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by Howard White


  quiet, slip by the shadows, spit

  in the fire

  hiss & burn—

  Each day is

  as it is in the rain.

  Thistles along the drive noisy

  & prickling interrupt—

  What did you say?

  Eurithe tells me classics need rereading.

  Prometheus wanders looking for light,

  turns on the hall switch, & stumbling

  all thumbs, is useless

  to fetch a pail of water,

  or catch the drip drip under the door

  umbrella finds so funny.

  Trojans fill the house with rain,

  & spill golden apples on the floor.

  Bruised, the season turns. Dandelions,

  wheels of the world, spin when Spring rises

  to the tips of her toes, hovers

  by the window as if she might grow too big

  for box-books, too tall for antiquity.

  Head spinning, the ceiling sways,

  the hanged man’s noose tightens

  the knot. I bend at the knees & pray

  for a miracle, a small thought

  fills my head—

  The screech of a boiling kettle.

  Tea, for two I say.

  Dogchild agrees.

  There is promise;

  there is this. Small breath,

  this seed of a poem.

  Unaccustomed to speaking, chair

  squeaks as I shift my hips close

  to the window a robin turns

  as surprised to see me

  as I am it.

  & the rain keeps

  & the pails fill

  & you are

  in the tree a poem

  as far as far

  as antiquity—

  Peter Trower

  The Last Spar-Tree on Elphinstone Mountain

  for Al Purdy

  The last spar-tree on Elphinstone Mountain

  through drunken-Sunday binoculars

  pricks the blue bubble of the sky

  on that final ridge where the scar tissue peters out.

  Been four years quiet now on the battered mountain’s back

  except for shakecutters, hunters and stray philosophers.

  The trucks are elsewhere; some of the drivers dead

  and the donkeys gone to barber another hill.

  I’m always shooting my mouth off about mountains

  sometimes climbing them

  and sometimes just distantly studying them like this.

  My eyes need no caulk boots

  I can vault to that ridge in my mind,

  stand at the foot of that tree, forlorn as a badly used woman

  become merely landmark and ravenperch.

  I can touch its bark sunwarm as flesh

  feel the engines still shaking it functional

  with vibrations that never quite die.

  It’s either a cornfield or a catastrophe.

  Either a crop or a tithe or a privacy

  has been taken from this place.

  What matter? It’s done. Beyond that ridge is a valley

  I helped hack and alter. There’s a gully there

  three hundred feet deep in places

  where we tailholted on its rim.

  Dizzy abyss that scared the wits out of me

  you furrow down the mountain like God’s own drainage ditch

  and stopped a forest fire in 1965.

  At your foot is the dirtiest show of them all

  where we logged in the box canyon with debris crashing down

  and the rotten hemlock snags trembled over us,

  the haulback stumps pulled out like bad teeth.

  The hooktender said: “She’s a natural-born bitch!”

  The lines broke—the omens spoke

  and I quit from fear to become a brief boomman.

  I’m getting melodramatic again but it’s hard not to.

  Logging’s larger than life. Keep your sailors and cowboys!

  I’m always stressing the sombre side

  but there was much of comradeship and laughter—

  great yarns beside noon donkeys; hillhumour between turns,

  excellent shits behind stumps with the wind fanning the stink away,

  sweat smelling good and cigarette smoke celestial.

  Dream on in peace, old tree—

  perhaps you’re a truer monument to man

  than any rocktop crucifix in Rio De Janeiro.

  Autumn Richardson

  When the Deities are Tended, Morning Comes

  I see the curvature of the earth

  its great bent back

  wind-sore pines and juniper

  crouched into stone.

  Stars roost in high darkness.

  All here bend to the elements

  and so do I

  leaning into fire, tending coals—

  this is the altar and I offer

  the sun’s cells, excised from cedar

  and birch, joints of driftwood

  “become the heat of my blood

  the sap of my lips”

  smoke blooms, antiseptic, alterative

  enters the cavities of my body

  the pores of the forest

  mingles with the violet notes

  of coyote, who comes in close.

  Jeanette Lynes

  Roadtripping

  to a Kingston ex

  I can tell you now that you’re not listening

  why I stayed: because it was like living

  inside an Al Purdy poem. Good grief

  we drove, didn’t we, that country

  north of Belleville as it disappeared

  before our eyes and like any

  self-respecting man you refused

  to ask for directions when we got lost.

  And you could build anything

  from scrap lumber. You were handy.

