadn’t always been included in that category, but since shit had come out Spicy was just as protective of me as she was the boys and that Esha hoe found that out the hard way.

  “OH, YOU ONE OF THEM ON THE PHONE TOUGH ASS HOES HUH? DON’T WRITE CHECKS YO ASS CAN’T CASH; SHAKY ASS HOE. FUCK YOU AND KENAN’S NASTY ASS! BUT THEN AGAIN, YOU SOUND LIKE A BOTTOM OF THE BARREL ASS BITCH THAT WOULD FIGHT OVER HIS NOTHING ASS. I WON’T THOUGH BITCH; BUT I WILL DRAG YO FUNKY ASS FACE DOWN THROUGH BROKEN GLASS TALKING ABOUT FUCKING WITH MY KIDS HOE. NOW THAT’S MY WORD!” Spicy said as she jumped up and began to pace like I had been doing.

  That let me know that my mama’s with the shit powers had been activated and she was ready to beat a hoe. What she said next solidified that fact too and let that Esha hoe know she had started some shit.

  “I AIN’T WITH THIS WOLFING THOUGH HOE, SO WHY DON’T YOU JUST PULL DOWN.”

  My mama said as the bitch yelled she was on the way. She said it but I doubted it was true, if she knew what was best for her.

  “COME ON AND GET THESE HANDS TOUGH AS BITCH; BECAUSE EVERY TIME MY KIDS SEE YOURS IT’S ON SIGHT. THEY GONNA CUT THAT LIL HOE YOU CALL A SON’S DICK OFF AND STICK IT DOWN YO FAT ASS DAUGHTER’S THROAT. HOE WE CAN ERADICATE YO WHOLE BLOODLINE RIGHT WITH KENAN’S IF YOU WANT US TO. I AIN’T FINNA ARGUE NO MORE THOUGH, PULL DOWN TOUGH ASS HOE. RIVERBEND APARTMENTS RIGHT IN THE FRONT. I’LL BE WAITING SHAKY BITCH!” Spicy said as Esha continued to yell and Spicy hung up the phone.

  By the time Spicy hung up I was heated as fuck and ready to jack any bitch. I mobbed out of my room with Spicy behind me as I opened the front door so that I could see outside.

  “I’m fina sit right here and see what these tough hoes about. This hoe came out of nowhere on this fuck shit. Who is this hoe mama?” I asked Spicy as she sat beside me with a blank expression like she was in deep thought.

  After a few minutes Spicy finally spoke and I wished she hadn’t said shit. “Oh my fucking God! I finally realize who that bitch is. That’s the bitch Kenan was fucking with before he tricked my stupid ass. That hoe was his first rape victim in the hood. The only difference is, she liked it unlike me and the other girls he got a hold to. That stupid bitch thought that shit was love though. He probably didn’t even have to trick that hoe into having a baby because she was stalking his stalker ass for a while. In reality though, she was the perfect bitch for him cause she was down for whatever he wanted. Hell, you can see that from how she going along with the shit to this day and still being his send out hoe. Now that I think about it, I think she was his first baby mama. And the bitch had a boy..” Spicy said then suddenly stopped talking as she looked at me.

  It felt like my heart would beat out of my chest as I sat there and thought about all she
said. The Esha hoe had fucked Kenan before my mama and had a baby by him. The baby she had was a boy too…and she said she was Jugg’s mama. As soon as that shit clicked in my mind my head snapped around and I stared at Spicy. She stared back with tears in her eyes as she shook her head no.

  “No baby…Oh my God. It just can’t be. Those muthafuckas.” Spicy said and I knew she could read my thoughts.

  She saw the whole fucked up situation for what it was just like I had. That shit weighed heavy on me fast too and I clicked the fuck out. “SO WHAT THE BITCH SAYING IS, SHE JUGG’S MAMA. SHE FUCKED KENAN BEFORE YOU, SO JUGG HIS SON. THAT MEANS NOT ONLY DID I FUCK MY DADDY AND GET PREGNANT BY HIM, BUT I FUCKED MY BROTHER FIRST. HE KNEW THIS SHIT AND HIS MAMMY DID TOO. WHAT THE FUCK?” I yelled to the top of my lungs as I put my hands on my head.

  I tried to contain all of the emotions I felt at that moment as the baby inside me moved around. I tried, but I felt so reckless and broken at that all I could do was cry angry tears and pace the floor.

