Sexual Desires of a Woman

by Goss, Ashley

  “Who would be knocking on the door?” I said.

  “We order pizza remember.” Jake said laughing.

  He got up and answered the door and then returned to the couch with a smile on his face.

  He started cupping my breasts and kissing them softly. Then he removed my skirt by the hem bringing it over my head then my underwear with his mouth and I was very aroused watching him do it. It was sexy as hell. He slipped inside me and pounded into me hard. I screeched because it hurt but felt great at the same time. It had been so long since I had been able to feel another man inside me. Why had I waited so long? He flipped me over on my stomach and I arched my back as he entered me from behind. The angle must do wonders on the body because I was already starting to climax after the first couple strokes inside me.

  Every time I would get close he would stop and kiss me on the back and wait a couple seconds before entering me again. After about 5 minutes of this, I begged him to keep going and not to stop. He honored my request and slammed into me and gets going hard and fast until we both climaxed. We fell on the bed wore out and relaxed at the same time.

  About an hour later, he was ready for round two so we raced to the bedroom. He brushed his fingers across my hard nipples and began to suck on them softly.

  "Are you worn out?" He asked me.

  "I will never be too worn out to experience more of you!" I exclaimed.

  He lifted me up on the dresser and I opened my legs to give him access. He slides two fingers inside me. He began kissing my neck and teased my nipples some more. He, then, grabbed me with both hands and glided my wet spot onto his hard erection. I thrusted my hips back and forth and met his rhythm. I didn't want it to end yet. I wanted to take control so I could control the pace. I wanted to enjoy this for as long as I can.

  "Let me take control." I said.

  I stopped and pushed him away from me. I hopped off the dresser and started towards him and pushed him onto the bed. I looked at him like a piece of meat but I wanted more. I wanted so much more. I didn't want this to end. He made me feel so amazing and I wanted it to keep going for as long as I could. I had never climaxed so much in a one night. I met have finally met someone who urges my sex drive. It’s about damn time.

  I got on the bed and started straddling him using my hand to guide his erection inside my wet spot. Once I had him inside me, I moved back and forth in motion. I put my hands on breasts and ran my fingers thru my hair. This was like an out of the body experience. I had never felt this amazing while with a man. I don't think I have ever had an orgasm until Jake. If I did it definitely didn’t feel like this. This is why I like sex when there are actual feelings involved it makes the sex more intense.

  I continued in my rhythm until we were both clearly close to climaxing when Jake put his hand on my back and switched positions. He had on all fours. I was ready.

  I think I am going to declare this my favorite position. I arched my back in ready for him to enter me but instead he started messing with from behind then laid underneath and startling licking my wet spot. From this angle, it felt even better than being on my back. I think it's because I can’t technically move as much since my legs are spread out which makes it more intense. When I was just about to orgasm, he stopped and laughed.

  "I am not ready for that yet." He laughed.

  He started kissing my back and then came up to my neck and bit me. This set me off.

  "Please, I can't stand it anymore. Don't tease me. I need relief NOW!" I screamed.

  He immediately got behind me and enters me with his rock hard erection. He went slowly though.

  "Go faster. Please. I can't handle slow right now. I need you to FUCK me NOW!"

  He launched inside me like a fucking rocket ship. He didn't waste any time. Faster and harder with every stroke and I was ready to climax already again. I held on until I could tell he was close to because I wanted us to finish together. Finally, he was close and we both let go and moaned.

  We laid back on the bed out of breath and feeling the intensity of the sexual encounter we had both just experienced. Well at least our date went pretty well. I got what I wanted multiple times. I’m definitely satisfied.

  "Fuck, you are amazing. I don't think I have ever been that turned on before." he said.

  Wow, really? He has never been this turned on before. I turned him on that much. I guess that is a compliment for me. This made me smile and helped boost my self confidence considering I wasn't the smallest girl in the world. He always did that with the way he looked at me. He also looked at me like I was beautiful. It made me feel good inside.

  "Isn't this crazy? We just had sex on our first date and I am pretty sure there is a rule against that in the Girl Code handbook somewhere." he said to me with a smile.

  "It is crazy but we have known each other for so long and sexual tension has definitely been there between us for years. It was nice to finally experience it and let it out. I could do it a couple more times if you are up for it." I told him.

  "Honestly, I am wore the fuck out. I don't think I could handle any more rounds tonight. But, I might be interested tomorrow, if you are?" he asked.

  He got up and got dressed and said that he can't sleep over but he has a surprise for me tomorrow and told me we would hangout tomorrow. After he left, I received a text that night from Sarah:

  Sarah: Hey how did it go? I want the details now!

  Me: Well hello to you too. The date went amazing. He just left.

  Sarah: So what did you guys do? He just left? It’s late.

  Me: We had sex a couple of times. You got your wish. I got laid! So be happy. No more teasing me. I officially have a sex life again.

