Lost and Found

by Megan Fields

  “I get that I don’t know the ins and outs of the lifestyle, but I want to know what basic things you expect of me.” I’m trying to gauge his emotions. Is he trying to back out of what we have going without even giving it a chance. “I’m not running away from this Ella.” Shit did I just voice that out loud, or did he just read my mind? He takes my hand and I take a deep breath.

  “Okay... basically, I want you available to me whenever I want you.” His eyes widen in shock at my bluntness, but a small smile plays at the corner of his mouth. I decide to lay it out straight for him. “If I want to fuck you in the toilets now, then that’s what we’ll do. If I want to suck your cock into my mouth on the drive home today, then that’s what we’ll do.” His jaw drops open a little, but I continue. “We can discuss limits as we go along. To just talk about them like this, I’m worried that it’ll put you off. You need to experience them and not be afraid to try new things. If you don’t like what I’m doing to you, then you just have to say so.”

  “Okay.” He blinks a few times. “What about the pain side of it?” Just then the waiter brings out our food. As soon as he leaves I decide to try something. The garden’s fairly quiet due to it being way past lunch time and I slip my foot out of my shoe and slide it up the inside of his leg. He jumps at the contact and looks down to see my foot vanish inside his shorts. “Ella?” My toes find their goal and I gently caress his cock, which has immediately started to grow.

  “No underwear. Good boy. Want to play?” I ask, challengingly.

  “Yes, Mistress.” He whispers.

  “Eat.” I order, as my foot continues to stroke him. He complies, but when I move to play with his balls, a small groan escapes his mouth. I continue to eat my food as normal and halfway through, he stares at me, his eyes silently imploring. I slowly retract my foot and he adjusts his self. It must be slightly uncomfortable for him. “Meet me in the gent’s toilets in 5 minutes.” I make my way inside without another word.

  Thankfully the gent’s toilets are located at the back of the restaurant and no one sees me slip in. I enter a cubicle and wait. Within minutes someone enters the room and gently knocks on the cubicle door. I unlock it and Jack steps in. With my flat sandals on, he towers above me, but being shorter than my sub has never stopped me before.

  “Hands behind your back.” I command. He obeys immediately and I run my hands up under the front of his t-shirt. I let them wonder over his chest and abs. His skin is hot to the touch and I decide I can’t wait any longer. Forcing his t-shirt up over his head, officially blinding him, but leaving his mouth available to me, I take a moment to stare at his magnificent torso. “You want to know about pain, Jack?”

  “Yes, Mistress.” He whispers, sounding unsure. He stiffens and I gently lay my palm over his heart.

  “What are the safe words Jack?” I leave my hand on his chest, while my other one rubs him through his shorts.

  “Green, amber and red, Mistress.”

  “Good.” My face is at the perfect height and is level with his chest. I lean forward and place a kiss in the centre of his sternum, then kiss my way over to his left nipple, licking it before biting it with my teeth. Jack hisses and I lave his nipple with my tongue, as his chest rises and falls rapidly. “Colour?” I ask, kissing my way across to his other nipple.

  “Green, Mistress.”

  My tongue finds his right nipple, but this time I suck on it hard first before biting it. This time instead of a hiss, he growls in the back of his throat. “You like that Jack? You like me biting your nipples and sucking on them?”

  “Yes, Mistress.”

  I continue to bite, lick and kiss his chest, working my way down his stomach until I’m face to face with his crotch. Slowly pulling down his shorts, I moan at the sight of his manhood, as it springs free.

