The Ten Year Affair

by Hope Raye Collins

“Alex, I don’t want tonight to end.”

  “I know Ian. Tonight’s been pretty special for me. I’m not going to forget it any time soon.”

  “Alex. I want you to stay with me awhile longer. I want to be with you Alex. My parents are out of town. Will you come back to my house with me?”

  Alex’s mouth grew dry and she didn’t know what to say.

  “I don’t know Ian. I want to. Just what do you mean exactly by wanting to be with me?”

  Ian grinned.

  “I think you know what I mean Alex. I want to make love to you. I want to have this one sweet memory of you to hold onto when I’m at school.”

  “I don’t know Ian…I…I…want you more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life. I think you know that. But I don’t want to be a one-night stand either. As much as I’d like to go home with you, I think you better take me home.”

  Ian knew she was right. He’d fought his attraction for her all these years and couldn’t explain why he’d decided to throw it all away and give into his feelings tonight. He just knew he had to. He had to have her.

  “Baby I know.” He cupped her face in his hands and tenderly rubbed her cheeks with his thumbs making her burn with desire. “I’ve wanted you for so long now. You are so special to me Alex and I thought I was being noble by staying away from you. I knew we couldn’t fight these feelings that spark between us if I didn’t stay away from you. I didn’t want to use you then go away to school. You deserve better than that Alex. You deserve a man who wants to marry you and take care of you. I’m not that man Alex and I never will be. I’m just a kid that desires the hell out of you.” His heart sunk as he said these next words. “But you’re right. I better take you home.” He turned from her to start the car.

  “No!” Alex cried and grabbed his arm. “No,” she said softly this time. “I’ll die Ian if I never know what it would be like to make love to you. I’ve dreamed of it for so long. I don’t want to just dream any more.”

  Ian slid his hand to the nape of her neck, caressed her cheek with his other hand and smiled sweetly into her eyes. “Be sure Alex. Please be sure. Whatever happens after tonight I don’t ever want you to hate me or regret making love to me.”

  “I’m not sure that it’s the right thing for us to do Ian all I know is that it’s what I want. What I need tonight.”

  Ian lowered his head and tenderly brushed his lips against hers. Alex could feel the moistness gather between her legs. She grabbed his shoulders and pulled him further into the kiss. She parted her lips and met his tongue with hers with an urgency and hunger she remembered feeling only once before when Ian had kissed her at her door and awakened this wanton side of her.

  Ian abruptly pulled away and ended the heaven she was feeling.

  “Let’s get outta here.”

  Alex reclined her seat, laid back and smiled. This was actually going to happen. She was going to make love to Ian Foster.

  ***

  When they arrived back at Ian’s house the phone was ringing when they walked in. Ian answered it to find his Mom on the other end.

  “I’m fine Mom. Yeah, I’m just getting in. It was a great time Mom. Yes, I think Mary Ann really enjoyed herself but she got sick and had to go home a little early. No, I am sure she’ll be fine. Nothing serious. Just a little touch of the flu or something.” Ian grinned over his shoulder at Alex because of his words. The same type of flu that had affected Peter had affected Mary Ann as well. Alcohol related flu. “No Mom I’m in for the night.” He turned to Alex with his eyes ablaze. “I’m going straight to bed.” Alex shivered and wrapped her arms tight around her. His gaze made her weak. She was frightened but knew this would be a remarkable time that she would always treasure. She wanted Ian to be her first lover because she trusted him to make it special for her. She was scared to death but eager to find out what it would be like to let go and lose herself in Ian Foster.

  Ian ended his call with his mother and grabbed Alex’s hand. “Let’s go up,” he said and nodded towards the staircase.

  “I still can’t remember how I ever made it up those stairs,” Alex mused. “I must have floated because I doubt my legs carried me.”

  Ian led her into his room and shut the door behind them. He turned on the small lamp on a nightstand next to his bed and it let off a soft glow. He took off his jacket and threw it on a chair then made his way toward Alex.

  “Come here baby,” he softly whispered. “Let me love you.”

