A Life Plan Without You.

by Christine Wood

  “Shit, what do you do to me?” I kissed his lips. He had asked me to marry him. I definitely heard that right, or was it just in the heat of the moment?

  “Grab my bag it’s here at the side of the couch.” He searched for it.

  “Found it, what do you want?” I smiled.

  “Can you grab me a tee shirt from the top, please?” I wiped the mess up cleaning him he was still hard and wow he liked the touch, he smiled and watched as I wiped his length, he groaned.

  “Enjoying the show Sam?” He kissed me. Yet again robbed of the actual doing it. I ached for him.

  “Yes, the show was amazing, answer my question please Mi cielo.” I shoved the tea shirt and abandoned underwear, in the bag. I lay down in front of him my back to his front he wrapped his arms around me. “I said I would ask you again. Not having you with me last week killed me.” I missed him too but marrying him was such a massive thing.

  “I will someday Sam yes but not yet, I love you so much and I’m not going anywhere. Really you need to keep asking, I will say yes someday, just not yet.” I showed him my ring. “I promise someday but not yet.” He held me tight as I fell asleep in his arms. I woke up when the front door shut, Dad had left for work.

  “Sam, wake up. Sam” I kissed him and he started to wake.

  “Morning you.” he kissed me back.

  “You stayed the night again. I have to be going to work in an hour.” He hugged me tightly.

  “I still have a couple of days off.” I lay and let him hug me, I had my arms wrapped around his, I didn’t want to go to work I wanted to stay here with him. He was nuzzling the back of my neck.

  “Sam, stop that I have to go to work.” I got up I needed to wash and change. I had a quick shower, change of clothes and put on my uniform. I bundled my clothes up and brought them downstairs, and threw them in the washer with other stuff from my bag. I put the kettle on made us a drink. He was fast asleep I put the drink on the floor and watched him.

  “Sam wake up, your drinks ready.” I sipped my tea and watched as he woke.

  “Hello Mi cielo, you’re ready for work already, do you have to go in?” I looked at him.

  “I need to I have had a week off, and I’m covering the others holidays, so yes Sam, I need to be in work.”

  “You’re quiet, are you all right? Michelle, are you okay? The marriage thing I meant, but yes I will wait until you’re ready baby, please tell me you’re all right with me?” I was so happy with him, but I needed him in a way, he wasn’t for giving me.

  “I’m just wondering we’re not doing too well on the sex front, how about we don’t? Marrying you is a nice thought, I missed you too I’m thinking about it but not yet, I’m not saying no, just give me time please, you and me are damn perfect for each other, so don’t change and keep asking me angel.” I wondered if taking the pressure off him. Would make him want me, as much as I wanted him? Threatened with my dad’s right hook, isn’t that much of a turn on, after all. He smiled.

  “Really you want to wait?” I shrugged my shoulders.

  “Not really, but doing the other stuff, will do until you think Dad will be all right with us. That conversation you have here, so I can listen in on it though.” Well, I’d lit the touch paper see if my counter attack works. Besides, he was good at the other stuff too. The longer we waited perhaps it would be better and worth the wait?

  Drinks finished, he did a quick toilet visit and walked me to work. He was going to the hospital to see Emma so I made her some sandwiches, putting her favourite cakes in a box. He smiled as I handed them over. A quick kiss and he left, he was going to call in for lunch. Work went quickly, I was already on my lunch break when Sam passed the garden were I was sat eating. I blew a wolf whistle and his head shot round to see me with my fingers in my mouth whistling, and smiling.

  “Michelle, really that’s not very lady like.” He kissed me then stole my sandwich.

  “Cheeky sod, that’s mine this is yours, lady like, me? Please.” He sat on the wall with me.

  “When’s your next day off Michelle?”

  “Tomorrow, I don’t work Tuesdays, why?”

  “Do you fancy a day out somewhere?” Sam hadn’t been anywhere other than the hospital and home for over a week, must have been going stir crazy?

  “Yes that would be nice, just us two would be wonderful.”

