by Angie Hayes
“I don’t know what the fuck is your deal lately Yolanda, but I suggest you get back on track if you wanna still be fucking with me and living this life.” With that said Eddie left.
I just still laid there crying and pissed. I wasn’t scared at what Eddie had just done, but was mad at myself for being caught off guard by it. It’s ok though, because this nigga didn’t know what I was capable of. The last man that tried to throw me away like I wasn’t shit is now six feet under the fucking ground, and if my daddy was alive he would be able to tell Eddie how I put him there and his ass was about to join him.
KATRINA
It was Saturday afternoon and I had decided to head to the Galleria mall and shop. I wasn’t about to wear any of those ugly ass maternity clothes, so I was looking for something real cute but just in a size or two bigger. Things with Rashaad were going accordingly. For the past three days he’s been at my condo with me. He would stay overnight, leave for practice and come right back over once he was done.
I know lil Miss Kema been blowing his phone up like crazy wondering where he was or why he wasn’t coming home. He would keep his phone on silent when he was around me, but kept constantly checking it and pressing the ignore button. Either way, I didn’t give a fuck. Especially, since I had his black card in my possession now and was about to do some damage!
I was in BCBG looking for some cute sandals to go with this Maxi dress I just picked out from there as well, when I looked over to my right and saw someone I least expected to see.
“Well hello to you too stranger, I haven’t heard from you in a while” I startled her.
Latoya turned around and jumped from my presence. I had been trying to call her a while back to see where things with her and Rashaad were, but the bum bitch didn’t answer the phone or return my texts.
“Oh what’s up Trina?” She said trying to sound cool after she gained her composure.
I just laughed at this simple bitch and shook my head in the process.
“Oh what’s up Trina? That’s all you have for me?” I questioned her ass standing there looking at her like she was out of her damn mind.
“What else should I have for you? I had my brother make the call to your cousin and call TMZ like you asked, I didn’t think you needed anything else from me.” She said nonchalantly as she turned back around looking through the clothes rack.
I had to catch myself real quick before I punched this bitch in the back of her head.
“How would you know if I needed anything else from you when you haven’t been answering my calls or texts? And I know yo ass seen me calling! Don’t try me for no sucker bitch Toya because you know how I get down.” I reminded her ass.
That must have got her attention because she stopped what she was doing and turned around to give me her attention.
“Look Trina I did what you asked, and personally I wish I wouldn’t have because honestly I think it’s kind of fucked up to do shit like that to your own family, but I don’t want anything else to do with it.” Latoya proclaimed.
“Oh so now you have a conscience? Bitch please you didn’t have a conscience when I paid yo tired ass that quick fifteen hundred did you?” I threw back at her ass laughing.
I was far from dumb. Toya was a young ghetto bitch that was always looking for a come up by any means. I met her a while back when I use to frequent Atlanta before I moved here. I met her at a club here when I decided to go out by myself one night, just so I could scope it out and see if there was any more of my soon to be sponsors in there just in case things went left with Rashaad.
Toya was in there bartending and I admit, the bitch was bad. She was short and petite with a cute face. We engaged in a conversation at the bar and the flow was going good between us as she kept pouring me shots left and right. I was turning down niggas who kept approaching me because I wanted to keep talking to her and my ass was getting drunker by the minute.
Finally when she saw that I was out of it, she offered to drive me back to my hotel that night and I let her. Needless to say we fucked and sucked each other brains out that night. At that time, Pam was still my bitch too but that didn’t matter. The next day after I woke up and found Toya ass still lying next to me asleep, I had an idea of what had happen the night before.
I woke her up and told her she had to leave. At first she acted like she had an attitude, but soon as I shot her $400 for her time she hungrily took the money and jetted out of my room. Of course we exchange numbers before she left just in case I wanted to have some fun with her again when I came back into town.
So I decided to hit her up when I moved here to spice things up with my plan. She was down for the cause when I threw out there that I would pay her. Now she wanna stand here and act like she was too good for the shit, bitch bye!
“You know what Toya, honestly you already served yo purpose with me. I mean I got the tongue action and having your brother make those calls most certainly shook things up. So now that I think about it you’re right, I don’t need anything from you. But don’t get it twisted bitch, don’t try me and not answer my calls because you never know if it could be worth your while.” I smirked at her as I rubbed the side of her face.
She slightly moved away from my touch when I did.
“Anyways, take care.” I said as I blew her a kiss went back to my shopping.
After about two more hours in the mall, I was exhausted and decided to head back home. I had a feeling Rashaad would be coming over again after practice and I needed my rest before he got there. I planned on sucking his ass dry tonight. I couldn’t help but wonder what was Kema really thinking by him not coming home at night anymore? Knowing that gullible bitch she probably still would be waiting at the door with open arms.
KEMA
If I wouldn’t have known better, I would have sworn I had become a damn alcoholic. Things were so bad in my life right now that I wake up, drink and continue to drink throughout the whole day just to numb my pain. Ever since the day when Rashaad just straight turned me down in the parking lot of the stadium, when I showed up to surprise him and go out to eat, he hasn’t been home.
