Lost and Found

by Megan Fields

  “Ella? Ella?” I grab hold of her arm and she lashes out at me. I manage to block her and she bolts up right. She’s soaked through with sweat and runs for the bathroom. I follow after her and hold her hair back, while she throws up. When she’s finished she collapses on the floor and I get her a glass of water, crouching down beside her. “Hey... How you feeling? Are you okay?”

  She looks up at me and shakes her head. I grab her robe from the back of the door as she’s shaking and wrap it around her. “Where are your clean sheets?” She explains and I go about changing the bed. She’s still on the floor when I return and pick her up in my arms to take her back to bed. “What was your dream about?” I ask, concerned that I have triggered something by pushing her too far too fast.

  “Eric.” She whispers. I stiffen. It’s me. I gently pull away from her, but she holds on tight. “Please don’t go. It’s not your fault; I have dreams about it every so often.”

  “Let me go sleep in the living room, or on the sofa in the corner. It must’ve been my presence that brought it on.” She rolls to face me and touches her palm to my cheek.

  “Jack, listen to me. It wasn’t you okay. I don’t want you to go.”

  I sigh and relax with her in my arms. “Want me to turn the light out?” She shakes her head and I stroke her shoulder until she drifts off to sleep. In the morning I wake up to find us still in the same position. I shift slightly and she wakes up, her hazel eyes sparkle and I’m lost in them.

  “Good morning.”

  “Good morning.” She replies.

  “How’re you feeling? Do you want to talk about it?”

  “Ugh, I’m so embarrassed.” She raises her hands to her face to hide and I pull them away.

  “Don’t be. It’s not the first time I’ve seen you barf.” She pokes me in the ribs. “Hey.” I protest. “Come on, I’m being serious. What happened in your dream?”

  She pulls away from me to get up and get dressed. “It was about Eric. I have dreams about that night and nightmares about him coming back for me.”

  Walking over to her I take both her hands in mine. “He’d have to get through me first.” She smiles and wraps her arms around my waist. “He’s not going to get you. He’s going to be in jail for a very long time.”

  “I know.” She looks up at me and kisses me softly. “Thank you.”

  “What for?”

  “Being here for me. If you hadn’t come back and stayed the night, I would’ve had to cope with it on my own.”

  “If I hadn’t been here, I don’t think you would’ve had the nightmare.” I frown at her and she playfully smacks me.

  “Stop it. You can’t control your dreams or nightmares. Even, if you eat cheese before bed.”

  Ella

  Making our way out to the kitchen Jack playfully smacks me on the bum. “Hey, what was that for?” He just winks and carries on, sitting down on one of the stools. I flick the kettle on and place a couple of cups on the side when Lottie joins us.

  “Morning.” She’s rubbing her eyes and automatically goes to the fridge for milk, when she sees Jack and almost drops the carton. “Jack!”

  “Morning kid.” She gives him her evil look and he laughs. She passes the milk to me and takes a seat next to him.

  “So... how’re you two?” She asks, looking between us both.

  “We’re good.” I reply, wrapping my arms around Jack’s neck and kissing him.

  “Oh, my god if you’re going to be all sappy, you can go back to your room.”

  “Sorry. We’ll stop.” I tell her.

  “So, you two are okay?” She repeats.

  I look over at Jack who just winks and smiles at me. “Yes, we’re fine.” Just then there’s a knock at the door. I get up to open the door. “Alex.”

  “Hey Ella, I was wondering if you’d seen Jack?” I step back opening the door, so he can see Jack in the kitchen. “That’s a yes then.” He lingers on the threshold and I look between the two brothers, who seem to be having a staring competition.

  “Ella can you help me with something in my room please?” Lottie comes up behind me and grabs my arm, pulling me with her; she closes the door behind us.

  “What the hell Lottie. I need to be out there with them.” I try to get past her, but she pushes me back.

  “Just let them have a minute, and then you can go back out. In the meantime shut your trap and let’s listen.” She stands by her door quietly and I join her, but I can’t hear much. At least they’re not shouting at each other. I pace up and down Lottie’s room for what feels like ages, when I hear the front door open and close. Opening her door I look out and find the place empty.

