“Like Roxy and her men?”
Grim nods at my question, “Yep, just like ‘em.”
“I’m sorry she ended things. You seem like a really nice guy.” I speak from the heart. While Grim seems to be a bit of an ass, he also has this sweetness to him. Oddly enough, kind of like Bull. Obviously Bull is much more of an asshole, though.
“Thank you, sweetheart. One day I’ll find another woman who will wanna be with me. Until then I can fool around and do whatever.” He may joke like he’s perfectly fine, but I sense the sadness in his voice. He really loves her.
“I’m sure you will.” I say, placing my hand on his own in a way to comfort him.
Grim glances over to me, pursing his lips. “Sweetheart, you touch me like that and I’m gonna get the wrong impression. We’ve both had alcohol and one thing will lead to another. Highly doubt Bull wants me to ram his woman, but who the hell knows, it might be makin’ shit even.”
“What in the hell is going on here?” His voice comes out of nowhere. Grim and I must’ve been so focused in our conversation we didn’t notice the door open. I look up to Bull who is physically turning red in the face, knowing this isn’t going to be good. Jesus.
Chapter Twenty-Two
I sat with my anger long enough, until she told me her name was grief
~ Unknown
Bull
There’s no way I heard him right. Grim damn well knows Alexa is my woman . . . and he said he’d fuck her.
“What the hell is going on here?” I seethe out, catching both of these fuckers off guard. Alexa whips her head in my direction with a shocked look crossing her face while Grim smirks like the smug bastard he is. “As a matter of fact, how about we don’t pretend I didn’t just hear what was just said. You wanna fuck her, Grim?”
Grim takes a long, hard look at her. “Who wouldn’t? She’s hot as fuck.”
I almost expected him to answer like this, but what I didn’t anticipate was for Alexa to smile at him. She’s given me that same fucking smile. “You wanna fuck him, don’t you?” I ask her, shooting out my rage.
“I. Uh.”
“Shit, I should’ve known. You screwed me the first night we were together. Why didn’t I put it together? You’re a slut.” I’m so angry I could choke her right now.
“Whoa, brother. Calm down. There’s no reason for your harsh words.” Grim says, rising from the porch swing.
“No reason for my harsh words? I put my cut over her. I claimed her as mine and here she is sitting out here all alone with you and I walk out to the two of you flirtin’ up a fuckin’ storm talkin’ about how you want to fuck her. Seems to me like I get to be as harsh as I want.”
“You’re such an asshole,” Alexa says, glaring at me. “You kept the fact Shiloh even existed to yourself. Even worse than that, you screwed her and now you’re best friends. How am I supposed to believe any of that?”
“You believe it because I’m telling you it’s the truth.”
She scoffs, “You wanna know how many times men have lied to me and gotten away with it throughout my life? Far too much. If you were really only friends with her you would’ve been honest with me in the first place.”
Fuck me sideways. “Fine. I know keeping that from you was shitty but I was afraid you’d see something that isn’t there.”
“Isn’t there? Are you kidding me? She looks at you like you’re a fuckin’ God, Bull.” I should be angry at her for saying this shit, but it looks like Alexa is jealous which only means one thing. She wants me.
“I second that statement.” Grim adds.
Glaring at him, I grumble. “No one fucking asked you, dipshit.”
“And he thinks they’re just friends,” Alexa says to Grim, who rolls his eyes at her statement.
“We are just friends. I don’t know what’s so fucking hard to believe about this.”
“A friend doesn’t run across a room, jump into your arms and kick up her foot like she’s a fucking princess when she sees you. A girl head over heels does.” Alexa mutters, turning her attention to the darkness. She can’t even bear to look at me right now.
“She moaned your fucking name when I was inside her.” Grim spits out, causing Alexa to gasp. Me on the other hand. I’m in complete shock.
“I’m sorry. What?” I ask.
“She was coming and she screamed your fucking name instead of mine, so keep telling me she doesn’t have a thing for you, dude.”