  A Purdy sort of guy. You wouldn’t

  give up when we couldn’t find

  the Quinte Hotel, even after the locals

  said it burnt down. It’s in a poem, I insisted

  so it must exist. The locals looked at me

  funny but you defended my insistence

  and remember the man in Marmora,

  famous for his dragonfly photographs?

  You also drove me to lilac forests

  so I could quote “May 23, 1980.”

  You liked the barroom brawl poem best—

  a man who could stand up for poetry

  and still be a man, even though poems

  won’t buy a goddam thing. But now

  I must also say those “north of 7” jokes

  got old fast and you laughed a bit

  too heartily and anyway, they

  weren’t in the poems. They were life

  imitating life.

  Rachel Rose

  Iowa City

  for the writers of IWP 2015

  Tell me, do the cicadas sing in your country?

  Here the trees whose names I do not know

  tremble with the voltage of their music.

  Here we gather to compare the suffering of our people.

  Tell me, do monarch butterflies fall from the sky

  in your country? I saw one yesterday, walking

  along a sidewalk at the edge of the gleaming river,

  wings ragged as the flags of invaded countries.

  A butterfly walking is a sad thing. Perhaps this one

  had seen the newspaper whose pages blew

  in endless circles at the corner where t
he bridge meets

  the earth, the same bad news lifting briefly,

  then dropped again by invisible hands.

  I live on the western tip of a northern country,

  too cold for cicadas, too far west for monarch butterflies.

  Don’t speak to me about politics. Once I had answers,

  but even when I did, people gathered in the squares of the world

  with candles, with children on their shoulders, and were shot down.

  Now my questions are butterflies walking.

  Now, writers, when we sit together

  under the nameless throbbing trees

  to read the book of our lives aloud

  to one another, I feel the red joy of the cardinal

  at riverside, another bird unfamiliar as this heartland landscape.

  In rooms too small to hold our great desire to connect,

  the Nigerian writer asks to be translated to Chinese,

  and his wish is granted; the Brazilian writer

  who expects to be lonely with his Portuguese

  discovers he was never alone.

  I tell you, before we leave this place,

  I will shape my mouth to Spanish verse,

  I will dream in Arabic, hold the acrid smoke

  of Cairo and Ulaanbaatar in my lungs

  as we stand together in the only permitted place

  for writers to exhale. We will breathe each other in

  and Northern Lights will burn in each of you.

  Ben Ladouceur

  Stockpile

  I think the time for fires has begun.

  For constant fires: a depletion time.

  I have less taste than ever for these ghosts.

  If I can see my breath when I wake up,

  I put this place behind me and come home.

  You mustn’t fall in love with logs. A log

  is gone the day its tree bursts from its seed.

  A log is unfelt fire for decades. Then,

  you start the fire. You feel the fire. That’s life.

  That’s logs. My father chopped the wood for me.

  That’s life too. When you’re born, you only love

  the woman. So the man must earn his love

  as my father earned his. With a blue axe.

  While I sat in the cabin, writing this.

  Dymphny Dronyk

  Ode to Al Purdy—A Litter of Poets

  Walking the puppy amid the ruins

  of another long winter, lawns sepia with mould,

  the snow dying without grace, gumbo on my heels,

  the dog is happy, her tail a flag of joy

  but I curse this exile north of 55

  and the circumpolar wind, ugly as seal breath,

  that haunts a landscape unfit for anyone

  but skittish trappers or a priest

  on the verge of being defrocked.

  T.S. Eliot was right—this is the cruellest month.

  Litter thrusts out of the snow

  like a thousand rude gestures

  and I long for the tsunami of green

  that is April on the West Coast.

  But this morning my mother insisted

  she was not crazy, there was a robin perched

  on her steaming compost box

  and so I listen for bird song and follow

  my small white wolf, who unlike me

  is bred for a lifetime in Siberia.

  Then, there in the snow bank

  brazen as strippers, blinking in the sun,

  a posse of beer bottles,

  trapped mid cheers.

  I freeze, entranced by the arctic blue

  of the label, a silver effigy of the Kokanee glacier

  that defined the horizon where I grew up.

  I think of my friend Tom

  who wrote a poem about his friend Al

  and beer bottles as prairie crocuses

  and endless highways and hope.

  Suddenly I am elated

  as I stagger on with the dog,

  drunk with joy that it is April,

  that I can call myself Canadian, a citizen of

  a country of countries, of 13 solitudes,

  where a poet drinks beer at school

  and throws the empties out his office window

  and is not only forgiven but celebrated,

  where the geese over my head chant

  about the typewriter ribbon highways

  they’ve traced back to this still-empty north.