  “Jack?” I don’t hear anything, so I go to my bedroom where he’s lying on my bed staring at the ceiling. “Jack? Are you okay?” I ask tentatively. I know his talk with Alex could end up with us having another argument, so I tread carefully.

  “I’m okay.” He says.

  “Do you want to talk about it?” I ask, as I slowly approach the bed and sit next to him.

  He looks over to me and I see hurt in his eyes. “I’m okay honestly. I’ve come to terms with why you didn’t tell me and I totally understand that Alex was only doing as you asked, but we’ve never kept secrets from each other.”

  “I’m sorry Jack. I never meant to cause problems between you.” I flop back on the bed and he turns on his side, proppoing his head up with his arm.

  “Don’t be silly. We’re big boys now and we’ll be fine.” He pulls me onto my side closer to him and slides his hand over my ass. It feels so right to let him take charge and I can’t help wonder why I’m not freaking out right now. I nestle into him and can feel his hard cock against my thigh. His hand slowly trails up my side to my breast, where he squeezes a nipple through my vest. A small moan escapes my lips.

  “Mistress?”

  “No Jack.” His hand drops from my breast. “I didn’t mean for you to stop. I meant no to the Mistress.” His eyes widen and he slowly raises his hand to my breast again.

  “What do you want?” He asks, as he leans in and licks my neck. I shudder at his touch, “I want you Jack.” I grab his hair and pull him to me, kissing him hard enough to bruise my lips. We’re still lying side by side and he tentatively raises his body up over mine. Putting his jean clad thigh between my legs, I shamefully rub my pussy against him, moaning as I do.

  “Fuck. Do you know how much you turn me on Ella?” His arms are on either side of my head supporting his weight, as I continue to grind my core against him. “That’s it baby.” He whispers in my left ear. Moving to my right ear he bites my ear lobe and whispers to me again. “Rub it hard. Make yourself come Ella.” Oh my God the way he’s talking to me is making me go crazy! I know he must really want to touch me, but won’t for fear of triggering something. The only part of his body that is connected to mine is his leg. I grip the sheets and dig my heels in, as I grind against him. It’s not enough though and I wrap my arms around his shoulders to ground me. I feel his muscles tense underneath my grip and slide my hands under his t-shirt. “That’s it Ella. Come on baby. Mark me.” I drag my nails roughly down his back and he growls as I do so. My hands land on his ass and I grab tightly, as I feel my orgasm building inside.

  “Yes, Jack. Oh, fuck. Mark me as well.” I cry out as I start to come and he buries his face in my neck biting down hard. “Holy, shit.” My clit is throbbing and I feel my pussy tighten and release as the orgasm hits me hard. I slow my movements, as I come down from one almighty orgasm and my hands drop to the bed. He licks my neck where he bit me, before climbing off and lying next to me.

  “That was amazing.” I say, as I catch my breath. Rolling over to face him I realise we’re both still dressed and I giggle.

  “Hmmm, giggling isn’t the response I was aiming for.”

  “Sorry, it’s just that were both still dressed.” He chuckles as well. “I think I can remedy that.” I get up from the bed and he props himself up on his elbows to watch me, as I
slowly slide my pyjamas off and stand naked before him. I lean down over him and rub his cock through his jeans, his head falls back and I start to undo them and pull them off. He lifts his ass off the bed enough, so I can slide them off easily and once his bottom half is naked, I straddle him and start to slide his t-shirt up. When it’s covering his face I stop. “Take just your arms out.” I tell him. He does as I ask and I roll the t-shirt up to act as a blind fold.

  “Ella?” He places his hands on my thighs. “What are you up to?” He asks, with a smile on his face.

  “Shhh just feel.” I kiss him softly on the lips and then make my way down his throat. I push his arms out wide onto the bed and kiss, lick and bite my way along his left arm. As I reach his inner elbow I lick it softly.

  “Christ why does that feel so good?” I smile against his skin.

