Faith (My Misery Muse)

by B. Betzold

  “This is beautiful, Drake,” I murmured against his lip. “Thank you, no one’s ever done something like this for me before.”

  He kissed me back, parting my lips with his tongue, rubbing his tongue slowly against mine, then gently broke the kiss. “I love you, Mags.” I started to respond but he nipped my lip so I stayed quiet. “I love you, Mags, and I want to marry you. I want to wake up every morning looking at your beautiful face, I want to fight with you, I want to fuck you, I want to have more babies with you,” he whispered. “You’re the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with, you’ve always been the only girl I’ve ever seen myself settling down with, so please will you marry me?”

  I couldn’t believe he did all this for me, and I loved him I really did but I didn’t know if this was something I wanted. I looked down at him, I saw the love and honesty in his eyes, and I didn’t know what to do. What if I said yes and then later on down the road he decided it was a mistake? I didn’t know if I could live with that, but if I told him no again would this be it for us, how many times would he ask before finally giving up completely.

  “Baby, you’re thinking too hard,” he murmured.

  “I, I don’t think I can, Drake.”

  His shoulders drooped and he leaned his head down on to my shoulder, “Why not, Mags?”

  “What if you decide this was a mistake?”

  “I’m not going to, baby.”

  “What if?”

  “Damn it, Mags, we’ve been through the fucking what if games already. We can do this, baby, just trust me a little bit, please.”

  I stared at him and knew he was right. I did need to trust him and he’d never given me a reason not to trust him, all the time I’ve known him he had never given me a single reason, so I whispered, “Yes.”

  Drake

  I couldn’t believe she said no again. I didn’t know if I what I would do if she didn’t start trusting me, I hadn’t done anything for the lack of trust. Then I heard her whisper something and I looked up at her. “What was that baby?” not believing I had heard what I thought I did.

  “Yes, I’ll marry you,” she said a little more loudly.

  “Once more, I don’t think I heard you right?” I asked grinning. She smacked me in the arm and I laughed. “You mean it?”

  “Yeah, I mean it.”

  I kissed her hard and fast then reached over and rapped on the glass three times.

  “Why did you do that?” she asked.

  “The second part of your surprise,” I said and winked at her.

  I dug around the in the table beside me and pulled out the velvet box X had stashed in there for me earlier and looked up at Mags. She was staring at the box like it was an asp. “Shhh, honey, you already did the hard part.” She swallowed and nodded. “You ready to see it?”

  “Yes,” she whispered.

  I had a little trouble getting the box open one handed so she reached over and helped me, then took a quick inhale. “Oh.my.god,” she breathed out.

  “You like it?” I asked looking down at the vintage engagement ring I had picked up while I was on tour with the band. It was a carat round diamond with two half carat pink diamonds set on either side, all of them line in hematite and around the band all set in a platinum band. When I saw it I knew it had been made for Mags and couldn’t resist, getting it for a hopeful someday.

  She nodded her head and stuck her hand out, I laughed and pulled the ring from where it was nestled and slowly slipped it on her finger. “Perfect fit,” I murmured then kissed her taking my time exploring her mouth.

  “We’ve got few hours till the next surprise, baby, what should we do with our time?” I asked kissing up her neck to the sensitive skin behind her ear.

  “Drake, we can’t?”

  “Why not.”

  “I don’t want to hurt you.”

  “You won’t.”

  She frowned down at me. “Can I be in control this time?”

  “Whatever you want, honey.”

  She smiled. “Why don’t I believe that?”

  I nipped her ear lobe when she ground down on my hard cock. “Tease,” I muttered.

  She gave a throaty laugh and did it again causing me to groan. “I’ll behave.”

  “Hmm, that sounds like a nice change.”