  “Na Na, it’s okay baby. Baby come sit down. I know what you saying, but you have to calm down.” Spicy said as she tried to calm me, but there was no use in that.

  I was in straight beast mode and I knew that the only way it would stop was if I saw blood. I wanted to see Kenan, Esha, and Jugg’s blood on my hands; and that opportunity came sooner than I thought.

  As I continued to pace the floor, I suddenly heard a car speed into the apartments and stop right in front of our building. I looked at Spicy and smirked when the loud voices of several bitches outside suddenly filled my ears.

  “YEAH SPICY HOE, I’M HERE. BRING YO TOUGH ASS OUT. YOU WONNA GET MY SON JUMPED AND TRY TO GET MY BABYDADDY FUCKED OFF? HOE COME CATCH THIS ROUND WITH ME.” Esha yelled from outside and I ran over to the window to look out.

  When I did look out, I saw that it was four big bitches out in front of our apartment; Jugg’s sister, mama, and two other hoes who looked like they belonged on a football team. The bitches thought they scared a nigga or something because they had parked on the curb. All they did though was make me madder and made their selves look dumb as fuck. Those hoes looked like clowns as they stood in the grass in front of our place running their mouths like the ass whooping they were about to get wasn’t real. I smiled and waved at them bitches from the window as the big bitch I had already beat talked shit.

  “Bring yo pregnant ass out here too bitch cause I drag babies too.” That bitch said and that was all I had to hear.

  “Say less!” I yelled through the window as I sprinted off to my bed room to get my shit.

  Spicy was up and putting on her shoes as I ran out the room, then I heard her as she made a phone call to her homegirl Leta down the walkway.

  “Bitch, get up her now and bring yo daughter with you. We got four big hoes out here ready to get that work.” I heard my mother yell into the phone as I slipped on my Jays, tucked my gun into the waist band of my jogging pants, and grabbed my taser and baseball bat.

  I came back down the hall fast and with the shit as my big belly led the way. Spicy jumped in front of me before I could open the door and begged me to stay inside.

  “Please Na, stay in here. I don’t want you or the baby to get hurt. Me, Leta, and Kim can definitely handle these bitches.” Spicy said as I just stared at her ass while I breathed like a dragon in labor.

  I said a million words to her in that second with only my eyes; but when I finished she got it all meant. She knew that there was no stopping me from hurting one of them hoes, so she opened the door and stepped to the side so that I could go out first. As soon as I stepped on to the porch with my mama right behind me, Leta and Kim came from around the building and it was on.

  “What’s that shit you said when I was in the house?” I asked Jugg’s fat, bald headed ass sister as I jumped off the porch with my bat in hand.

  Them hoes started to back up then and holler they wasn’t going to jail for fighting a pregnant girl. That wasn’t the tough shit those hoes was saying at first, and I wasn’t trying to hear it then. I just laughed as I put my taser into my pocket then lifted my bat in the air.

  “Nah don’t use that pregnant shit now, remember you drag babies too. It’s too late for peace now bitch. You woke the beast now hoe, so you fina get this work.” I said as I swung that hoe and damn near took Jugg’s sister’s head off.

  After that, the brawl was on and blood was flying everywhere.

  Chapter 3

  When I swung my bat, it hit its target instantly; knocking Jugg’s fat, hairy back sister right off balance. She stumbled back as she yelled and grabbed her head, so I hit her bitch ass again across the face with the bat. That second lick was so hard and precise that I could hear her jaw bone crack as teeth and blood spewed everywhere. I didn’t let up though; instead I ran forward, jugged her big ass in the stomach with the bat then yanked her to the ground by her hair. As I did that I could hear my mama curse and Esha scream as she got that work. Kim and Leta had those other hoes too, and I could hear them scuffle as I bent down over Jugg’s sister and took out all of my aggression on her. I punched her over and over in the face as she tried to block and hit me back. It was no use though, because I was like a wild animal out of its cage.

  All I wanted was to see that hoe’s blood on the end of my bat and the blood of her sloppy ass mammy. That’s why I suddenly stood up and put my foot in that bitch’s throat as I pulled her hair and looked around at the other fights. I saw that my mama, her friend, and her friend’s daughter were giving those hoes hell and that hyped my ass up. Before I knew it, I had pulled out my mace and gave that hoe a face full while I cursed.

