I think everything is beautiful. I’ve never decorated a house I was living in for Christmas, and I loved that I got to do this first with him...even though our tree looked bi-polar because my side was all very organized and neat, and Carter’s was just kind of all mixed together in random order.
He wants to spend our first Christmas alone together, but we made plans to go to his dad’s house later in the afternoon. We are going to stay for a few days, and Carter is excited to show me some of the places he went to growing up.
I’ve even started working at the coffee house that Nicole works at. She talked to the manager for me and explained that I’d come down with an illness and that is why I never showed up last time. I am lucky that he was so nice and willing to give me a second chance.
Carter kept his promise and I was never alone, even when I was working. He’d sit in the coffee house playing on his computer, or just talking to me when we weren’t busy. When Carter had work, Shawn or Jason would be there with me.
At first, I felt horrible that Carter was making them babysit me, so I paid them with coffee and cake pops. I ended up getting really close to both guys and they embraced me as one of the group. Shawn is even trying to think of a new group name that has four members in it.
I’ve never been happier with anyone in my life, except there was one problem. We haven’t slept together yet! And it was not from lack of trying on my part. Every time we got close, he stopped it. I knew he thought I wasn’t ready, but I couldn’t possibly be any more ready.
He was scared that he’d hurt me because of everything that happened with Chris. I understood where he was coming from, but Carter made me forget about everything else when I was with him. I didn’t care what he thought, at this point. Tonight was the night.
I called Nicole yesterday and talked to her about wanting to take the next step with him. She insisted on treating me to a girls’ day at the spa and hair salon. It was difficult to get Carter to let me go without him. He was still on high alert from everything that happened with Chris, even though we hadn’t seen him since that day.
I understand why he was so worried, and I appreciate how much he cares about me. With promises to check in every hour and stay together, I won.
I got my light brown hair highlighted with caramel strands, had my nails done, and had every possible surface waxed. When I got home, Carter came rushing up to me asking me why I was walking funny, and I had to lie to him and tell him I fell.
We are getting ready for bed now and I am taking some extra time in the bathroom. I curl my hair the way he loves, and do my makeup a little heavier than I normally would. I stashed my sexy Santa outfit in here yesterday. Nicole had insisted I get it for tonight. It is red velvet with white fur trim. I slip it on carefully to try to keep the bells from jingling, put my feet into my red high heels and opened the door. I walked into the bedroom and Carter looked up at me.
“Fuck.”
Carter
When she walks into the bedroom, all of the willpower I’ve been holding onto these past two weeks vanishes. Maddy is gorgeous in jeans and a T-shirt but in this outfit, she is enough to stop my heart.
My dick starts to get hard before she even takes a step toward me. The dress stops right below her ass, dips so low up top that it should be against the law, and her red high heels make her legs look amazing. She is looking at me with this sexy smirk, and I am completely hers in that moment. She walks over to me with the little bells on the outfit jingling with each step.
Maddy has been trying to initiate sex, but I didn’t want to rush into it. Now I knew that it was inevitable, and she’s made it pretty clear that she was more than ready. “You look gorgeous, baby…when did you get that?”
I see the blush creep up on her face and it only turns me on more. She is so beautiful and sexy, but she really has no idea she is. “Do you like it?”
The fact that I couldn’t put a full sentence together should have been her first clue. Just then, I realize that I am still sitting on the bed. I get up and slowly walk over to her. I want to remember every detail of tonight.
I brush one of her stray curls behind her ear, wrap my hand around the back of her neck and kiss her. Her hands find their way into my hair, like they always seemed to do. I move down to her neck and start to kiss her all over, making lines from ear to ear and then going down her neck and across her collarbone. Though, if she kept making those little sounds, I really wasn’t sure how long I would last.
I pull back and look at her. I need to make sure she is really ready and not just doing this because she thinks I expect it. Although at this point, if she changes her mind, no amount of cold showers will help me.
I pull away and look in her gorgeous hazel eyes. “Are you sure about this? I don’t want to rush you. I’d wait forever for you.” She looks at me with the most adorable smile on her face.
“Carter, I’ve wanted this since I moved in. I love you, I trust you, and I know you’ll never hurt me. I want this, Carter. I. Want. You.”
That is all I need to hear. I grab her and kiss her with everything I’ve been holding back. She lets out a moan. I pull back to look at her. How did I ever get so lucky that she chose me? I find the zipper on the back of her outfit and ease it down. It falls down around her feet, and then I see what she has on underneath.
All that is left is a pair of red lace boy shorts, and those heels. The image of her legs wrapped around me with those heels on is permanently etched in my mind. We need to revisit that another night. I want tonight to be perfect for her.
I’ve had my fair share of sex, but tonight is the first time I am ever going to make love to someone; the first time it is actually going to matter. I lead her over to the bed and lay her down. She is fucking perfect. I start to take off my shirt, but she grabs my hand to stop me.
“Let me do it.” She takes my shirt off, then goes to work on my belt. She eases my pants down and then my boxers. The look on her face is priceless. I grab her and start kissing her again, then I ease her down on the bed.
