Where You Can Find Me

by Cole, Fiona

  “Like what you see, beautiful?” Grayson asked with a cocky grin on his face.

  “Maybe.” I didn’t want to be too eager. And while his stomach impressed, I still preferred Jack’s muscular chest and six pack abs. To prove my point, I made my way over to Jack and kissed him hard. I wanted Grayson to know that even though I was here to play, I would always prefer Jack. He wrapped his arms around me and palmed a butt cheek, pulling me close into his dick straining against his pants.

  “Your girl is something else, Jack.”

  Jack pulled back and brushed my hair back behind my ear. “That she is.”

  He leaned down to kiss me at the same time I felt another pair of hands land on my shoulders and smooth down my back. They were quickly replaced with soft full lips kissing up the side of my neck. A bite to the lobe of my ear caused a moan to vibrate in my throat.

  “Like that, beautiful?” Grayson’s lips brushed against my ear.

  Jack’s lips travelled down my neck, over my breasts and began sucking on my nipple. His hand not gripping my ass moved to my other breast and rolled my nipple around. With every twist of his fingers my pussy clenched, trying to get friction around my clit. My breaths increased and escaped on whispered whimpers. A hand moved from behind and in between my legs pushing them apart. I didn’t know who it belonged to and, at that point, I didn’t care. I needed relief. A finger traced the lips of my pussy and pushed up to rub against my clit.

  “She’s so fucking wet, Jack.”

  Grayson. Grayson currently had his fingers on my vagina. He pushed his fingers farther and began to work two fingers into me. I took a step out with my right foot to give him more room to fuck me. Jack switched breasts and I clung to his head as Grayson roughly shoved his fingers inside me. I kept my lips sealed to minimize the noises that came from me.

  “Answer me this, Luella: do you like it a little rough? Because when I get my third finger in here I want to push you to your limits and I want to hear you scream. I have so much I want to do to this soft creamy skin. I want to see my marks on you.”

  A loud slap sounded before I felt the sting of his hand on my cheek. I loved it when Jack spanked me. I felt no different when Grayson did it either. Grayson pushed a third finger into me as I dropped my head back onto his chest and lips fell open to inhale more oxygen. I needed more oxygen to stay upright. How was I supposed to survive this?

  Jack moved his mouth from my nipple and kissed his way back up to my neck and dropped his hand to my clit. He rubbed around it before giving it a hard tap. Leaning in to whisper in my ear he commanded, “Come for me, baby. Come all over Grayson’s fingers.” After a moment longer of these two men touching; of me feeling them everywhere, I came. Whimpered moans escaped my chest as I tried to hold on to the storm swallowing me whole. It seemed to last forever and be done too quickly all at once.

  My wobbly legs couldn’t hold me anymore as I fell into Jack’s arms and he picked me up and laid me on the bed. The bed dipped as he stretched out next to me and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead whispering, “Beautiful. So beautiful.” An exhausted smile formed on my lips. “Do you want to continue?” My body laid there both exhausted and ready for more. Knowing this was a once in a lifetime thing, I nodded. “Do you trust me and know you can stop this at any time?” I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion and nodded my head a little slower this time. “Good girl.”

  “What Jack is trying to say is that he loves to watch. I’m going to tie you up and he is going to sit in that chair and play with his dick before he comes over here to fuck you.”

  My eyes widened and jerked to Grayson. “Tie me up?”

  “Yeah, beautiful. You’ll love it. I promise. If not, all you have to do is say stop. But you won’t want to.” That cocky grin slid into place again and I turned to Jack for confirmation.

  “You really like to watch?”

  “I would love to see you receiving pleasure. It would make me hard as a rock and want to beg to fuck you.”

  Well, shit. How could I say no to that. “Okay.” The word came out on a breath I wasn’t sure he could hear.

  Jack settled into the chair as Grayson tied me to the bed with a soft black rope. My hands and feet were handcuffed to links built into the bed. I guess Grayson was really into this stuff. The rope wrapped around my waist and looped around my thighs pulling my knees out and back, opening me up completely. Any time I began to feel panicked about being tied down and exposed I looked to Jack for comfort and dug deep for the bold and sensual feeling that got me here in the first place.

