Repair Me

by Jennifer Foor

  Since the breakup, I’d been sharing my apartment with the devil. Night after night I had to hear about our baby that was growing inside of her. She claimed that it was going to bring us back together and we would be happy. She was a fool. I could never be happy with her, knowing that Sky was out there somewhere. I’d given her my heart and she didn’t even know it. I knew what the right thing to do was, and I also knew where my heart would always be.

  My mother offered me a plan; a way to spend time with Sky without Ashley or her father finding out. She’d finally got her license back and offered to take Ashley on a day trip to Baltimore. She told Ashley it was for them to bond and her to get to know the mother of her grandchild. Ashley bought it.

  When my mother told me what she’d plan, I didn’t even consider the consequences. An opportunity to be with Sky was all I had wanted for weeks. I waited until the girls left, showered and grabbed a change of clothes. The hour drive was nothing when I considered what it would mean to have her in my arms again. I never once considered that she’d reject me and I’m so glad she didn’t.

  After finally getting out of the truck and turning off her car, Sky pulled me inside of her house. We didn’t even leave the foyer before things began to intensify. Being without each other had only made us want each other more, if that was even possible. Her button down shirt came off with one rip. As our mouths collided, I heard the little buttons hitting the floor. Neither of us cared. We were in the heat of the moment and nothing was going to distract us.

  Sky’s kisses were ravenous. I could tell she’d missed me as much as I missed her. It wasn’t just the idea of being with her again. My excitement to touch her and spend time with her meant more than anything to me.

  With her shirt and bra off, I tugged down her black jogging pants and saw those little hearts on her hip. It took me back to when I thought we were going to be together for a long time. I pulled her pants off of her legs and lifted her into my arms, carrying her up the steps. Once we reached her bed, I laid her down and pulled my shirt over my head. “I dream about you every night, darlin’.” I loosened my belt and unfastened my pants, letting them fall to the floor. Nothing was between us except for our underwear.

  I lifted Sky’s leg up in the air and kissed the back of her knee, while running my hands up the underneath of her thighs. When I reached the elastic of her panties, I let my fingers slide inside of them. Her ass was just as smooth as I remember it. When I’d reached the top of her panties, I pulled them down slowly, taking my time admiring her little pink pussy.

  She trembled beneath my touch. I got turned on knowing that I was still able to turn her on in a way that no other man had. Sure, it had only been several weeks, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t have attempted to be with someone else to try and forget about me.

  I ran my hand over her smooth pussy and she let out a little cry. When I looked at her face, I could see that she had tears falling down her cheeks. “What’s wrong?”

  I stopped what I was doing and leaned in to kiss her.

  She cried harder.

  “I’m sorry. I promise I’m not sad. I didn’t think we’d ever be together like this again. I’m just so happy.” She sobbed and wrapped her arms around me.

  “Please don’t cry, darlin’ I didn’t come here to make you sad. I came here because spendin’ another minute without seein’ you was killin’ me. I’ve got to rectify this situation so we can be together again.”

  She shook her head. “You can’t. You have a baby on the way. I won’t let you risk losing your child over me.”

  I kissed her lips and then her tears, making sure I didn’t miss one before pulling away. “I meant what I said, Sky. I’m in love with you. It ain’t goin’ to change because of a kid. I’m still goin’ to be a dad whether I’m with her or not.”

  Sky took one of my hands and intertwined it in hers. She sniffled and looked up at me. “You’re right, but that won’t stop her from keeping the baby from you. I love you too much to risk that happening because of us being together.”

  I couldn’t help but smile. “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to be happy when you’re so sad. It’s just…Well I never heard you say that before. I think I needed to hear it, especially considering how hard it’s been without you.”

  “It’s the truth. I started falling in love with you the first time we met. It’s only grown stronger since that.”