  Sarah: What?? You guys had sex already? Well I guess I can believe that. You guys have been into each other since that first night you met. It was bound to happen eventually. I can't believe it took this long to be honest. I’m shocked though I definitely didn’t expect you to give it up on the first date but if Jake is anything like Preston then you can’t say no and you won’t want too.

  Me: You’re right and I didn’t expect it to happen tonight either but I am glad it did. I definitely needed it. But, I'm exhausted. I'll talk to you tomorrow

  Chapter 6

  "I want you to know that if you want to stop at any time just say "RED."

  He let go of my hand and walked to the bed, leaving me standing in the middle of the room. He sat down on the bed and said," First, I need you to take off all of your clothes slowly."

  I suddenly felt myself get hot while he stared at me. My nervous hands moved slowly to the hem of my shirt and slowed pulled it up over my head. I moved my hands down to the zipper of my skirt and lowered and it dropped to my ankles. I stepped out of the skirt and kicked off my wedges. I was standing in front of him in a thong and a red lacy bra. As I released my bra it fell off my shoulders revealing my breasts and exposing my nipples to the cool air. I bent down and peeled off my thong.

  "Now come over here. I want to start with you over my knee." he said. I laid across his knee. I felt more exposed and vulnerable than I had anticipated in this position which made me shudder.

  "Are you ready?" he asked me.

  "Yes." I replied.

  I was as ready as I ever would be. I wanted to try something new. I hadn’t really experienced much in my past sexual encounters before Jake. It was just missionary position and no foreplay. Let’s just say it was very boring. I didn’t want to have boring sex. I wanted to experience all kinds of new things and with Jake. I trusted him completely and knew he wouldn’t do anything to intentionally hurt me unless it came with some pleasure too. He wanted to make sure that I enjoyed what he was doing and if not then we would always try something else.

  We had tried some many new things lately and this was definitely a new experience for me. He had asked me if I had ever been spanked before and of course I was told him I was as a child and he began laughing at me. I then found out that he meant in a sexual way. I thought t
o myself, I don’t understand how spanking can be a sexual thing. He explained to me that is actually very arousing he has heard and he has done it to a couple of girls before. That’s how he knew and he really wanted to try it with me to see if I liked it. I will try anything once.

  A moment later, he took his palm back and quickly came down hard on my right butt cheek. The loud sound filled the room and I threw my head and screeched. Wow this didn’t feel good. How is this supposed to be arousing?

  He paused for a moment and watched as his handprint outline in pink on my skin. The first two strokes were fairly hard but then he dialed back the intensity a bit as he continued spanking me letting me feel how soft and hard he could spank me testing out different intensities.

  The experience was breathtaking when it started. I wasn't prepared for how intense it was. I felt the sting of each impact and it left behind a burning heat. The burning sensation quickly dominated my consciousness, driving away any rational thoughts. He helped me to my feet.

  He said, “Alright that was a nice. I definitely had the best view in the house. Now I'm going to let you experience a proper spanking. Are you ready?"

  Of course I replied, “Yes."

  He took my elbow and gently led me to the center of the room. He continued, “Now I want you to bend over and hold on to your ankles and don’t move unless I tell you too."

  I slowly bent over and placed my hands around my ankles. He went over to the table and returned with a cane, 3 feet long and pencil thin. He tested it out on me a couple of times, tapping me, testing his positions. He took the cane back and snapped my ass. There was a spare moment before the pain wrenched me to squeal. He urged me to my feet.

  "You took your first spanking pretty well. You deserve a reward." He told me. He led me over to the bed and helped me lay down on my back. I winced as I touched the bed. My ass was still on fire. He held an ankle in each hand then brought them up, bending my knees and bringing them towards my chest. He kneeled down in front of me and put his face down to my wet spot. He began to lick it, running his tongue up and down. I closed my eyes and began to moan and pant. He let go of my ankles and without warning I tensed up and clamped my legs around his head and climaxed so hard.

  Finally he asked, “So would you like to do that again?”

  “Fuck no. I liked my reward but nothing that was happening before that.” I told him.

  “Well there are plenty of other things to try out on you. You haven’t done anything fun yet. You just wait. When I am done you won’t know what to do with yourself. You will never have boring sex with me. Don’t worry.”

  I sure hope so. I wanted to keep things intense and never know what’s going to happen. I loved being kept in the dark of what he was going to be doing to me. He always surprised me with little sex sessions unexpectedly which was the best part. He always focused on me and didn’t care if he didn’t get off in return as long as I enjoyed myself that’s all that matters to him.

  “Where have you been all my life?” I asked.

  Chapter 7

  I got up and went to work and thought about him all day long just fantasizing all the things I wish we could do together. After work, I went home and showered. When I got out I heard my phone chime.

  Sarah: I have some really bad news. Text me back.

  Me: What's wrong?

  Sarah: Jake's dad is dead.

  Me: OMG. Is he okay?

  I tried to call Jake but he didn't answer. So I sent him to a text to call me. Jake's dad is a horrible man.

  My phone chimed and I was hoping it was Jake but it was Sarah.

