HANDSOME BUT DAMNED - Attraction

by Anisa Gjikdhima

  They looked very angry, looked in their eyes and started their revenge by grabbing who in the arms of their feet and they took me to the bathroom by throwing myself into the full tank of water, with all my clothes and Prada shoes, if Clair knew , She would kill me, but I did not give up, I started pulling water on everyone, went down to the kitchen, took a bottle of water and started spraying it on three and three, but my main goal was Erik, only that I could not keep it behind, was stronger and faster than me, the other two laughed at the show, but Eric was definitely stronger.

  I grab myself like a lot of potatoes, I screamed giving him punches, I thought I was bringing it back to the bathtub, instead he threw me on his bed, took off my wet clothes and let us carry it out of our emotions, allowing him to do it all who wanted of my body.

  Chapter 34

  They were two days I had a tremendous cold, I didn’t want to do anything, I looked like a zombie; I had dark circles and red nose like a tomato, a terrible cough.

  Surely, the fault of all this was my boyfriend, his stupid bathtub, it had to be a funny joke, but at the end I had the worse.

  I was alone and ill, Erik had to go to Berlin for work and there was his brother Lucas with me, who wasn’t even able to make coffee without combining disasters, but his sympathy compensates for the rest, he is a good boy and we love each other.

  I have a fever of 39 for two days and he was very worried about me, he wanted to take me to the hospital, but even if the sore throat was very strong, I wouldn’t go, but I know he had already warned Erik, even though I didn’t want to worry.

  It’s too late, Erik sent a message telling me to go to the hospital right away, but I said no and ended up arguing.

  The situation began to worsen, I was getting colder, my throat burning me more and more and I was very tired. When I opened my eyes, I found myself in a hospital bed, Lucas had seen the situation get worse and last night he brought me back to the hospital .

  I woke up in his arms, his throat was burning me and the fever had passed, I thanked him for taking care of me, but he replied that I was like a sister for him and thanked me for the rest of the life to give him a brother, making his life more beautiful.

  In the meantime, Erik was coming back from Berlin and I knew he was very angry with me, but he can’t handle me as if I were an employee or a private property, he can’t always give me orders, I'm deciding of my life.

  It was time to get him off the pedestal.

  In the evening I was taken away from the hospital, promising myself to take the medicine. Lucas decided to stay with me until Erik returned, I do not know how I would have done without him.

  I didn’t want to warn Clair not to worry about her during her pregnancy.

  Just back home, Lucas asked me to watch a movie, Erik and he are very similar, the only difference is that Erik is a maniac of control while Lucas is the opposite.

  I leaned my head on the back couch, I already know that Erik will come up screaming, I don’t want to argue with him, but I have to clarify this location once and for all.

  Chapter 35

  Lucas and I fell asleep in front of the TV.

  Suddenly, I heard a scream, Erik came home, saw us on the couch, making strange ideas.

  This was not possible, which means that it has a very low consideration of me.

  To smack me, Lucas and I made a wink and we went around, then all went to a big laugh, came to my mouth, whispering that I had missed him, but before my mind is blurred by the love that I try for him, I decided to talk to him, I asked Lucas to leave alone and became serious.

  I told him never to treat you as if I were his dog, but he replied that he had to do it because I had proved more than once to be an irresponsible.

  I always suspected that he manipulated my life, so I asked if he had done something like this with me since the beginning of our relationship.

  I hoped that his answer was negative, but he answered yes.

  His answer made me fall into the world of work, work, scholarship, all this manipulated by him, and I was delighted that everything was worthy of my sacrifices.

  Disappointed and angry, I hunted him out of my house barking to be an asshole, manipulator and unscrupulous; And I told him to be heartless, suddenly he raised his hand as if to give me a slap, but stopped right in time, looking me mortified.

  Once again I screamed to go away, but nothing, I was trapped, confused and wounded, I needed to be alone, my question was whether I really wanted to spend my whole life with such a complicated man, a man who never speaks Of himself, but he wants to know everything about me.

  So to run away from him and stand alone, I put on my suit, took my IPod and left, leaving the two brothers alone in my house.

  Since I met Erik, my whole life has changed, there are many positive sides, but the idea that he controls me is making me crazy, I do not want you to command me, I want to be free to decide.

  After about an hour, I returned home, exhausted, I was not physically ready to do sports, I hope he left home, I thought of the whole situation and even though I'm very angry with Erik, I could not live without of him.

  I went into the house and there was absolute silence and as soon as I got into my room there was Erik who was waiting for me sitting on my bed, he began to look strangely to me, asked him why he was still at my house, he begged me not to send him away, and despite ignoring him, he followed me everywhere in my shadow, he was really disturbing.

  Finally I spoke to him, telling that I needed a break, I expected him to break everything out of anger, but he remained silent to look at me if I was serious or not.

  But I continued to tell him that I was not joking, if he really loved me, otherwise our story ended here.

  He threatened me, telling that if we took a break, our story would end forever.