  We kissed, slowly, letting our tongues brush as we connected emotionally and physically again. I could feel it in the way she moved that things were intense for her. As much as she wanted to be with me, she was torn to do what was best for my unborn child.

  For a second I even considered what would happen if Ashley lost the baby. Could I go on and live the life that I wanted with Sky? She certainly didn’t deserve to have a baby. Then it hit me. “I’ll make her hate me.”

  Sky opened her eyes wide. “What are you talking about?”

  “Ash. I will make her wish she never knew me. I may have agreed to be with her, but I don’t have to be nice. Hopefully, she’ll hate me so much that I can talk her into terminating the pregnancy. It’s not like she wants the kid. It’s just a pawn for her to get what she wants. She always told me she didn’t want kids, but would only have them for me.”

  “I don’t think she could hate you, Ford. Haven’t you noticed what she’s done to be with you? She knows that you can’t stand her, but she still wants you anyway. How much more convoluted can you be?”

  “That bitch has no idea what’s about to happen.”

  Sky smiled. “Although I don’t agree with terminating a child, I can see where your plan would give us hope. I’d do anything to be with you, Ford. I will also wait, if that’s what you want me to do.”

  I ran my lips over her neck and made my way to her ear. After nibbling on it, I kissed her lobe. “You don’t have to wait if I can still sneak to see you.”

  She pulled away. “How?”

  “I’ll get Shayne to help me. He seems like he’s just as pissed about us breaking up as we are. I guess he has to hear all about it from Lacey.”

  Sky sat up, knocking me back down to kneel on the floor in front of her. She put her arms around my neck and leaned her head into mine. “I don’t know if I want to be the other woman in your life, Ford.”

  “You won’t be, because you’re the only woman in my life and my heart. Now, where were we before all that happened?”

  Sky wrapped her legs around me and leaned back, pulling me back up on top of her. She giggled and leaned in to kiss me. Before our lips made contact, I pulled back. “Say it again. I need to hear it before I make love to you.”

  She licked her lips and smiled. “I love you.”

  Chapter 26

  Skylar

  I could have said it a hundred times and it still wouldn’t have even touched the surface on what I felt for this man. When he said those words to me, I thought I was going to pass out. Every day that had gone by without him was torture. Now that he was here, lying next to me in my bed, I didn’t want to ever let him go. I think it was harder for us because we both knew that he didn’t want to be with Ashley. Her sick plan to get him back wasn’t going to make him love her. If anything, he was going to hate her even more.

  With Ford constantly kissing me, I had to stop thinking about the future and live in the now. He was only going to be with me until the morning and that was never going to be enough time for us to be satisfied. With our clothes off and nothing else standing in our way, Ford pinned me down and positioned himself to slide inside of me. I swear my pussy was throbbing for him. If it had a voice it would have been begging. He must have sensed my anticipation, because he took a hold of his erection and started slapping it against my eager clit. One thing that I noticed was how he was watching it hit my piercing. “I’ve thought about this pussy every time I got in the shower. You’re so fuckin’ sexy. Does it feel good?”

  I licked my lips. “Yes. I want you so bad. Please don’t tease me. It�
�s been too long. I have to feel you inside of me.”

  He rubbed it roughly over my clit again. My body reacted and bucked. He must have liked seeing me do it, because he repeated the same process again, paying close attention to what he was doing. I watched him bite down on his lip before he bent down and kissed me there. It was so quick that I didn’t even have time to react.

  I heard him moaning as his sucked my piercing into his mouth and tugged on it with his teeth. I cried out, feeling the pain and pleasure at the same time. When he released it, he rubbed his scruffy chin stubble over it. The combination of scratching and pressure felt even better. I grabbed his hair and tugged as he teased me over and over again.

  “Your pussy tastes so good to me.”

  “Oh, please don’t stop!” I was desperate for more. The hardest part was trying to talk when I couldn’t stop panting.