  He slid her jacket off her arms, threw it over his own jacket on the chair and drew her into his arms and quickly brought his lips to hers. The kiss wasn’t hard as Alex expected it would be because of his eagerness. It was soft and tender. His tongue slid across her lips leaving them wet and wanting more. Oh, how she wanted more. He pushed away and stood back from her to hold her hands at arms length.

  “I want to look at you Alex. I want to look at your beautiful body.”

  He reached up to unbutton her blouse with both hands never taking his eyes from hers. Alex’s breathing was short and ragged. When the back of his hands brushed against her pert nipples she thought she would explode. Her arousal had not gone unnoticed by Ian. His voice was thick and husky as he spoke.

  “You want me don’t you Alex. You want my hands on you. Touching your breasts. Feeling the slick heat between your legs. You want that don’t you Alex?”

  Alex’s blouse slid to the floor revealing her lacy pink bra. Ian groaned as he took in the sight of her. His hands rose to claim her soft mounds. His thumbs brushed back and forth across her nipples as he kneaded. His touch was just as she had imagined but she wanted more, so much more. She didn’t know what to do, didn’t know what he wanted her to do. So she just acted on instinct and let herself feel. She closed her eyes and her head fell back as she arched into his hands and felt the warmth that passed through her body. She was lost in his touch but he quickly brought her back to reality when he fell to his knees and his tongue flicked across her nipple. She jumped and grabbed his shoulders to keep from falling limp to the ground and looked down into his wickedly smiling eyes.

  “I can see you liked that Alex,” he said in that velvet smooth voice. “Do you want more of that Alex? Tell me you want more.”

  Alex thought she had lost her voice but she whispered what he wanted to hear. “I want more Ian. Show me more.”

  At her words he lowered his mouth to her breasts and suckled her through the sheer material of her bra. She wound her fingers into his sleek black hair and she pulled him closer to her as she lowered herself to sit on the edge of his bed. He switched his attention to the other nipple and she gasped. Her nipples ached so much. The feel of his tongue lapping at them eased some of the pain but the ache between her legs was becoming unbearable.

  Ian lifted his head from her damp chest.

  “Let me see you Alex. Let my tongue feel your skin.”

  As Alex reached behind her to unhook her bra Ian hurriedly unbuttoned his shirt revealing his hard, muscular chest. Alex remembered watching Mary Ann caress that chest at a pool party last summer and also remembered how envious she had been. It was her turn now.

  As Alex’s bra fell to the floor Ian froze. He stared at her chest as she stared at his. At the same time their hands reached to caress each other. Alex rubbed his chest loving the hardness underneath her. Ian found her breasts with his mouth once more suckling and fondling each one so tenderly. Alex felt the strong muscles of his back and felt him shiver. She suddenly felt so powerful knowing that she could make a man as sexy as Ian shiver.

  Ian pressed his lips to hers with a hard, hungry kiss and she parted her lips and accepted his tongue tantalizing her mouth as he’d just done to her breasts.

  “I want to see all of you Alex,” he moaned against her lips. “Now.”

  Ian, still on his knees, grabbed her bottom and molded her. He kissed her navel and teased it with his wet tongue. He pressed his face against her firm belly and held her tight.

  “You’re
beautiful Alex,” he groaned. “So beautiful. You’re everything I imagined.”

  Ian’s shiver had given Alex a new-found confidence. She suddenly felt seductive and she knew now that she could please Ian. She wanted to please him so badly but she was finding that she ached so much. Her breasts longed for his touch again. Alex reached up to mold her breasts to ease her ache. Alex gazed into Ian’s eyes as she soothed her aching mounds. Without thinking or realizing what she was doing she toyed with her nipples with her thumb and forefinger and tugged gently on them.

  “Good god Alex what are you trying to do to me?” he moaned and swiped his hand through his hair.

  Alex suddenly realized what she had done and was horrified.

  “Ian I’m sorry. I’m so embarrassed I don’t know why I…”

  “It’s all right Alex. Don’t be embarrassed. It’s wonderful. I want you to let go and do whatever you need to do to feel good…to make me feel good. I liked watching you touch yourself baby. I want you to do it again. It turns me on baby. Do you want to see what you're doing to me? Do you want to feel what you’ve done to me?”

