Perfectly Imperfect Mine

by Amelia Shea

  He leaned back into the couch and scowled. “You teasing me?” he asked gruffly. His face was a mask, she couldn’t read him. But by his question, he thought she was playing games. She was messing this up because she didn’t know what to do. Shit!

  Sadie shook her head and held his gaze.

  “Then what’s the problem?” His tone was slightly irritated. He folded his arms over his chest.

  Be honest with him, Sadie, you have nothing to lose. Just be honest. Her gaze dropped to the floor and with a deep breath, she was honest.

  “I don’t know what I’m doing,” she blurted out, and gestured between them. “I’ve only been with Tyler and well, as you heard, I wasn’t any good. You definitely have way more experience than me. And you’re probably really good at this and we know I’m not. So, I just don’t know what to do and I’m nervous and now I sound like a complete idiot rambling on like this so if you want to leave, I understand.” She ended her rant with her eyes still glued to the floor waiting for him to make his move to leave.

  The seconds felt like minutes as she stood and waited. Her legs started to twitch and her palms were sweating. She had completely screwed this up. She glanced up. His face was calm but hard. Was he mad? His eyes flared.

  “Break it down for me. Why are you nervous?” he asked.

  Sadie gulped and her face flushed. “Because I don’t know what to do.”

  He leaned forward, rested his elbows on his legs, and cocked his head to the side. “Then I’ll show you.”

  Sadie took in a nervous breath. “What if I’m not any good?” She twisted her hands together again.

  Stone’s mouth curled into a grin. “Baby, you’re gonna be great, trust me.”

  Sadie knew he was teasing her to ease her mind but after all the shit Tyler spewed out, how could he be sure? “But Tyler…”

  “Not one more word about that candy ass pussy, you hear me?” His tone was low but angry.

  “But…”

  “Sadie. Not one word.” He growled.

  She snapped her mouth shut. Great, now she pissed him off. She was totally messing this up. She wanted to cry, why was she letting Tyler’s words ruin any chance she had with Stone? She stared down at her feet trying to come up with something to say that would make it better. Her heart raced at the fear that he’d leave, all because her confidence had been rocked.

  “Baby?” Stone muttered, his voice soft. She looked up to meet his eyes.

  “There’s no place I’d rather be right now than sitting here, just you and me. I get that you’re nervous, I like it, means you want to please me. What you don’t get, is that you just standing there looking all sweet…that pleases me.” He smiled and leaned back against the couch. “And we’ve both got pasts but that’s all it is…the past. And that’s where we’re gonna leave it. My experience and your lack of, don’t mean shit because you and me, together, that’s all that matters. You get me?”

  Sadie whispered, “Yeah, I get you.”

  Stone smirked at Sadie. “Now…take off that top.”

  She grabbed the bottom hem of her sweatshirt and lifted it over her head. Her tank top rose to reveal a sliver of her stomach. She dropped the sweatshirt on the floor beside her. His eyes were on her breasts and as he continued gazing hungrily, her nipples beaded to hard points popping through her thin top. She pulled down the tank to cover her belly which by doing so revealed more cleavage.

  Stone leaned forward, grabbed the backs of her thighs and led her to him slowly. She placed her hands on his strong shoulders and braced herself from falling over him.

  “So fucking sexy, Sadie. Come here.” He softly growled. His tone and the way his hands were touching her gave her the chills.

  He pulled her onto him. She brought her knees to either side of his thighs and straddled his lap. Her hands on his shoulders slid down to his chest. He was solid and she could feel the lines of his muscles through his shirt. She caressed him softly with her fingers. His hands moved up to her waist. He gripped her and pulled her in but she stopped him with her hands on his chest. She gazed into his eyes and saw his desire.

  She leaned down and pressed her lips to his. It started out soft and sweet but quickly changed to hard as his tongue stroked hers. The kiss became a frantic frenzy of tongues lashing and lip biting. Sadie scraped her teeth against his bottom lip in a soft nibble. He moaned as his mouth covered hers again. His hands grabbed her ass and yanked her into his erection. They began a slow grind and the friction from his jeans was rubbing against her clit. The wetness seeped through her panties.