  Chapter 40

  Mags

  He ran his lips across my collarbone very slowly, torturing me, his hand grasped the bottom of my shirt and started pulling up dragging his fingers against my skin as he did. I shivered at the feather light caresses as his fingers grazed my ribs and the side of my breasts against the silky material of my bra. I lifted my arms for him as he kissed my collarbone, one last time, before removing his lips from my skin for the moment. His fingers trailed against the sensitive skin of my arms then finally after the exquisite torture my shirt was off.

  “I thought I was in charge?”

  “You are, honey, just trying to help get your clothes off.”

  “Uh huh.”

  He smiled up at me then let his eyes slowly make their way down my now naked torso. “Damn. but you are beautiful,” he whispered then leaned and captured a nipple in this mouth, the sensation was almost too much. The silk of my bra was hot and wet and clinging to my beaded nipple. He gave it one last leisurely lick then moved over to the other one giving it the same exquisite torture. My head fell back and I moaned loudly. His eyes rolled up to look at me and I could see the gleam of appreciation in them, he finally released that nipple with a pop.

  “Up,” he ordered.

  I kneeled above him giving him access to the button on my jeans. He popped it open and unzipped them slowly while he ran his tongue down the V they created to my panties where he stopped and sucked a mark on my skin.

  “Off,” he ordered.

  I sat back down and wiggled my ass against his hard cock knowing it would drive him crazy while I tried to get to my feet so I could take off the rest of my clothes, I sighed, “When do the casts come off?”

  “Not soon enough,” he growled reaching up and popping me on the ass. “Now strip for me nice and slow.” He then reached over and hit a button and Portishead’s Glory Box started playing.

  I slid off his lap, kicked off my flip flops and moved over to the seat across from his and kneeled down. I slowly ran my fingers down my neck to my breasts where I slowly circled my hard nipples with the tips of my fingers then dragged them down to the front clasp, slowly opened it and let go, the cups fell open showing him my breasts. The audible gulp I got from him made this so much sweeter. I ran my hands down my stomach to the top of my jeans and began to slowly wiggle my hips so the jeans fell down them to the seat and I spread my thighs as far as I could, and ran my fingers down the front of my slipping them in the side and feeling the wet hot skin that lay beneath.

  “All right, Mags, get on with it,” he groaned.

  I shook my head. “I’m the one in charge, remember?”

  I stood and shook off my jeans the rest of the way and walked back over to him turned around and bent over pulling my panties down my legs. Drake growled then an arm wrapped around my waist and he pulled me down on top of him.

  Laughing I looked over at him. “Impatient?”

  “Fucking tease,” he muttered.

  I turned around and went to kneel back over him when I noticed that his sweats were now pulled down and his impressive cock was standing at attention and he had lost his shirt. I reached down and swiped my finger over the head then put the finger in my mouth sucking off the precum.

  Drake

  “Mags,” I choked out.

  She looked down at me and popped the finger out of her mouth. “Yeah?” she asked innocently.

  “Please?” I nearly begged, my cock hurt from watching her little show and I didn’t know how much more I could take.

  She giggled and I decided I had had enough I ran my fingers up her legs to her inner thighs and until I reached the part I wanted most at this moment, and ran a finger up her
slit then back down barely touching. She whimpered and I knew I had almost won. I slowly parted her lips and ran my finger up to her clit and slowly circled it and leaned over and sucked one of her nipples into my mouth, she moaned and I smiled around the nipple. I brushed across the bundle of nerves with my thumb and she lowered herself slowly down until the head of my cock was nestled against her opening.

  I let go of her nipple a.nd looked up at her. “This want you want, honey?” I asked then thrust my hips up so just the head was inside her. She nodded her head furiously and I chuckled “You going to tease me anymore?”

  “No, Drake,” she whimpered when I gave her another inch.

  “That’s what I thought, baby, now can you reach that table over there for a condom?”

  “No condom, we're good.”

  “You sure?”

  “Yes, now please, Drake.”

  I thrust up hard until I was so deep inside her that I couldn’t tell where one of us began and the other stopped, it was pure bliss.

