by Lucinda John
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“You know as long as that bitch is in the picture you will never have Dre to yourself.” I said as I took a long pull off of the blunt I was smoking. I was sitting on Dawn’s porch waiting for her to come home.
“What the fuck are you doing here? How do you even know where I live at?” Dawn looked like she was ready to throw them hands again but I wasn’t here for all of that. The bitch ain’t even worth all of that. She’s no longer a threat to me. As of right now she’s a pawn and easy prey in my plan of destruction.
“Girl please! Dre didn’t tell you I find out every fucking thing. Anyway I’m not here to fight and argue with you. I’m actually here to help you. We need each other’s help.”
“I don’t know what your crazy ass is up to but I want no parts of it. Let’s get something straight sweetie. I don’t want nor do I need the type of help you’re offering. I’m good on so many levels. Now if you don’t mind can you get the fuck off of my property!” Dawn continued to walk up to her door like she didn’t hear shit I had said and that pissed me off. She wasn’t with what I had planned so I just needed to do to her what I had previously planned. As soon as she put her keys in the door I hit her over the back of the head with the butt of my gun. Stupid ass bitch should have just followed my fucking lead.
2 hours later
“Why are you doing this to me?” Dawn cried.
“Shut the fuck up and take the pills before I shoot you in the fucking head!” All of this crying she was doing was really starting to irritate me. She was already ugly but this bitch was even uglier doing all of this bawling. I snorted the longest line of coke as I had the pills all laid out on the table. I was about to give this bitch an abortion myself. I had Mifeprex and Misoprostol abortion pills.
“Please don’t make me do this. I promise I’ll never talk to Dre just please let me keep my baby Oneeka. You can have Dre all to yourself. Just please leave my house Oneeka.”
“Just please leave my house Oneeka!” I mocked her and made the most evil laugh ever. If this bitch thought I had a caring bone in my body she was sadly mistaken. I had not long ago killed my mother so I had no qualms about killing her little bastard ass baby or her for that matter. I got tired of her bullshitting and crying so I pried her mouth open and made sure she swallowed all six of the pills that I had. I hoped I made the bitch break teeth and swallow them bitches too as I poured as much Hennessy down her throat as I could to wash the shit down.
“I think I’m going to be sick.” Dawn started to gag and that made me even madder. This was the weakest bitch I had ever came across. At least Lori took shit like a G. This bitch in front of me was pitiful.”
“If you throw that shit up I’m going to put a bullet in your head. Now hurry up and pass that baby I have shit to do.” I laid back in the recliner that was in her bedroom and tried to get some sleep. I had her tied to the bedpost so I knew she wasn’t going anywhere. I closed my eyes and tried my best to tune her out.
“Ahhhhhhhh!” I jumped up from my sleep hearing Dawn screaming. I looked and she was sweating profusely and sitting in a puddle of blood. I smiled because nature was finally taking its course. I jumped up and emptied the contents of her purse so that I could get her phone. I needed Dre to see this shit. I quickly snapped a picture and put the caption. Each and every time you fuck with my heart I’ll find away to fuck with yours. If you want to save this bitch I suggest you get here and save her before she bleeds to death. LMAO
#BABYMOMMA #1
If there was nothing else I knew about Dre, he was always trying to be ‘Captain Save a Hoe’. So I knew that he was coming without a doubt. Dawn looked like she was going to pass out at any minute from the pain. The abortion pills can be a bitch depending on the person. I didn’t have shit to lose at this point so I snorted another long ass line of coke and waited for the bitch Dre to come. At first I had plans on skipping town and getting as far away as I could but what would be the point in that. I literally had nowhere to go and no one to turn to. My daughter was dead, my mother was dead, and I was dead to Dre. Those were the only three people that mattered to me in this world. At this point I knew that Dre was going to kill me. I would rather die at his hands than a random bitch that I had decided to fuck over. I fucked over so many people in my life that there was no telling who was gunning for me. I would never have the love of Dre so what was the point in living anyway. I don’t know if it was the coke that had me thinking this way, but all I knew was that the courage about life I had earlier had diminished the moment I sent that text to Dre. I wanted that nigga to love me again but he always treated me as if he never loved me at all and that shit hurt like hell. I was doing too much overthinking and the shit was starting to drive me crazy. I opened the bottle of Hennessy and drank from the bottle. I didn’t want to feel any pain when Dre took me out of my misery.
Chapter 26- Lori
I had been knocked out sleep for I don’t know how long. I smiled as I sat up to see Dre and Ne-Ne sleeping next to me in bed. There were days I thought that I would never get to lay in bed with them again. It’s crazy how things can change within the blink of an eye. For years I had suppressed being molested and cutting myself when I get upset. When I was younger my mother would take me to psychiatrists to try and get me to stop cutting myself. It was something about the pain from the slices that made me feel so much better. Eventually I ended up cutting my wrist too deep and I nicked an artery. By the grace of God I made it to the hospital in time before I bled to death. That incident forced my mother to commit me to Hartgrove Hospital. That place was a living hell. I vowed that I would never cut myself again. I couldn’t take them sticking me with those needles and keeping me doped up. I was there for ninety days and it seemed like an eternity. I’ve been doing good up until I was kidnapped and raped repeatedly. Coming home to the bullshit just set me off. As long as I have my family and Dre I know that I can conquer anything. It hurt my heart to see him actually shedding tears for me the way he was. I never knew someone could love me the way that Dre does. The battle with this addiction has been rough as hell. I was ashamed for Dre to know but it was only right I be truthful. In my heart I know that’s the only way that we will make it through all of this.