  Once Grayson finished, he asked Jack to bring him a cup of ice water. He set it on the nightstand and climbed over top of me. He gave me that searching look again that seemed almost distant and in another place before leaning down to press his lips to mine. The kiss felt a little wrong because his lips were so different from Jack’s, but I fell into the kiss and enjoyed his full lips moving over mine; his tongue pushing into my mouth and tasting me. He moved down my neck and eventually settled at my breasts. His tongue circled my nipple before he latched on with strong pulls that made my back arch off the bed and a moan start in my throat. He reached in the glass as he bit his way down my abdomen. He started at my ribs and gave little nips and drags of his teeth to below my belly button.

  Grayson leaned back, sitting on his heels, and stared down at my exposed core. My legs were held back by the rope and left nothing hidden. He dragged a finger through my folds. “Let’s warm you up, beautiful.”

  I didn’t know what that meant until he brought the flat of his fingers down hard, slapping my clit. I didn’t have much time to process the feeling until it happened again and again. As soon as the sting processed in my shocked mind, a warm pleasure settled low in my abdomen and radiated out through my limbs spreading to my nipples. I turned to look at Jack and saw him stroking his dick through his pants. His heavy lidded eyes completely focused on where Grayson spanked my cunt.

  Seeing his hand wrapped around himself made me hotter. I felt like I could combust from the amount of heat coming off of me. Sweat formed in my hair as I gasped for breath.

  “Oh shit!” My back arched off the bed as a cold settled over my clit, sending a whole new sensation over my body. “Oh shit.” Grayson rubbed the coldness all over my exposed folds and up my thighs. When he reached my knee I saw a melted ice cube.

  “I didn’t want you to get too hot. I need to cool you down before we really get started.”

  Jesus. We hadn’t really gotten started yet? I wasn’t sure if I would survive the night. But I was dying to try. I looked to Jack again while Grayson got another ice cube. He held it between his teeth this time and looked to Jack, also. Jack had his cock out of his unfastened pants and leisurely stroked up and down.

  “Eat her out. Make her come on your tongue.” My core clenched at his words. He looked right at me to make sure I was still okay with everything. “Then fuck her.”

  “Jack.” I don’t know what I wanted from him. I just needed to reassure myself with his name. He resituated himself, pulling his pants down further to make more room for his up and down movements. I turned to look at Grayson. He gave me a quick wink and dropped between my thighs.

  My body jerked when he pushed the melting ice cube into my pussy and shoved it deeper with his tongue. He moved up to my clit and circled it, torturing me.

  “Don’t take too long. I want to fuck her when you’re done.”

  Oh, God. Yes, please.

  Grayson did as Jack requested and licked me all over, using his fingers and tongue to bring me close to climax and coax me back down before I actually came.

  “You taste so good. I could eat you all day.” He sucked one of my lips into his mouth and moved back up to my clit. “He says I’m the dominant one, but look at him over there stroking that impressive cock, giving all the orders.”

  “Please…” I gasped when he hummed on my clit. “Please let me come.”

  After flicking his tongue across my nub a few mo
re times he agreed. “Fine. But only because you said please. I love it when they beg. Makes me even harder.”

  He latched onto me and pushed two fingers deep, curling them up and dragging them back out. I lasted less than a thirty seconds before a silent scream ripped from me. My back arched off the bed and I spasmed as he removed his fingers, making me panic that he was stopping. But he grabbed a condom and put it on before shoving inside of me with one thrust, prolonging my orgasm.

  All three of us moaned. My eyes closed. There was too much to take in. I needed to take away one of my senses so I could focus on the way my body stretched to accommodate him. I didn’t see him before he began fucking me, but he must have been thicker than Jack, because he stretched me to the max.

  He placed his hands on my stretched thighs and fucked me like a freight train. A loud groan came from deep in his throat as he came with his head thrown back in release. When he came down from his orgasm Jack stood by the bed and untied the ropes.

