Confessions

by Collins, Janice

  “I have to go,” he said quietly before pulling the phone away from his ear. He ended the call and tossed his phone on the couch. “It was Tina,” he said in a hollow voice as he lowered his body down to sit on the edge of the coffee table.

  “Oh,” Aria responded, not quite sure what to say.

  As she looked at him just sitting there, a cross between dumbfounded and upset, she started to feel anger bubble up within her.

  Exactly why is she calling him, she started to wonder. Does she really think she can just do that after breaking his heart and leaving the way she did?

  She wanted to snatch up his phone and call her back, yell into the receiver that Tina needed to adjust her way of thinking. She wanted to make sure Tina knew he had moved on to something better, that he was now in the kind of relationship he deserved to be. Aria had no idea why this phone call was eliciting such a strong response from her but she didn’t like it. She wanted desperately to calm down.

  Aria sunk to her knees in front of Billy and placed her hands on his legs, looking up into his eyes. She was searching them for something, but she didn’t know what. Perhaps she just wanted a sign that he was okay. She didn’t stop to think about how affected he was by simply talking to her over the phone.

  She let out a little yelp of surprise when he lurched forward, taking her face in his hand, and pressed his lips against hers. He ran a hand down to curl around her neck as he deepened the kiss. She felt he was doing so desperately as if he wanted nothing more than to forget the voice he had just heard on the other end of the receiver. Aria pulled back and looked him straight in the eyes.

  “Billy,” she whispered against his lips. He closed his eyes and let his head fall onto her shoulder.

  “I’m okay,” he told her, though he didn’t sound entirely convinced. They stayed like that for a few moments in total silence. She could hear his soft breathing and feel each warm breath hit the bare skin of her shoulder and spread. He pulled back and looked into her eyes before kissing her again. This time it was full of passion and a deep need to go further. She pushed her head forward and kissed him back, almost matching the need he felt.

  She placed her hands on his shoulders and started pushing him down onto the coffee table. He followed her motions as she climbed on top, straddling him, hunched over so their kiss wouldn’t break. The air around them felt hot. Aria could feel his cock already starting to harden.

  She wanted more and she had a feeling he did too. She had a feeling he might even need to take things as far as before, if not one step further. She rubbed her hips back and forth to create friction against his hardening bulge, causing him to break from the kiss and groan. He shut his eyes and rested his head back against the coffee table.

  “Do you want?” Aria leaned down and whispered.

  “Oh, fuck, yes,” he panted with heavy breaths.

  She pulled back to look into his eyes, now alive with the same excitement as the first time.

  “I actually got something,” he told her.

  Aria cocked her head to the side and raised an eyebrow. He patted her on the butt so she would stand up and he went into the bedroom. She followed him in and saw he was pulling a small, black bag out of the drawer in his nightstand. He handed it to her with a nervous smirk.

  She peeked inside to see a long and slim black box. She pulled it out and opened it without a single clue as to what could be inside. Inside was a small item that resembled a sort of tool. It had a long handle made of stainless steel with a spiked wheel on the end of it. Stitched into the fabric lining the box were the words The Wartenberg Pinwheel.

  She stared down at it with a look of awe. She had seen these before and had always wanted to use one and know what they felt like. She looked up at Billy with shining eyes and a face flushed with excitement. He smiled when he saw that the gift pleased her.

  She lifted the pinwheel and placed the box and bag on the dresser behind her before gently rolling the wheel on the palm of her hand. The sensation made her shiver. It felt like ever nerve in her hand came alive at even the softest prickle of each spike. She felt warmth flood between her legs just at the thought of using it on Billy.

  It was even better that he had went out to get it—that he wanted to try it so much he purchased it as a surprise. She placed it at the corner of the bed and took a few steps forward towards Billy.

  “You did a good job.” She said, patting the tip of his nose with her index finger.

  He swallowed hard and licked his lips, eyes completely dark with desire, as she automatically adopted her low, seductive, and authoritative tone of voice. She ran her hand over his cheek, down his neck, and over his shoulder until she pulled him toward her. She pushed out her chest against him and kissed him with deep appreciation. As much as she wanted to use their new toy already, it was just as important to build up the suspense.

  She slipped her hands under the hem of his shirt and curled her fingers upward to drag his shirt off him. She tossed it behind him before moving to unbuckle his belt and undo his pants. She crouched and slid them down his legs along with his boxers. He kicked them off when they were around his ankles. As Aria stood back up, she ran the nail of her finger up his leg until she let her hand rest around his hip.

  She ordered him to lie down in the middle of the bed as she walked over to get two of her hair ribbons from a drawer. She got onto the bed on his right side and pulled his arm up from his wrist toward the bedpost. She took one of the ribbons and tied his wrist to the post, making sure it was secure before walking around the bed and doing the same on the side. She walked to the foot of the bed and looked down at his body, admiring the way he looked bound to the bed.

  She straddled him around the waist at the perfect spot so his hard cock rubbed against the crack of her ass.