  “God I love your cock, Jack.” I take him into my mouth and he groans. I immediately remove it, letting it make a popping sound as it does. “I don’t want to hear a noise out of you. If you alert someone to us being in here and we get caught, you will be punished. Nod if you understand.” He nods fervently and I slide him in deep. Hollowing out my cheeks, I suck him so hard; I almost manage to pull him off balance with my ministrations. I can hear his ragged breathing and I unsheathe my teeth and drag them along his cock. At first he jumps and tries to escape, but I grab his ass tightly, not letting him move. As my teeth graze up and down his thick length he adjusts to the feeling. Just when I feel he can’t take much more, I slow and lick my tongue all over his cock and balls, like I’m licking a lollipop. He’s panting hard and I know he’s close to coming. “You’re not allowed to come Jack.” His mouth drops open, as I pull his shorts back up, making sure he’s as comfortable as one can be with a raging hard on desperate to explode. “On your knees.” I sit on the lid of the toilet and lift my skirt. I didn’t wear any panties today either and I guide his face closer, so he can smell me. “You wanted to taste me last night, but I had to punish you for a silly mistake. If you can make me come by using just your tongue then I will reward you.” I reach down and caress his balls. “I know they must be aching. I may even let you decide where to unload if you do a really good job. Understand?” He nods again. “Use your hands to support my legs, opening me up nice and wide for you.” He shifts forward slightly to gain his balance and I help him place his hands on my inner thighs. Being blinded, with only his nose and mouth in view is perfect for him to learn some of his other senses. He grips my thighs hard and forces my legs wide. I inadvertently groan at his show of force and a small smile plays on his lips, as he leans forward to press his nose to my mound. Breathing in deeply, he gently presses his nose against my clit, circling it slowly. Who knew that could feel so amazing? He rubs his nose up the sides of my lips and blows softly. I know what he’s doing and its bloody working. He’s withholding his tongue, which must be killing him as much as it’s killing me. He nips my clit with his teeth making me brace my arms against the sides of the toilet. Holy shit! Finally he takes a little lick of my clit and his whole body shudders, pushing out a warm breath that coats my wet pussy. He’s holding onto his control by a thread and I’m desperate to order him to stick his tongue in my pussy, but I love how he’s demonstrating his control. He moves down me, gently blowing as he goes. When he reaches my ass, he sticks his whole tongue out and roughly licks my nub. I let out a little whimper and he continues to lick me, moving up over my perineum. He again stops himself from sticking his tongue inside me and gently flicks my clit. I’m seconds away from grabbing his head and riding his face when he finally gives me what I want. Fuck! “Yes.” I breathe out, as his tongue probes me. He alternates between licking my clit and tongue fucking me. I can feel my impending orgasm approaching, and fast, and I can’t hide it as my body starts to shudder and I come hard. He laps at my cunt, licking up every ounce, before kissing my clit, which is so sensitive I shake uncontrollably. He sits upright and I can see my juices all over his face. I surprise him by kissing and licking him clean.

  “Fuck, I taste amazing on you.” I kiss him passionately and am breathless when I pull away. “Now you get to decide how you want to come. What will it be Jack? In my mouth, while I deep throat you? Or deep inside my walls, as my pussy milks you dry?” I continue to kiss down his throat and bite his shoulder hard.

  “I would like to bend you over and fuck your pussy. Please, Mistress.” The way he talks is intoxicating and he doesn’t have to ask me twice. I rip off his t-shirt and he blinks a few times adjusting to the light. I kiss him hard and stand up dragging him with me, but he forcefully turns me away from him, hiking up my skirt and placing my leg on the toilet seat. He yanks down his shorts and positions his cock at my entrance, teasing me briefly before thrusting into me. In one move he is balls deep and his fingers dig roughly into my hips. He fucks me hard and fast, like his control has been blown to smithereens. I reach down to fondle his balls, as he drives impossibly deeper. His hands move up to my shoulders, pulling back on them hard, forcing me agai
nst him. Suddenly someone enters the toilets whistling and Jack slows... “Keep going.” I whisper. I can tell he’s close and if his cock rubs my g-spot one more time I’m going to explode. He pulls me up against his chest, wraps one arm tightly around my hips and one just below my neck, my back arched against him. His mouth is right by my ear and as he pushes deeper, he grunts.

  “Permission to come Mistress?”

  “Yes!” I reach my hand to thread through his hair and hold it tightly. My fingers find my clit and circle it. “Come Jack... now!” He leans down and bites down on my shoulder to stifle his moans, but let’s go of me, bracing his arms on both sides of the stall. As I feel his cock throb and pulse inside of me, this triggers my own orgasm and my walls clench his cock, milking him dry. As we come down from our orgasms, we hear the man leave the toilets. Turning to face him we smile at each other. “That was close.”