I was use to him coming in all times of the night and mornings, but never just not coming home at all. This is something new and I can’t take it! I call him and text him constantly, but of course he ignores me. I already had a feeling he was with that hoe ass Katrina. I just couldn’t understand for the life of me or wrap my mind around why I’m being treated like this! I never showed any disloyalty to Rashaad and Katrina and yet they both shit on me! Then Pam ends up doing the same thing. I felt so alone and had no one to turn to. I burned my bridges with my parents and now I've been betrayed by the man I sacrificed so much for and love. I rolled over and to an empty bed of course and saw that it was 1:00 pm in the afternoon. I never slept this late. I sat up and felt a major headache come on.
I staggered into the bathroom and cut the shower on. I sat on the seat of the toilet while the shower ran and put my face in my hands. The tears started coming down my face. I cried so much lately, I didn’t think I still had any tears left! I got up and went to the sink to look at myself in the mirror.
I instantly felt sick to my stomach at the person that was staring back at me. My once beautiful blemish free skin was beginning to look dry, my eyes had rings around them and you could tell I was losing weight by the way my cheeks were starting to sink in. As the mirror started fogging up with steam from the shower, the image started to fade away. If only it was that simple in real life.
I brushed my teeth and gargled. I then stepped in the shower and let the hot water beat down on me mercilessly. The water was so hot that my skin was burning, but I didn’t care. It couldn’t cause any more pain then I was already feeling. Once I was finish with my shower, I got out and dried off.
I went into the bedroom and put on some sweats and a t-shirt. Since I didn’t wrap my hair the night before, it was just all over the place. I went downstairs into the kitchen to see if I could put something i
n my stomach on top of this liquor. I decided on some turkey bacon and brewed some coffee.
I sat down at the table and while my breakfast was cooking and let out a long sigh. I was tired, mentally and physically. I was in deep thought when I heard the doorbell. I got up and went to answer the door. I looked through peep hole and saw a gentleman standing there in a suit.
I really needed to talk to our security because it seems like lately they are letting anybody come up here!
“Yes, how can I help you?” I asked as I opened the door.
“Katrina Haughton?” He questioned?
“Yes, how can I help you?”
“You have been served, have a good day ma’am.” The gentleman said as he handed me an envelope and turned to walk away.
I opened the envelope and saw that I was ordered to vacate the premises within the next thirty days!
“What the fuck is this!” I yelled out loud.
I couldn’t believe Rashaad had the audacity to have me served with eviction papers! I ran to my phone and put in Search for my I phone . I put in Rashaad’s number and found the location. I didn’t know where the fuck he was at, but my gut was telling me that his ass was somewhere near Katrina. I cut the griddle off where my bacon was cooking and cut the coffee pot off.
I put on my sneakers and grabbed my keys. I jumped in my car and headed to my destination. I was through with being walked on by all these muthafuckas!
PAM
Eddie must have forgot how I get down. His ass knows I will cut up terrible when it comes to him and my family! When he saw me in the parking lot that day, he tried his hardest to calm me down. When he told me to go home and we’ll discuss it. I knew he was pissed and beyond embarrassed because I was loud and putting on a show and Eddie was really a private person.
I sped home so fast in order to beat him there. Once I got home, I gave the babysitter some extra money and asked her to take the kids to the mall to do a little shopping. Eddie showed up about fifteen minutes later right when the kids were pulling out of the driveway. Soon as he walked through the door I laid on his ass.
“So you got bitches calling my phone now Eddie?” I snapped running up in his face.
“Pam first off, get your ass out my face. Second, why the fuck you showing up at my job acting a damn foo! You know I don’t go for that shit!” Eddie yelled back.
“Fuck what you saying Eddie! I don’t give a damn about people seeing me showing out! Who the fuck was that calling my phone telling me we have you in common?”
How the hell am I supposed to know who’s playing on your phone Pam?”
“Oh so now it’s somebody playing on my phone huh? After all this time, somebody decides to just play on my phone, is that what you telling me Eddie?” I asked standing there with my hands on my hips waiting on his bullshit answer.
“All I’m telling you is that whoever called you don’t have shit to do with me.” Eddie said calmly as he went into the kitchen.
“Where are the kids?” he asked.
“I asked the baby sitter to take them to the mall while I have this discussion with you. Eddie you know I’m far from dumb and I do remember your track record from before. So hear me when I say this, if I find out different from what you’re telling me, the old Pam is gonna resurface and wreck some shit!” with that said I headed upstairs and went into our bedroom.
Minutes later Eddie came up and got into the bed where I was laying and started rubbing on my thighs. I had already undressed and was in my bra and panties, so his touch felt good but I was still pissed at him so I was being stubborn. When he saw that I wasn’t obliging to his advances, he opened my legs and put his face between them. The pleasure of his tongue sent sensations though my body.
