5. Which do you prefer, men or women?
I think I already addressed a portion of this earlier in the book. However it deserves a bit more discussion. There are definitely people who will not like what I'm about to say. Everyone is bisexual to a degree. In fact everyone is a woman to a degree until that defining moment during embryonic development when the cells shift and the clitoris becomes a penis, the ovaries become testicles and you have a male fetus. The point I am making is, we are all bisexual to a degree. The strength or extent of this degree is dependent upon a variety of factors. Environment, social spectrum, religious upbringing, moral compass, peers and personal comfort level. I know entirely too many gay men and women who 'crush' on the opposite gender for one reason or another, yet they struggle with it because they identify as one way or the other.
I've met and had sexual encounters with easily 100's of men who identify as straight, yet they have ended up with one or both of my dicks in them. I know many women who identify as gay/lesbian who crush on men but try to ignore it. In fact I was crushed on by three different lesbians in my time. None of them knew of my dicks, but during an evening of heavy drinking admitted they could go 'straight' for me.
Beneath it all I wish everyone would stop worrying about who is gay, who is straight, who is bisexual. Why must we define people by their sexuality? Why does Billy need to be gay Billy? Why does Sally need to be lesbian Sally? Why does Eric need to be Bi Eric? Why can't they just be Billy, Sally and Eric? Society groups people into classes to feel stability and safety. In doing so they break the hearts and souls of people like myself who don't fit into either class. Only in the past few years have people started accepting bisexuality as a legitimate sexuality. I know bi guys and girls older than me who tell me about a time when they were bi before it was 'trendy.' I laugh but deep down feel for them, just as I feel for the men and women who were gay when gay was as taboo as bestiality. How they survived to make it this far boggles my mind and gives me the utmost respect for them.
With all of that said, I will have absolutely nothing to do with the GLBT-yada-yada-yada establishment. A small percentage has a grip on the fact that a larger, vastly more vocal percentage of the 'queer' establishment has not a single ounce of respect for each other, let alone 'society' in general. The 'fish' the 'breeders' (and any other derogatory name you can come up with for straight people) are their enemies. Yet at the same time, the transgender men and women are jokes. The bisexuals are still confused, the gay men who are amazing performers in drag are still tired old queens and the masculine lesbians are dykes. I went to a Pride festival once and saw everything but pride. I saw ridicule, condescension and judgement. Hatred from the chubbies for the twinks in their tighty-whities. People snickering about the transgirls "looks like fish, smells like chicken." From that moment I realized, this is not (yet) my community. Until equal rights and respect are given from within that community, they have no right to demand it from outside.
6. When did you realize you were different?
This was asked in my AMA and the answer remains the same. My parents always told me I was special. It wasn't until high school that I realized how 'special' and 'different' people are really treated. My parents spent so much time reminding me of how special I am, they stressed that I should keep it a secret so as not to make any other boys feel bad for having only one penis. They spent so much time and energy on that, they forgot that I would be ridiculed and made fun of if anyone found out. Jealousy is a really terrible thing. Jealousy can make monsters out of people. Jealousy can make enemies out of people who would otherwise be great allies. Jealousy has the ability to wreck entire lives and drive people to do things they otherwise would never consider doing. I only wish my parents had also explained that some people would be jealous and would hate me and give me grief because I was special.
7. You date men and women? Your AMA mentioned you are in a relationship with a guy and a girl. How does that work?
When I came out on Reddit in the new year of 2014 I had been in a committed polyamourus relationship. The couple had been dating when I met them and after a substantial amount of time passed as their friend, I revealed myself to them. Her boyfriend realized that he was bisexual, I was his first and instead of splitting they decided to see how we worked as a 3-some couple. We lasted for a substantial amount of time. However when I did the Reddit AMA it put a strain on our relationship. We ended up splitting up in February of 2014. We still speak from time to time, they are doing well and engaged. The split was not because of jealousy or feeling unloved. The split was based upon the lack of privacy. They realized to an extent I'm an open book and had no problem telling complete strangers the kind of things I do. They also were afraid people would find out my identity and our relationship would be exposed. Do I miss them? Yes. Sleeping (actually sleeping) with another person(s) was comforting to me. It took me months to get used to sleeping alone. I had to travel a lot to get used to being in a bed alone. Since they didn't always travel with me, I used that solitary sleeping arrangement to get accustomed to it at home, alone at night.
