A Life Plan Without You.

by Christine Wood

  “I had another two of those about an hour ago.” I shrugged my shoulders and went back to bed. Sam wasn’t in my room, he was sat on JJ’s bed and had shushed him back to sleep with a head mush for snot monster and busted. Mum was making herself a coffee; it must have been thirsty work listening at the door?

  “Let’s get that sexy backside back to your bed.” Mum had heard him she smiled, we had been rumbled, when she saw my bed and looked at Becks bed. She now knew we slept together! Sam’s modesty was hidden, but not too well by the boxers he’d slipped on to go and sort out JJ.

  “Goodnight Sam.” He wasn’t now, that pleased to see me. Well, his not so ready soldier had beaten the retreat.

  “Night Susan sleep well… Bugger it.” He swore under his breath as I shut the door and got in bed with him, laughing he was bright red.

  “Something, is trying to tell us not to do you think?” He kissed my neck.

  “I think the waiting until Friday is the best. I can’t cope with near misses anymore.” I was less keen knowing mum was now awake… His face was a picture.

  “Friday it is then, are you sure though?” I was so near to what I wanted now. “If that taxi hadn’t knocked we would have done the wonderful deed, by now Michelle?” He held me tight as I reluctantly said yes! He was hard again and in need of a helping hand. I turned to face him and my hand went for a wander. I can’t help it I loved watching him at my mercy he tensed up as I touched him.

  “Do you not want me too?” He watched as I started, he pushed my head down towards it.

  “Fuck me with your mouth then, for now… He likes you sucking him and I have to admit I like it a little too much, you could wake me every morning with this mouth wrapped tightly around him.” He kissed me hard and I moved his legs apart and climbed between them, spreading his legs open. I licked his length with my tongue. “Sheisk, Michelle oh baby yes that’s the way I like it, please take me deeper baby…”

  I smiled as I ran my tongue from the base slowly to the tip. Slow movements, into my mouth. Sucking and pushing him further into it, his fingers wrapped in my hair, I had him at my mercy I started moving him in and out, Sam watched me as I pleasured him he smiled as I changed the pace.

  “Don’t stop please don’t stop.” Keeping my mouth tightly closed around him, he arched his back pushing himself further back. I sucked harder, the now familiar salty liquid is slowly being released, I moved quicker, then slower changing the pace and teasing him with deep and shallow thrusts into my hot mouth, with a pillow over his mouth I could see im biting hard on it, but I could still hear the noises coming from his mouth, he came quickly and hard. I picked a towel up from the floor and spat him out of my mouth, there was just too much. He grabbed me and kissed me, tasting his self on my lips, more frantic kisses more tears more cuddles so much love, hell so much of everything…

  “Oh Mi cielo, you rock my world now please baby lie down I surely owe you at least as good a finish after that baby?” Hell payback is a bitch...

  He moved my legs and his amazing tongue went to work. His shoulders keeping my legs spread wide my sex wide open and being cooled by his breath, placing his finger between the soft, warm folds of my sex and finding the small nub that caused me to writhe when he touched it, he blew on it again and pushed a finger in me smiling as he made me wetter and wetter.

  “Baby girl how can I doubt you want me, this is crying out for me. My dick, in here at the weekend is going to feel so wonderful, do you want that baby?” He blew on it again and played with me. I begged him to stop I was so very nearly there again.

  “Baby, I can see you coming please, don’t stop, come for me baby yes, yes, relax and come.” I shook and shivered and as I started to come, he lifted himself up, my legs over his shoulders and pulled me into him kissing and sucking as I came. Wow, my orgasms were getting fiercer each time, I exploded into him again and he smiled.

  “It’s so nice tasting you Michelle, sweet and nice.” He kissed the top of my thigh biting and sucking, leaving a love bite on the top of each thigh. He started to play rough this I was beginning to like too and the rough sex drove him into a mad frenzy.

  His fingers played with me, until I came again this time it was painful and I tightened up around his fingers. He continued to kiss me until my orgasm finished, I cried, when he stopped what he was doing, he picked up the towel and wiped me, so gently.