  She leaned down and, wrapping her hand around his neck asked, “Do you remember what happens if you misbehave?”

  He nodded, wincing a bit as she tightened her grip slightly and his Adam’s apple hit her hand. She leaned a bit forward so her breasts were right over his face, just a mere centimeter away from his reach. If he stretched his neck a bit, he would be able to lick them.

  Aria stayed in the same spot for some time as if testing his will to stay down as he had been wordlessly instructed. Between that and feeling his cock rest against her ass, he wasn’t sure how long he would be able to hold out from doing something that would merit punishment. She lowered her chest down and he felt her hard nipples touch the skin of his face. Unable to resist, he opened his mouth and flicked one of her nipples with the tip of his tongue.

  Aria immediately sat up and looked down at him in disappointment. She pulled her hand back and a resonating slap landed on his cheek. He stared up at her, completely dumbfounded. He hadn’t been expecting that at all. She grabbed his face roughly and pulled it up, bringing her lips close to his with a threatening look in her eyes.

  “I didn’t tell you that was allowed, did I? You know what I think? I think you did it on purpose.”

  “I didn’t,” he protested, “I just couldn’t resist.”

  No sooner had the words left his mouth than he felt two more slaps delivered to him in quick succession. His cheek was a bright red and he felt the sting linger and spread. He gulped and stared up at her, pressing his lips together tightly. He should have known better than to protest what she said. She swung her leg over to get off the bed and stand. She walked into her closet and walked out with the same leather belt she had used on him last time.

  He gulped and then he realized he was laying on his back and bound to the bedposts. She couldn’t possibly do what she had last time unless she untied him. She stood at the side of the bed and looked down at him, running the smooth leather between her fingers, smirk prominent on her pretty and usually innocent face.

  She ran the belt up and down his thighs, looking at his legs as if debating whether or not this was suitable for her punishment.

  “Hm,” she said before taking a step back.
She swung her arm back and Billy clenched his eyes shut as soon as he saw it move forward, feeling the belt lick his thighs almost immediately after. He cried out at the pain knowing his skin must have turned fire engine red with just the one hit. He wanted to open his eyes and see if she was swinging her arm back to deliver a second blow, but couldn’t muster up the courage to do it.

  He heard the air catch as she swung it back and then brought it down again, this time a little lower than the first place she hit but with more force. His body jumped and he cried out again, shocked at how hard she was able to hit him and how much it actually hurt. She walked over to the other side and, without warning, delivered two blows on his other thigh in quick succession.

  Billy was whimpering, pressing his face into his arm and trying to ignore the searing pain that seemed to be spreading across his skin. He felt her warm hand press gently on the areas she had struck, giving him a tender massage. Thinking it was over, the pain felt much worse when he was shocked by another hit. The belt licked right in the softness of his inner thigh, sending a new jolt of pain through him.

  He had to keep his lips tightly pressed to avoid crying out. He suspected she would see whimpers of pain as insolence and deliver another round of punishment. She ran her hand up his inner thigh, lingering over the part she had just hit, before he felt her hand wrapping around the shaft of his hard cock. She gave it a squeeze before letting go and tapping his stomach.

  “Are you finally starting to learn?” She waited for his answer, but when he took too long to deliver it, he felt another lick of the belt on his legs.

  “Yes, I am.” He said as he hissed through his teeth in pain.

  Aria bent over and surprised him by licking along his hipbone.

  “Mmm,” she said softly, delighted as if she had just had some refreshing lemonade. She moved down and bit his thigh right over one of the spots the belt had collided, sending another jolt of pain through him. She smirked and licked up his inner thigh, stopping right before she reached his cock. It took everything in him not to make a noise of frustration because he knew that would earn him more punishment, possibly more severe than the one he had just gotten for being a repeat offender.

  She crawled up onto the bed and straddled his leg, placing her hands flat against his stomach. She bent her body back and reached over to grab the pinwheel from the edge of the bed where she had placed it.

  Billy’s eyes lit up when he saw it in her hand. She held it up, admiring the way the light glinted off it. She lowered it and placed it right in the middle of his torso, just barely having one of the spikes touch his skin. His breath stilled as she started to roll it slowly up to his chest, increasing the pressure little by little.

  Every time he felt a new prick his skin would come alive and send out the sensation to every inch around it. Aria began rolling it back down while increasing the pressure until she saw the spikes leave little marks in its wake. He gritted his teeth and breathed out, enjoying the mix of a tickling and slightly painful sensation.

  The more pressure she added as she rolled the pinwheel over his skin, the more pain he felt, but it was never too much. It was an enjoyable sort of pain in a completely different way than being slapped or hit with a belt. He never knew there could be so much variance within the same type of sensation and it exhilarated him. Aria scooted down and ran it up his leg and inner thigh, making him wince when it ran over the part of his skin she had hit with the belt. She rolled it out and over his hips, dipping her head down to flick the tip of his cock.