8. When was the first time you had sex with another guy?
High school... With my buddy. He has since asked me not to include it in the book.
9. When did you realize you are bisexual? How did your family handle it?
Senior year of high school. I'd had sex with my buddy and realized that I really enjoyed it. It was a curiosity thing that turned me on. After our first time we did things together frequently until I moved out of my parents house. I told my parents not too long after I realized I liked both. They were supportive and looking back, it's a safe bet to say that they didn't even really care at all. My mom was concerned at first that I wasn't planning on having kids. She wants to be a grandmother. When I assured her that I did plan to marry and have children she was fine.
10. It must be difficult finding condoms that fit. How do you handle that?
Truth be told, I do not wear condoms. I tried once or twice years ago and just didn't like how they work. I don't condone 'unsafe' sex. I guess it is shocking that I am 100% STD free and clear.
FUNNY MOMENTS
It goes without saying that living a life with two dicks has put me in some hilarious situations. I don't typically use the wall urinal in the men’s room. Too risky. But on rare occasion it's happened.
"Dude, you've got two dicks."
"Dude, you've got one dick."
He stares and blinks.
"You want to suck them or something?"
He looks up at me in shock.
"I think I do."
"Well I don't want you to, your breath smells."
I left him standing there slack-jawed... his breath reeked of fish. GROSS.
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Was at a party, walked up on a joke in progress.
"Which side do you dress, to the left or right?"
"Both," I replied without thinking. Everyone looked over at me.
"I've heard that one before," I laughed nervously.
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I actually scared a hooker once. Me and two buddies picked one up and when we got back to the hotel room...
"So, three dicks, that's $200 per dick."
"Actually there's 5 dicks." I couldn't stop smiling.
"I didn't agree to no gang-bang. Three guys is my limit."
I take my dicks out and she starts backing towards the door.
"No, I'm not doin' none of that freaky shit, forget it!"
She bolted.
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Cute but ditzy blond I had sex with once asked.
"If they both come in me, will I have twins?"
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I actually kept my left dick in my jeans once while this cute shaggy brunette dude blew me. He had no idea I had two. So he starts begging me to fuck him and pulls off his pants and rolls onto his stomach and puts his ass up in the air. One glance and I knew he was a power bottom. I whip out my left dick which had gotten harder than usual at that moment and
after a few wads of spit, I shoved both in his ass. He howled and arched his back and let out a loud groan.
"What the fuck is going on?" He groaned.
"What do you mean?" I panted as I continued to pump them in his loose hole.
"It feels like you're stuffing two cocks in me."
"If I was, would that be a bad thing?"
He laughed nervously and went back to riding his ass back against my dicks. About half an hour passed before he wanted to roll over on his back. I let him and he was so out of it he didn't look down or pay attention. I stuffed both dicks back inside him and he let out a loud grunt and sat up. He looked down at his ass and I watched him trying to process what he was seeing. He flopped back on the bed and went back to moaning.
A few hours passed and I finished emptying my prostate into him. The mattress was soaked, his ass wide open and gaping. I tugged them out and went to the bathroom. A moment later he walks in as I'm taking a piss, looks down and sees them again and then looks up at me and full out faints right there in a pile of laundry.
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Just like with the brunette dude mentioned above, there have been a few girls who didn't pay attention at first. This time it was a bleach blond cutie who I'd met at the beach. She was laying on her right side at the foot of the bed with her right leg dropped down to the floor. I had her left leg up and was plowing her pussy with my right dick. She starts moaning something about her ass. After getting her to repeat herself a few times I realized what she was saying.
"I want it in my ass."
So I pulled out of her pussy and put it in her ass.
"I want it in my pussy." So I pull it out of her ass and shoved it back into her pussy (I know I know, don't lecture me about bacteria and germs).
Then she starts muttering about wishing she had one in her ass and pussy. So I oblige.