  She moaned against his lips. “Oh God!”

  His hands squeezed her ass harder and their rhythm grew faster. Her lips found his and their kiss grew erratic. She wanted more, she needed more. His teeth grazed her lower lip. Her hands lowered to the hem of his shirt and she pulled up a bit. She wanted his shirt off. She wanted to see his chest, feel it against her. He pulled back from her and leaned forward, ripped the shirt off, and tossed it. He grabbed her face and kissed her hard. Her hands were all over his chest. She moaned against his lips. She had no idea the reality of being with Stone, his hands caressing her, his lips kissing her, feeling his need, would be better than the dream. His body was perfectly hard and muscular. He had a dusting of hair on the top of his chest which tapered off in the middle of his solid stomach.

  His hands snatched the small straps of her tank and dragged them down her arms. The top followed and raked her nipples before her breasts were bare. His mouth enveloped her right breast as he palmed the other. He squeezed her breast and her head fell back in pure ecstasy. He moved to the other. He flicked her nipple with his tongue and she groaned. She felt it down to her core. Her panties were soaked. He lifted his head up and began to suck on her neck while pinching her breasts with both hands.

  “Stone!” She moaned louder this time.

  “You like that, baby?” He pinched her nipple a bit harder and twisted.

  “Yeah, ahhhh.” It was so good she couldn’t even think.

  “You got me so fucking hard.” His teeth grazed her neck and sent chills through her body.

  Her hands skimmed over his chest. Her heart beat faster as she glided a hand down his chest past his stomach and covered his erection. He was thick, hard, and big. He moaned into her neck and pushed against her hand. They were both panting. She squeezed his dick and he growled.

  His lips moved up to her ear. “Take my cock out.” He bit her earlobe.

  She reached down, fumbled with the button and unzipped his pants quickly. It was like she was in a race and if she lost she wouldn’t get the prize…him. Sadie’s hands trembled as she gripped the edge of his jeans and pulled. They wouldn’t budge. She was never going to be able to pull them down while straddling him. Suddenly his hands seized her waist and he lightly tossed her next to him. She was lying on her back watching him. He toed off his shoes and stood to pull off his pants.

  Oh my God. He was gorgeous. Seeing him there completely naked was breathtaking. She perused his body, strong muscular arms with a solid ripped stomach. His cock was long and thick. She wanted to wrap her lips around it and taste him. She met his eyes to see he gazed over her body. He reached for her shorts and scooted them off. He took a breath and covered his body with hers.

  His face was inches from her when he whispered, “So beautiful, Sadie, so fucking beautiful.”

  No one had ever called her beautiful and truly meant it. His words were so powerful she could feel them deep within her. He thought she was beautiful. She brought her hand to his face and caressed his cheek. She slid her fingers down and trailed his scar, traced the dent of it with a gentle touch. He bowed his head and she slid her hand through his hair. She leaned into his ear and whispered, “Perfectly imperfect.”

  He raised his head slowly and his eyes were so soft. Their lips met in a soft kiss. He spread kisses on her neck and chest, light feathery kisses all the way down to her breasts. He took her nipple into his mouth while his hand caresse
d her breast slowly. She reached around his back and drew circles on his skin.

  “Are you wet for me, Sadie?”

  “Yes, so wet.”

  “What do you want, Sadie?” he asked before continuing to devour her breast.

  “Oh God.” She exhaled. Her nipples tingled and her legs rubbed against Stone.

  “Babe, tell me what you want?” He reached down to her core and rubbed her clit in a circular motion and slowly dipped his finger into her folds.

  “You!” She panted. “I want you inside me!”

  He pumped his finger in and out while sucking on her nipple. She moved her hips to match his finger.

  “That’s it, babe, fuck my fingers.”

  She crushed her face into his neck and groaned. He pulled out and added another finger. He pumped faster and her hips gyrated to meet his fingers.

  “Please, Stone! Please…Oh God!” Her orgasm was building and she could feel the explosion coming quick.

