by Mia Ford
Evan’s fingers tug at the buttons of my shirt as the kiss deepens and I do the same to him. The atmosphere between us has completely shifted to a thick, heady, sexual tension that fills up my stomach and lungs totally. All I can breathe in is him and it feels incredible. Then once my shirt has been ripped from my body and it lies on the ground behind me, Evan claps his hands onto my knees and he works them up my thighs, getting ever closer to where I’m aching painfully for him. He edges up, then moves his way back down again without actually touching me. He’s teasing me, and it makes me yearn for control. The last time we were together, Evan had all of it, I gave myself over to him completely, but this time I want it to be him. I want him to be a shuddering mess all because of me.
I move my mouth to his thick strong neck and I kiss down his chest, brushing my lips against his rock hard abs as I go. Every new bit of him that I get to feel intensifies everything until I can barely stand any longer. My knees knock together, I’m like a puddle of jelly, it’s a wonderful nightmare.
Surprising Evan, I drop to the floor next to his set with a thud. My head is at the perfect level for what I want to do, and as I gaze up at him with wide, saucer like eyes, I can see the delight in his expression. I fiddle with his belt, keeping my eyes fixed on him the entire time and after a while his thighs tense up and his body shakes with anticipation.
“Oh, Katy,” he groans as his trousers burst open. “Oh fuck.”
He gives me a hand by lifting up his butt and sliding down his underwear to give me the part of him that I so desperately need, and as he does I gasp loudly. I remember him being massive, but being this close to his thick, throbbing erection takes things to another level. I part my lips slightly, wondering if I’m even going to be able to take him in my mouth. I’ll have to try, but the thought fills me with utter thrilling terror.
I wrap my fingers around him and I slide my hand up and down his shaft. His cock is boiling hot, it burns my hand, but I love it. Every damn second of it. It makes my mouth water. So much so that it isn’t long before I’m leaning my mouth in and pressing my lips gently up against him, kissing him. I don’t know what I’m doing really, maybe preparing myself, but it feels really right. Then I flick my tongue out and I lick him lightly. He tastes so good, so manly. I want more of him so I slide my mouth open once more and I wrap my lips around him, filling up my mouth completely.
He feels so good, I actually moan against his cock as I slide up and down him. I don’t know how far I take him in my mouth but I know I can’t do any more. He’s just ginormous. As I bob my head up and down, I lick him at the same time, and soon his cock shudders between my lips.
“Oh fuck.” Evan fists his hands up into my hair. “Oh fucking hell, Katy, that feels…” He’s gasping, desperate, needy, just the way that I want him. “That feels too good. I need you to stop.”
I don’t want to really, I’m enjoying myself as I run my mouth all over him, but I don’t want this to end right here. I want more from Evan, I want to feel him inside of me. The last time wasn’t enough, it made me hungry for more, and now I need that. I need to feel him everywhere.
Evan tucks his hands under my armpits and he tugs me upwards. The moment I’m on my feet I kiss him hard and fast again. As I do, my legs straddle him and I feel the tip of his cock teasing me through my underwear, soaking my panties with need.
“Oh fuck, I need you,” I moan as I hook my arm around Evan’s neck. “I need you.”
He pushes me back for a moment while he grabs a condom form his pocket and he rolls it down over himself. I can feel his fingers brushing against my clit as he does and it makes my head toss back with utter, sheer burning desire. I want him even more than I did the last time we slept together. The last time I needed him because it had been such a long time, but now it’s just him that I’m craving. I’m craving him fucking bad.
Then Evan hooks one of his fingers on the inside of my panties and he pulls them to one side. He grabs my butt hard as he slides me down onto him and he fills me up completely. My walls are so excitable that they clamp around him, claiming him, keeping him in place.
“Oh fuck.” I see stars as I bounce up and down on Evan. “Oh my God, that feels so… so…”
I can’t speak. All the words have been stripped from my body and I’m left without the brain function to do anything but feel. I can feel him, my hammering heart, the boiling pressure that’s building up from my toes and slowly creeping through my body, pushing me nearer and nearer to the knife edge of desire…
“Oh my God,” I scream as I tumble over the edge into the abyss of sheer pleasure. I thrash, I buckle, I crumble as the bliss hits me like a ferocious tsunami. “Oh, Evan… Evan…”
Chapter Nineteen – Evan
“Oh my God, I feel so nervous,” I admit to Katy as I shrug my jacket onto my shoulders. “We’ve been working towards this for so long and now… well now the day is here. It’s finally happening and now… well the future of my company, my life, and everyone in it is in someone else’s hands. Like, it’s up to the banks to decide whether they want to give me some more time and allow me to restructure the firm or not. Urgh, I don’t like someone else having the power.”
“I know you don’t,” Katy replies with a wry smile that holds a big secret within it. “Even if you give it up for a second, you have to claw it back. That’s just how you are I’m afraid.”
I know what she means here, I’m sure she’s talking about something sexual which makes me chuckle to myself. I am like that in the bedroom, I just can’t help myself. I’m just glad that Katy gets it. She and I have a real sexual compatibility that’s off the scale, it’s phenomenal, brand new to me.
