“No.” I say sharply stepping away from her touch. “Not Markus, not now. Master, and you would do nicely remembering the rules, Pet.” Stepping around her I go on, “You left without so much as a word, Pearl. You didn’t tell me anything or give me the slightest inkling of where you were going or even what the fuck the problem was. These are not issues to be taken lightly.”
“Master, I didn’t mean to leave without talking.”
Stepping up so that my front was flush with her back I learned in close to her ear and spoke. “Shut that pretty little mouth, Pet. I do not want to hear your excuses; I do not want you to speak unless I ask you a direct question. Do you understand me? I need you naked and bent over the bed ready to accept your punishment.” Gently prodding her in the direction I would like her to go I continue, “You have not allowed me to sleep without worry for the past three nights, I think it is only fair you have troublegetting comfortable for the next three nights.”
Pulling the t-shirt off and over my head, I throw it onto the floor next to the bed. Reaching for my belt I slowly undo it as Pearlis taking her clothing off. She glances back towards me as I am moving slowly towards the bed, glancing down to see me pull my belt free from the loops of my pants. Placing it on the corner of the bed I look towards her. “Safe words are the same, and when we have finished we will discuss your transgressions. This is going to hurt, Pet, would you like something to keep from yelling out?”
“Yes, please Master. I would not like for the girls to wake up.”
Reaching into the pile of clothes that she has just taken off, I pull from it a pair of underwear. Balling them up as I walk towards Pearl, I slowly bring my hand to my nose inhaling the sweetest scent. “Open that gorgeous mouth up Pet, bite down on these when you need to.” Slipping the panties into her mouth I finish up with,“let’s get a pillow under your head as well,so that you can scream into it, when need be.”
Getting Pearl into position I make sure there are pillows under her breasts as well, being sure she is supported as much as possible. I don’t want her to be uncomfortable and definitely don’t want to put any stress on the babe while the punishment is going on.
Reaching down towards her Islowly run my hand from her shoulder down to the curve of her ass. Rubbing slowly over that round ass, I decide that she will need some warming up and deliver a few sharp slaps to those round globes.
After her ass is a nice shade of pink I reach down for the belt, stepping to the side as I grab the buckle tightly and wrap the belt around my hand once. “You will get fifteen Pet, five for each day I have been without you. I will count aswe go, and I want you thinking about what you did to earn this.”
Feeling the contact with the ripe flesh of her ass on the first strike, I hear a small whimper come from Pearl’s lips. She quickly chokes it down mumbling out, “One”
The next two land somewhat harder, laying different stripes against the pale flesh of her ass. “Two and three.”
Adjusting my feet and repositioning a bit, I aim for her thighs and land another three that are harder still. On the second of those three, Pearl turns her head into the pillow letting out a loud yell. Quickly lifting her head from the pillow her eyes meet mine as I continue my count, “four, five, and six.” That is when I notice the tear that is working its way down her reddened cheek.
“Pet, you have nine more to go, you are doing beautifullywith your punishment.” Running a hand over the stripes that have come to the surface, I see Pearl wince.“Stay with me till the end, Sweetling.” Slapping her ass, I notice a trail of her essence running down her leg and my cock hardens at the sight.
I adjust the belt and step back to continue. Landing the next four across her ass cheeks in different spots I count each one with no pause. The fifth lands directly atop a previous one earning me a harsh cry, which she quickly covers up by turning her head into the pillow to muffle.
After a few seconds I groan out, “Eleven”, followed by a small gasp from Pearl as she turns her head to rest on its side on the pillow. As I look down towards her I see that the pillow is now tear stained and the tears are flowing quickly down her cheeks.
The sick fuck that I am is finding it more and more difficult to not sink deep into my pet while she is laid out like this before me, especially with my marks on her body.
Adjusting my stance one last time I aim for the crest between her ass and thighs landing one there before moving down her thighs and landing two more. As I count out, I head right back to the crest between her ass and thighs and land the hardest one yet.
“Fifteen, Pet.”
She spits the panties out as her head turns into the pillow and the muffled cry of pain, that soundI hear, is one of the sweetest sounds that I have had the pleasure of ever hearing. It is only beaten out by the moans I hear when I make my pet come. Which I need to remind myself, yet again, will not be happening until she can admit her recent transgressions and also tell me her thoughts and feelings about Tank. That, however, does not mean that I cannot have the pleasure of sinking deep into her,leaving my mark on her skin and my seed deep inside her.
“This will be all for me Pet, no coming.”
“Yes, Master.”
Dropping the belt onto the floor I unbutton my pants and let the zipper down slowly before stepping behind Pearl. Pulling myself free I quickly sink deep inside of her meeting no resistance from her. The feeling of being buried in her is heaven, and I would like nothing more than to stay here, but there are other things that we need to get to tonight. Finishing quickly, I slowly pull out of Pearl and tuck my dick back into my pants before helping Pearl rise up onto her feet.
“Sweetling, do you have any salve that I can put on your ass and thighs before we get to talking? You will need something to help with the places that the belt might have broken the skin.”