  Sarah: No, he isn't. I need you to come over here.

  Me: OMW

  I rushed to put clothes on and drove over to Sarah's house. I rushed into the house worried but Jake is not there.

  "Sarah, what's going on? What happened?" I asked.

  "Brooke, you know that Jake's dad has abused him and his mom right?" She said.

  "Yes, I did. I didn't know it was still going on." I told her.

  "Well Jake went over to their house last night because his mom called him screaming. When he got there, his dad was on top of her hitting her and he was wasted drunk. He was screaming at his dad to stop and he wouldn't. So he went and found his dad's gun and shot him." She explained.

  I can't even imagine what Jake is going through right now. No wonder he isn't answering his phone. His mom is probably devastated. Even though, Jake's dad is a horrible man she loved him. She wouldn’t leave him even after years and years of abuse. Even after he started abusing Jake she stayed with him. Jake was so glad when he turned 18 because that meant he didn’t have to live there anymore and he could get away from his father indefinitely.

  "I have no idea what to even say right now." I told her.

  "The police showed up and took him to jail but with all the physical damage to his mom they ruled it as self defense since his mother had harm to her body. But, Jake is traumatized. He killed his own father even though, he has thought about doing it a million times. I don't think any of us thought he would ever actually do it. He is definitely going to need a support system to deal with this. You know he holds everything in and doesn’t want to vent to anyone. He is a typical man. But he can’t keep this to himself. I don’t know if he will ever come back from this" she said.

  Jake had to put up with his dad all his life and had to take the abuse. He was just a child and his mom couldn’t do anything to stop it. He tried to talk his mom into leaving with him multiple times when he was a teenager but she wanted to stay. She loved him, abusive or not. He was her husband. This is the reason why Jake is the way he is. He doesn't want to end up like his dad and hurt the people that loved him. He was scared that he would be like him. Even though he is nothing like his father. He wasn't ever really shown affection during his childhood from either of his parents. He only got beat up on and yelled at. I think that would traumatize any child for life and scar them. He doesn't understand what real love is and how it is shown to one another. But hopefully I can help him with that.

  My phone chimes and it’s Jake finally:

  Jake: Brooke, I am so sorry. A lot has happened and my phone has been the last thing on my mind.

  Me: Sarah told me. I won't ask any questions. I know what kind of man your father was. You can come over when you're ready.

  I can't imagine what he is going through right now and I don't know if I would be able to help him cope with what he did even though he had good intentions and didn't have any other choice. He just wanted to protect his mother from his father.

  Chapter 8

  A couple of days later, Jake finally decided to come by. I hoped he would eventually because I really thought he was going to skip town and I would never see him again. We just sat on the couch in silence for the first thirty minutes he was at my house. I wasn’t really sure what to say to him. I just held his hand and finally I said, “Jake, Can I help take your mind off of it?” I asked.

  “Please do. I don’t want to think about it anymore. It is driving me crazy.” He said.

  I walked into the bedroom and tried to think of something I could do to take his mind off this situation. A thought came to mind that I could dress up for him. I never got to wear the nurse outfit that I got a couple of years ago and what better time to wear it than now. I went into my closet and grabbed the nurse’s outfit. I put on some stocking and a silk white thong underneath. I know he will like this.

  I walked out of the bedroom and Jake’s eyes got huge.

  “Babe, this is definitely a distraction. Come over here.” He said as he motioned me to come over to him.

  I took baby steps to him and with every step I undid a button on my white with red trim dress. It was perfect timing because I got the last button just as I reached him.

  “Please let me see you. I want to touch you. I need to occupy myself.”

  He reached up to me and pushed the dress off of me and I was standing there in only my silk thong. You could see t
he wetness on it. It was very arousing undressing myself in front of him and watching his reactions and seeing his erection grow with every step to him.

  He pulled my thong to the side while I was still standing up and started rubbing my clit slowly. I was already sensitive and really turned on. He leaned over and licked me.

  “I want to taste you. Lay down.”

  I did as I was told and laid down on the couch. I was ready for him to touch him. It had been a couple days and I felt like I was having withdrawals. Can you be addicted to a person? If so then I would say that Jake is my drug. I didn’t want to go more than a day without feeling his touch and the pleasure that I feel every time. He started licking and sucking on my wet spot enjoying all that came out of me. It wasn’t long until I was on the brink of an orgasm. Of course he stopped right before. He liked doing that. He wanted me to enjoy it but sometimes he wanted to tease me a couple times before I got to finish.

  He kissed me and then started sucking on my erect nipples. He would put my nipple in between his teeth and grind on them and believe me it sounds painful but it feels amazing. I sent a tingling sensation down my body. He put the head of his shaft into my spot and pushed it in just a little so I could get a feel for what I was going to get. I was starting to get frustrated because I just wanted him inside me and for him to stop playing games but the games just make the finish that more exciting and enjoyable. He usually starts out slow and then picks up the pace as we go on but not tonight. He was pounding inside me over and over until we both finally came.