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by Howard White


  one’s hat in the air at the ends of wars. One guesses.

  Senses are a sickness here at the core, the corn,

  the Cornwall Report.

  Pendant lamps are a kitchen’s super moon,

  which is to say light never gets closer or noon

  is home’s apposite and frightening adjustor.

  We murdered years with knives pry-barred

  in toasters. These are cowbirds.

  Legacy

  Phil Hall

  from Essay on Legend

  Most days Al Purdy

  wrote poems as good as Alden Nowlan

  but maybe 30 times Al wrote a poem we now call  a Purdy poem

  as if some days his name were All  not Al

  Nowlan also  at times  sawdust flying  achieved a wider name

  All-Done-Now Land  or Old In No Land

  they both wrote a lot of friendly crap that sounds the same

  if read now  but who can stand to read them exhaustively now

  they were drinkers  & that will get a soul above itself some

  as the booze digs under eloquence like surf

  but Purdy seems to have  seen & heard  his over-self

  he caricatured Al as All  or was that us

  while Nowlan just kept writing down memories & impressions

  without distinguishing small-town small-talk from the bull moose secret life

  so we tend to forget him

  Otty Lake, 2016

  Kat Cameron

  How Students Imagine the Dorsets

  they have never imagined us in their future

  how could we imagine them in the past

  —Al Purdy, “Lament for the Dorsets”

  I thought it was a simple poem

  a few remnants of the past—tent rings, carved ivory swans—

  a forgotten people, reimagined.

  I forgot how uninformed my students are

  living in their solipsistic world.

  Giants are important to storytelling.

  Sometimes I want to weep

  at their ignorance. The poem

  is not a fairytale. The Dorsets

  were not giants.

  Back then people had nothing

  and they had to survive in the wilderness.

  True, in our glutted apartments, we cannot imagine the poverty

  of a people who survived on seal meat

  in a caribou-skin tent.

  In “Lament” Purdy uses Canadian history to exaggerate

  the negative viewpoint on settlers invading Dorset land.

  No. Indoctrinated into the colonial mindset,

  they can’t imagine that the little men

  who came from the west with dogs,

  the men who pushed out the Dorsets, were Inuit,

  not settlers.

  If the ivory swan can survive, so can the people in this poem.

  Ye Gods, it’s a lament. They’re all dead. Extinct. Gone.

  How to explain extinction to a twenty-year-old student?

  Death has not entered their world.

  They cannot imagine a tent in the frozen Arctic,

  where one old man carves

  his memories into ivory swans.

  Purdy writes,

  I have been stupid in a poem.

  But this poet who left school at 17,

  an autodidact who wrote about

  Cuba, China, Greece, and Ameliasburg, Ontario,

  Arctic trees, Plato’s cave,

  imagines worlds he has never seen,

  carvers and hunters who live again.

  Piecing together stories—

  poets piece together the fragments left behind.

  John B. Lee

  The Unveiling

  i

  I’m on my way

  to an unveiling

  the great poet

  has been turned to stone

  ii

  in a bar

  we raise a glass

  mine is

  dark ale

  I remember

  how the poet

  whose statue

  we have just

  honoured

  was here

  with us in 87

  raising a pint

  to another friend

  only then

  a few days dead

  and I saw

  my face

  in the looking glass

  and joked

  “oh, see there

  they’ve hung

  our picture

  over the bar”

  and three of us

  look and laugh

  to see ourselves

  a pigeon

  on each head

  dove-shouldered

  immortalized in white.

  iii

  at the unveiling

  the shy couple

  polish the poet

  like the bathing of the dead

  a week

  in the sun

  and he’s too tarnished

  for ceremony

  the mayor, the living laureate

  the benefactor

  all want shine

  a week ago

  installed by crane

  the poet

  hanged by the neck

  came down

  from the sky

  to land on the slab circumference

  of a grass-flat plinth

  suspended

  on the makeshift gallows

  hung, as it were, for the crime of silence

  a girl

  climbed onto his lap

  before the wax was set

  two students

  stopped and shouted

  “that’s Al Purdy!”

  and then, today, after the rubbing

  the sheet dropped down

  to drape his frame

  and we drank

  away an hour

  as I wondered

  “what is happening under the sheet?”

  in the ripple

  of the wind-stirred shroud

  iv

  his widow

  touched by light

  stood in the shade

  of the life-like one-and-one-half-sized man

  with whom she had shared

  a bed

  she reached out, briefly

  caressed his black-marble calf

  the crowd

  let out a sigh

  like wing-breath on a single shade of green

  her mind alone

  inheld

  the meaning of that touch.