  “Fuck,” he said before he could help it.

  She stopped rolling the pinwheel and looked up at him immediately. She reached over for the belt and before he knew it, he was feeling its angry licks around his arms. He winced and whimpered as more blows followed, leaving his arms a bright red. She threw the belt across the room with anger. It smacked the wall with a resounding crack. Harshly, she pinched his legs where she had hit them earlier, making him to wince again.

  “Are you going to continue asking for more punishment?”

  “I’m sorry.” He said, franticly shaking his head.

  Suddenly, she hopped on top and straddled him and he moaned at the contact of his hard cock against her wet slit. She leaned down and grabbed his shoulders with both hands, pressing her lips roughly against his. She kissed him passionately as she lifted her hips and ran her hand down his torso to grab the shaft of his cock and position it at her opening before lowering down onto him.

  In one swift movement, his cock penetrated her. He groaned into her mouth at the warmth finally around his pulsing member. It was incredibly difficult to keep from thrusting up to meet her movement as her hips rolled up and down on him. She continued to move faster and faster, her moans growing louder, until he felt her nails digging into his shoulders and her pelvic muscles clamping down around his cock.

  He took the opportunity of her being far gone in her orgasm to jerk his hips upward a few times until he felt his own orgasm shoot into her. He relaxed his body and let out a deep sigh of relief, feeling the sweat on his skin for the first time as he struggled to calm his breathing.

  She rolled onto her side and rested her head against his arm, eyes closed as she caught her breath. When her breathing and heart rate had finally returned to normal, she draped her arm over his stomach and rubbed it softly with the palm of her hand. She opened her eyes and looked at him, glad to see the look of content on his face. Like the first time, she saw his eyes have a dazed look as if he were a bit out of it, but in a peaceful and enjoyable way.

  She laid soft kisses on his cheeks and ran her hand up and down his side. He looked into her eyes and smiled, leaning in for a kiss. She stroked his hair and gazed into his eyes for a long time. When he finally seemed like he was coming down, he asked if he could be untied to go shower.

  “It totally slipped my mind. Sorry about that.” She laughed. Aria promptly untied his wrists, giving each one a soft kiss. When he sat up, she pulled him into a warm embrace for a moment.

  Billy stood up and went for a quick shower as Aria cleaned up their clothes and put her belt and the pinwheel away. When he was out of the shower, she followed suit. She felt every muscle in her body relax as the warm water ran down her back. She stood under the water for a while just enjoying it, letting the events that had just taken place soak in. She was still just as amazed as before at how well suited she and Billy were to each other even in this aspect.

  It had come as a total shock to both of them to find out they had this same, secret interest. And how well it all worked out that their desires complemented each other. She finished rinsing herself off and she turned off the shower, standing there for a couple minutes before wringing out her hair and reaching for a towel.

  When she stepped back into the room she saw Billy sitting at the edge of the bed staring down at his phone. He looked upset. Aria wondered what had happened while she was showering. She started asking herself if maybe he was still upset over the phone call from Tina he had received earlier and he was just now slipping back into those thoughts.

  “What’s going on?” She sunk down on the bed next to him, but made it a point not to look down at his phone. She stared straight ahead at the wall while toying with the towel she had her hair wrapped up in.

  He handed her the phone and stood up to start pacing back and forth in front of the bed. She looked down at it and saw a text message from a number she didn’t recognize.

  - Hey Billy, it’s Tina again. I’m not trying to bother you.I just want to chat for a bit. Call me when you can please. -

  Annoyance built up inside Aria, but she tried to push it down in favor of tending to Billy. She couldn’t ignore the pricking irritation she felt at seeing Tina address him as Billy—as if they were still close. It seemed shameless for Tina to call him twice in a row and then text him later that same night. But these were all the thoughts and feelings she needed to push away for now in order to talk to him and help him through whatever he was feeling
. She imagined this couldn’t be easy for him and she was starting to think it might not be such a good idea for them to go to the party tomorrow night.

  “She’s insistent,” Aria said without any bad intentions. It was merely an observation, but after she said it she realized it was a completely pointless statement to make. That was until Billy started ranting; it was halfway through his rant she realized her statement had prompted him to let out everything and get all his frustrations off his chest.

  “She’s a fucking bother. Where does she get off texting me like that? The fact she would just take my number or get it out of someone and blatantly contact me like that is just so…annoying. What is she playing at? Why does she think it’s so important for us to talk? She didn’t give a damn about talking or niceties back when she disappeared. She just has to make nice now that she’s here. I can deal and be civil, but if she keeps acting like this it just won’t work out. It’s barely the first day, I haven’t even seen her, and I’m already fed up with her crap.”

  He dropped back down onto the bed beside Aria and buried his face in hands. He groaned out in frustration and tugged at his hair before rubbing his hands over his face. He took the phone from Aria’s hand and pulled up Tina’s text message. He tapped on the text box and hesitated as if he weren’t quite sure what he wanted to say to her.