  “Are you all right? I’m sorry Mi cielo did I hurt you?” Yes, he had been more physical with me, his face full of regret.

  “A bit, but it was a little bit wilder than you normally are, but hell of a finish Sam, best yet.” He hugged me tightly saying he was sorry for making me wait repeatedly. I fell asleep with him half on top of me and half on the bed. Becky is home, waking me from a blissful sleep, when she slammed the door of the car, so I kissed him, to wake him.

  CHAPTER 10

  “Wake up. Becky is back, Sam, sleepy head wake up.” I kissed him again. Biting his lip, he smiled.

  “This is nice waking up next to you this morning, I have to admit I thought I‘d be on my own at home nursing a hangover from our near split, thanks for letting me explain, Missy.” I threw him my dressing gown.

  “Get a shower and I will go and sort out this lot and bring your clothes up, we aren’t ever splitting up, unless you cheat on me or harm me. The lying though stops please, we tell each other the truth from today, Sam ‘Super Stalker’ Todd, now get up and do as I say.”

  “What did your last slave die of?” I laughed.

  “I’ve never had one before, but this one’s sorely frustrating in the fuck me department, making me wait and then having me be a domestic goddess for him, cooking, washing and ironing his stuff.” He laughed as got in the shower as I put on my pyjamas and bundled everything up. Becky was sat on her bed, when I got back in.

  “You may want to vanish Sam will be getting changed in a minute. She laughed.

  “My room too, note my bed wasn’t slept in.”

  “I may have made it before I went down? Now shift your bum, you can have your room in two seconds, unless you waiting to see my naked boyfriend?” She went down stairs laughing and out of the house. I made my bed and put his stuff on it, went back down to get all my nice clean things. Mum had washed and ironed everything including the blooded swing dress. I had a handful of clothes and six dresses on hangers, a near full wardrobe of dresses and most yet to be worn.

  “I have a lot more dresses since being with you.” He was behind me, dripping over me. Kissing my neck and getting more aroused by the minute. “We have to be elsewhere soon, nice as that would be, get dressed before I can’t hold back.” I grabbed a feel before I went for my shower. He turned and hugged me, nibbling at my neck. “Your clothes are on the bed there, Sam.”

  The water was so nice and hot when I finally got in the shower, I sat in the bottom of the bath and let it pour over me, and I’m pink and hot when I get out. I brushed my teeth, combed my hair back, and tied it in a tight bun at the back of my head. Gramps flowery dress and the nice pink, underwear, cream wedges. I squirted perfume and sorted my ugly lip out, that felt better.

  “Mum were off to Sam’s Aunts for dinner, I won’t be late I have college in the morning.” I put his stuff back in his jacket and he threw it on over his jeans and tee shirt, wow he looked sexy. We went to catch the bus but Dad was coming back.

  “Get in I can run you to wherever you are going, which is where exactly?” Sam thanked him they gave each other a look, what’s going on with them?

  “Uncle David’s street Dad she lives at the end of their road.” We drove in silence there.

  “Thanks for the lift Dad see you later. Get some sleep everyone’s out, Mum was taking the dog to Pat’s as we left, are you on nights tonight too?” He nodded

  “All week Michelle, see you again Son.” I looked over at him, and he smiled.

  “What you grinning at Missy?” I smiled.

  “My Dad called you Son, and thinking about this weekend. It
’s been bad, but good, sorry Sam, that doesn’t make any sense? We have rowed and are still here and together, even after her and those revelations and why did Dad call you Son?” He put his arms around me.

  “We had the talk, and he knows how much I love you and we haven’t had sex, well not well full sex! I didn’t give him particulars. He was impressed that I was honest and I told him we would be, when the time was right for us both, I wouldn’t rush you into anything and he just said fair enough, Son.” I just looked at him and smiled, Dad has come around, we are in the best place, now all that crap with photo girl is all sorted out we are finally set for a great night in the Midland! So, Michelle is happy.

  “When was this, Sam?”