“I might have something in the girls’ diaper bag, I’m not sure Markus, let me go check on the table.”
She turns to leave the room without another word, but I quickly stop her by grabbing her arm. “I will go Sweetling, get a shirt on and try to find a comfortable position to lie down in so that I can rub the salve in before we talk.”
As I walk out of the room, I turn back to see her grabbing for the shirt that I discarded earlier and pulling it over her head. Walking into the front room, I find the pink diaper bag quickly and search through it finding something that will work nicely.
Striding back into the room, Pearl is curled up on her side with most of the pillows situated in front of her, helping to keep her in position. She has my t-shirt pulled up so that it is not rubbing against her ass, which has the belt markings that will bring her much discomfort over the next week or so.
I climb up onto the bed behind her, running a hand up along her leg as I go. When I reach her thighs, I run my fingers lightly over the welts that have started to form. Uncapping the salve that I found, I slowly and gently start to rub it over the stripes that are now lining my pet’s ass and thighs.
As I finish up I say, “Let me help you turn this way Pearl, it’s time to talk.”
Chapter 8- Pearl
When Markus was in the doorway and I heard that voice, I knew I was in for trouble. I just didn’t think the trouble would be quite so painful. As I turn over, I take the body pillow, which is between my legs, with me. Facing Markus is something that I have not been looking forward to the last few days. I knew that he would not let me go, and I don’t want him to. I don’t even know what I was thinking taking off like that, other than I wanted to get the fuck out of there. Abraham and Markus going at each other is not something that I want to witness or deal with.
They both mean so much to me, even with everything that happened, I couldn’t stop the feelings that I have for Abraham. The last three days alone and the nightly dreams of the three of us together, have only cemented the fact that I cannot make a choice when and if they ask me to. When Abraham was away, I blocked him and the feelings that I have for him out completely. As soon as I
heard his voice again, the feelings came rushing back, and with them the dreams of living a life with both men.However, the fact that Markus has claimed me, asked me to be his wife, and his old lady, it throws my mind into a wreck. I love Markus and I don’t want to hurt him again, or more for that matter, but I just don’t know what to say or do here.
Looking into the green eyes that are one part of my recent haunting, I reach out slowly to touch the growth of beard. “Markus, I know you are upset and disappointed with me. I really don’t know what to say to you that might make this situation less painful for me or for my Master.”
“Painful for who exactly, Pet? I have been in fucking pain these last few nights not knowing where you were or if you, the girls, and the babe were safe. Tank has been in fucking pain since the moment he got back and heard the truth of the night that he left. And you, you have been in pain for a lot longer than either one of us has known you, I think. Why do you have this pain in you, Sweetling?”
Reaching out to stroke my hair, his hand slides down my shoulder and softly runs around my breast before stopping on my protruding belly. “Tell me what has made my woman so quick to run at the slightest thought or mention of trouble. You did it the night that those fucks raped you, and then again the night that Tank walked in on us in the Dungeon. Talk now, Sweetling.”
“I really don’t know what to say Markus. I don’t want to disappoint you or upset you, but the dreams I have been having these last few weeks have been troubling to me.”
“I know you said you were dreaming of Tank, but why the fuck does that have you so put out? So quick to run out on the family that we are building?”
“David,” comes out as a quiet whisper.
“Yes, both Tank and I thought it might have something to do with that piece of shit. We just couldn’t fucking figure out what he might have done to you to make you so unsure about your relationships, the feelings that you have, and also the instant reaction that you have to run away from violent and uncomfortable situations.”
“Markus, you just won’t understand what it was like with him allthose years. The shit that happened between us is not something I like to think of and I will not be retelling my story of woe to you, Abraham, or anybody fucking else.”
Trying to move away from Markus on the bed, I turn onto my back and quickly straighten back to my previous position facing him. “Ouch, that fucking hurt. Why did you have to be so fucking rough with my ass and thighs? I will not be able to fucking sit for a week, Markus.”
“Exactly, that is why your punishment was that severe, Pet. You ran and I will never stop coming for you if you dare to do it again. There will be no waiting like there was the first time after the night of the attack. You are mine and I do not take lightly to what is mine running from me.” Grabbing tightly onto my hip he adds, “Do not push this with me, my Pet. If you ever dare to run again, you had better hope I have some restraint left in me, because it was wearing thin tonight when I took my belt to you.”
“Markus, I don’t want to hurt you. I didn’t want to hurt you when I left, I just don’t know how to express what I am going through, what I am feeling.”
A single tear starts its roll down my check and is quickly scooped up by rough fingers. “Sweetling, I am fucking hurt. You left with no word. It felt like my heart was fucking being ripped out of my fucking chest. I never want to feel anything like that again, and if I need to lock you in to keep you where I want you, that is something that I am willing to do.” Lightly stroking at my cheek before grabbing my hair and forcing my eyes to his he finishes,“I am losing my patience with this, tell me why you ran.”