“Yeah, well I don’t have any choice today, do I? I have to just do as I’m told.”
“We’ll be fine.” Katy grabs her briefcase and she looks at me. “We have this under control, we know what we’re saying, we’ve rehearsed this, we have all the information we need… there isn’t anything else that I can do. We have got this! We are going to kick ass in that meeting. Don’t worry.”
I nod in agreement with her, but the nerves don’t go anywhere. I don’t know what it is, I just can’t calm down. Maybe it’s because this isn’t just about work, it’s about this being the first day of the rest of my life. It doesn’t just affect me and the company, it’s also going to affect my child, my free time, potentially what I have with Katy too…What I want to have with Katy anyway.
I stare at her out the corner of my eye, as a happy glow overcomes me. There’s something brewing between me and Katy, something awesome and I can’t wait to explore it further. If I delegate more and Katy doesn’t take the partner job, then we’ll have much more time to spend together. Not that I would tell her not to take the job, I’d make us work around it, what she does is up to her. I just want Katy to be happy, whatever that means for her. It’s like we’re both working life stuff out now, and it’s quite nice to be able to do it together. I don’t feel so alone and confused.
“Are you ready to drive down to the courthouse for the meet?” Katy asks. “We might as well get there a little early right, just in case there’s traffic or anything. We can’t be late.”
“Oh right yeah, we should go early you’re right. That’ll give me some time to work things out anyway. I need to breathe and calm the hell down. Maybe I’ll even rehearse with you what I need to say again, if that’s okay with you? I think it’ll be good to go through it all again if you don’t mind.”
Katy rubs my arm in a comforting gesture. “Sure, Evan, whatever you need.”
As we walk from my office towards the elevator, Katy links her arm through mine. All eyes are upon us as we go, including those of Ally’s, but no one seems to react at all. I guess they all knew about me and Katy, it isn’t big news. It feels strange to me though, Katy is making me be open with my life and it’s scary… but not the worst thing in the world. Now my employees know about me and Katy and they know about Liam too. I’m showing the world who I am, just a littl
e bit…
“Do you want me to drive?” Katy asks me as we reach the car. “I mean, I haven’t ever driven anything like this before but I don’t mind. I can take us there, maybe you can have a think.”
“I’m okay, honestly, Katy. But thank you.” My hands shake but I hide it from her. I don’t want her to realize just how nervous I am. “I can drive. I’m fine. It’ll be good for me to drive anyway.”
She nods and slides into the passenger’s seat of the car with her briefcase and all the paper work piled up onto my lap. She looks swamped by it all, but her expression is one of sheer determination. I suppose for me this is all brand new, but for Katy this is the sort of thing that she does all the time. She’s a lawyer who faces these sorts of people and she wins too. She isn’t a fool.
“You look good, Katy,” I tell her honestly as I start up the engine. “And I’m really glad to have you on my side. I don’t think I’d be able to do it if it wasn’t for you. You’ve made this seem not as horrible as it really is. When Barry first told me about this, I was scared, but now with you I feel… I don’t know, I feel okay about it.” I give her a smile. “You’ve given me so much confidence.”
“Thank you,” Katy replies sounding shocked. “That’s really kind of you to say. I mean, all I think I’ve really done is my standard work, but yeah. Thank you.”
She reaches across and holds my hand as I drive, which is the sweetest gesture in the world. I haven’t ever been the romantic type, even Victoria didn’t ever get that side of me, but with Katy it just feels natural. I don’t know what it is about her but our bond is different, it’s strong, intense.
I do my best to keep my eyes fixed on the road, but every so often I dart them towards Katy so I can drink her appearance in. She might be in professional mode but she looks more relaxed than she did when the first time I met her. I can really see her coming out of her shell. I love it, I want to see more of her. I want to see her every damn day. If there is the one for me, then it’s her. For sure.
“I have something to tell you,” Katy practically whispers as we drive. “I know it might be a bit heavy to discuss now but I feel like I need to get it off my chest.”
“Okay?” I reply curiously. “To be honest I’d welcome anything to take my mind off things at the moment, so go for it. What’s going on with you?”
“I’ve made my decision,” she tells me with pride in her tone. I don’t need to look at her to know that she’s smiling, I can just sense it radiating off of her. “I know what I’m going to do now.”
“You… you do?” My heart leaps up into my throat. This affects me too, whatever she says next has a big impact on how me and Katy will make this work, if we make this work.
“I do. You see, my main problem is all I can do is law. I don’t know anything else, it’s literally all that I have…” I don’t know if I like the way that this is going. “But I don’t want to continue with the life that I’ve been having. I need to find a way to have some more time.” I see her clench her fists together in excitement. “So… I guess what I’ve decided is to start up my own law firm.”
“Your own law firm? Are you serious? That’s crazy… but crazy awesome.”
“I know right, but I’ve been thinking about it and I think it’s the right move for me. I have the right skills and the right connections. It won’t be easy and it might take some work at first, but it’ll be mine so I’ll control the hours and the jobs. I’ll only take on the jobs I want.”
