You die; I die - Love Poems - Part 12

by Nikhil Parekh

  The rays of untamed desire; trigger me to insatiably dream; transcending the boundless realms of enigmatic eternity,

  The rays of the milky moon; catapult me into a land of tumultuous jubilation; where I romance in waves of ebullient frolic,

  The rays of profuse nostalgia; transit me into realms of impeccable childhood; where I bounce with uninhibited mischief; in the sacrosanct lap of my mother,

  The rays of tantalizing beauty; make me indefatigably feel that I was in incredulously enchanting paradise; blending blissfully with the divine,

  The rays of irrefutable honesty; lead me to intransigently believe that there were still humans existing in today’s blood sucking world,

  The rays of lecherous bloodshed; make  me feel like relinquishing every iota of what I had assimilated till today; whiling life in perpetual recluse; away from

  man’s cannibalistically stinking world,

  The rays of mystical enigma; propel me to ponder upon the most inexplicable of ingredients; blended exotically with the atmosphere,

  The rays of voluptuous rhapsody; maneuver the most intricate of my senses across the most fathomless continents of poignantly escalating passion,

  The rays of celestial peace; make me handsomely oblivious to the insurmountable battalion of manipulation; unveiling in torrential cloudbursts every succeeding minute,

  The rays of invincible friendship; make me feel more fortified than the most Herculean of fortress; projecting from this planet,

  The rays of wholesome freedom; foment me miraculously to realize that I was leading my life to the fullest; basking in the melodious glory of the wind to the ultimate of its capacity,

  The rays of illegitimate discrimination; make me feel as if I was transgressing full throttle in the dormitories of hell; although I was still replete with robust energy and breathing alive,

  The rays of ambition; inundated my persona with whirlpools of overwhelming desire to excel; achieve the most acrimoniously persevering goals; with an unstinted pride in my eyes,

  The rays of heavenly wisdom; stimulated an unsurpassable myriad of benevolence in my mind; drifting me towards the summit of inevitable realization,

  The rays of salaciously guilty conscience; make me crumble down like an edifice of brittle cards; although I possessed the entire wealth on this boundless globe,

  The rays of betrayal; make each breath of mine overwhelmed with a billion pugnacious knives; uncouthly asphyxiating traces of my serene existence,

  The rays of philanthropic unity; grant me the Omnipotent tenacity of leading an infinite lives more; in this solitarily single lifetime of mine,

  And the rays which emanated from your majestic eyes; make me feel that I was in everlasting love; make me feel that I was stronger than any entity on this earth and royally alive .

 

 

  36. I MISSED YOU – PART 2

  There were no tears left in my eyes; wholesomely extricated of the last iota of moisture engulfing the impeccable whites,

  There was no sweat left in my arms; horrendously withering towards the whirlpool of absolute extinction,

  There were no emotions left in my blood; with its profusely scarlet shades metamorphosing into a lifeless slurry of dolorously colorless water,

  There were no dreams left in my mind; preposterously relinquishing its most minuscule reservoir of memory forever,

  There was no ambition left in my senses; miserably succumbing to the most infinitesimal matchstick of soggy dirt that encountered them in their way,

  There was no color left in my lips; crumbling pathetically like avalanches of insipid ash; at the slightest of nonchalant caress,

  There was no euphoria left in my veins; wavering like ludicrous threads in the atmosphere; into a well of deplorable renunciation,

  There were no tunes left in my throat; drearily blending with the abysmally barren desert sands; sinking every tangible entity in the treachery of their belly,

  There was no passion left in my footsteps; sounding more capricious than the nimble fleeted ant; entirely disappearing beyond the horizons of oblivion even before they were born,

  There was no tenacity left in my bones; transiting into frigidly squelched pulp; as the first droplet of rain cascaded from the sky,

  There was no mysticism left in my shadow; sprawling like a cloud of nondescript chalk; burying itself infinite kilometers beneath the soil at the most frugal insinuation of darkness,

  There was no charisma left in my speech; with all the whispers diffusing from my mouth; sounding worse than the squeak of an imprisoned mouse,

  There was no rhapsody left in my actions; with each shoulder I advanced towards the sky; entrenching me perpetually in an overwhelmingly hostile arcade of venomous thorns,

  There was no mischief left in my cheeks; with each dimple forming; invidiously dragging me towards the sinister island of tyrannical hell,

  There was no semblance left in my persona; as I insanely stuttered towards the island of miserable doom; racing like an untamed warship towards the corridors of self extinction,

  There was no inspiration left in my existence; as I collapsed like a pack of ignominious cards to blend with derogatory soil; even under the most flamboyantly sweltering sunshine,

  There was no breath left in my nose; perennially annihilating every sign of life from the inner most rudiments of my disastrously mocking caricature,

  And there were no beats left in my heart; as it coalesced profoundly with its grave; trudging survival like a lackluster leaf without the remotest trace of vivacity,

  As I missed you more than clouds miss this earth O! enchanting Beloved; and although I trespassed every unveiling minute like a ghost with contemporary flesh

  and bone; my soul had united with yours O! Beloved; would immortally remain yours forever whether youslept for centuries unprecedented; or took birth as an

  infant once again .

 

 

  37. HEAVEN AS WELL AS HELL 

  I was ready to bathe in a tumultuous whirlpool of tears; perpetually drowning myself in an ocean of inexplicable sorrow,

  For just an inconspicuous smile of yours; a single cheer that rhapsodically

  enveloped your rubicund lips .

  I was ready to puncture my eyes with the most acrimoniously deadly needles; spending my boundless lifetimes in a blanket of macabre darkness,

  For just a single twinkle in your enchantingly exotic eyes; the glimmer of ravishing fantasy that lingered profusely in the flutter of your mystical eyelashes .

  I was ready to lie on a blistering corpse of a million raving coals; wither to infinitesimal fragments of a solitary bone,

  For just a single leap of yours towards the unsurpassable cocoon of blue sky; a wave of vivacious enthusiasm radiating from each corner of your bountiful skin .

  I was ready to plunge head on into a valley of incomprehensible silence; with the winds of diabolicaltrauma consuming the intricate insides of my body like fireballs of untamed despair,

  For just a single whisper which emanated from the realms of your spell binding throat; pacifying all murderous catharsis which fulminated at the most

  ephemeral crack of mayhem .

  I was ready to starve till times beyond eternity; rot and dwindle pathetically like a leaf without its veins; at the tiniest draught of wind,

  For just a single dream that floated majestically in your mind; the glow of insurmountable celestial contentment that profoundly besieged each contour of

  your divinely face .

  I was ready to beg on the streets for times immemorial; lick the dust on the road till the last trace of my tongue disappeared into non-existent wisps of obsolete oblivion,

  For just a single ambition of yours; the fathomless repertoire of riches you always desired kissing the periphery of your heavenly feet .

  I was ready to shun all activity in this Universe; deaf my senses to the most enticingly jubilating sounds,

  For jus
t a single impression of your magnanimously mystifying persona; the inexorably fulfilling shadow hich encompassed your Omnipresent form .

  I was ready to transgress all my life on bedsheets of smoldering thorns; invite an unending festoon of leech to suck the last drop of blood from within the

  conglomerate of my veins,

  For just a single droplet of your golden perspiration; the poignant volcano of untamed passion which inundated your soul .

  And I was ready to die an unimaginable number of deaths; surrender myself wholeheartedly into the lap of extinction before I diffused the first cry of palpable birth,

  For just a single life of yours; the torrential downpour of immortal love which culminated from each pore of your visage; which made me feel exuberantly alive; both in heaven as well as hell

  The End .