  “This what you wanted fat bitch? I guess that first ass whooping wasn’t enough huh? I bet this one will do bitch, cause I’m trying to make you leave here in a body bag; you and yo funky ass mammy.” I yelled as I continued to choke her with my foot.

  As I choked the bitch and she tried to gasp words, I looked down at her and saw Kenan’s face. I saw that evil, sick bastard looking back up at me and that sent me to a new level of crazy. Without thinking I increased the pressure on that bitch as I bent over to punch her in the face. I did that for a couple of minutes, punching and choking her, as her fat ass gasped and squirmed beneath me. She tried to grab my foot with both hands and push me back, but that shit didn’t work. All that made me do was put more weight on that leg then lift my other leg up to step in her face. When I did that I bust her nose instantly and I heard her begin to gurgle her own blood. Seeing the blood run out of her nose and mouth made me feel a little better, but I still managed to stomp her in the face again before I put my foot that was in her face back on the ground.

  “Oh the bitch drowning in her own blood now. I guess we supposed to feel sorry. Fuck you bitch, ain’t no mercy for you thot ass hoes. BREATHE BIG BITCH AND WATCH YO MAMA GET THAT WORK!” I yelled as I bent down again to turn her face so she could see what was going on.

  When I did that she began to flap around and moan because she saw that her mama was getting fucked off. I even stopped my assault for a second when I saw what my mother was doing. Spicy had the Esha hoe down on the ground as she straddled her body and dropped blows on her ass. At first I thought my mama was punching her, but with each lick I saw more and more blood fly in the air. That’s when I knew Spicy had her famous razor in her hand and was chopping her big ass up. That shit blew my mind because I had heard stories from my uncles about how my mama carried a blade under her tongue, but I had never seen it in real life. I saw it that day though as Spicy swung her blade like a butcher and cut chunks out of Esha everywhere she touched. After a few seconds the bitch could do nothing but scream and cover her face, but my mama kept on slicing.

  Just seeing her butcher a bitch with no mercy scared but excited me so much that I instantly went back to work on the fat bitch. By then she was moving less and looking like she was about to pass out. I prepared to straddle her and choke the rest of the breath out of her big ass when I suddenly got hit from the
back. Without warning, someone punched me in the back of the head and sent me soaring across the grass. I fell face down right on my stomach as the bitch hopped on my back.

  “Oh you like to hit hoes with bats huh? Well I got something for you bitch.” The hoe yelled as she grabbed a handful of my hair and slammed my face into the ground.

  That slam to the face knocked me out cold and I woke up some time later to the sound of someone screaming. As soon as I opened my eyes and lifted my throbbing head, I saw who was screaming as I glared into the face of the big mouth, horse teeth bitch who had hit me. I knew that it was her from the sound of her husky ass voice as she yelled for her friends to help her. Wasn’t no help for the bitch though; her or her friends, because my team was still kicking ass. I saw that as I pulled my sore, throbbing body up off the ground.

  My mama was still sitting on top of Esha as she choked the life out of that bitch, Jugg’s fat ass sister was still down, and Leta and Kim were beating the fuck out of one of the other fat hoes. I watched as Leta held the bitch and gave her upper cuts while Kim snatched out patches of her hair. I laughed at that shit for a minute until I remembered the big bitch who had hit me. I wondered who was beating her ass if Leta and Kim had the other bitch, then suddenly the mystery person made their self-known.

  “Bitch have you lost yo fucking mind? Hoe, do you know who we are? Ole big back, musky bitch you got my best friend fucked up. Get over her Na and finish this fat hoe.” Rah yelled and my head snapped around fast as fuck.

  I looked and finally noticed that it was my best friend over there making that hoe scream. Rah was leaned down over the bitch with a small pipe in her hand putting cartoon knots all over her face. The thud the pipe made every time that it hit her head rang in my ears as I hobbled over to get my revenge. I glanced at my best friend with her little round belly and smiled before I stomped the bitch on the ground in the face. I stomped her so hard and so many times that my leg ached and pains began to shoot up into my stomach. I doubled over for a second, out of breath as the pain in my stomach became so intense my teeth chattered. Rah noticed what was happening so she grabbed my arm and began to pull me away from the moaning, bleeding bitch.