  “Just before you came down with the busted lip and on the bed when you were ill, that was mainly making sure you weren’t pregnant, did you chuck up your pill? I meant to ask before,”

  “No I take it first thing in the morning and I wasn’t sick until about two, Aunty Liz says it was in my system quickly, so no I am still covered angel.”

  “Good I liked what we did last night and I was in you, so technically you had a little bit of sex! Anyhow, back to our shity nice cobweb blowing weekend. I thought we wouldn’t make it to today if I’m honest.” I slapped him.

  “That did not count as sex Samuel! Why were you fed up of me, the mouth and my Missy-fits?” He smiled.

  “No your mouth is naughty and nice. No because of all the girls interested in me! Yes it did count, stop arguing.” I thumped him on his arm.

  “You had me worried then, I thought you were serious.” He threw me over his shoulder, and ran off.

  “I had my chance at running away with someone too, but I choose to stay with the boyfriend I have.” I laughed as he put me down and looked worryingly at me.

  “Really, who asked you to run away with them, Mi cielo and when?” I hugged him tightly.

  “Adam, he had his chance months ago, before I fell for you. He’s more big brother than he is a lover, he asked me out when you saw us on the field. I told him then I was really happy with you.” He smiled.

  “Lover, super stud, you really do know me so well and you made the right choice, Mi cielo, because none will love you like me, ever.” I laughed and headed in.

  “Hello, where are you all?” We walked through to the garden they were having drinks with another woman.

  “Sam, your here and you’ve brought a friend how pretty she is.”

  “This Michelle is my Aunty Jane and this Aunty Jane is my girlfriend, Michelle as you well know.” I smiled as she hugged me. This family likes its bloody hugs.

  “So, what are your intentions towards my Nephew then?”

  “Nothing too bad I think, but the days still young.” She laughed, she was quite flighty and a little erg nutty listening to her talk on and on constantly about her villa and her golfing husband, her upcoming trip to some skiing place, apparently the royals are going to be attending two of the functions she has been invited to, whip-di-woo, lord she is a snob, Sam put his arms around me.

  “Good answer, are you here for dinner Aunty Jane?”

  “No darling I’m off to the villa in Spain later today. It needs work done, we are having a grotto put by the pool and a slide that’s hidden to look like a waterfall, it will look so wonderful when they finish, they are putting a Jacuzzi bath spa at the side too, the sauna is being put in and the gym should be finished when I get back.” She spoke in broken Spanish…

  “The workers are so young and so hot they need observing, it’s a pleasant distraction, being alone so much is lonely, damn being a golf widows hard, you have to get some perks in whilst he swings his dick and putter somewhere other than with me, umm and what better perks, I need a perk or two from Paulo again…” She sighed, oh poor woman, she was lonely all this was bravado. She was patting Sam’s hand.

  “So after today we will be there for a while, but thank you for the invite apparently I’m missing a very good meal, it’s all Allison has talked about.” I blushed and now my turn to show off, my best friend is after all a half-Devonian Spaniard… I'm going to enjoy this I think… Anyone for Spanish practice?

  “Seriously, no wonder you want to get back there.” She spat her drink over her Dior dress.

  “You speak Spanish Michelle?” I spoke to her again still in Spanish.

  “My best friend Tasha comes from Spain. She has been teaching me for years; I have a very good, ear for learning foreign languages, at least my old language teacher tells me so? Your secret is safe with me who can blame you if all your husband does is play golf. You needn’t worry, go back to Spain and enjoy the building work. I look forward to seeing your villa. Sam has often said we need to visit you out there.” Sam and the rest including Jimmy looked at me and smiled.

  “Sorry, I just told Aunty Jane my best friend is Spanish and she taught me, I love speaking with her in Spanish, when we have secrets we need to tell each other.” She smiled she finished her drink, and said her goodbyes. She hugged Sam, smiled at me, and disappeared Aunty Allison was smiling too.

  “What other secrets are there in that head of your Missy?” Oh, Sam you don’t want to know.

  “I have a best friend who is Spanish, and one who is Italian and my pen friend is Russian, so I speak a little of those languages but I have a good ear for picking different languages up and quickly.”