  “That was incredible.” He says, reaching out and running his knuckles down my cheek.

  “I think we better get dressed don’t you?” He pulls up his shorts and I smooth my skirt down after cleaning myself up; Jack heads out first and then signals for me to leave. We spend the afternoon walking around the shops and enjoying the weather. He holds my hand and I love the feel of it; he makes me feel so free and happy.

  It’s dark by the time we arrive back at my place and I’m unsure about inviting him up. We sit in the car for a few minutes before Jack speaks first. “I had a lovely day Ella.”

  “Me too.” I lean over and kiss him softly at first, but then let it deepen. As I pull away he narrows his eyes at me.

  “That’s mean.” He says jokingly.

  “Sweet dreams.” I say as I step out of the car and go inside. Walking up to my apartment, I hear my phone beep.

  Goodnight, Mistress x

  I smile as I read the text from Jack. Every time he calls me that, it makes me horny.

  Goodnight Jack x

  Entering my apartment, all is quiet. Lottie seems to be out a lot more these days and I wonder what she’s up to. I hope she’s kept her promise to curb her drinking.

  Just then my phone beeps quite a few times. I look to see a couple of messages and a voice mail from Izzy. I call her back immediately, wondering what could be wrong.

  “Ella. Where the hell have you been all day?” She answers on the first ring.

  “Hey, you okay? I was out with Jack and had no signal. What’s the matter?”

  “I just wanted to check on you and see how things are with Jack?”

  “I see. Things seem to be going okay and I believe I have you to thank for that?”

  “What did he say?”

  “He hasn’t tattled on you, if that’s what you’re worried about. I can only assume you’re the one that talked to him though.” All is silent on the other end. “Thank you Izzy. Jack and I are good. He’s agreed to be my submissive.”

  “WOW. That’s great news hun.” She sounds shocked.

  “It is. I fucked him last night in my office and today I fucked him in the men’s toilets at a pub.”

  “God damn, you don’t waste any time.” She says laughing. “Well as long as you’re happy. If he hurts you at all though, you can tell him I will personally drag him down to the dungeon and torture him.”

  I laugh at her protectiveness. “I will. Maybe not right away though. I doubt he even knows we have a dungeon. So how’s work tonight?” I ask.

  “Oh, I’m not working tonight. Well not at the club anyway. Tina is running things. It’s quiet, so this will be a good test for her, to see if she can handle it.”

  “So, what’re you up to?”

  “Oh, I’ve taken on some one-on-one, training for a new client that’s joined. I’m just running through what I can here at home in my personal play room, before she comes to any sessions at the club.”

  “Oh, okay. That’s quite unusual. Is she too shy to come and be with all the other students?” I’m curious now about who this person is and why Izzy’s giving her preferential treatment.

  “Yeah, something like that. She’s also paying me well, so it can only benefit the club.”

  “Okay, well I’ll leave you to it.”

  “Okay. Night, Ella.”

  “Night, Izzy. Love you.”

  “Love you too.”

  Chapter 14

  Ella

  I look around my empty apartment wishing Jack were here. I wish I could’ve stayed with him at a little cosy B&B in the New Forest, but I haven’t slept with anyone since Eric. As I’m mentally kicking myself, there’s a knock at the door. I open it and Jack sweeps me into his arms kissing me hard. As I wrap my arms around his neck he walks us backwards into my apartment slamming the door behind him.

  “I love you, Ella.” He says against my lips.

  “I love you too.” I press my forehead against his, gasping for breath.

  “I would really like to wake up with you beside me in the morning. If you need for it to be a scene, so you feel in control then just say the word. I would never hurt you Ella.”

  “I know that Jack. I just.... I haven’t slept beside someone since that night.” He caresses my face in his palms and kisses me gently. I melt into him.

  “Why don’t we take this one step at a time? How about you show me your room and we just chill out together? It’s still fairly early and if you want me to leave I will at any time.”