  Ian placed her hand on the ripple in his jeans. He was hard and big. So big. Alex was frightened at the thought of that going inside her. She wasn’t so sure this was going to work after all.

  Ian had seen the scared, doubtful, look on her face.

  “Don’t be afraid Alex. Everything will be all right. I’m not going to hurt you. I don’t ever want to hurt you Alex.”

  Alex found herself spiraling out of control from Ian’s words and touch. She had never thought she could be this turned on, feel this sexy and desirable. As Ian removed her hand and worked to free himself from his jeans his eyes never left her body. Alex slowly stood up, slid her hands down her belly, unfastened her jeans and dropped them to the floor. She was now standing before him in nothing but a lacy pink triangle of silk while Ian was completely bare. She couldn’t take her eyes away from his throbbing manhood. She had never actually seen one before and still wasn’t sure one that size would fit inside her.

  She lifted her eyes to his face and they both grinned. He started to come toward her but she held out her hands and stopped him.

  “No Ian. I’m not done.”

  Ian gazed at her with a questioning look on his face but it wasn’t long before he knew what she meant.

  Once again Alex slowly slipped her hands down her belly. Her fingers went slightly below the pink triangle, which caused Ian to swear under his breath. She grasped the side strings of her thong to cast them aside but lost her nerve.

  “Go ahead Alex. Don’t stop. Let me see you. I want to see you naked. I want to see what I’ve dreamed about for so long.”

  Alex slid her panties to the floor. Ian’s eyes widened and he let out a slow wolf whistle.

  “You astound me Alex. You are so hot. So hot,” he said as he devoured her mouth hungrily and laid her gently on the bed. He laid down next to her and propped himself on one elbow and gazed down at her.

  “I’d planned to be gentle with you Alex but I can’t promise you I will be. I want you so badly. I nearly exploded when you touched yourself. I knew you had a very sensual side to you after that day I kissed you on your porch. Man what have I missed all these years? Touch me Alex. Please touch me,” he whispered. He smiled down at her and eagerly claimed her lips.

  Alex reached out and gently grabbed his manhood unsure what to do.

  “Don’t be afraid baby. You can grab it tighter. It won’t hurt me.” Ian put his hand over hers and guided her hand showing her how to stroke him. “That’s it baby.” Ian groaned as though he were in pain and Alex jerked back her hand.

  “No Alex. It’s fine. It feels so good. Don’t stop.”

  Ian began to fondle her breasts as she began to stroke him once again. He gently kissed her throat and cuddled his face in the hollow of her neck.

  “My god Alex this feels so right. You're very special to me Alex. I’m not just saying that. I really mean it. It means so much to me to be your first. I was going crazy thinking that Peter had touched you.”

  “You're very special to me too Ian. Peter has never touched me. We’re just good friends. I only wish I could have been your first too but I plan to make you forget any girl that came before me.”

  She grabbed his face and brought his lips to hers. They melted together. Their bodies were hot and slick and their hands slid over every inch of each other. When Ian’s fingers found the wet lips between her legs she tensed. No one had ever touched her there and it made her feel uneasy. Yet she ached to be touched there.

  “It’s all right baby. Relax. I won’t hurt you. Tell me what you like.” He penetrated her with his middle finger. “Do you like that baby? Does it feel good? Talk to me Alex.”

  Her head was spinning. “I’m scared Ian. I love what you’re making me feel but I’m scared too. Do you have protection?”

  “Don’t worry about that honey. It’s okay. I’ve got some condoms in the drawer.” He gestured with his head towards his nightstand while he delved into her moist box with yet another finger.

  Alex moaned and lifted her hips. She felt the tenseness ease somewhat when Ian placed yet a third finger inside her. In and out, in and out. He simulated sex with his fingers and drove her wild. She closed her eyes, arched and grabbed his shoulders and found her hips rising and falling in rhythm with his fingers.

  “Look at me Alex. Look at me baby. I want to watch what’s happening to you Alex. I want to watch you come.” Alex slowly opened her eyes as his fingers and her hips continued the pleasure.