  “Honey, you’re so hot and tight, don’t think I’m going to last long.”

  She nodded her head so I guess she was right there with me.

  “Can you move, honey?”

  She nodded her head again and started a slow ride up and down my dick, she held me so tightly in her grasp and I knew no one had ever felt this good.

  “Faster please, Mags,” I begged and she picked up her speed and I met her thrust for thrust I reached my hand down between us and started circling her clit again. She began to tighten around me moaning louder and I knew she was close.

  “Come for me, baby” I murmured and did screaming my name and clenching around me so tightly that I didn’t stand a chance. I felt the electric tingle in my spine and then I was groaning out my own release buried as deeply as possible in the woman I love, the woman I was about to marry.

  Chapter 41

  Mags

  I was getting my clothes put back on and into a semblance of something that didn’t scream I was just fucked in the back of a limo when I noticed Drake watching me.

  “What?” I muttered.

  “Just wondering something.”

  I plopped down beside him and started searching for my shoe—where they hell did they go? “What’s that?”

  “We didn’t use a condom.”

  “No, we didn’t.”

  “You’re okay with that?”

  “I’m marrying you, aren’t I?”

  “Yeah, but what if you get pregnant?”

  “Would that bother you?”

  “Fuck no, I want have lots of babies with you.”

  “Don’t know about lots, but I wouldn’t mind another kid or two.”

  “Can I adopt Quinn?”

  “Thought you already planned to?”

  “I do, but I never asked you what you thought.”

  I stopped looking for my shoe and up at him. “You’re serious?”

  He nodded his head.

  “I love that you even want to, of course I’ll let you.”

  He let out a breath. “Good,” he murmured then leaned down and picked something up, handing me one of my shoes.

  I shook my head, how the hell did it end up over there? “So where are we going?” I asked again.

  “It’s a surprise, we should be there soon.”

  “All right.” And I went back to finding my lost shoe.

  Five minutes later and no shoe, the car stopped then the rear door opened, I started to climb out and tripped on something. I looked down and found my damn shoe. Drake, of course, found this hilarious until I smacked him with said shoe.

  I climbed down then turned around to help him out, the driver cleared his throat and I looked over at him and he was smiling at me.

  “I’ll help him, ma'am.”

  I nodded and moved out of the way so he could help Drake out of the limo. While they did that, I looked around, where the hell was I, because this wasn’t Dallas. Once Drake was out and in the wheel chair we had bought for him, I started in on questions. “Where are we?”

  “Oklahoma City.”

  “Why are we in Oklahoma City?”

  “So we can get married.”

  “Huh? Have you lost your damn mind?”

  “No, I haven’t lost my mind. I’ve finally gotten you to say yes and I wasn’t going to chance the seventy-two hour wait in Texas that you’d change it, no waiting in Oklahoma and it's close.”

  I had to give it to him he knows me well.

  “All right, let’s go get married then.”

  “You’re not mad?”

  I shook my head. “Why would I be mad?”

  “Well, this will be a quick thing in front of the Justice of the Peace.”

  “Yeah, I got that.”

  “You’re okay with that?”

  “Now you’re worried about that?” I asked and started laughing; he’s worried now after he drove our asses two hours to get here.

  He shrugged and looked at me sheepishly. “Didn’t know how you’d take it actually.”

  “Need help with the chair?” I asked.

  The limo driver walked up. “Ma'am I’ve got it.” I nodded at him and looked at Drake.

  “I’m fine with it, but you’re telling Devi,” I said then sauntered away, guess I’m getting married today.

  “You suck,” he yelled after me then followed me to the building.

  After we finally finished filling out all the paperwork and paying the fees, we had our marriage license. The office building was closing soon so we had to hurry to get to the JP in time to get married, but Drake couldn’t run anywhere. So that meant I had to run to the other side of the building while he followed slowly in his wheelchair pushed by the limo driver. I made it in time and talked to the man at the desk and was able to secure us a spot to get married today. I still couldn’t believe I was doing this, but I didn’t feel like it was the wrong thing to do anymore.