  Jeanette Lynes

  English Assignment: Situate Al Purdy’s Poems in Their Various Literary Traditions

  The graveyard tradition

  The tradition of fallen fence poems

  Barroom brawl poems, hold your horses poems

  Horse poems, rural party line poems

  Mice in the house poems

  Sestinas on train poems

  Sick poems

  Impermanent husband poems

  Jackhammer poems

  Anecdote poems

  Argument poems

  Gospel poems

  Houseguest from hell poems

  With all due respect poems

  With no respect poems

  Open road poems

  Dead car battery poems

  Neolithic skull poems

  Starling poems

  Island dream poems

  Dude poems

  Poems about Ms. Atw
ood

  Say the names poems

  The tradition of poems that allows cussing

  And if there’s no tradition of cosmic

  ass-kicking poems

  there damned well is now

  Rob Taylor

  On Realizing Everyone Has Written Some Bad Poems

  Another poem starts poorly, ends with pangs

  of shame which cause my hands to reach out

  like Purdy’s hands snatching up loose copies of The Enchanted

  Echo to later burn, or not (a good legend’s never clear).

  I read my poem and it bitters on my tongue

  like the baking powder my father packed in pancakes

  he poured and served out to us (unknowingly?) half-

  cooked each early Sunday morning ’til his death.

  I think of Purdy in his A-Frame, midwinter,

  low on firewood, a row of Echoes fading on the shelf.

  Maybe he reached out his hands and grabbed them.

  Maybe he let them be. I don’t care which.

  The choice matters, to be sure, splits hero from fool,

  but it matters far less than its making.

  Sid Marty

  The Statue of Al Purdy

  The Statue of Al Purdy unveiled

  that day in Toronto, felt wrong,

  seeing the complex man

  I had come to know

  composed, forever, in one mode.

  I should have been forewarned

  to see Al Purdy turned to bronze.

  To me he seemed more often

  poised to spring, like a mountain lion,

  an active man who’d throw

  a big paw around you and growl

  “Let’s talk about those poems

  you sent me.” (Or sometimes, not.)

  Yet skepticism made him question

  formal compliments betimes,

  as if they compromised

  his blue collar style.

  So the sculptors got it right,

  leaving out the jacket and tie.

  Eurithe Purdy, age 84,

  had dragged herself from hospital

  to be there, and after the speechifying

  bid them pull the veil aside,

  but damned if it didn’t fall right over her,

  So she struggled under the canvas

  for air, in a scary cartoon.

  Say what you want about Toronto,

  but nobody laughed as we rescued

  Al’s muse from the fallout

  of his great honour,

  a glitch that might have levelled

  a weaker old-timer.

  I asked Jim Purdy what he thought

  of it all and Jim, built on a Purdy frame,

  with his father’s voice to match

  rumbled, “Well, I don’t recall

  the beatific smile.”

  I’d like to think Al

  might have said exactly that.

  But friend Ruth Harvey remembers

  an edge of hubris in the voice

  of that insouciant Everyman one time,

  when Al, his feet hanging out the window

  of the Purdy land-ship to cool, challenged

  a puzzled yokel with, “Do you know who I am?”

  then muttered, “Well, it doesn’t matter.”

  And once, in my wife’s café in Pincher Creek

  with the Purdys sitting there

  we could not find one customer who’d heard of him.

  Angered, Myrna hissed “Do you realize who he is?”

  But that was Pincher Creek,

  a town named after a pair of pliers.

  Now his statue answers the question

  for anybody wandering by:

  “The Voice of the Land.”

  Well, I guess I’m glad it’s there,

  though I prefer the human voice

  to the noble inscription.

