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Sexual Desires of a Woman

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by Goss, Ashley


  I laid back on the couch feeling so relaxed and my whole body tingling. He laid down next to me and put my head on his chest.

  “Thank you for distracting me for a little while. I definitely needed that.”

  “I will do anything you need.”

  “How come you haven’t asked me anything about that night?” he asked me.

  “I don’t want to pry. I figured that when you were ready to talk you would come to me.” I replied.

  Maybe he is finally ready to talk about that night. It’s been a couple of days and he really doesn’t need to keep it all inside. It’s not healthy.

  “Well you know the end result but that’s not the way I wanted it to go. I got a phone call from my mom hysterically asking me to come over immediately and so I did. When I walked into the house my dad was standing over here just hitting her in the face repeatedly over and over again. I asked him to stop and he wouldn’t. He was very drunk. It’s not like I didn’t give him a chance. I gave him plenty of chances to stop and I had decided I had finally had enough. I wasn’t going to put up with this for another second. I knew where he hid his gun so I went into the bedroom and got it out of the safe and asked him again to stop whiling pointing the gun at him. He simply replied you won’t do it boy. Stop playing games. He was taunting me. So I closed my eyes and shot him right in the chest. I felt relieved when I heard the gun go off. I knew all the pain I had endured over the years was finally done. My mom is now safe and can live a normal life. Yes, of course I feel guilty for taking his life but he took mine and my mom’s from me. I wouldn’t be the way I am if it wasn’t for him. He made me the way I am and I really want to change that. In fact, you have helped me overcome that. You have helped me realized that I can love someone. I love you.” Jake said.

  I have been waiting a really long time to hear him say those words to me.

  “Jake you are nothing like your dad and he can’t hurt you anymore. He can’t affect your life anymore.

  Chapter 9

  We had a little to drink, made out a little, and we got aroused. I got up to take a shower and he followed me. I feel to my knees and started sucking on his erection taking him right to the edge of climax and stopped. I stood up and moved his hand down to my wet stop. While his erection grew, he lathered me up intentionally getting it wet and slippery with soap. He slid a finger inside me as I cried out in pleasure. He hungrily pushed me against the wall of the shower and kissed me and fondled my breasts. He started to rub his erection against my spot and I playfully pushed him away telling him he has to work for it. He took my hand and turned off the shower. He took me to the bathroom counter and spread my legs.

  It wasn't long until he was licking, sucking, and fingering me while I moaned.

  I wrapped my legs around him and climaxed hard.

  I got up and got dressed for work. I put on a short black dress and a thin red thong. The dress showed off my amazing rack and ass. I was also wearing no bra so my nipples were hard and visible but I put on a sweater to cover them up.

  I ran into him on the crowded elevator at work and I stood in front of him and subtly leaned back and pressed my ass against his erection.

  Just before the doors opened, I reached back and ran my hand up his shaft.

  Later, I went over to a co-workers desk and he walked by, my dress riding so high he could almost see my thong. I want him to push my dress and take me on this dress right now. He brushed a finger on my leg as he passed me so I leaned my ass against the window of his office so it pressed against the glass. I loved showing off my ass.

  I went back to my office and called him.

  "Yes?"

  "Baby, I am so wet."

  "I can't talk right now. I am in a meeting."

  "I can talk. Do you want me to continue?"

  "Yes."

  "My panties are so tight. They rub against me whenever I walk and it makes me so wet. I'm touching myself through my panties right now. I am thinking of our time together last night." I moaned.

  "Tell me more."

  "Are you hard now?"

  "Yes."

  "Stroke it."

  "I can't right now."

  "Oh, I am so close to climaxing. I'm leaning back in my chair with my legs open and my dress hiked up.

  "What do you need?"

  "I need you to lick me. Come to my office!"

  "I'd love to but I can't right now. Anything else you need?"

  "I need you inside me now!"

  "I'm not sure we can do that now. We have a staff meeting 10 minutes."

  "Oh shit, well I guess it will have to wait."

  We met outside the conference room. He hung behind as everyone entered, and fondled my ass quickly under my short dress. He sat down next to me and my face was flushed. I took off my sweater to reveal my hard nipples. He wasn't the only one that noticed. I teased him through his pants, running my finger up the length of his shaft. The meeting was soon over. It seemed to take forever for everyone to leave. As soon as we were alone in the room, I fell to my knees and pulled his shaft out and begin to suck hungrily. I played with the head of it with my tongue, moving my lips back and forth along the sensitive parts. I took it deep into my throat.

  My hand snuck down to my wet spot, as I fingered myself as he came in my mouth.

  I laid back on the carpet; my legs spread wide, and stuck two fingers deep inside myself. There was a knock at the door. We gathered ourselves just at the door opened.

  "I'll talk to you later." I told him.