  He took off his pants while I rubbed feeling back in my hands and legs. The bed dipped behind me when he climbed on and placed his legs on each side of my hips. “Climb on and ride me reverse cowgirl.”

  I didn’t know how well my limbs would work after being tied for so long but I did as I was told. He easily slid inside my wet opening and held my hips as he pushed in and out.

  “Grayson. Lick her pussy while I fuck her. Suck on her clit.”

  I didn’t know how Grayson would feel about having his mouth so close to Jack’s dick, but couldn’t bring myself to care as he pushed me to lean back and settled between our thighs. The sensation of having a tongue on my clit while Jack fucked me set my body on fire. I didn’t know how long I could take it. My body raced to the finish.

  All of sudden, Jack grunted and lost his rhythm. “Fuck. Grayson. Unggh.”

  “What? Jack.” I could barely get the words out as Jack’s pace increased and he fucked me harder. I tried to focus through my confusion and Grayson’s fingers playing on my nubbin. Grayson ended up answering for Jack.

  “He’d never admit it but he loves when I roll his balls in my hand while he fucks you. Or when I drop my mouth a little lower than your sweet clit and lick his dick as it moves in and out of you. Isn’t that right, Jack?”

  Jack’s chest rumbled and growled in response. “Shut the fuck up, Grayson.”

  Shit. Shit. I couldn’t help but be turned on by the image of Grayson’s lips on both of us. His hand on Jack’s balls as they moved against my ass. Oh, God. I didn’t know what to think about it and I couldn’t right now. I just felt. I just closed my eyes and felt it all.

  “She loves it. Look at how wet she’s getting. It doesn’t mean anything, just enjoy it.”

  Jack pushed in harder and shorter bursts and Grayson licked me faster with forceful flicks. When he pinched my clit between his fingers, I exploded and took Jack with me. We both moaned out our release and it felt like it picked me up and tossed me around forever. My scalp tingled as a heat spread throughout my whole body.

  When I came back down and could feel my chest moving again, I tried to control my breathing. Jack pulled out, leaving me empty, and rolled me to the side. I could do nothing but lie there and try to remain awake. It didn’t last long. A washcloth wiped between my legs, soothing the delicious ache. I heard a door close then felt arms wrap around me.

  “Let’s sleep a little bit and then go from there. I love you, my sweet Luella. You are so beautiful and I don’t know what I did to deserve you, but I plan to love you forever.”

  Jack placed a gentle kiss behind my ear and I fell asleep with the word “forever” ringing in my ear.

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  You’ve Got the Love - Florence and the Machine

  Grayson must have slept on the couch because he didn’t come back to the room that night. Jack kissed me awake the next morning and the aroma of coffee permeated the air, begging me to come get a cup. The morning proceeded to be uneventful as we sat at the table having breakfast and the guys talked about nothing important. I stared off trying to process that I had been between these two men last night. And I had enjoyed it.

  When Grayson got up to go to the sink I noticed scratches on his back and blushed at the fact that I must have done that. I turned to see if Jack had seen and he just smirked his perverted smile at me before lifting his mug to his lips. I raised my eyebrow challenging him to judge me instead of shriveling up in embarrassment like I wanted to. He only winked at my show of no shame.

  We left soon after, but not before Grayson had ordered me to suck his dick while Jack fucked me from behind. I thought the command was a joke until I saw both of them silently waiting for me to obey. And so I did. Without a second thought I enjoyed my morning with the two gorgeous men. I knew it would be a one and only time. As much fun as it had been I didn’t want to push the boundaries of my relationship with Jack too far.

  * * *

  Later that night Jack and I made dinner together and talked about everything that happened. I think we both needed confirmation that last night was something we both wanted and didn’t regret. I knew I had questions about some of the things that occurred.

  “Are you sure you don’t regret it?” Jack asked me.

  “No. Of course not. I’m glad I shared this with you and it was sexy and something I will only have with you.”

  “Is it … Is it something you want to do again?” He hesitated over the question and I wasn’t sure if it was because he wanted to again, or because he didn’t and thought I did.