  Still, I wonder if the author

  of The Cariboo Horses,

  wrangler to the wild horses of poetry

  might “Cast a cold eye”

  even on that sincere depiction,

  as if Al Purdy ever could be

  frozen in fiction.

  Willow Valley, Alberta, 2017

  Doug Paisley

  Roblin Lake

  Where I shouldn’t be

  Wearing someone else’s coat

  This place doesn’t want me

  Or I don’t want to be here

  Asking so little of myself

  Chainsaws are running across the lake

  And I’m too timid to fart

  Too conspicuous on the road

  And I slept too late

  Let the time sail by

  Tried to enjoy a smoke and a beer

  What kind of person tries to enjoy that?

  Pick up the phone put down the phone

  Let the food spoil

  Let the fire die

  Couldn’t sit still

  What’s original here? people asked

  I guess I don’t know

  Saw a chip bowl from an old photograph

  Up on a shelf

  That wall looks too white and new

  That chair could be from back then

  20, 30, 50 years ago

  Who doesn’t want to turn away from today

  And picture all those struggles that resolved

  or just ended?

  My infant son for one

  This place with no toys

  A heron on the shore he’d like to chase

  Its murky, skeletal presence

  No sinew on the bone

  Of scribbles in books and luggage tags

  Shelves of cobweb spines

  Where once a path was hacked

  Through forests of words unpublished

  Skirting glades of certainty

  To build a home rough and unruly

  Sending lines arcing through the sweetest point

  That draws our minds’ own words

  Like no song, no siren

  And lay down by the millpond with a culminating sigh

  That swallowed everything

  Howard White

  The Poet’s Wife

  for Eurithe Purdy

  For fifty years her role was to be the brake

  On a runaway imagination

  Also to put up with a lot of crap

  In the name of art (poverty, infidelity, anonymous toil)

  Now that she is fifteen years alone it is different

  She has become the keeper of that flame

  That once gave her so much anguish

  She is the one left to make the case

  For that bewildering and troubling journey

  She found her life carried away on

  And poetry, the strange obsession

  That gripped her otherwise prosaic man

  Has become the focus of her nostalgia

  As she recollects the work she always left to him

  Realizing that she is now in some ways

  Its best and only witness and advocate

  People press her constantly to interpret and explain

  That work she always left to others

  And slowly she discovers she knows it

  After all with a lived-in authority

  No one on earth can match

  She knows the desolation and horror

  That lay behind some of those sweet lines

  She knows something nobody else could know

  About how poetry is formed from life

  Like the pearl that hides the oyster’s painr />
  Nicholas Bradley

  On Being Archaic

  But there is no going back in time

  —Al Purdy, “On Being Human”

  Tuesdays and Thursdays

  I meet my classes

  and each time surmise

  again that each student

  is half as old as their teacher,

  while they, I imagine,

  watch him step cautiously

  into the room, one foot

  dangling in a private,

  unimaginable

  middle age beyond

  even curiosity.

  Each time we talk

  about poems written

  before any of us

  was born, that some of us

  love, and that none of us,

  I worry, understands.

  And I remember

  my teachers, ancient

  men and women

  in their fifties and forties

  (and sometimes younger)

  who taught me the same

  old poems, who must

  have fathomed the rift

  between us. And maybe

  they disliked or feared

  it as well, and maybe

  they saw with clarity

  how little I knew

  and banished the thought

  so we could continue

  our game, throwing

  from third to second to short

  to first without the yips

  getting in the way.

  We size each other up

  from across our field,

  none of us able to say

  just the right thing,

  and now and then glance,

  as the hour passes,

  Tuesdays and Thursdays,

  through the window

  at metrical lines of rain

  David Helwig

  At Queen’s Park

  We cross the park—a burly

  victim of bad luck and not enough

  cash asleep on the grass

  among the strollers in the August sun,

  and the murmuring green leaves say

  that old trees grow tall.

  We know what we’re searching for,

  make out the dark figure across the wide

  green public space as the cars

  motor round their circle and bronzed

  bearded Edward the Seventh stands

  sentry over his mother’s park.

  Al Purdy, Poet. I read the plaque,

 

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