  Chapter 10

  I woke up super late around noon. I think that's the latest I had slept since I was young. My phone chimed that I had a text message:

  Meet me at Broadway Inn. Room 135. Bring something sexy to wear. I have a surprise for you but bring an open mind.

  I started getting dressed at my house going through outfit after outfit just panicking on what would be the best choice, switching from the effortless long black dress to the fun street wear and every other style known to man! I continue to look in my closet and see my long black pea coat knowing I've got black lace and leather lingerie on I thought oh hell why not? I slapped on some black heels threw on the black coat and a scarf and walked out the door. I called Jake to let him know I was on my way.

  A 30 minute drive and my mind was going faster than my car was. Jake was my drug, he showed me another world I didn't know existed. I began to sweat as my nerves had taken over along with the thick pea coat with no air flow, as I pulled in I had no clue to what degree this night would become in my life. I fixed my fire red lipstick and hopped out of the car. Walking through the sliding doors I see two men just standing behind the desk both begin to look at me then greet me with a hello how are you this evening?

  I made it brief, my heart was racing out of my chest and I needed no distractions. Torn between being mortified that I'm almost totally naked under this coat and one slip of the heel could uncover the black leather underwear that had more cut outs than a damn cookie store and feeling completely liberated by this exhilarating thought they had no idea what I was about to go do with this man.

  Elevator Door opened and of course the mirror in front of me just confirmed how truly great of a decision I made with this jacket and heel combo. Pranced down the hallway and did a quirky knock on the door. I heard the news going and him walking to the door, my legs were shaking.

  He opened it in a perfectly white towel wrapped around his waist giving me a visual of his sexy chest and manly arms. He gave me the calm sly smile he wears so well. I walked in and he kissed me so passionately my legs felt like half melted JELLO.

  There went my heart again racing faster than my mind was now. He walked to the side of the bed and I slowly took of my jacket and stood there nervously till he turned around. There went that sly smile I love again. He walked back over, picked me up effortlessly and placed me on the bed. My God what he does to me. He went around to each side of the bed cuffing my hands with these black leather straps then locked in my f
eet.

  At this point I'm looking at him thinking how much I must honestly trust this man considering I now cannot even move if I wanted or needed to.

  It started by him kissing my legs he stops once he reaches the top of my thigh. He started kissing my neck and his breath on my skin gave me chills. Before I knew it down he went without warning. It was driving me crazy that I couldn't touch him back, his skin has always been so soft and I'm locked down like a lunatic in a psych ward. Is this really turning him on because I feel helpless? He went for the next base and boy was he, I felt warm, yet tense, and my back was starting to arch.

  I look down and tell him I'm about to cum. He stopped immediately, Unhooked each hand and leg then walked away. I didn't know if I had said something wrong because no words were spoken.

  My handsome drug came back he had red rope, a black leather whip, and a silk mask. He started to tie my legs together then my hands and somehow boy scouted the two together! It was so hot seeing him carefully and skillfully wraps me like a leather pretzel.

  My hands were behind me, completely useless. He first laid me on my back, I'm sure his view was nothing short of interesting; mine sure was. He took out the whip, the first spank I got caused me to clench up and shut my eyes. It didn't hurt but that loud smack and the unknown of this entire world of freaky shit caught me off guard.

  He runs it up and down my leg sending shivers down my entire spine and bam. He ran his hands over me and checked to see if I was wet enough. I giggled to him at some point and he asked what was so funny? I felt like it was all a game? Like who does this and who could control themselves enough from saying alright let's fuck already.

  Chapter 11

  Me being the stubborn ass I am grinned and smarted off "it's funny because that doesn't even hurt". It was a long pause while we locked eyes and bam another even harder but this time on the other cheek, I definitely felt the sting that time.Whip still in his hand and bam I got another one. Completely stunned I looked at him with how fucking dare you eyes. The bitch look must have been very obvious because he leaned over with his sly captivating smile and kissed me. He stood up and told me he had a "special surprise."

  Since I couldn't really move he picked me up and loosened the ropes a little so I could lie comfortably on my stomach. I get into place and I hear the hotel drawer open and shut. Since I wasn't facing toward him it just left my mind in "over drive" wondering what the hell is he doing over there and when is he finally going to stop teasing me? I hear a buzzing noise and I froze. I was able to turn my head and see this small red vibrating object in his hand. He calmly said it was a butt plug.

  What the fuck is a butt plug? I hate anal like please don't tell me I'm about to endure a vibrating object in my ass for fun?

  Fuck it I had gotten this far let's see how it plays out. He starts to rub me; he pulled down my underwear and spanked my ass softly. I was dying inside, torn yet again but this time because I had no clue what we were doing but yet I weirdly trusted him that whatever it was would be amazing.

  He started to lick every part of me, from the front to the back over and over! He made it clear months ago in conversation he had only done this to two other women his whole life.