“Is this some sort of joke?” This has to be a joke. Shiloh has never said this shit to me once. Not that it would matter. I don’t see her in a sexual way. We might’ve had a couple rendezvous, but we would never mesh well together. She got into her thing with the three musketeers after so I figured it was all clear.
“Obviously not.” Alexa hisses, standing up quickly. As soon as she’s up I can tell something is the matter because she grabs onto the railing of the porch. While she’s done a really good job of getting her strength back over the last week, she’s been getting a little lightheaded every now and then.
“Are you okay?” I ask, walking toward her.
“I’m perfectly fucking peachy.” Well, alrighty then. A sassy peach she is.
I think long and hard for a good minute about how I’m going to handle this little situation until it hits me. There’s only one way to handle it. I grab Alexa roughly by the back of her neck and squeeze, making her look me in the eye. “You’re my woman, my ol’ lady and my fuckin’ property. Not only that but you’re my responsibility. It’s my job to make sure you’re happy, satisfied, healthy and everything else. That being said, if you want to open your legs up to another man I’m going to be there. Occasionally I’ll accept it, but I’m not sharing you full time, Alexa. I don’t do that shit. I’ll fuckin’ kill whatever bastard tries to get in between you and I. So, here’s my question. Do you wanna fuck him?”
She’s quiet, not uttering a word. “Alright, lemme make this easier. If he were to fuck you, would you say no?”
She shakes her head from left to right. Just as I thought, she wants to fuck him. “Grim, come with me.” I slide my hands under Alexa’s ass, lift her up and walk her down the stairs, turning to the side of the house. It’s pretty fucking dark out here but the lights on from the inside of the house give off enough illumination so I can see what I’m doing.
I yank down Alexa’s jeans and her bare pussy is revealed to Grim and I. She keeps her expression stoic, but the flash of excitement in her eye is easy to see. I dip my hand into the back pocket of my jeans and pull out my pocketknife, open her jacket and slowly bring the knife against her skin cutting every piece of material in my way. After her shirt reveals her torso and bra I come to appreciate the color, thinking about how beautiful she is in soft pink.
The bra bunches up in the middle and I cut through the thicker fabric allowing her breasts to pop free. Looking over to Grim, “What’re you waiting for? Here she is, laid out like a damn dessert.”
“What’s the catch?” Obviously he thinks I’m fucking with him. I’m not, though. If she wants to fuck someone else I’ll let her as long as I’m with her. I’ll be fucking her too, shoving my cock so deep inside that she will never forget how it feels to have myself within her.
Grim unzips his jeans and pops his cock free. I don’t mean to watch but I can’t really miss it when he’s a couple feet away from me, palming his hand over himself as he approaches her. I’ve never done this shit before but for some reason my own cock is growing harder by the moment under my jeans.
Grim approaches her and from the angle I’m at I see everything clearly. I can’t help but watch him enter her and see the look of pleasure on her face. She digs her nails into his back and he takes one of her legs and holds it up, revealing her glistening pussy to me.
“Fuck,” Alexa moans out, her head falling back against the vinyl siding of the house. I take a few steps closer to her just as Grim sucks one of her nipples in between his teeth. “God, this feels so good.”
/> Alexa is sure as fuck a slut, but she’d best remember she’s my slut.
I reach my hand out and graze my thumb lightly over her clit as Grim fucks her. Watching her face contort as she tries to hold back her orgasm is amusing as hell. She bites her bottom lip and squirms, trying to wiggle away. “Oh, no darlin’. You’re gonna come all over Grim’s cock and then you’re going to come over mine. We’re gonna soak that pussy of yours dry tonight baby.” Snaking my hand around her neck I slam my lips down onto hers, shoving my tongue into her mouth.
“Bull,” She whines, staring right at me. Quickening my thumb I rub harder and faster, watching her brows furrow and body tense up.
“That’s it baby, come for me. Come all over Grim’s fuckin’ cock.”