  I take a deep breath and take his hand in mine, walking him toward my room. I’m thrilled, here I was wishing for him, and suddenly he’s here. I open the door to reveal my private space and he smiles. My room’s decorated in calming colours of green and beige. There’s a queen size bed in the centre and the solid oak furniture makes it feel warm and inviting. It’s a place I come to for relaxing. I even have a comfortable sofa in one corner.

  Jack looks around and then his gaze falls back on me fidgeting in the doorway. I’ve never had a man in my room and I’m unsure of what to do next.

  Jack

  It didn’t feel right when I dropped Ella off at her place and within minutes of being home, I was running out the door again. Now I’m in her bedroom and she looks so nervous. I notice an en-suite and I go to investigate. She has a huge bath that could fit two and I decide that’s what she needs, to relax; spying some candles and a lighter, a plan forms. I walk back to see her unmoved from her previous position. “I’ll just be a minute, okay? Would you mind getting us a couple of drinks?” She nods as I shut the bathroom door and go about running her a hot bubble bath.

  I’m nearly finished when I hear a gentle knock. “Uh, Jack? Are you okay in there?”

  “Yeah, just give me five more minutes okay?”

  “Okay. Jack?”

  “Yeah?”

  “The air freshener is under the sink.”

  “Uh thanks.” Five minutes later I open the door to find her reading a magazine on her sofa.

  “Was it something you ate?” She asks.

  “Ugh, Ella, stop being gross. Come with me.”

  “I’m not going in there yet!”

  I pull her up from the sofa and drag her to the bathroom. Her eyes widen, as she sees the steaming bubble bath and the scented candles, which fill the room with an aroma of jasmine. “Wow, Jack this is amazing.”

  “I thought you could do with a soak to relax you. I will leave you to it and chill out in the front room.” I make to leave, but she grabs my arm.

  “Don’t go. Please.”

  “Okay, let me grab a chair, so I can sit with you.”

  “That’s not what I meant Jack. Join me... in the bath.” She looks me in the eye and I know this is not a sexual request. She needs me with her to relax and I’m more than happy to take this bath for a spin.

  “You don’t have to ask me twice.” We strip down and climb in, sitting at each end. “Oh, my God, this is incredible.”

  “When I redecorated I always knew I wanted a big bath. It even has whirlpool jets like a hot tub.”

  “I noticed them, but with
us both in here now I think the water will go over the edge.” She reaches for the button anyway and turns it on. I feel the bubbles surround my body and it’s unbelievably soothing.

  “This is a wet room, so even though the water may go over, it will just drain away.”

  “Why don’t you sit between my legs and I can rub your shoulders?” I ask. I don’t want anything to happen tonight, but I need to touch her. She shifts, so that she’s sat with her back to me and I gently knead her shoulders. She groans when I hit a particular spot, so I keep up my efforts.

  When we start to prune we reluctantly climb out and head for her bed. It’s huge and warm and I snuggle down under the duvet. Ella disappears, but returns a few minutes later with some hot chocolate.

  “First the bath and now hot chocolate. You spoil me.” I joke.

  “No, Jack. You spoil me. Thank you for today and tonight.”

  “Stop thanking me.” We sit up in the bed and chat for a couple of hours about what else we’ve been up to in the last ten years. I look at the time, to see its gone midnight. “Do you mind if I stay tonight? I’ll go home if you want me to, but...” I trail off, hoping she decides to let me stay.

  “No, it’s fine. You can stay. I feel safe when I’m with you.” She reaches out and holds my hand. Thank god I don’t have to get up. Not only am I cosy under this duvet, I’m also naked from our bath and hard as a rock. Ella’s looking at me with mischief in her eye, but I want her to know that nothing needs to happen tonight.

  “Goodnight, Ella.” I lean over and kiss her on her cheek. Lying back down I look up at the ceiling and close my eyes. I know that if she commands it of me I would be more than happy to oblige, but I’m hoping she’ll go to sleep.

  “Goodnight, Jack. Sweet dreams.” She turns the light out and the room’s pitch black. It doesn’t take long for me to drop off and I don’t feel like I’ve been asleep that long, when I’m woken up by screaming. I turn on the lamp by the side of the bed to see Ella thrashing about and screaming out.