I arched my back and closed my eyes as a moan escaped my mouth. I grabbed the top of his head and started grinding my pussy in his mouth. Suddenly my mind drifted to where it shouldn’t be. Eddie may have eating my pussy as if his life depended on it, but my thoughts imagined that it was Katrina down there instead.
KEMA
The GPS lead me to where ever Rashaad was, and that was less than thirty minutes from where we lived. I pulled up to some nice ass condos. I knew I was definitely at the right place when I saw his car parked in a parking space. Locate my iPhone was still on, so I would soon know which damn place he was in. Once I heard the ping letting me know where the location was, I banged on the door.
I didn’t give a damn who heard the commotion or who was on the other side of this door. Seconds later, Katrina answered the door in her fucking panties and bra on smirking without a care in the world.
I swear I can’t stand this nasty ass bitch!
“Now to what do I owe this visit little?” Katrina asked standing there with the door wide open for anybody to see.
Her baby bump was getting out there and very noticeable. A twinge of jealously overcame me when I saw her stomach. I pushed past her walked my ass right in her shit.
“Where the fuck is Rashaad because I know he’s here?” I questioned loudly.
“Kema what the hell are you doing here?” I heard.
I turned around to see Rashaad coming from a back room which I assumed was the bedroom with nothing on but some sweat pants and shirtless.
“What the hell am I doing here? Rashaad you’re not even supposed to be here!” I threw back at him.
I couldn’t believe the level of disrespect he was dishing out, but the worst part is that I was the one still taking it.
“It don’t matter if I’m supposed to be here or not, what are you doing here?” he asked me again.
I just stood there looking between him Katrina. It’s like these two were the wolves and I was the sheep about to get attacked.
“I just don’t understand how you two could do this to me! I haven’t done anything to deserve this!” I yelled at them both. Since we all were in the same room, I figured maybe I could get the truth as to what was really going on with them.
“Kema please don’t start this lil victim act you always try to play. All our lives you always thought you were better than me. Well boo, this time you have come up with the short end of the stick. Rashaad and I been together just as long as you and him have. Matter of fact, I was with him first!”
“That’s enough Katrina, let me handle this.” Rashaad cut her off.
“Whatever, just hurry because I’m still horny.” Katrina threw up in my face.
“Rashaad what the fuck is she talking about ya’ll were together first?”
“Look Kema. I love you, I really do. But the reality is we can’t be together anymore. As fucked up as it is, this is just the way things are now.”
“Rashaad baby, I told you that I would stand by your side. I love you that much!”
“You say that now, but when my child gets here you’ll be singing a different tune. Trust me.”
“You don’t know that Rashaad!” I know had tears falling out of my eyes.
I know I looked pathetic standing in the middle of the living room begging this man who cheated on me with my own cousin to stay with me, but I just couldn’t see my life without him. Before Rashaad could open his mouth to speak again, Katrina opened her mouth.
“Kema you need to go with all this crying and begging shit! Girl look at you! Standing there after this man done told you that ya’ll was over and still begging him. I mean what more do need to get it through your fucking head that he doesn’t want you? I could see by that envelope in your hand that you got your eviction papers?” She said laughing.
“And before you ask, yes I know what they are because who’s idea do you think it was to have your ass served? Just give it up already and move on! I’m sure it’s another man out there that will accept you and your fucked up uterus.” Katrina teased.
I blacked out and tried to lunge and this bitch. Rashaad caught me just in time.
“Bitch I swear I’m a kill yo ass!” I screamed as Rashaad was still holding on to me.
“Bitch I wi
sh you would!” Katrina yelled back as she was trying to get to me as well.
“Katrina shut up and go back into the room!” Rashaad barked still shielding me from her.
The bitch just turned around and went into the room and I heard a door slam.
Rashaad was still holding on to me as we both were breathing heavy. Finally when he felt I was calm he let me go.
“So this is what it all comes down to Rashaad? Not only the cheating and lies, but now you are evicting me! Do you hate me this much?” I asked crying hard.
“I don’t hate you Kema, but we just can’t be anymore and that’s it.”
“That’s it! So where am I supposed to go?”
“You know you can go back home Kema. You always could, but you have to leave. You have thirty days to go so until then I’ll be here. If you’re not gone within those thirty days I’ll have you removed from the house.” Rashaad said so coldly to me. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing!
We both just stood there staring at one another with nothing but silence! Suddenly I hawked up all the spit I could and spit dead in his face!
“Fuck you and that nasty ass bitch! Believe me when I say you both will get what’s coming!” I turned and walked out the door.
Once I got back into my car, I just sped out the parking lot.
I sped all the way home surprised I didn’t get pulled over. I ran upstairs and started packing my clothes. I never in my life packed so quickly, but I was doing it. I was just throwing things in the back of my truck along with my clothes and shoes. I made sure to clear out my bathroom as well.
After about two hours of hastily packing. I jumped in my truck. I pulled my phone out and dialed the number I hesitated to call. Finally after three rings the phone was answered. Soon as I heard her voice I just started crying hard.