“It is just that, fuck!” Reaching out to him again I place a gentle hand on his bare chest and try to put my scrambled thoughts into words.“I know that you will be hurt and disappointed in me, by what I am thinking, what I want, no, what I need to happen. I never want to see either of those emotions,that is not something I ever want to see in your eyes as you look at me. You are the one I decided to be with and I don’t want to do anything to put that at risk. I am your old lady, your pet, and I never want a man to look at me with regret and hate again, those are not things that I could bare to see coming from you.”
“You are so confident in yourself and stronger than most men I know, Pearl. You sure as fuck are my everything.Where does this fear come from? I know that it has to do with that dead husband of yours and probably Tank,as a matter of fact. I mean, I know what Tank did, but what the fuck did that husband of yours do to you?”
“It is such a fucked up story, and half the time I don’t know why it affects me the way it does. How are you supposed to understand why and how it affects me, when I have no fucking idea how it will affect me from day to day?”
“Pet, don’t take that tone with me and don’t tell me what I will and won’t understand. Just get on with it. I have had enough of your stalling. Tell me what I want to know so that we can move on from here. I am not living without you, so I need to know the hows and whys of the way you are, so that I am better at predicting your behavior and also correcting them.”
“Markus,” I breathe out as he squeezes my hip to prod me on “David and I went through a lot. No, not even that, he put me through a lot in the twelve years that we were together,I don’t even know where to begin. Our lives together were not easy or nice and I was not nearly as sad as a wife and mother should be when you find your husband dead.”
Taking my hand off of his chest I draw it back towards me, but am stopped short when he grabs my hand and places it back on his chest leaving his hand over mine.
“Thinking back on those years is something that I have tried to put out of my mind for so many reasons. David was a very jealous man, like crazy fucking jealous. He would yell at me for talking to anybody that he thought was flirting. I am not even sure why, because other than the times we were trying to get pregnant, we didn’t have sex, and he sure as hell was not making me feel like the woman he wanted to be with. He would frequently tell me about the things I was doing wrong as both a wife and mother. He would berate me for my weight, what I was eating, really almost anything that he didn’t like, which was almost everything.”
I go on with a shaky breath, “He only ever hit me the one night.”
I was quiet as my eyes dropped away from the green depths I had been looking into. As I remembered that night a few tears formed in my eyes, and I had to shake my head a little to clear the thoughts from my mind.
“Oh, Pearl. If he wasn’t already dead, I would fucking put him to ground.” Is growled out at me when a tender touch is placed under my chin and my head is raised back so that my eyes are looking into his again. “You should never have had that experience, or any violence touch you like that. It is one of the reasons that I fought the feelings that I have for you so much. The world that I live in is not one that you should be exposed to.”
“My world was dark before you or Tank came into it, Markus. I would have left as soon as the girls were up in the morning after that night. I am not the kind of woman to take that shit from anyone. I had been taking the verbal berating and abuse for the years we were together, when it finally came to blows, I knew I was fucking done. However, that was the night that David killed himself, so I didn’t need to do that. It was a bittersweet day to say the least.”
“What about Tank? What is it about him that is affecting you so much? Is it more than that night those months back?”
“Yes. No. I just don’t fucking know, Markus. I fought to get him out of my mind and now that he is back, I feel I am under attack, trying to keep him out.” Fighting with myself to tell him of the thoughts, feelings, and dreams that I have struggled with these last few days and weeks.
“Abraham is inside of me. I still have not fully forgiven him for what went down, fuck, I haven’t even really talked to him since the night it happened. I have tried to ignore the thoughts that I have of him. When he was gone I was able to easily forget about him. The thoughts and feelings I ha
ve for him were put to the side, out of sight, out of mind, I guess. I don’t think that I can continue to put those thoughts and feelings aside, especially when he is so visible in our lives. I know that I committed myself to you and I have no intention of throwing that away. I just don’t know how to deal with him as well. Fuck we haven’t even talked, maybe it is not something that he wants.”
Tears slipping free from my eyes I continue on, “I don’t want to hurt you and I do love you, so much Markus,” reaching out,I gently touch his cheek, “Master I need to…”
“Spit it out, Pet. Tell me why you ran, what it is that you need and we will work together to make it so. I never want to be without you again, these last few days have been absolute torture for me. Just tell me what it is that you need and I will make sure that you have it.”
“Markus, fuck, it is not that easy. You will not look at me the same if I tell you what it is I want. I just don’t think that I can have you looking at me differently. I will work it out.”
“Fuck that shit, Pet. You will tell me what it is, and you will tell me right fucking now,” is barked out at me and accentuated by a sharp tug on my hair, making sure that I maintain eye contact when I answer him.
“My heart is telling me that I want…”, looking down to continue, I feel a sharp tug on my hair again and my eyes rise up to meet his as I finish, “I need to have both you and Abraham in my life. I am not sure if that is even possible or something that can happen, but it is something that I cannot stop thinking and dreaming about.”
“Is that what had you running for the hills, Sweetling? You thinking that having both Abraham and myself in your life would not be possible for you? That we would not both find a way to make you happy by working together?If you can find a way to forgive him for what happen that night, I am sure we can find a way to work together.”
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