  It's not like he hadn't been around because his past is paved with gorgeous blondes equipped with huge boobs and surgically enhanced everything, it did make me question what he saw in dark hair small breasted Wal-Mart makeup me. It was mysteriously personal for him but this was so good he must have done all kinds of "how to" research.

  One minute in and I was about to explode, his weird fit my innocence. I remember watching him thinking alright bud I'm not telling you this time. My head turned down and my body was starting to give in to his tongue. In ecstasy he then put one finger in my ass. It was wet?

  He had used lube to ease it in better which I ironically found sweet and thoughtful unlike my ex who made no attempt other than spit to make the experience more enjoyable (boring). He moved his hand in then out telling me how tight I was and to face the head board. Pulling my hair then squeezing my ass cheek so hard I looked back to do the familiar bitch face. He stopped yet again, instantly switching thoughts I began to regret not listening when he said to face the other way I'd be getting off right now. Jake grabbed beside me and put the silk mask on my face.

  Irritated at this point I tried to pull it down by rubbing it down with my shoulder. He quickly leaned over telling me "focus on what you feel baby" and pulled the mask back up. Confused what he meant I did what he said and turned my head back around. He was behind me at his free will to do as he wished. Fuck that buzzing noise came back, this time closer to me and more terrifying to hear. I felt something wet followed by his hand rubbing whatever he had all over my cheeks and ass. He told me I needed to hold still and relax so I could enjoy my surprise.

  I didn't move because last time not listening got me no orgasm and a damn mask. He put one finger inside and this plug slowly in my ass moving it deeper then pulling back for relief. Finally inside he left it there vibrating on what felt like full throttle mode and asked me if I was ready. Excited but unsure of what to say I went for what I know, I told him how badly I wanted his hard dick begging to let me have it.

  I felt his hand pull out and he rubbed and teased my entire area with what I had just begged him for. At first his head went in, he was rock hard he always was. He went only a little deeper then stopped and between all this vibrating and his dick I felt myself about to cum again....but it hurt this time, like the tension had built up so much it was going to cause me to blackout in relief! Thinking to myself I can't seriously get off from a red loud "butt plug" I never even knew had been invented?

  I hated anal. I thought but I had no focus left to think anymore. He was right I had to focus on all this feeling. Jake pushed himself all the way inside and gently put his hand around my neck, he asked me if I was ok and uncertain myself I just shook my head yes. He pulled out at one point and it was so wet I wasn't sure if he had cum or if I was that turned on. Here it goes and my whole body was shaking. He held the plug in place and moved it in and out of me only a few more times, I called out his name and came again! Finally accepting now I did enjoy it but content that maybe he would untie me so I could touch him.

  The bed moved like he had gotten up, fuck what else could I possibly endure, he hadn't got off yet I knew we weren't done. This was not the sex we normally have yet I was so overwhelmed by how much closer I felt to him without even laying my hands on his body. He took off the blind fold and I got that sly smile, he was undoing the rope so of course my default is to think yet again.

  I was left nearly paralyzed after climax and completely drained. Second by second this was engraving in my head, a night I'll never forget.

  He was known for his thrilling ways but he was my first in this, he was special. He was done undoing the rope and I grabbed his waist, I couldn't jump on top and rock his world hell I could hardly stand. I dropped to my knees and took all of him in my mouth. I wanted him more than ever. He got all of me, now I needed all of him.

  Was this more of a game than I bargained for? He grabbed my face and pulled me up, we moved from the couch to the floor to the desk back to the bed. I looked down at him and smiled while his head went back and toes curled. This was it and I was going to get even!

  I lifted up, crawled to the bottom of the bed and on all fours I licked his head in a teasing way. He knew what I was doing; I'm not sure if he was tickled by my smart ass attempt or as irritated as I was. Before I could start thinking of my next move he flipped me to my back. Holding my hands down and kissing my lips firmly.

  He shoved all of him inside me in one thrust taking back the upper hand leaving me moaning for more. 1 hour ago I had no clue what a butt plug was or what my near future was going to entail and now I was laying under a man who has been officially deemed my heart racing butt plug loving thrill of a drug.

  He was about to cum; I could tell by the way he looked at me. He let go of my hands,
grabbed his balls, and moaned out "fuck baby!” He later explained at dinner it makes the orgasm stronger to cup them firmly, clueless me thought he pulled something Ha-ha! We got back to the room turned on criminal minds and laid down together and passed out.

  Chapter 12

  He texted me the next morning:

  Hey beautiful. I had an amazing time last night and I hope that you don't regret it. I certainly don't. I hope that you had fun. I wanted to show a different side of things that what you are used too. But don't worry; we don't have to ever do those things again if you don't want.

  Who was I kidding? I loved it. Yes, it was out of my comfort zone and at times a little awkward but I enjoyed myself. There are all these things that I have yet to experience in my life and I want to experience them all. He had opened a whole new world up to me of sexual fantasies and desires that I haven't ever gotten to experience.

 

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