  He said, rubbing his neck, nervously.

  Worse than that, it couldn’t be, the only thing missing was the ultimatum.

  And if I lost him forever, claiming this break?

  But I really need to be a bit distant from him, to understand.

  His mood swings keep me brim and I don’t know how to behave.

  If I let him lose, he will win again and will not understand his mistakes, if I take a break, I may lose it.

  I'm really confused, I don’t know what to do.

  Chapter 36

  I did not want to leave it, but I know my decision will not lead to anything good.

  So after telling him that I wanted a break, he looked at me glacially, and went away slamming the door like a fury, must learn to respect my spaces, I'm glad he cares for me, but he does it wrong.

  I needed to talk to Clair, who answered me right away, we made an appointment for the next day in "Inferno". Erik's room, hoping not to meet him there.

  Clair was greatly wounded, with pregnancy his mood swings increased and he was angry with anything but with all the defects in the world, I love her the same.

  If I'm not mistaken, now she should be on the seventh month of pregnancy, it's time to buy something for the baby, but Logan and her do not want to know the baby's sex until birth, so I still have not bought anything yet.

  The next day, Clair and I met at the club, and just told her I had a break with Erik, she told me I was crazy, actually her pregnancy had made her lose some of her class and sophistication. As we laughed at Clair's change, I saw that her eyes were looking elsewhere.

  I turned and saw Erik, Jason and Lucas with three women.

  A blonde woman, with tattered tits and giant lips together with my Erik? It was Impossible!

  I ask him for a break and he replaces me in nothing, I'm incredulous!

  In madness, I ordered a glass of red wine and with a cold look, I looked at Clair, trying to calm me.

  I took my glass, and went to Erik's table. As soon as I approached, everyone's eyes were looking at me, I grew up and threatened Erik that I would have killed him.

  He seemed drunk and giggling said,

 
«Oh, my baby decided to come back to me,» he was unknowable.

  The blonde asked Erik who I was calling him "my love", and then I told her I was his girlfriend and had to take her hands off him. But Erik replied that we were not together because I wanted a break, and he smiled mischievously.

  The blonde began to stir and the other two beasts laughed as I poured wine on Erik's head.

  She threatened to call security, approached Erik, caressing his hairs and kissing the cheek.

  After this scene, the devil took possession of me and without reflection, grabbed the blond woman's hair by dragging her on the floor until she entered of the club and then let her go threatening her never to approach Erik again.

  She went whining, I went back to the table of the three beasts that seemed frightened by my reaction, ordered them to bring Erik home and I return to Clair.

  I took my drink in one sip.

  Throughout my life, I had never gone out of my way, I was really angry.

  Get out of the club, I took a taxi and told Clair I would update her.

  Arriving at home, the only thing I wanted to do, was to sleep .I was really exhausted.

  The next day, I had a terrible headache and when I woke up, my phone was ringing at least fifteen times, he was Erik who, on some of the messages, asked me to forgive him, and he was coming to my house to talk to me

  After a while, he began to knock on the door, but did not open it, I had a strong head but it grew more and more. After knocking and shouting for a few minutes, finally I was silent, he had come home, I locked myself in my room, but he screamed like a madman was about to open the door, but I was too angry, just thinking about last night He let himself be touched by another woman, I would have castrated him!

  After a few minutes of strange silence, I saw the door of my bedroom, dropping down, Erik, had thrown it down.

  He looked very scruffy, wearing a gray suit, haired hair and dark circles, we both had a hangover, our eyes met violently, I wanted to kill him as he looked at me with sweetness. He sat down on my bed and began to apologize, but I stopped him immediately because I wanted to talk to me first. How was he allowed to come to my house and throw down the door? Then I just asked him for a break and did not deserve to be treated like that, but I was screaming like a hysterical one and he was silent.

  After a long and worrying break, Erik finally began to speak.

  He started talking to a young woman called Helen, known when she was twenty years old, whom she was in love with. They were young and carefree, but he would do everything for her. But at the time he was different, he did not like being responsible and he enjoyed himself without thinking about the consequences. One day, Helen and he had gone to the disco and had drunk a lot. At the exit, she asked Erik to drive the car, she suddenly accelerated and without realizing it, the car began to bend and then he no longer remembers anything.

  He woke up in the hospital and when he asked about Helen, the doctors told him she was dead.

  From that moment on, his life changed, promising himself to be always responsible and to have control over everything.

  He had promised himself that he no longer loves Helen, then I entered his life and after a year he realized that he could not live without me. I knew her pain very well because I know what it's like to lose a loved one.

  Erik was afraid of losing me and that was the real reason he did it that way, and since I'm a stubborn, all this makes him angry.

  In addition, Stefan's bastard was very in love with Helen, and when she chose Erik, he continued to be grateful.

  His tale was touching, but I could not understand, the last night's woman who was. With malice, he replied that he had arranged everything to make me angry and he had succeeded!