  A country where poets

  work their lines in factories,

  where poets weld stanzas at Syncrude,

  where in April poets thumb our noses

  at cruelty and spring blizzards,

  pack a sack of beer into the trunk

  and head out on the road with the geese.

  A country where poetry is not

  the only place that truth is spoken,

  where we may still speak truth

  and be forgiven.

  The dog glances up at my laughter

  her eye as blue as an ice chip,

  and I tell her I am drunk too

  with reverence for the voyageur poets

  who shaped our collective voice,

  the big footsteps

  in which I am walking,

  where words stumble along with me,

  in love with this land

  and its April pussy willows,

  the coyote trails through my small city

  and the vast aching wealth

  of distance that unites us

  from coast to coast to coast.

  Autumn Richardson

  Chrysalids

  Following the curves of Salem

  Road:

  a thin bleed of sumac through ditches

  and thick November woods all the colours

  of a coyote’s back

  countless barns leaning, splitting;

  clay-blue, faded green paints flaking

  into winter-white fields

  trees are nearly leafless;

  their sap-pulses slow; they’re spooling

  inwards, becoming slim overwintering

  chrysalids.

  At the edge of Roblin Lake heron arrives

  as calligraphy each evening.

  All the voices of morning—cicadas,

  crickets, tree-frogs—have vanished.

  Ian Williams

  Ground Rules

  Let’s begin with

  Do not microwave caribou head.

  I am told the eyes will explode.

  Do not hunt or microwave polar bears.

  Same reason.

  My homeroom teacher

  who had a nervous breakdown

  said we should not pee on the walls.

  We hadn’t been, as far as I know.

  But I feel that should be on record here.

  Do not microwave robin eggs. Do not

  microwave Johnny Cash songs. At any time

  do not microwave the terror by night

  nor the arrow that flieth by day.

  Did I—yes—don’t hunt polar bears.

  No reason.

  Do not microwave the Arctic

  or the Rockies because my doctor friend takes all

  of March off to ski. He’s quite quiet. He is quietly

  avalanching. So you don’t want to cross him.

  Do not microwave turbo prop planes

  as they take off. Or memories of people you love.

  Or the memories of. A thousand shall fall

  at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand;

/>   but it shall not come nigh thee. Thou shalt not

  microwave the sun.

  Cornelia Hoogland

  Al Develops His Pleasures

  Al’s arm was amputated,

  this made him so miserable he got

  a species reassignment.

  He grew four legs. Became a horse.

  Immediately his friends wanted a ride.

  Whoa! he said. He wanted to develop his new

  identity slowly, wasn’t sure what his equine pleasures

  involved. Movement and speed?

  A concern for the terrain? Blinkhorn Trail,

  for example, involved too much footwork.

  As for his love life, he was the only horse around.

  This concerned him. And Eurithe.

  She scrolled obscure websites

  for combs to curry his backside in a way she hoped

  was pleasurable, and yes, she noticed

  he twitched his mane, half-closed his big eyes.

  Or should she post an ad, find him a more suitable mate?

  It wasn’t clear if the change was permanent

  or transitory—how much effort should she, or he, invest?

  Corralled in his horse flesh, what could he do,

  people saying, Let’s go see Al who’s become a horse,

  and cracking horse jokes. A horse walks into a bar,

  the bartender asks why the long face?

  Al might have explained, but all that came out

  was a whinny. And his friends only wanted rides.

  Al didn’t budge, he stood there, sniffing the air.

  Ken Babstock

  Cromwell’s Head Under the Antechapel

  Under a standing back-to-work order,

  each leaning in to their angle grinder,

  the cicadas of Empire Loyalist country

  react to a splatter film live-streamed

  on a windscreen.

  “Windscreen?”—shield. One local birder

  from Wellington, or lone hoarder, or Auditor

  of the College of Silver, scans between-channel poplars

  for rock peplars, tits, bobble-link bracelets, lost kites

  and induced seizures.

  He’s had enough of quiz night. Crests, crosses,

  pubs, and Elizabeth’s, he’s had enough of. His rebus

  has “Basta” over Malevich’s black square. A low float

  plane burps across the left aural quadrant

  and all extant

  literature on voluntary statelessness

  compresses to lake lap in a lab’s ear. One tosses

 

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