“Oh my fucking God!” She screams out, biting her bottom lip until I’m pretty sure she’s close to bleeding. I snicker at the sounds of Grim pounding into a damn slip n’ slide. Her essence coats his cock, squirting out of that beautiful hole of hers.
Grim pulls his cock free, still hard as a rock and shares a look with me. “How about you get her on the ground and fuck that needy mouth of hers like it’s her cunt?” I suggest.
Within a moment she’s on the ground with her breasts against the snow. “Bet that feels real nice on those tits of yours, doesn’t it, darlin’?” I ask, slamming my cock into her pussy. Fuck, I love ramming myself into her from behind. Her walls are tighter than any bitch I’ve ever been with before, constricting me like a fuckin’ snake does to its prey. Fuck, I’ll be her prey. She can squeeze all my seed out of this cock of mine.
A muffled moan greets me so I glance up to see Grim holding her by the back of her head, ramming himself into her mouth. Gagging sounds are met with moans of pleasure from the three of us. I slide my hand around to her clit, playing with the sensitive little bud until she’s gushing her essence all over my cock and even after I come I don’t let her fucking move. I keep her pinned down until she’s about soaked my entire fucking body. Grim’s already come twice in her mouth and she still sucks it like a lollipop.
Fuck, if this is what she wants every now and then I won’t complain. I love seeing her like this— like a needy little slut who needs to be fucked.
Chapter Twenty-Three
I’ve come to a point in my life where I need a stronger word than fuck
~ Unknown
Bull
“Anyone seen Bull lately?” Zane’s voice calls from the other side of the window. That’s my cue to go inside and see what the hell is going on. Grim and I just finished giving Alexa one hell of a night.
“Can you drive her back to the house? Something tells me I’m gonna be here a bit. Axel and Zorro are already back there so you can leave once she’s in the house.”
“You got it. C’mon, Lex.” Grim says. She looks at me for a moment but then goes along with him.
I walk around the side of the house after I verify my junk isn’t hanging out, head up the stairs and go back into the house. “You need me?” I call over to Zane who immediately nods.
“Yeah, come with me.” Zane heads up the stairs and we go into Ashley’s old bedroom. It’s probably the only place in here that isn’t packed with bodies at the current moment.
“Do you know who Alexa is?” His question doesn’t make sense.
“A woman who was held captive by the Bears. What else do I need to know?” I say.
“Bull, shit . . .” Zane goes quiet for a moment before he just spits it out. “Alexa is Harry’s half-sister. Alexa isn’t even her legal name. Alexa is what she had it changed to. Lola is her name, brother. Her parents are fucking serial killers. Her father works for the Bears and she was abducted because of him.”
I laugh. This shit is fucking hysterical. “Good one Zane, but really tell me why you wanted to chat.”
Zane stares at me blankly, “Bull, I’m being serious. Everything I’ve just said is the cold hard truth.”
“How the fuck do you know this?”
“Reed called because Elena’s friend Kristie was worried about her. She called in a favor for us to check in on a woman named Alexa. Gave us some identifying information and there’s no way this could be another Alexa in the same fucking circumstances. I spoke to Elena and Kristie directly. This is her. She turned her parents in and her mom got arrested but her father was in the wind for a long time until he wasn’t. He finally got put in prison but escaped. Rumor has it he went back to working for Grizzly and then went AWOL. That’s why Grizzly took Alexa. I guess Grizzly assumed he’d do anything for his daughter, when in reality he’d rather have her rot for betraying him.”
“Motherfucker. I didn’t have a clue.”
“Yeah, this wasn’t high on my possibilities list either. Here’s the cherry on top of the pie, though.”
“This has got to be good,” I mutter sarcastically.
“Her father told everyone in prison that whenever he was in the position to track down his daughter and deliver karma he would. He made it apparent his one life goal is to murder her for turning her back on her family.”
“Shit. Just when we thought Grizzly was enough of a problem.” I say.
“Yeah, add it to the list of problems. Amanda called me five times today until I caved that Alexa was with us. I told her we don’t know where Grizzly is but I doubt she believes a fucking word I’m sayin’.”