I lie next to her and begin to run my hands all over her body. Her hands are stroking my back up and down, then they find my ass and she gives it a little squeeze. I laugh at that and she lets out a little giggle. I get up and get undressed before situating myself next to her on the bed again.
I move my mouth lower and begin to kiss her breasts. They are just as perfect as the rest of her. When I move to her nipple and close my mouth around her, she shrieks, which only encourages me more so I move to the other one and do the same thing. She is squirming beneath me and I know what she wants, but I’m not ready to give that to her yet. I slide my hands down her body, over her breasts, down her stomach and ease her panties down. Holy fuck, she got waxed. That is what she was doing all day yesterday, and why she came in acting like it hurt to walk.
I glance up at her and smile. She blushes, knowing exactly what I am thinking. I am so turned on, it feels like my dick is about to explode. I lean down and place kisses over her inner thighs, then move my hands over her, slowly starting to stroke. She lifts her hips up to meet me.
“Oh My god…” She moans so loud.
“Jesus, Maddy…you are so wet, baby.”
She is so ready, but I want to do this before we make love. I continue to kiss her while my finger finds its way inside. She is so damn tight that I know I am going to hurt her when the time comes. I start with one finger, then insert another one, trying to open her up so it isn’t as bad for her. I lower my head and begin to kiss her beautiful pussy.
The minute my tongue touches her she lets out a yell. “Carter!” Her moans are getting louder and I know she is close. Her back arches and she let out a cry when the orgasm hits her. I look up at her and she seems so happy and content, and I love it.
I move up to her. “Are you ready, baby?” She looks at me and nods her head. “Okay, I’m going to go get a condom.”
“No! Wait, Carter!” Oh God, she is going to tell me she isn’t ready. I lo
ve her and I can wait for her, but I am definitely going to need to go into the bathroom and take care of myself. Then she looks up at me and says the last thing I expected. “I’m on the pill. Do you think we could just do it like this? I want to feel you.”
This woman was going to be the death of me. The hopeful smile on her face is all I need. “If that’s what you want, baby.”
I’ve never had sex without a condom on. This is going to make it even harder to not come within a minute. I kiss her and move on top of her, deepening the kiss because I need her to know and feel how much she means to me. I position myself at her opening.
Madison
An intense heat was building in between my legs. I just hoped Carter would help me relieve it soon. I’m not sure how much more I could take. He’d been so great. He took his time and everything he did felt so amazing. He leans down and begins to kiss me again. God, I can get so lost in him. He starts to work his way into me, before pulling back and looking at me. “I love you more than anything in this world, baby, and you’re perfect in every way.”
He makes me melt with every word. “I love you, too, Carter, more than I ever thought possible.” He kisses me and then thrusts all the way into me at the same time. I gasp from the fullness and he stills.
“Are you okay?”
I nod my head. “Yes.” He leans down to kiss me, but still doesn’t move. The ache is only intensifying now that he is inside me. I lift my hips to try to get him to move and he moans. I do it again, making it clear what I want from him.
He lets out a loud groan, “Maddy! If you keep doing that, this will be over really soon.”
“Carter, please! I need you now!”
He gets the message and begins thrusting into me, filling me with not only all of him, but with love. He is going so slow and being so tender with me.
“God, baby, you are so fucking tight.”
“Go faster, Carter, please!”
He picks up the pace and I start meeting him thrust for thrust. My head is spinning and I am getting lightheaded from the feeling of Carter moving inside me. I feel myself begin to tighten around him. I know what is coming, but I’m not ready for the intensity of it. “Carter! Oh my god!”
I am spiraling down when he thrusts into me a couple more times, then buries his head in my shoulder and finds his own release. “Fuck, Maddy!”
I open my eyes to see him watching me. His blue eyes are brighter than I’ve ever seen them before. We just stay there like that for a few minutes.
“God, I love you so much.” He is kissing my neck and along my jaw line. “That is perfect. Are you okay?” He slowly pulls out of me, then lies on his side facing me.
“I’m better than okay,” I said, giving him a quick kiss on the lips. “Carter, I never knew it would feel that good.”
“I’m so happy you enjoyed it, baby. I’ve never experienced that with anyone. Everything is so much better with you.”
I smile at him and lay my head on his chest. Before I know it, I’m asleep, dreaming of doing it again with him.
Waking up Christmas morning with Carter is like a dream. I feel bad because I am so broke that I couldn’t get him anything. I started working but I haven’t even gotten my first paycheck yet. I sneak out from under him and go into the living room. I figure if I couldn’t buy him something, I was going to make it. I finish it about ten minutes before Carter walks out of the bedroom.
He looks at me and gives me a cute sleepy smile. “Morning, baby. Merry Christmas.”
I walk over to him and throw my arms around him. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. “Merry Christmas!” I kiss him, not a desperate hungry kiss, but one that shows him how much I love him. “I am so excited to spend Christmas with you!”
“Me too, babe, but I’m even more excited to give you your gift.”