I reached over placing kisses on both Dre and Ne-Ne’s forehead. I needed to take a bath and put some Neosporin on my cuts, that shit was hurting like hell. I felt stupid bringing that type of bodily harm to myself. As I got ready to head to the bathroom I could hear Dre’s phone going off repeatedly. Of course that shit piqued my interest because if it was the bitch Dawn calling him I was about to be fifty shades of petty and send her a picture of us in bed together. I slowly crept around the bed and retrieved his phone from the nightstand. I was happy as hell he didn’t have a lock on it. I opened up the picture message and covered my mouth in horror. Dawn’s ass looked damn near dead. Just looking at the caption I knew the crazy bitch Oneeka had her. A part of me knew I should wake up Dre and tell him what was going on but the other part of me wanted to get at this bitch Oneeka in the worse way. This was the perfect opportunity for me to get her ass. Mainly because she wanted Dre to come but she had no idea that I would be coming. I took a deep breath and tip toed out of the room to Tissa and KhaliI’s room.
“Tissa!” I said above a whisper but enough so that she would hear me calling her. I hoped and prayed that Khalil or Gunz didn’t hear me. Dre ass could sleep through a damn massacre so I knew he wouldn’t catch me.
“What the hell you doing Lori?” Tissa asked as she wiped her eyes.
“Shhh! Look at this shit. Meet me out front or I’m going by myself.”
“I don’t think you should do that Lori. Did you tell Dre about this?”
“Hell no I didn’t tell Dre. You know damn well Dre wouldn’t let me do this shit. Are you coming or not? We need to hurry up before Khalil or Gunz catch us. I’ll be out front waiting. Try not to wake the damn house up Tissa. You talking loud and shit gone get us caught. Where Khalil at anyway?”
“I don’t know. We got into it and he hit me.”
“What did you do to him Tissa? Khalil worships the ground you walk on. I can’t believe that shit.”
“Well believe it. Fuck Khalil! I’ll be ready in a couple minutes. My car keys are in the kitchen on the hook.” Tissa went back inside of the room to get ready and I headed to the kitchen and retrieved her keys. As I sat outside waiting for her I started going through the messages and realized that Oneeka was calling from Dawn’s phone. All of her personal info was in the phone giving me everything I needed to find her ass. My left leg started bouncing up and down in anticipation, I couldn’t wait to lay hands on that bitch Oneeka. About five minutes later Tissa bought her ass outside looking like she was on her way to walk on the damn runway. She had on a hot pink and black PINK jogging suit along with some wheat colored Timbs. This bitch had on makeup and had combed her hair into the perfect ponytail. Her ass is such a girly girl. I’m trying to get to where this bitch Oneeka is and she wasting time trying to look cute.
“Why you get all dolled up like that? We’re going to beat a bitch ass not to a fashion show!”
“Bitch please I like to look good no matter the fucking occasion. Plus I got my bitch stompers on. I thought I was gone have to use them on one of Khalil’s bitches but I’m going to enjoy putting these bitches on Oneeka. I just wish we could have put Tosha up on what’s going on.” Tissa said as she looked up in the mirror putting on lip gloss.
“Gunz is in that room with her and it ain’t no way she gone get pass him. It’s better that it’s just you and me. If Tosha was gone too we would look real suspicious. Let’s just go take this bitch out of her misery and make it back before Dre wake up. I’m trying not to get on his bad side. He was on his way to whoop my ass earlier. That was until he saw me doing that stupid ass shit to myself. I’m sorry Tissa. I broke my promise to you and Ma but on everything I hold near and dear I’ll never do that shit again. Dre and I had a long ass talk about everything. Including me being addicted to heroin. I’ll never touch that shit again. As long as I have Dre and my family by my side I know that I’ll be okay.”
“Oh Sissy. I love you so much and we will get through this together. Let’s do what we have to do to this bitch Oneeka and get ready to move forward.” I started up the car and we headed over to Dawn’s house. Not really sure of the outcome but positive that the bitch Oneeka was going to get put out of all her misery.
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“It’s dark as hell in here.” Tissa whispered.
“What the bitch do cut off all the lights?” We slowly crept through the house trying our best not to be detected. The light popped on and Tissa and I damn near jumped out of our skin.
“Ya’ll so damn sneaky but you got to be quicker than that.” Khalil said as he held Oneeka by her hair. Tissa and I were both stuck like deer in headlights. Especially when Dre came from the back carrying Dawn. I instantly became jealous but at the same time I knew right now wasn’t the time for my insecurities. Outside of anything I knew Dre was doing what any real man would do. After all she was carrying his baby. I didn’t like it but there was nothing I could do about it. It actually warms my heart to know that I’m in love with a man of his caliber and I’m glad that I know. All I could do was stand there scared shitless trying to figure out how in the hell did they know what we were up to. As bad as I wanted to know I decided not to even ask. Khalil was pissed and I know he can go from zero to one hundred real quick.