  Ford put more pressure into his licks and it sent me into momentary bliss. When he came up for air, he was all smiles, but wasted no time sliding his hard cock inside of my tender opening. I was still trying to come down off of my sexual high when a new one started back up.

  Although he moved very slowly, I found myself wanting to speed up the pace just for the pleasure that I got out of it. Ford kept smiling in between our kisses. I shared in his enthusiasm of us being together again. This time wasn’t like our last reunion. This time we weren’t strangers and our passion for each other was heightened because of it.

  Ford reached for my shoulders and pushed himself inside of me harder. With each thrust, I cried out. The pain was addicting and oddly enough gave me pleasure. “More!” I didn’t want it to ever stop.

  The sweat was rolling down his face and glistening on his chest. I could tell he was getting tired and needed a break, so I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his hips and flipped him over. While still connected, it was so easy to start rocking my body back and forth over him. He reached around and grabbed hold of my ass cheeks, using his hand to guide me to a good rhythm. I laid my head back and closed my eyes, taking in the way it felt to make love with him. My hands ran over my nipples and I pinched them at the same time. Ford growled, “Don’t stop, darlin’. Touch yourself.”

  I kept going, pleasing him while I pleased myself. I moved at a faster pace, feeling my clit rubbing against his shaft as it penetrated me. When my eyes were closed, I imagined him eating my pussy and what it felt like when I lost control. The tingle had started again and I could feel myself going faster. The harder I rode him, the more I could feel it. I cried out again, pinching my own nipples to the brink of pain. Ford pulled my ass forward and pushed it back, making sure his cock rubbed against my clit again. For the second time, I screamed his name and didn’t want to stop.

  I felt him tightening up and knowing he was having his turn was like experiencing my own release. He was having a moment of euphoria and it was because we were together, sharing something that two people in love with each other share.

  After a few moments of gathering our strength, Ford held me in his arms, continuing to kiss me on the head. I could tell that he was content and I felt the same way. I rolled over to look at him. While tracing my fingers across his jawline, I drug my lips over the skin on his chest. “When can I see you again?”

  “I ain’t leavin’ yet, darlin’.”

  I giggled. “I didn’t mean it like that. I’m just wondering how long you’re going to make me wait before I can see you again. Knowing you love me is wonderful, but it’s still hard to be without you.”

  “I know. Just give me a couple days to figure out an excuse. I’ll call you from the shop phone when she ain’t around.”

  “I feel like a home wrecker.” It was true. This wasn’t the kind of person that I wanted to be.

  “I ain’t married, and if I were, it wouldn’t be to her. Now, can we please stop talkin’ and get back to what we were doin’, because I don’t plan on wastin’ another second of this time we have together.” He made me feel whole again and I knew the only way for me to be happy was to sneak around to see him. I didn’t care what anyone would think of me. Ford was mine and I wanted nothing more than to share my life with him. It didn’t matter that we were both still young, or that we still had decisions to make about our future. I knew I wanted him in mine, no matter what I was doing or where I lived. I was nothing without him.

  Ford

  It felt like Heaven being with Sky again. When it came to sneaking around to be able to see her, the risk was worth it. I couldn’t keep lying to myself. There was no way in Hell I was ever going to be able to be with Ash and come to appreciate her enough to be happy. I didn’t care if she was the best mother on the planet. My “give a damn” was busted when it came to that girl.

  Telling Sky those three words was so easy. Hearing them back was music to my ears. She loved me, not that I didn’t already know it. Our mutual connection was easy to feel. No matter how long it took for me to get out of this hole, I was going to do everything in my power to make it happen.

  After making love for nearly three hours, she lay sound asleep in my arms. She’d fallen asleep with me still inside of her. I didn’t bother moving, considering that I wanted to be as close to her as possible. I’d made promises to sneak to see her, but I wasn’t sure how easy that was going to be to pull off. I should have gotten some sleep, but couldn’t imagine the thought of wasting a single second with her. My fingers kept tracing around on her skin while I continued to kiss the top of her head every few minutes.