  He slid his finger over her clit, teasing her. “You are so wet. I want to taste you but I am going to fucking explode if I don’t get inside you. Now!”

  He reached down to his pants on the floor and grabbed a condom. Sadie watched as he rolled it over his cock. He hovered over her. He swept back the hair that had fallen in her eyes and leaned in to kiss her. His lips were on hers as she felt him enter her. She moaned from the pressure. He was bigger than she expected, way bigger than Tyler.

  “Oh damn, so tight!” He groaned as he moved slowly inside her. He was inching in and her body stretched. Sadie rolled her head side to side until he was fully seated. Her pussy squeezed him.

  “Ahhhhhh, Stone, you feel so good.” She moaned again. “So good.”

  He thrust inside her slowly. Her hands clung to his back when he brought his face down to her neck. He was fucking her so slow; she could feel every pulse. She turned and licked his neck giving him small bites as she grazed him with her teeth. Sadie moved and felt him stretching her out even more.

  “Stone.” She gasped and pulled at his shoulders. She wanted him deeper inside her.

  His thrusts grew faster and he pumped inside her. His length was rubbing against her g-spot and she grunted loud as she felt her orgasm rise. Her hips pounded against his and she bit harder on his neck. He moved faster and faster. Her body was moving upward on the couch and he fucked her harder.

  “I’m not going to last, baby, this feels too fucking good.” He groaned, crushed his face into her neck, and licked down her chest.

  His cock pounded into her as he reached for her breast and squeezed. He thrust inside her so deep. He pulled out and pushed back in as he pinched her nipple hard. She bit down on his neck.

  “Yes!” Sadie screamed as her orgasm peaked and pure pleasure washed over her. She’d never come during sex. It was incredible. She was still in a euphoric orgasmic state when Stone gritted out “Fuck,” and pumped hard. His dick pulsated, and she knew he was coming.

  His thrusting slowed and his body eased into hers. He pressed his lips to her neck and his panting slowed down. His weight was heavy as he relaxed into her but she didn’t care. All she wanted was for him to stay exactly where he was. They lay together in silence. His head rested against hers, their bodies pressed and hearts beat together. He whispered through heavy breaths, “My sweet girl.”

  It was better than any dream she had ever had.

  Stone shifted. “Gotta clean up.” He dropped a quick kiss to her forehead and slowly lifted himself off her and headed to the bathroom. Sadie grabbed her clothes from the floor and started to dress.

  This was the awkward part. She’d never had a one-night stand, but they all pretty much followed the same suit. He’d say he had a great time. He’d suggest they get together again. He would take her phone number and he’d never call. She didn’t have any expectations of him wanting to see her again. Her heart stung a bit with her next thought. He would leave, everybody left.

  The lights were dim in the kitchen and through the hallway, where he stood in the doorway.

  *

  “Come on, babe, let’s go,” Stone called to her. His voice was raspy.

  Sadie looked over at him from where she sat on the couch. She had gotten dressed while he was in the bathroom. She looked nervous and definitely uneasy. She scrunched her brows together and her nose twitched. So damn cute.

  “Where are we going?” She seemed confused.

  “To bed. I’m beat. Come on, it’s late.” He yawned, covering his mouth with his hand. He watched her face change to surprise.

  “You’re staying?” Her voice was laced with disbelief.

  “Are you kicking me out? Do you want me to leave?” He raised one brow.

  “No!” She quickly shot up from the couch.

  Stone chuckled. “Then come on already. I’m beat.”

  She walked over to him slowly and gave him a shy smile. Stone’s heart beat faster as she neared him. He stepped aside, and let her pass him. He couldn’t resist, he slapped her ass as she walked by. Sadie jumped and spun around, grabbing her ass cheek. Stone grinned. “Damn, that is a sweet ass.”

  She gasped still holding her backside. Stone smirked and circled his arms around her waist, picking her up. He walked down the short hallway to her room and fell onto the bed with her. All the while, he held her stare in silence. There was something between them. He just didn’t know what.