“Khalil I---.”
“Don’t say shit LaTissa. With everything that’s going on you should know better than to be out here on some shit. That shit goes for you too Lil’ sis. We told you to let us handle this shit. I know you want to get at this bitch but we have to do this shit the right way. Lori this your beef so I’m going to let you make the call on what to do with her ass. As of right now we need to get Dawn to a hospital.
“It’s too late bro, she’s dead.” Dre said as he laid her down on the couch and covered her with a blanket. I could tell that Dre was truly hurt. As I looked at him I could also see the anger in his face as his nostrils flared. I became so upset and angry with Oneeka all over again. Why does this bitch think it’s cool to fuck up other people’s lives? Just seeing how upset Dre was pissed me off to the point where I just started attacking her Oneeka’s ass. Tissa jumped in as well. Dre and Khalil just stood back and let us tame her ass for a couple of minutes before they broke us up.
“That’s the best you bitches can do. That was nothing. I’ve been through some shit in my life so trust and believe me I can take an ass whooping. This shit is way bigger than anything I did to you or that dead bitch on that couch. This is about Dre and the constant fucking disrespect to me and our dead daughter. Constantly bringing all these bitches around like we never meant shit to one another. Do you see the shit you make me do Dre? I do this shit because I love you. Why can’t you just love me Dre?”
“Really Oneeka? Do you really need to ask some shit like that? In case you haven’t noticed you killed an innocent woman and a baby because I don’t want your ass. That girl never did shit to you. You had Lori kidnapped all because she got my heart and you don’t. As you can see bitch you will lose each and every time. We’ve been over this Oneeka, what part of you not my fucking woman doesn’t your retarded ass understand?”
“It’s obvious that this bitch doesn’t understand. If she did she wouldn’t have did what she did to me and she wouldn’t have killed a woman who has never done anything to her. All that time I was being held against my will I prayed for the day that I would come face to face with you. I came over here tonight with every intention on murdering you bitch but you ain’t worth it. Despite everything you tried to do to break us here we stand a united front. Bitch you will never have Dre. So I suggest you do us all a favor and disappear. You’re a worthless ass bitch and you shouldn’t be allowed to sit and breathe the same air as sane people. You’re truly a looney ass bitch Oneeka and I feel sorry for you.” As bad as I wanted to kill this bitch for what she had done to me. She wasn’t even worth it. She needed to live and suffer for the rest of her life in loneliness and despair.
“And the Academy Award for the weakest link goes to.” Oneeka said as she clapped her hands dramatically. I was about to spare this bitch until she started mocking me like shit was sweet. I pulled the gun I had in my waist band and repeatedly hit the bitch over the head until I knocked her ass out.
“Come on Tissa. Help me gag this bitch and put her in the trunk.” It took us less than five minutes to have this bitch bound and gagged on the floor. She was knocked the fuck out and when she came to she was going to be in for the shock of her life.
“Ya’ll go ahead and get the fuck out of here. We’ll meet ya’ll back at the crib. I have to figure out what to do with Dawn.” Dre said as he blew out a sigh of frustration. I walked over to him and grabbed him in my embrace. I placed soft kisses on his lips as I stared into his eyes. I needed him to know that I was here for him. This nigga was in a real live love triangle without even trying to be. Not only that, he was still in visible pain from being shot. As much as I needed Dre to help with what I was going through mentally he needed me to take care of him mentally and physically. He was in a real fucked up position and I knew this shit was enough to drive a person crazy. I needed to be the down ass bitch he needed me to be. We kissed and hugged each other before Tissa and I dragged Oneeka out and put her in the trunk. I had just the place I wanted to take her ass too. I was going to give the bitch a taste of her own medicine. We’ll see who the weak bitch was when I get through with her ass.
Chapter 27- Johanna
It had been damn near two weeks and I still hadn’t found out where the fuck Gunz was hiding out at. I had my whole security staff killed since they wanted to slip up and let him and that bitch Lori get away. I had been back in the city and staked out every place I knew that Gunz and Khalil could be. They must have moved because both of their residences looked as if no one liv
ed there anymore. These motherfuckers really thought this shit was a game. They must have forgotten I’m the same bitch that trapped and laid niggas down beside them for years. Why must Gunz make me act like this? All I want is for him to be a family with me and my kids but he won’t let a bitch be great.
I sat outside of Gunz and Tosha’s house watching as it burned to the ground. When I poured gasoline all over everything I made sure to pour it all over the cars that were in the garage. I wanted every fucking thing they owned to be burnt to a crisp. My next step was going over to Khalil’s house and burning his shit up as well. This nigga had no loyalty since he met that bitch Tissa. That’s what hurt me the most besides the shit Gunz had done to me. There was a point in time when Khalil and I were thick as thieves. Finding out we were brother and sister was supposed to solidify our already close relationship. Instead it pushed us further away