  Being there with her made me never want to head home. It was like choosing to be with an angel instead of the devil. As if I didn’t resent Ash for not being there for my sister, I hated her even more for ruining my life.

  Sky stirred in my arms and finally opened up her eyes. “Why did you let me sleep?’

  “You looked like you needed it.”

  She laid her head back down on my chest. “I didn’t want to sleep while you were here. What time is it?”

  “About three.”

  She sat up and stretched. I may or may not have gotten turned on by seeing her perfect tits so close to my face. By the time her arms were down at her sides, I was already running my hands over both of her hard nipples.

  She was still sitting up and looked down when she felt something moving inside of her. “We fell asleep like this?”

  “You did. I’ve been awake the whole time.”

  She leaned down and kissed me. “I guess you’re ready for more?”

  Sky rocked back and forth and I knew as well as she did that I was rock hard. She moaned and reached back, tickling my balls with her fingernails, so I reached one hand down and flicked on her clit ring. She rocked harder against me, which made me want to keep pleasuring her. Each time my fingertip made contact with the metal hoop her body bucked. Sky took one finger and ran it up and down my taint as she arched her body back to be able to reach it. Her tits bounced around and I couldn’t help but watch them. My free hand was on her hips as she grinded her wet pussy against me. When I knew she couldn’t stand it any longer, I applied pressure with my thumb and let her natural wetness glide it over her clit. She tightened her face, closed her eyes and bit down on her lip as moans escaped her.

  Even though she looked spent, I rubbed on her pussy some more. She whined, but kept moving her hips. “Cum again, darlin’. Keep your eyes on me this time.”

  She fought to hold her eyes open, but so did I. The more turned on she got, the closer I came to the brink of exploding. Our breathing was heavy and the bed squeaked as Sky got into it harder than the first time. She fucked me so hard that I couldn’t keep up. I dug one hand into her hip and tried to slow her as I came, but she kept on rocking. My body jerked as she rubbed her slick skin over mine.

  Sky giggled and leaned down to kiss me just as my cell phone started ringing. I still couldn’t get used to being in a bed and hearing my phone, since I had no service at my place. She sat up again and handed it to me after looking at it. “Perfect timin
g.”

  I rolled my eyes and shook my head. “I ain’t answerin’ it.”

  I went to put it back and she pushed it toward me. “Ford, you can’t ignore her. She will get suspicious. I’ll be quiet.”

  I answered it.

  “Yeah?”

  “Hey, babe. What are you doin?”

  “Sleepin’”

  “How did you hear your phone if you were sleepin’?”

  “Alright, I wasn’t sleepin’. I was on the porch smokin’.”

  “It’s three in the mornin’. Why are you awake?”

  “I have a lot on my mind, that’s all. Why are you awake?”

  “I just miss you.”

  “I’m goin’ back to bed.”

  “Wait!”

  I hung up on her.

  I tossed my phone on the floor and reached my arms around Sky again. “Where were we?”

  “Do you think she knows?”

  “I don’t fuckin’ care what she thinks. She’s ruinin’ my life.”

  Sky looked at me and I could tell she seemed concerned. “Ford, you know if she finds out you’re here, your family could lose the land. I thought that’s why you’re doing all this.”

  I ran my hand over her lips. Sky closed her eyes. “Maybe I don’t feel like doin’ anyone favors anymore. Look at what it’s done to you, to us.”

  “I can wait for you to be free Ford.”

  “You shouldn’t have to. In fact, I’m goin’ to my dad as soon as I get home. This isn’t my problem anymore. I’m tired of living my life for everyone else. First I gave up school, but I refuse to give up on us, Sky. I’m not waiting to be able to be with you. I’m not sneakin’ around to see the woman that I love and I sure as Hell ain’t sleepin’ in the same house as that fuckin’ devil bitch.”