  “Yeah you were always gabbing to Tasha I wondered why I could never understand, I thought it was French.” Sheisk Jimmy is so numb.

  “Well, Michelle you are a very pleasant surprise and so clever. I always wished I could speak in different tongues. That was our youngest sister; she is a whirling dervish as she breezes in and then breezes out again! She is windswept and interesting. Now let me see the lip, umm that looks painful, ease up on the kisses, Samuel.” I blushed and Sam laughed.

  “A task easier said, than actually done Aunty, I love kissing my girl too much.” Now I really was blushing.

  “How many are there for dinner then?”

  “Six and Emma’s promised plate, she didn’t stop raving about it to the nurses she told them that they needed to employ you, and the patients would get better with good food in them…” I laughed and kissed her cheek as I passed her, and went to the kitchen and started on the dinner sealing the roast and placing on rough chopped veggies, seasoned it and put the joint in, it seems Aunty forgot to do it when Jane arrived! Good I can do it my way! All the veggies pealed, all I needed to do now were the puddings and the gravy. I went out to hear Sam and his Aunty deep in conversation, I heard, my name mentioned.

  “My ears are burning what have I done now?” Sam went red.

  “Nothing just about you and turning down my many proposals.” I blushed.

  “I didn’t turn you down flat I just said not yet, you know my reasons too Sam, please don’t keep pushing.” I went to check the meat. Sam smiled and went to see to Emma’s things for the hospital.

  “He really does want to you, know.” Aunty had followed me in. I smiled.

  “I don’t have to have a ring from him, I don’t need those things I just want him, that’s enough for me, I’m not going anywhere, but I can’t get that through to his beautiful thick head. I didn’t say no. I said not yet.” She smiled.

  “I suppose we will have to wait then.” I smiled, but inside I was in knots, they’ll be having us married before our second month date night. He came in putting his hands around me.

  “She just wanted to know what we’d been up to and it sort of slipped out.” Shit.

  “I don’t suppose you told her we had the biggest argument, we fell out and argued three times yesterday, leading us to have the most shittiest, crappiest day ever yesterday did you?” Argh, I made him blush, as he shook, his head. “No, I didn’t think so. I do want to say yes, because I don’t want you to leave me, you want it for the same reason is that a good enough reason to say yes?” He smiled.

  “Is that a yes then, your confusing me?” I smiled.
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br />   “Welcome to my world Samuel Todd. It’s a let me get the last weeks of college, out of the way and we will see, we have to talk, practicalities and yes that old chestnut of mine money, it’s damn expensive getting married and playing at house.” I went to the garden to sit and think.

  I loved him that’s not the problem and my plans had been a bigger part of my life for so long, so changing them for him was worrying me too. Shush, it’s not as if you’re getting married tomorrow. I would love to argue with my inner voice, but she was right we could have a long engagement! I was still committing to him, as he wanted, what a perfect solution thank you voice, you’re not that bad after all.

  I smiled whilst checking my watch meats been in two hours. I got up to sort it out. It was ready, I ran through the usual routine, I turned the radio on and started the cooking marathon, I was singing along to the radio, as it played, ‘Working My Way Back to You…’

  “I'll keep working my way back to you, babe with a burning love inside. Yeah I'm working my way back to you, babe, and the happiness that died…” I had an audience.

  “So you don’t sing very well?” It was Zoë. I laughed yeah, I sing as well as you are at being sincere!

  “See I have my imperfections singing being one of them. Did you have a nice night?” She had the biggest smile. I smiled through gritted teeth.

  “I did, I know why you dance now. Your dancing is so great Michelle and I really enjoyed myself! How did you manage to get Andy dancing babe?” Blackmail I think they call it, babe…

  “I didn’t give him the option to refuse. Are you two here for dinner too?” She nodded and went through to the lounge. There was laughter and cheers. Oh he hasn’t? I put my thoughts into finishing dinner. I called through for Jimmy to bring the dishes and stuff he came in loaded with them.