  Stone dropped a kiss to her lips and moved her out from under him. It was a small bed, they were basically going to have to sleep on top of each other. He had no objection to that.

  He moved to his side, wrapped his arm around her waist and curled her into his chest. She sighed and pushed her ass into his groin. Stone took a deep breath. If she kept doing that, they wouldn’t be sleeping for very long. He wrapped his arm around her and she placed her hand on his. She kissed his hand and settled it back near her chest. It was a sweet move, a move he liked a lot.

  “Thanks for before.” Her voice was soft and quiet.

  Stone let out a chuckle, “Oh, baby, that was my pleasure.”

  Sadie giggled, “No not that part. Before, with Tyler.” She took a breath. “Thanks for sticking up for me.”

  Stone pulled her deeper into his chest. He had the feeling that no one ever stood up for her. That thought angered him, she should be protected.

  “I gotcha, Sadie. No one’s messing with you, ya hear me?”

  He felt her nod.

  They lay in silence. Stone could feel her heartbeat and her even breathing but he knew she wasn’t asleep yet. He’d fall asleep first, she’d need more time to relax. Her heartbeat was still fast. She was either nervous or excited. Or a little of both, Stone thought.

  “He lied,” Stone said.

  “Who lied?”

  “Your douchebag ex.” The thought of him had Stone wanting to put the guy through the wall. When he heard what that asshole said to Sadie he was enraged. The only reason he didn’t beat the piss out of him was because he didn’t want to scare her.

  “Lied about what?” she whispered.

  “You,” Stone muttered in her ear. “Best I ever had.”

  Sadie remained quiet as she cuddled deeper into him and squeezed his hand tightly.

  Chapter 10

  Stone lay in bed watching her sleep, something he’d never done with a woman before. He woke up fifteen minutes earlier to find her arm and leg draped over his body, her face pressed into neck. When he shifted to get up, she cuddled in closer to him.

  He kept still until he heard the truck pull up and two doors slam. The guys had just gotten there. Stone had sent T a text last night telling him when to pick him up.

  He slinked away from her grasp and sat up on the side of the bed. He looked over his shoulder back at Sadie. She looked so peaceful and beautiful.

  Stone put on his jeans and T-shirt from last night and walked out of her room. The guys were just coming through the door when he walked in the kitchen.

  He gave them a chin lift. “H
ey.”

  T grunted. “Coffee?”

  Stone looked around and saw the pot. He walked over to it and started filling the pot with water. “So, you hear anything else about Cavanaugh?” Stone asked.

  “Nothing yet. We’ll get him,” T answered. His face was stern and serious. This job had proved to be anything but easy. But they were good at what they did and they would get this job done. They had to.

  “So, man, I gotta know. Sexy little Sadie live up to her name?” Bogs teased.

  “Bogs, I will fuck you up, you call her that again.” Stone pointed at him in warning.

  “All right, all right, calm down, I was just wondering how it went last night, that’s all.” Bogs held up his hands in surrender.

  “I’m not telling you shit about last night.”

  “Ok fine, I’ll just use my imagination, and my hand. In my shower,” Bogs said.

  Stone dropped the pot on the counter and lunged for Bogs but T jumped in front of him. “Goddamn it, Bogs, shut the hell up!” T pushed Stone back.

  Bogs laughed. “I’m joking. Stone, man, it was a joke. Relax! So fucking wound up for someone who got laid last night.”

  Stone threw the box of cereal that was on the counter at Bogs, which he dodged. He continued to laugh while tossing himself onto the couch. He grabbed his phone and fiddled around.

  Stone finished making the coffee and turned around to find T staring at him.

  “What?” Stone asked.

  T shrugged his shoulders and crossed his arms. “You tell me.”

  Stone stared back at him. T knew him better than anyone else.

  “She’s different. She’s…mine, T. I can’t let her go but I know it can’t work. Don’t know what the fuck to do.”

  “Why can’t it work?”

  “C’mon, what we do? You think I want that touching her? You think she’d get it? I’m not going to lie to her. Not her.” Stone whispered the last part. He didn’t want to lie to her.