  “Anywhere you want, wherever you want.” I laughed. Oh, the endless possibilities, London for the day or shopping what do you do with a boyfriend besides make out and go out at the weekend? I did want to do something though.

  “I would love to go to Blackpool, just for the day please Sam? I want to do the whole daytrip thing, kiss me quick hats, rock, silly teddies and of course the Pleasure Beach please, get the train out and last train back, I have never been on the pleasure beech, other than to go skating, believe it or not. Then to the wonderful restaurant Gramps and I went to.” He smiled.

  “Your wish is my command, baby.” I wish...

  “Kiss me Sam I’m late for work. He pulled me up and into his arms my fella has very soft kissable lips. He walked me to work and kissed my neck.

  “I’ll pick you up at four thirty then?” He watched me go in, and I busied myself with the shop stuff, cleaning and tidying, finishing on the dot of four thirty.

  I go to see mum, who missed me last night, but she knew I was picking her favourite girl up and I was excused visiting, as I gave her the box of goodies from Michelle she smiled!

  “Yummy cream cakes! Oh Sam did you tell her egg sandwiches are my favourite and sausage rolls oh and what’s this?”

  “That’s a salmon roll Mum she wasn’t sure if you liked salmon and I have never seen you eat it!”

  “I do yes, but he doesn’t like the smell, so I can’t buy it, she’s very clever is she all right did she have a good holiday?”

  “She’s fine and yes she had a good time, and she missed us all.”

  “She missed you, you mean. I know you missed her stuck here with me.”

  “Michelle wanted to come back, but well it was her last time at her Gramps place and I have been fine here with you, she is working a lot so it will be evening visiting Mum and I want to take her out on her day out tomorrow so I will be in Wednesday Jimmy can sit here tomorrow!”

  “I don’t need you all here every day, your big boys, you have things to do. What did she say when you asked her to marry you?”

  “Mum how did you know I’d asked her?”

  “I saw how worried you were yesterday, you were worried about something, and it wasn’t her coming home and you fell asleep the other day and said you were going to ask her, so what did she say then?”

  “She said she will do some time, but not just yet, and she and I bought each other the same type of ring look.”

  “That’s nice, did she like hers?”

  “Yes, it is really pretty and she liked it, she waited ages to put it on too, just to see which finger I had put mine on, it’s on the friendship finger!”

  “I like Michelle a lot, her name is so pretty, so pretty!” I agreed it certainly is very pretty. I stopped until dinner time and went to do some shopping! I now know the size of my babies boobs and backside, so can buy stuff to cover them, in pretty lace! Who am I kidding I like seeing them on and taking them off. I go to the shop and walk the rails, last time I dared to come in here I didn’t know her size and looked a perv going out without stuff!

  “Can I help you Sir or are we browsing again?”

  “No buying now I know her size and stuff, thanks can I get this full set in this size?” I gave the woman the paper and she smiled, yep not perving today!

  “Will Sir be requiring the garter belt and stockings?”

  “Well I won’t be but my girlfriend will please.” I smile as she packs the pretty things in a bag and swipes my card, there’s some cool stuff in here and I could buy the lot!

  “Do come again Sir.”

  “I will be now I know her damn size why do you
women keep it so secretive?”

  “Umm that’s a girl thing. We like to keep things to ourselves Sir!” I laughed as she smiled! I went for a drink and for something to eat. Shopping is hard work. I wondered what was in the dress bags? I should have had a peak, but we were a little busy catching up! This girl of mine is hard to buy for. I watch the clock and go to see if Andy is in the Frog, I sit and drink my pint and read the paper, this killing time thing is a boring thing. I go to meet her and she that smile as she closes the shop and waves five minutes, she rushes into my arms and hugs me, umm these I missed too…

  “What have you been buying?” He passed me the bag.

  “For you, well for me too.” Opening the bag, I looked in.

  “Sam these are beautiful.” He got a hug and a kiss.

  “I have tried to get them for you before and tried to guess the sizes, and I’ve had the others off you but wasn’t noticing the sizes. So I made a note last night baby and decided not to just look like a perv this time correctly armed with the info, 34D that’s the right size isn’t it?” I blushed, all we’ve done and I blush at Sam buying me fancy underwear.