  All the anger I had had vanished, but I was ashamed of how I had been in the night club, I was not myself, somebody had taken over me.

  So, we drew a strong hug and while we were pampering, we were interrupted by Erik's cell phone ring.

  He was Logan, Erik replied bored, but suddenly his eyes grew up, we had to run to the hospital, the baby was about to be born.

  I started to be anxious, it was not possible, there was still two months left.

  When we arrived at the hospital, they waited for Jason and Lucas, Logan, as a coward begged me to enter in the labor room, he did not do it because Clair was gone, I looked at him badly, and I went into the room to give comfort to my friend, but Logan was right, Clair screaming like a crazy and filling me with dizzies, I even started screaming and after four hours of suffering the baby was born.

  He was a fine kid of two kilos and eight hundred grams, I cut the umbilical cord and though I would have imprinted the baby's head out of Clair's vagina all my life, for me that was the most beautiful moment of my life .

  While Clair was with the nurses, I took the little baby and put him in his father’s arms.

  That moment was beautiful, and I remembered when my parents told me about when they saw me for the first time. Logan's eyes was shining, than we went into the room where Clair was waiting for us, she put the baby in her bosom as if she'd done so many times and instinctively, the baby started to suck. It was a really exciting time.

  At some point, I asked them what name they had chosen for the baby and they said,

  «Martin».

  It was my father's name, they chose this name in my honor and I was very happy, that was really, the most beautiful day of my life!

  Chapter 37

  Today is a beautiful day - it is my little Martin baptism and I have the honor of being his goddess, along with Erik, who was as excited as me.

  The baby is two months, he's a real devil, Clair is a thoughtful mother and has become more docile, it's as if Martin had made her a spell. Since he has entered in our lives, we are spending a lot of time together and I don’t see the time he grows in order to spoil it even more.

  For now, we filled the Logan home with so many games, so many that the baby will not be able to use them all.

  Erik is always the usual exaggerated, as baptism gift, he has meant opening a baby's saving booklet, I already know he's got a huge figure.

  While I have little Martin in his arms, I look at him, he has Logan's eyes and Clair's lips, he loves when I sing, he actually falls asleep, while the rocking gently I felt watched, Erik and Clair watching me, I am lucky to have them in my life, and even though Erik and I was the opposite of each other, we are completing it.

  These days, Erik is a bit weird and thoughtful, I hope that they are not work problems, from time to time he should delegate something, but he is crappy.

  The day is spent celebrating little Martin, and I wept until the end of baptism. What a thrill, I baby goddess, I love kids, I do not know if I will have one day, but I don’t rule out it even though for the moment I don’t feel the need, now Erik and I have reached a balance and he is learning to respect my spaces. It is time to give our presents to the baby parents , the first is a savings book, as soon as they looked at it, I saw their faces astonished, here, I knew, I asked Erik how much he had given it and replied: one million ! The second gift was a dinner for them only, and Erik and I were babysitting. You can’t give two million to a baby, but Erik is doing so. After they had been long-tattered, they thanked us and continued to discard the other gifts.

  Chapter 38

  Three weeks of vacation, a dream that will become reality, and for all this I have to thank my love.

  It will not be a holiday like the others, we will be all together.

  When Erik suggested it to me, I thought he joked, but no; he has organized a trip with our friends, our tour includes three nations: Spain, Italy and France, it will be fantastic, I'm so curious; I have never been to these places.

  That's why lately he was so strange and silent, he wanted to make me a surprise and he succeeded perfectly.

  During the flight, I noticed that Lucas, looking at the hostess, I should have done my own, but as I am a romantic girl, I want to help him to c
onquer her.

  But he, unlike his brother, is very timid and insecure, so as I try to encourage him, Erik as always, began jealousy about Lucas and me.

  Meanwhile, listening to my advice, Lucas asked for the phone number to the hostess but when he turned to sit, he seemed totally indifferent, just as moody as his brother! So, I preferred to continue conversing with Logan and Clair.

  After a long flight, we landed in Madrid and here our adventure began.

  Since Erik has spoken to me about Helen, many things have changed positively, now we talk a lot, he no longer hides his emotions, and if something annoys me, he tells me that.

  I love him even though he's jealous, arrogant, megalomaniac and sweet and between high and low our story was lasting.

  Madrid is a fascinating city, it's the first time I come here, there's a lot to visit, then I'm just curious to find out how Erik has organized the trip, surely will have looked after the details.

  Arriving in front of Hotel Adler, Erik and I decided to stay in the room some alone time in the room. The interior of the room was gorgeous, a canopy bed, just like it likes to me, and definitely he had chosen it not by chance for me.

  We started kissing , his lips were irresistible, I let his hands touch every centimeter of my body and let us go to the overwhelming passion.

  After our relaxing afternoon, we decided to go for a walk in the city, my idea was to visit the Crystal Palace, but Clair having visited Madrid wanted to shop, thankfully no one was in agreement with her but in the end we spent the whole afternoon for the shops.