My heart skips an excitable beat, that’s really great news, she wants to start up a firm so she can work the hours that she wants, so she can work around her life. She can have a life that involves me, and if she ever wants to make things work with me, and move in with me, then she won’t even need to work much because I can take care of her… not that I’m getting carried away here.
“That sounds awesome, Katy. I’m really proud of you. That’s so great. You’re really taking control of your life and doing what you want. That’s just so brave and amazing.”
I grab her hand tighter and give her a grin. I really am glad for her, whatever makes her happy, and I really do think that we can see what we are to each other now. That’s all I want in the world.
“Thank you…” She pauses thoughtfully for a moment. “I wanted you to know first.”
We drive the rest of the distance in silence, but it’s a happy silence where we’re both lost in our own thoughts. I don’t know what Katy is thinking about, but I’m secretly planning a future inside my mind. I’m seeing me, Katy, and Liam becoming this little cut family that are happy forever more.
What has happened to me? I can’t help but think. Who have I become?
If someone had told me a few months ago that I would end up planning a future with a woman I would have screamed with laughter, but then I didn’t know that Katy was about to rock into my life and change absolutely everything for the better. God, I’m so glad to have her. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without her now, my life would be empty without her. She’s amazing.
Once we arrive at the court house, I park up the car and take a few deep breaths. On the drive down, I thought I would want to go over the speech again and again but now I just want to let it happen. I feel like I’ve rehearsed myself to death and I don’t want to do it anymore.
“Shall we take a walk?” I turn to ask Katy with a little tremble in my voice. “Maybe take a walk around the block or something? Work off some nerves?”
“Yeah, sure, whatever you want. Whatever you need to do.”
Katy pushes herself out of the car and she leaves all the paper work in the car so we can take a walk. She smiles at me happily and waits for me to get ready, but before I can join her, my cell phone blasts out, making me jump with shock it’s so loud.
Ring, ring… Ring, ring… Ring, ring…
“Oh, it’s Nancy, one of the nannies,” I tell Katy regretfully. “This might be about Liam so I better just take it. Is that okay? Will you be alright?”
“Sure,” she indicates towards the car. “You do whatever you need to do. I’ll just wait here. Take as long as you need, okay? I’ll just have a read through the opening statement again.”
As I walk away from Katy to find somewhere to take the call in private I feel all weird inside. Nancy is one of the better nannies, she never rings me unless she really needs to so this freaks me out. I really don’t need any bad news right now, not before my meeting. I just need to get my head in the game. But if it’s something related to Liam then I have to hear it. It might be important.
“Hello,” I say shakily. “Nancy, is everything alright?”
Then she says the statement that’s going to change everything forever…
Chapter Twenty – Katy
I glance nervously at the windshield anxiously as an unexpected bolt of ice cold terror circles my heart. I don’t know where it comes from, but it grabs my hard. Ever since Evan’s phone started ringing I had this weird feeling inside and now it’s just culminating into a volcano eruption.
What’s going in? I ask myself anxiously. Who is he talking to? What’s happening here?
I quickly tell myself to stop panicking because it’s pointless, it’s probably just my nerves for my upcoming meeting projecting into something else. Just because Evan’s phone has rung doesn’t mean it’s anything to worry about. It could just be someone from his work calling about nothing important, it could just be one of his friends, I’m sure it’s nothing to worry about.
But then Evan appears in view and the sickness intensifies. He’s pale, almost deathly so, and his hair is all tousled like he’s been pulling at it like there’s no tomorrow. It was something bad on the phone, I just knew it. I could feel it in my bones. Now my bones feel even worse, like glass that could be shattered at any given moment. I’m shaking, trembling, but I push my way out the car to see Evan. I hope this isn’t something new related to the case, I don’t know how we’ll cope with new information but whatever it is I need to
keep my cool for Evan. He clearly needs me right now.
I and race towards him quickly with my heart pounding in my throat. My brain buzzes with anxiety but I push all of that to one side and focus only on his beautiful, tormented face.
“What’s going on?” I gasp as soon as I reach him. “Are you okay?”
“It’s Liam,” he whispers back almost staggering as he does. “He’s hurt.”
Oh fuck, this is much worse than I was expecting. His son is hurt… this is terrifying. I don’t even know what to think. “Liam?” I ask desperately. “What’s happened?”
He stares at me, dead in the eye, which is the moment that I can see the true unbridled terror there. I understand it, his son is the last person he has in the world. All the rest of his family have been killed in a terrible accident, and now he risks losing the only person that he has left. This is killer.
“He was in a car crash,” he says as tears ball behind his eyes. “A car crash. Nancy was driving and she isn’t too hurt, but Liam, because he was in the back and he’s so young… he… he… he’s in hospital. He might need surgery and… oh my God, I have to go. I need to be with him.”
“Oh my God, you go,” I insist right away. “Go and be with him. Check that he’s okay. I’m sure that he’s fine, but yeah you go and check on him.” I watch Evan’s eyes glance towards the court house which should be the least of his problems right now. “I’ll deal with everything here. Honestly, don’t you worry about the meeting, I’ll sort it. You have to be with Liam.”