  “Do you know what an orgasm is Alex? Have you ever climaxed baby?”

  Alex could hardly talk. “No,” she rasped. “No, I don’t know what it feels like but I want to know Ian. I need to know. Show me. Please show me!”

  She was breathing heavily now as his fingers continued their magic. He whispered naughty, provocative things in her ear and gently kissed her lips and her throat.

  “You’re so hot Alex. So damn wet. You’re ready for me aren’t you Alex? You’re ready for me to slide right inside you. To stretch your lips. To fill you up and pleasure you ‘til you come. You do want to come for me don’t you Alex? You want to know what it feels like to have a man pleasure you to a climax. That’s what I’m doing to you Alex. I’m going to feel you with my hands, with my tongue until you go over the edge. I want you to scream my name when you come baby.” God she was so aroused! She needed him to stop. She thought she would die if she kept feeling like this. It was too much. He had to stop.

  “Stop Ian. Please stop. I can’t take this. I can’t Ian. For gods sake stop.”

  But he didn’t stop. He gazed knowingly into her eyes that were begging him to stop but he knew what she needed was to go over the edge. He knew what she was feeling. It was new to her and she didn’t understand the release that would make it all feel better.

  He gave her a wide grin and dipped his head to her breast and whispered, “Scream for me baby. Scream for me now!” She screamed his name when he began to suckle her still begging him to stop and then, when he found her swollen nub with his thumb and caressed it in slow, languid circles she screamed and fell over.

  “Ian, oh Ian!” Her climax came hard and he could tell by the way her eyes widened she was frightened. Her body convulsed and she continued to grind against his fingers.

  “It’s okay baby,” he whispered in her ear. “It’s okay. Just relax and feel. Feel how good it is. Know that when it’s all over you’ll do it again. I’ll make you do it again Alex.”

  She remembered how scared she had been when that first climax hit her and how loving and tender Ian had been and smiled. He had really made her a woman that night and for that she would always love the jerk.

  He had held her tenderly rubbing her back until the convulsions stopped and her breathing returned to normal. When she was able to open her eyes again she lazily smiled up at him.

  “Are you okay baby?”

  “Oh Ian I
never…I never knew.”

  Ian chuckled. “I know Alex. It’s a beautiful thing isn’t it?” Alex just answered with an embarrassed smile.

  “Touch me again baby. I need you to stroke me.”

  Alex rose to her knees as Ian slid to his back. Alex suddenly felt confident and seductive. She began by massaging Ian’s thighs. She did as he asked and touched him and he squirmed. Alex felt powerful as he writhed beneath her touch. She was amazed at how she instinctively knew now what to do to bring him pleasure. He lay back with his eyes closed while she stroked and he murmured her name and told her how good she made him feel. He opened his eyes and they were glazed with desire. They stared at each other for what seemed like hours while she stroked and caressed and she read in his eyes what he wanted from her but he was too afraid to ask.

  She smoothed one hand along his flat tummy while continuing to stroke him with the other. She certainly didn’t feel like an innocent virgin and what she wanted more now than anything was to take him in her mouth and she knew that was what his eyes were pleading with her to do. As she lowered her head Ian groaned.

  “Oh my god Alex yes. Yes baby yes.”

  Alex smiled to herself as she remembered taking him in her mouth and stroking him with her tongue. How naughty and hot she had felt. How good it’d felt to make Ian squirm. She recalled she hadn’t performed long before Ian threw her on her back, rose above her and slowly entered her. There had been a small sharp pain as he broke through her maidenhead but it was quickly forgotten in all the wonderful feelings he brought to her. He’d brought her to climax again and he had come inside her calling her name. She remembered how scared they’d been when they realized they’d forgotten a condom and how they’d worried until her period had finally come.

  To Alex’s surprise it did not turn out to be a one-night stand. They’d enjoyed each other’s company and each other’s bodies for the rest of the summer however they were much more careful with protection. What a summer it had been. They had explored their sexuality together; each teaching and being taught how to give and enjoy the pleasures of sex. Not only had they enjoyed each other sexually, but they had really had fun together. She had never laughed so much or felt so carefree.