  “You have no idea what I can do to you Jack.” I continue down his arm and lick his inner wrist, which is another sensitive spot. Making my way back to his chest, I spend some time playing with his nipples, now that I know he enjoys it. His cock jumps against my pussy when I bite his left nipple and he groans with pleasure. Kissing my way down his stomach, I drag my nails over his chest, leaving red marks as I go. I kiss around the base of his cock, but carry on down his legs.

  He whimpers. “Tease.” I love the noises I invoke from him and I continue on my quest. There’s no part of his body that I want to miss and as I make my way down his legs I make sure to leave no area untouched.

  “Roll over Jack.” He does so immediately and I slowly make my way back up. Another sensitive spot is the backs of the knees and I spend extra time in this area. When I reach his ass I part his cheeks and lick him. I feel him tense and curse into the pillow. “Do you like that?” I ask, already knowing the answer.

  “Yes.” He says hoarsely. I spread his cheeks wide and lick him from the top all the way to his balls. When he starts to wriggle, I stop and slap his ass. “Shit.” Making my way up his back, I see the scratches I had inflicted and I kiss each one of them until I’m back where I started biting his neck. “Ella? Let me take this blind fold off.” I pull it off and he blinks in the light. I rise up, so he can roll onto his back beneath me. Cupping my face in his hands, he pulls me to him, kissing me fiercely. His cock’s at my entrance and I plunge him into me deeply. “Fuck!” He throws his head back, as I grind him hard and fast. “Ella you’re going to make me come.” I double my efforts, but he suddenly moves, throwing me beneath him. He makes sure to not make me feel trapped and he slides his cock in to the hilt, circling his hips and hitting every hot spot inside me.

  I moan his name as he thrusts deeply. “Jack.” He starts to pick up the pace slamming into me, as his lips find my nipple. He sucks it into his mouth and bites it and I grab my head board, holding on for dear life. Another orgasm is building, but I’m starting to panic and tense up automatically.

  “Ella, look at me.” I open my eyes and look at Jack. “Focus on me baby. I won’t hurt you.” He’s slowed down, but I want him to fuck me hard.

  “Fuck me Jack. Fuck me hard. Please.” I remain focused on him, as he starts to pick up the pace again. He moves his hand down to my clit, but keeps eye contact with me, as my orgasm starts to build again.

  “I can feel it. I can feel your pussy sucking me in deeper. You’re going to come all over my cock. Take what’s yours.” With my eyes locked onto Jack’s I give over to the pleasure and cry out his name as my release takes over my body. I come so hard that I feel like I’m going to rip the head board off my bed. As I clench around Jack’s cock I see and feel the moment he starts to release. He begins to slow down, but continues to thrust deeply inside me. Resting his forehead on my shoulder, he’s panting hard.

  Jack

  That was unbelievable. I’m still lying on top of Ella, trying to catch my breath, after the most intense orgasm we’ve shared. She wriggles underneath me and I pull back to look at her.

  “Hey.” She smiles at me.

  “Hey, yourself.” I reply back. I climb off her and pull the duvet up over us. “That was intense.”

  “I know. It’s never been like that before.”

  “Never?” I ask.

  “No. I’ve not let anyone have that much control for a long time.” I look at her and see that she’s telling the truth.

  “How do you feel about that?” She seems lost in thought for a moment at my question and then smiles at me.

  “I feel good. You make me feel safe Jack. I trust you and I love you. I know you would never hurt me. This doesn’t mean I’m not a Domme. I will always have that in me, but now I have you and we will figure it out.” She leans in and kisses me. “Want to play?”

  “Yes, Mistress.”

  Epilogue

  Ella

  Jack and I arrive at the club for the monthly auction. In the last six weeks our relationship has strengthened. He’s still my sub, but now he’s my boyfriend too. Boyfriend, it sounds weird saying that. It’s been eight years since I’ve had one and I love the sound of it on my lips. What I find even sexier, is when Jack calls me his girlfriend.

  “Hey, Izzy.” I give my friend a hug. “We all set for tonight?” I ask.

  “Hey, guys. Yeah we’re all ready to go.” She hugs Jack and picks up her drink from the bar.

  “I can’t believe Alex is up for auction tonight.” Jack says sitting down on one of the bar stools.