  “Yes thank you, I’ll wear them tomorrow then. Gramps has bought me a beautiful flowery, dress and shoes that will go very well with the pink pretty things in the bag. Are you stopping for your tea then? I can’t promise it will be good though. Mum’s cooking.”

  “No thanks didn’t you say you don’t eat her cooking? So go and get changed we’re going out for something to eat and drink, I’m going to try and persuade you to marry me.”

  “Marry me really again? Sam you have only known me two minutes a promise is a promise and I will think about it I love you and I’m not going anywhere, without you angel. Come in then and wait whilst I change.” Mum was with Pat, (the fat bat) Lang, the neighbour from hell, and one who thought she ruled our house, as well as her own, Mandy is her eldest daughter, my friend and she’s nothing like her mum. I really hated this woman she was as much a bully as the girls at school were, only here my own mum allowed it.

  “Sorry. I won’t be long, want a coffee?” He shook his head.

  “I’m fine I had one waiting for you.” I washed and dressed in double quick time. The underwear was a very good fit and so sexy, my plan was working. I put on the stockings, along with a new dress from Gramps and shoes did the hair, and I went in to be scrutinised by Pat and mum.

  “Are you ready Sam?” Sam was catching flies.

  “You look nice Michelle are those new clothes?” I smiled, at Pat.

  “Yes, Gramps and I went shopping for them on holiday, thanks Pat, are you ready Sam?” He got up and promised he’d have me back safe.

  “You look nice, really nice come on. The Frog first if that’s okay?” He slipped his arm around my waist.

  “My presents fit nicely too, thank you.”

  “You really do look stunning, different and well. Nice?” He ran his hand down over my hips. “I think I’m going to enjoy your present.” We arrived and sat our usual seats. Sam was heading for the toilets I followed, checking, that it was empty. He passed the door on his way back and I pulled him in and locked the door.

  “Michelle, there’s a time and a place for this, oh crap, who am I kidding?” Mid make out Sam busy, inspecting his new present his fingers searching the lacy knickers he smiled as he slipped in his fingers.

  “You, Michelle Welles are such a bad girl.” He kissed me and my hand went to unzip his jeans, my hand searching him out my finger stroking the tip of his very ready dick, we brought each other to an amazing climax, his took longer, but it was worth it. A loud knocking on the door, made us both jump. Just as things were getting hot, I really thought my first time was going to be in that toilet too.

  “Hurry up in there.” We put ourselves straight quickly Sam looked hot, and definitely satisfied. I opened the door the woman looked amused at finding Sam in there too, he looked suitably embarrassed.

  “Sorry, he can’t use the toilet on his own yet.” We made a quick exit.

  “I love you so much, Missy we can’t go in there for a while, bloody hell baby what’s got into you?” Sam threw me over his shoulder. “This plan of yours not getting off to a good start is it?”

  “Put me down Sam please, if I promise not to do it again.”

  “That’s the problem I do want you to do it again and how I want to and more.” He put me down. “Let’s eat we’re going to the China Palace. We can go somewhere else if you want?”

  “Lovely Sam, I have never had a Chinese before.” We were shown to our seats a booth at the back I left Sam to order, he was still grinning from the toilet romp, I’m always happy to try something new. The drinks came and my feet were killing, these new shoes were a little tight. I slipped my shoes off and put my feet on Sam’s lap. He rubbed my toes the lonely foot found amusement playing with Sam’s ever-growing erection, he massaged my feet harder as he groaned, and my foot was working him.

  “Shit Michelle you’re going to have to stop doing that please.” I did as he asked, eventually… He excused himself. I watched as he came back a short while later.

  “You have naughty feet, to match your mouth Michelle.” I was damn sure we wouldn’t last much longer, without actually doing the deed. The food was amazing I tried Sam’s as he was still smiling like a fool.

  “Help yourself, Michelle and stop doing that please!”

  “Something tickled your fancy Sam?” I was moving my foot up and down his leg and to his package.