He leads me over to our tree and hands me a rectangular box. I started to unwrap it while all of the possibilities of what it could be run through my head. When I finally get it open, my mouth drops. He got me an iPhone! I look up at him and he has the biggest grin on his face. “Oh my god, Carter! I can’t believe you! This is too much!”
“I knew you were going to freak out about this.” Of course I was. This boy is crazy! “This isn’t just a gift for you, it’s one for me too. This way, I’m not going crazy at work while you’re here alone with no way to get in touch with anyone. Shawn and Jason are also in favor of this. I added you to my plan so don’t worry about having to pay for it. I know you don’t make a lot of money.”
“Neither do you! Carter, I don’t want you to waste all of your money on me.”
“Nothing I do for you is a waste. I make enough money to take care of you and me right now, baby. I want to take care of you. Please let me.”
He is the most wonderful person I’ve ever known. “Okay. I’m just not used to someone caring. Thank you, Carter. I love it.” I open the box and turn it on. There is already a lot of stuff downloaded on it-apps, music, and he added Nicole, Shawn, Jason, and himself to my contacts.
“There is already some music on there. It’s from Nicole and the boys. I downloaded you a bunch of apps and games I thought you might like.”
I can’t believe that everyone else chipped in too. To think that, four months ago, I had no one who cared about me, and now I have all of these wonderful people in my life. It brings tears to my eyes. I feel like such an annoying girl. All I do is cry anymore. I go to my messages and send texts to Nicole and the boys, telling them Merry Christmas and thanking them for the gift. Then, I get up and grab what I made for Carter. He watches me, trying to figure out what I have.
I hand it to him but, after what he just gave me, this is nothing. He starts to unwrap it, and I can tell that he doesn’t know what to make of it at first.
“It’s a relationship coupon book. There are coupons for things like massages, cooking dinner for you, and other things in the…um…bedroom. I haven’t received my first paycheck yet so I didn’t have any money to get you anything, so I figured-” He grabs me and starts kissing me, then scoops me up and starts carrying me to the bedroom. “I’m sorry, sir, but you’re going to need to show your coupon before I can perform any services.”
I see a fire in his eyes that makes my whole body feel hot.
Chapter Twenty Five
Carter
Her gift just might have been the sexiest thing I’ve ever been given. I need to have her now. I throw her onto the bed and she shrieks. I immediately pounce on top of her and start kissing every available surface of flesh that is exposed. I take her T-shirt off and start to kiss and suck on her breasts. “Do you want me to stop and go look for the coupon?”
“Don’t you dare!”
I chuckle and finish undressing her. I pull her pants and underwear off, then kiss my way back up her body. Her little moans are turning me on so much and they only make me want to prolong this so I can listen to them. “What do you want me to do, baby?”
She looks at me, confused. “What do you mean?”
Hearing her say the things she wants will drive me crazy, and I want her to open up and not be embarrassed about sex. “Tell me what you want me to do to you. I won’t do anything until you tell me to.”
“I…um…I want you to touch me.”
“Where?”
I can see her blushing. “Carter James! Why are you doing this to me?”
I slide up her body, the whole time gently brushing my lips over her skin until I get to her ear. Then I whisper, “Because hearing you tell me what you want me to do to that sexy little pussy of yours will make me very happy and when I’m happy, you’ll be screaming.”
She covers her face with her hands. “I don’t know if I can do this.”
“You don’t need to be embarrassed, baby. It’s just me. I’m not going to force you to do it, but I’d really like it if you tried.”
“Okay, but I don’t think I’ll be good at it.”
She is always so unsure of herse
lf. “You’ll be fine, baby. Now, where do you want me to touch you?”
“I…um…I want you to…um…touch my…” She exhales a deep breath and covers her eyes once more. “Pussy.”I move down her body and run my fingers over her wet folds. “You are so wet and ready, baby. I love that about you.” I slip a finger inside of her and she moans. “I love how tight you are, too, baby.” I start to massage her clit with my other hand.
“Oh god, Carter! That feels so good! I want more.”
“Just tell me, baby.” She is getting into it. I can hear it in her voice.
“Kiss me…down there.”
I keep massaging her insides with my finger and lower my head to her pussy. I run my tongue up it from top to bottom, and she thrust her hips up. Then, I suck her clit into my mouth. She tastes so fucking good. I feel her start to clench around me, and I withdraw my finger and mouth. “You’re close, aren’t you, baby?”
“Yes! Why did you stop?”
“Because before I make you come, I need to hear you tell me who it belongs to.”
“Really, Carter?”
I winked at her and gave her a smirk. “Yes.”
“It’s yours, Carter, now finish...please!”
“Yes, ma’am.” This time, I put two fingers inside her and she yells out. I put my mouth back on her and gently nip at her.
“Carter!” She comes apart in my mouth, and I love it. I move my way back up her body and see the content smile on her face. God, I fucking love her so much. “I actually liked that.”
I knew she would. “I know, baby, you just need to get more comfortable with me.”
“Carter, I want you to take me. I want you inside of me.”
Fuck, yes. “With pleasure.” I position myself over her opening. “Are you sore at all, baby?”
“Um…a little bit.”
“Okay, I’ll try to be easy with you then.”
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