  Drake showed up about five minutes later with a big smile on his face and holding the most beautiful bouquet of flowers I had ever seen. It was a work of art. There were stargazer lilies mixed in with white orchids and blue purple orchids that trailed down, it was breathtaking.

  “These are for you,” he said holding out the bouquet with a sheepish smile. I took pity on him and took the flowers from him burying my face into them so I could smell their sweet scent.

  “Drake, they’re beautiful.”

  “I’m glad you like them, baby, I wanted you to have something traditional,” he murmured. “We all set here?”

  “Yeah, we should see the JP in about ten minutes.”

  “All right, let’s find a place to sit.”

  “Okay” and I lead us to a bench not far from the office.

  Drake

  I had been watching Mags for the past five minutes alternate between staring at her engagement ring and the bouquet of flowers I had X get for her when an older man in robes came out and called our names. I looked over at my future wife and smiled, she walked around pushing my chair towards the Justice of the Peace.

  “So you’re getting married today?”

  “Yes, sir,” I answered.

  He nodded his head, “Well, right in here.” he gestured to his office and Mags and I followed him in.

  “Since you didn’t have any witnesses, we found two for you,” he said and walked around his desk and sat down. “Okay, well then let’s get started, shall we?”

  I reached out taking the crutches from the limo driver stood carefully like I had been shown, then leaned one against a chair. I took her hand in mine and looked into her beautiful blue eyes, knowing these eyes would be the ones I looked into each night before I went to sleep and woke up to each morning.

  The JP started talking but I didn’t really listen to what he said, I answered when I was supposed to but continued to stare into Mags’ eyes getting lost in them. Finally, he said that I could kiss my bride, and I smiled widely, 'my bride', I liked the sound of that. I bent down and brushed
my lips against hers once, twice, three times before murmuring, “I love you, honey,” and then kissing her deeply.

  I finally broke the kiss off when someone cleared their throat and another chuckled, I looked down at a smiling Mags and knew I had just made the best decision of my life.

  Epilogue

  Mags

  “Ah Devi, come on I didn’t know we were going to get married either, he just kind of sprung it on me, come talk to me please,” I begged yet again. As soon as Devi found out what happened she called us all assholes and hadn’t talked to us since. I mean, I knew she would be mad, but not to this extent, I was starting to get a little worried.

  “Come on, Devi, it’s been two days. How long are you going to be like this?” Drake growled from his spot at the kitchen table.

  Seth started laughing and we all turned and glared at him, which only made him laugh harder when he finally calmed down enough to talk. He looked over at his wife and smirked. “Devi, just tell them.”

  She shook her head no. “I swear to god, Seth, if you say one word you will not get laid for a year.”

  “Yeah, I don’t see that one happening,” he said then looked over at Drake. “She’s fucking with you both, she’s got some friends coming over today for a BBQ to celebrate your getting married.”

  “SETH!” she screeched and threw a cinnamon roll at him.

  I looked over at my best friend and smiled, she really was the best even though she was a giant pain in the ass most of the time.

  “Really?”

  “Yeah, it’s nothing big, just the guys from the band and shop.”

  “I love you, Devi.”

  “I love you too,” she looked over and me and smiled, “sister.”

  Devi and I were in the kitchen working on last minute touches to lunch, she had called a caterer to handle most of the food so we didn’t have a lot to do. I was putting ice in cups for drinks, when Ash walked in carrying a wailing Cait, Devi quickly took over leaving Ash to finish sticking paper plates into the wicker holders. I glanced up at the perfect time, Cris walked in behind Ash running his hand over her ass, I looked over at Devi and had to bite my tongue. Devi looked like her eyes were about to pop out of her head from seeing that, she looked over at me and nodded towards them, I nodded back. Hmm life was about to get interesting, well more interesting around here.