  “Quit that, nice as that is there is a time and a place, and yes it’s tickling my fancy just perfectly.” I stopped, but the look on his face was priceless. I loved making him smile and playing with his package certainly made him grin like an idiot.

  “Are you stopping at mine or going home?” He shrugged his shoulders.

  “I need to change; I have of late been changing trousers a lot!” I couldn’t eat another thing.

  “My fault I suppose? We don’t have to go there we could go somewhere nearer. I know we could go up and ride Shanes’ ponies, now that would be good.” His face went pale.

  “No, Michelle Blackpool sounds fine and I like fairground horses they don’t throw you off. What if we go back to mine, I get changed, and then I stop at yours?” He paid the bill and helped me on with my coat, his warm breath on my cheek as he nuzzled the side of my neck.

  “Time and place Sam.” We got back to Sam’s it was in total darkness. He let us in.

  “We, it seems have the place to ourselves.” He came in for a hug, I laughed as the bedroom light had just gone on.

  “I’d hold that thought for a minute, angel.” I pointed upstairs. He smiled and went to change, he ran back.

  “Seems someone else had the same idea baby.” He went and made a drink laughing, as he did. Andy came bounding down the stairs, minutes later with Sam’s stuff. He threw it at Sam in the kitchen. Waved and disappeared back upstairs. I waited for this illusive drink. I went to help Sam.

  “Oop’s shit sorry.” I turned and walked back into the front room. I had just caught Sam, naked and changing in the kitchen. Grow up girl, you want to have sex with him, but you can’t see him butt naked? He followed me back in the front room, no shirt, jeans open and stood in front of me, looking so damn sexy and hot.

  “Why were you sorry?” He pulled me up and I had my arms around his waist.

  “I can’t do that with you here now, not when Andy could come down.” He kissed me hard, tongues and teeth clashing. He picked me up and hung on to me.

  “They won’t be down for a long time Michelle, Andy can go on all night and we won’t be doing it here. Your first time has to be special, not frightened, that someone will come in and catch us at it. I want to make love to you, not have a quick fumble and a roll on the floor.” I cried and buried my head in his shoulder. “We have all the time in the world, I’m not going anywhere. I love you.” He kissed my tears and dumped me in the chair.

  “Ouch, that wasn’t nice. I liked
what I saw I just wasn’t expecting to see your very nice naked bum, in your mum’s kitchen.” He came back in drop-dead gorgeous and sat on my knee.

  “I’m glad Madam liked the show I half expected you to cop a feel, not run away. It’s not like you’ve not been friendly with him already?” Blushing again, boy he always makes me blush.

  “Right haven’t I got a present to open?” There was movement upstairs.

  “Mine, I think Sam?” He checked his wallet and threw his jacket back on.

  “My feet are killing me.” He picked me up, kissing me as he did.

  “Put me down please I’ll be fine. I’ve had worse feet dancing with the nippers.” We left them to it and I was given a piggy back home.

  “Hi Mum want a drink, is Dad out or in bed?” She was messing with the rat. “We’re going to Blackpool tomorrow for the day. So Sam’s stopping in my bed, if that’s all right? I’ll sleep in Becky’s bed we have to be up early to catch the train. Yes to a drink?” She stopped messing with Rat dawg, Sam’s face was a picture.

  “I was going to ask you to have JJ, whilst I take Aunty Alice to the hospital and Aunty Liz is coming with us. She’s getting her test results back the poor woman is losing her marbles.” I looked at Sam.

  “Can he come with us Susan, and spend the day with us in Blackpool?” I looked at him, and then mum.

  “If you want to take him then that’s fine though I don’t think Michelle is happy with that?” I wasn’t but Sam had offered and she had pissed me off.

  “It’s fine with me he needs to be dressed and his stuff ready first thing.” I scowled at Sam.

  “Right thank you Sam, I will give you some money.”

  “No its fine, I have enough for everything.”

  “Your Dad’s up early in the morning, so is in bed. I’m going up now and thank you Sam. Sorry to put a damper on your day, but Aunty Alice needs me with her.” I went to make Sam a coffee.