I chuckle at that. We did go behind her back, so I don’t blame her for not believing him. “Grizzly’s just layin’ low until he thinks it’s safe again. We’ll get him one way or another.”
“She say anything to you about her family?”
I shake my head, “No, we haven’t really talked like that. Honestly, she avoids the subject.”
“Hmm . . . you think she’s two timing us?” Zane asks, catching me off guard.
“No, not at all. Why would you ask that? What would be her advantage in all of it? If what you’re saying is true she changed her name for a reason, most likely in the hopes of escaping her family and past.”
“It’s true. Reed is a trusted ally. He and Elena wouldn’t have reached out if there was even the smallest possibility all of this was bullshit.”
“Yeah, you’re right. Is there anything else I need to know?” I ask.
He shakes his head, “No, not yet. Be on your guard for Agent Williams. I have a feeling she’s the type of woman who doesn’t give up easily.”
“So, she’s a pain in our asses.”
“Essentially,” Zane laughs.
“You want me to dig for information about her family? She’s my ol’ lady now . . . so.”
“No, it isn’t necessary. But do me a favor and keep your eyes and ears open. We have an advantage because Reed called. I highly doubt her father knows we’ll be expecting him. Reed told me he suspects this bastard is responsible for a few of the Reapers and older Skulls deaths. I can’t say I disagree. Remember how two of them went missing up here about ten years back?”
I nod, “I heard the stories, yeah.”
“Fuck, and to think those deaths could’ve cost us a great ally. We’re just lucky Dad was able to sort it all out.” Zane goes on to say, running his hand over his chin. I heard rumors when I came how the Skulls and Reapers almost went to war. I wasn’t around so I never dug into it too much.
“You ever think we’ll finally have any peace and quiet? People coming after us is getting a bit exhausting.”
“Sure, when we’re dead.”
I chuckle at Zane’s remark. “You need anything else or am I good?”
“Nah, you’re good. I’ll see you tomorrow. Alexa seems nice, for the split second I saw her.”
“Yeah, she’s a real sweetheart.” I say, smiling as I walk out of Ashley’s old room.
I say my goodbyes, exit the house and get in the truck relatively quickly. The only place I want to be right now is next to Alexa with my arms wrapped around her, knowing she’s in the safest place she can possibly be— my arms.
It takes me about ten
minutes before I’m back at her house. I kick off my shoes and head straight into the bedroom. Her platinum blonde hair is sprawled across her pillow and for the first time ever when I get into bed there isn’t a pillow placed between our bodies. Turning on my side I wrap my arm around her and place my nose right against the back of her hair breathing in the calming smell of cinnamon and vanilla.
As always there is a war headed our way, but we have the upper hand here. God help the motherfucker when he tries ‘cause I’ll strike him down like I’m a fuckin’ Spartan.
Chapter Twenty-Four
My response to every situation is “it’s all good”, because even if it’s not, ima’ make sure it will be.
~ @HerGrowthHerGame
Alexa/Lola
I wake up to an empty bed but can obviously tell Bull had been there from the messy way the covers are jumbled up beside me. Stretching my limbs I lay here for a minute or two staring at my ceiling before sitting up and turning my neck from side to side. Every morning I have to crack it a good couple of times to get me started for the day. That and my coffee fix set me up for a day of solitude and happiness.
I hop off the side of my bed and grab the sheets, tucking them back to where they once were. My biggest pet peeve is a messy room and the worst part is an unmade bed. I’m a bit of a clean freak to be honest. After I finish making the bed I put on a bra since I’m now living with three men. Before I never had to worry about this. I was one of those free the tatas ladies, until three overbearing men became my roommates. Now I’m a cover the tatas up kinda chick. Not everyone on the planet needs to see my goods.
I walk out of the bedroom and go into the living room, stopping as I reach the walkway into the kitchen. Bull is standing there humming away as he swirls his spoon in one of my coffee mugs. He’s shirtless in nothing but gray sweatpants and all I can think about is how much I love sweatpants season.
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