  I paused. “No. As much as I loved it. I think once was enough. I have you and that’s really all I need. You keep me plenty satisfied.”

  He seemed relieved by my response. “Good. I’m glad I’m enough man for you.”

  “Oh baby, you’re more than enough man for me.” I jokingly reached down and cupped his package bringing us back to a relaxed conversation. But before we pulled too far away from the serious questions I had one more I needed to ask. Nerves settled in my chest moving throughout my body causing my fingers to tingle because I didn’t know what kind of reaction my question would get. I took a deep breath before I opened my mouth hoping my voice came out calm and steady. “Jack.” I saw him look at me out of the corner of my eye while I cowardly stared into the pasta sauce I stirred. “Last night. When… when Grayson…” I stopped unsure of how I wanted to ask this. I lifted my eyes to his. I wanted to see his initial reaction. “Am I enough for you?”

  “Shit.” He dropped his head and rubbed his hand over the back of his neck. His blue eyes locked on mine and showed his sincerity. “Luella, you are more than I ever thought I deserved. You are more than I could ever want. I love you. You’re more than enough for me.”

  “I love you, too. I just … I just needed to ask. I wanted to be honest about my thoughts with you.”

  “You have every right to. The thing last night with Grayson was his way of asserting himself. He likes to play games. And that’s what last night was. He likes to push the boundaries and rile people up. It’s not that he is attracted to me, or that I am to him, as much as just doing it because he can. The game is something we’ve always done and somehow Grayson took it to the bedroom on the few occasions we had a threesome. I don’t reciprocate and he has never done anything that pushed me to a point of no return. I’ve always just ignored him. I’m sorry last night happened like that.”

  I felt bad when he dropped his head as though he felt I judged him. I never wanted him to feel that way and quickly reassured him. “Jack. Stop. Don’t ever apologize for any part of last night. That doesn’t surprise me at all about Grayson. He’s … he’s something else.” We both stopped to laugh at the thought of Grayson’s personality. “Besides, it was actually pretty hot.”

  His lips quirked up on one side as he wrapped his arm around my waist. “Yeah?”

  “Oh yeah.” Just as he leaned in for a kiss his phone rang. He looked at the screen and saw Shane’s number. He landed a quick peck a
nd pulled away to answer it.

  “MacCabe.”

  I returned to making dinner as I listened to the one-sided conversation.

  “Yeah, I can make it in on Monday. I’ll bring Grayson with me.” A pause. “No, I haven’t told him the news yet. It just hasn’t come up.” He paced across the kitchen. “Does Bennet know?” He growled with anger. “He’s been on vacation for two weeks? Hell of a time for vacation. When does he get back?” Jack’s brows lowered in irritation from whatever he heard on the other end of the line. “Yeah, that seems a little odd. Do we know his whereabouts? What he’s been doing?” He nodded to whatever was being said on the other line. Yeah. I guess we’ll see him Monday and ask him then.” He nodded again. ”I know, I know. But you know how I feel about him. You know a lot of people are keeping their eyes on him too.” Jack held a finger up to me, signally his conversation was ending shortly. “Okay. I’ll see you Monday. Later, man.”

  Jack dropped his phone with a heavy sigh.

  “Everything all right?”

  “Yeah. Everything is fine. That was Shane asking me to come in Monday to discuss some things. Apparently Aimes has been on vacation for the past two weeks and whenever Shane has tried to call him in to work the case he hasn’t been able to get a hold of him. He said he was visiting his family, but when Shane called the number supplied, his mom said she hadn’t seen him since Christmas. It just doesn’t sit right. I may be wrong, but I … I don’t know.”

  I rubbed my hand up and down his back trying to soothe him. “I’m sorry, Jack. I wish you had more answers. And hopefully you will soon. When do the DNA results come back?”

  “They should be in by Friday.”

  “Good. Just one more week and hopefully this will all be over. Now come on and have some dinner with me.” He followed me to the dining room where we pushed the upcoming week aside and decided to enjoy our dinner together.