About half an hour in, right dick in her ass, left in her pussy she reaches down.
"How are you doing that?"
"If I told you I have two dicks, what would you say?"
She looks up at me.
"Right now I'd say put them both in my pussy."
I pull them both out and wag them at her, she gets wide-eyed. I stuff them in her pussy and she orgasms instantly. She then tells me to stop and to take off the strap on and just fuck her with my dick. I tell her it's not a strap on and she refuses to believe me until she grabs them both and suddenly doesn't want to have sex anymore.
"We should stop before you come or something."
"I already did, three times."
She looks shocked, reaches down and feels my loads oozing out of both her holes.
"I'm so going to hell for this." She put on her clothes and left.
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After a long night at a party, having fooled around with three guys and two girls, all at different times I'm preparing to leave when a slinky redheaded girl approaches me.
"Are you the dude with two dicks?"
I just look at her perplexed. Behind her a cute scruffy dirty blond dude I let suck me off for almost an hour, stands there looking sheepish with what was obviously dried cum in his scraggly attempt at facial hair. Either that or people thought he ate 24 glazed donuts while they were still hot.
"You ruined my fiancé, thanks a lot."
She storms off and out the door. He stops and looks at me.
"Thank you, I didn't want to marry that bitch from the moment my parents told me I had to."
He hands me a scrap of paper with his number on it.
"Call me, please, I want more." He smiles and walks out.
I called him later, he got more. A lot more.
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A dude was jerking me, not brave enough to suck me. So impossibly cute he made both my dicks hard. Without warning my first shots fired off and both dicks launched... in both of his eyes.
"I told you not to get too close."
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"I've died and gone to queer heaven."
"You said you were straight."
The cute corporate guy with perfect hair, perfect skin, sparkling green eyes said as he knelt in his suit between my legs holding both cocks.
"I am but I'm sure this is what gays would consider heaven."
I laugh and shrug. This was also a guy who wanted me to blow my loads on his $200 silk tie. I creamed the lower half of the tie which was hidden by his vest. Afterward he took off his pants and briefs and sat under me and demanded I let him put his face in my ass until he came. So I did. After he came, he ate it, then wiped all the juice off his face into his slicked over hair and combed it.
I laugh now, because there is no way that dude was straight.
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The blonde who screamed... then ran. I never saw her again.
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The 'straight' dude who creamed himself the second he touched my dicks. He bailed immediately after.
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The two frat guys who also claimed to be straight but had assholes as big as mine. Hilarious.
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The hipster who swore he was straight but swallowed every drop. He belched and said "Anymore?"
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Ye' Ole' Prostate
So for those who kept up with me since my AMA you saw me move over to Twitter and Tumblr. Once I had the freedom to post as much as I wanted, with ease I started to unleash more photographs. This brought up the subject addressed in my AMA, my prostate. Which was brought on by my love of fisting. While I love fisting a person, I LOVE being fisted. The sensation is amazing. However it's more than just a recreational thing for me. It's become required. So as I said before, my prostate is huge. Seriously huge. While the average prostate gland is around the size of a large walnut, mine is roughly the size of a large lemon or a medium orange. This is due (apparently) to the fact that my dicks actually start as one penis and then fork, forming two shafts. The base shaft of my penis is very thick, I'd venture to say somewhere around 7 to 8 inches around if it could be measured accurately.
What a lot of people might not realize is that the volume of liquid that shoots out of a dick during orgasm isn't determined by the size of a mans nuts. A guy can have monster sized elephant nuts and shoot only a few tea spoons of sperm. Where a guy with small grape sized nuts could shoot a few ounces of 'baby batter.' What determines the volume of what doctors call ejaculate is the prostate. If a prostate is healthy and the man has a good diet and eats the proper foods and ingests the proper vitamins, he can make his volume larger and change the taste of it. Or if you're like me, (and no one really is apparently) your loads are massive because your prostate is way too big and you're libido is out of control because you have two dicks. So what happens if I don't come frequently? My prostate swells. When my prostate swells, it seriously swells. It's swelled so large it pinched my bladder shut and I couldn't pee until I came.
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