  “He will fetch a pretty price. I made sure we did plenty of marketing and I can guarantee he’ll be popular. I hope whoever wants him has enough money.” I notice Izzy acting unusually quiet. “You okay Izzy?”

  “What? Yeah I’m fine.” She says tapping the bar for another drink.

  “Okay, I’m going to go on up and check everything out.” I leave her at the bar with Jack and make my way to the top floor. We have extra staff on for these events and they all are experienced enough to know what needs to be done. All the chairs are out, the computers are manned for any online bids, the lights are set up and most of the Dom’s and subs, being bid on tonight, are relaxing in a corner of the room where a make shift bar has been set up. I turn to go change and bump into Alex.

  “Alex. Jesus you scared me.” I’m still easily rattled, but Jack’s helping me overcome those feelings more and more. We train a lot together now and do plenty of sparring since he found out I could box. I have yet to have my bout with Alex though.

  “Sorry Ella, I didn’t mean to make you jump. Jack and Izzy said you were up here, so I thought I’d check in and see if there’s anything I can do to help.” Alex became joint partner in the club a couple of weeks ago. A fact that pleased me, as he brings new ideas and money to make those ideas a reality. It’s also made it easier for Izzy and me to take some much needed time off.

  “Nope, we’re all set. I’m curious about who’s going to bid on you tonight. I think you will be rather popular Master Cole.”

  “As long as it brings in some money for the club, then that’s all that matters.”

  “Oh right and the sub that just happens to win you tonight is what... just a bonus?” He winks at me and walks over to the other Doms.

  The auction goes very well and we’re nearly finished. Alex is the last individual and he makes his way to the stage.

  “Let’s start the bidding at five hundred pounds.” I shout. Bidding increases quickly, but twenty minutes later, we’re down to three people battling it out. There are two women in the room and one online bidder in a fight to win Alex. The bidding finally stops at two thousand, seven hundred and the individual online is the winner. I wrap things up. “I would just like to take a moment to thank you all for a successful evening. If you have any queries about tonight, please see a member of staff.”

  I leave the stage and go to join Izzy, who’s talking with Alex and Jack. “I knew you’d sell for a lot of money, but I had no idea it would reach nearly three thousand pounds.”

  “Well when you want something bad enough, you have to pay for it.” Izzy jokes.
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  “Do you know who the winner is?” Alex asks. She acts a little sheepish but confirms that the bidder is the new client she signed.

  “I will give you the details later, as the sub would like to remain anonymous.” She tells him.

  “That’s a little unusual isn't it?” I ask her.

  “Not really. She’s jumped through all our hoops and is legit, but it’s her decision.” She shrugs her shoulders.

  “You ready to leave?” Jack asks me. I shake my head in answer, as I approach him. Jack doesn’t know I’ve booked us one of the private dungeon rooms. I lean in, to whisper in his ear.

  “Want to play?”

  “Yes, Mistress.”

  The End

  Acknowledgements

  The first person I have to thank knows who she is. Without her I think I would be lost and I am unbelievably grateful for her friendship. She has been with me from the start as a beta reader, but has become much more than that now. Her support and belief in me has been unwavering and I will be forever grateful that I met her. Annelle Willard, you rock! You are and will always be my PIC (Partner in crime) and I hope to one day meet you face to face rather than just chat to you on Skype and messenger. You lift my spirits everyday with your craziness and I adore you for it. Here’s to many more years of friendship xx

  To Louise Bay, Patti Fiala, Cassia Brightmore and Mitzi Pummer Carroll; you ladies have supported me throughout this crazy process in various ways and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Louise - you have been incredibly supportive; giving me advice on the author world and being a good friend. You say it as it is and for that I am grateful. I am thankful to have you as a friend. Patti - Your support has meant a lot to me. Your amazing beta work on this story has helped me immensely and I now pedal the advice you gave me. ‘Read your story out loud’. You’ve done much more than that for me though and I am forever thankful. I wish you luck and happiness for the future. Cassia - You’re my girl. Your support, friendship and beta work on this book has been priceless. Mitzi - Big thanks to you for all that you have done for me. Your support as a beta and a pimp has been amazing and for that I am thankful.