Manage Me (Taven's Circus Book 1)

by Unknown

  “Nice try Casanova, but you aren’t going to distract me that easily.”

  Letting out a frustrated breath I lay back on the bed, so I can stare at the ceiling while I tell the rest.

  “So, we signed with your Dad and quickly arranged to have a huge celebration party at Finn’s house. We were all having a great time drinking and partying. I lost track of Court at one point and just continued hanging out with all my friends. We were told that we would be going out to L.A. to record some tracks and see how things went. They were even signing us up to go on the Warped Tour for the summer. So we knew that we were going to be leaving soon.” Racking my hands through my hair again, buying sometime from continuing. I have never spoken about this last part to anyone.

  “At some point I remember thinking I hadn’t seen Court in a while and got worried. I started wondering around looking for her. I wanted to make sure she wasn’t puking or hurt somewhere.” I can feel myself go back to that night, “I made my way around the house, eventually heading upstairs. People were everywhere but I wasn’t seeing Court anywhere. I started opening doors and eventually made my way to Finn’s parents’ bedroom. They weren’t home and had no idea that we were having the party. Yeah, good times.”

  My thought drift away for a minute. “So anyway, I get to their door and knock. Why I have no idea. I assumed no one was in there but wanted to make sure. Opening the door I can hear moaning and grunting. I realize that I know those moans…Court was naked bouncing on some guy’s dick. I flipped out and ran into the room. I grabbed her arm tossing her to the ground before jumping on the guy, beating my fists into him. I go kind of crazy, but then Finn and Ryker are there pulling me off the guy. Courtney is sitting on the floor crying. I start screaming at her. How could she just fuck someone else?

  She let me yell until she had enough and started yelling back. She started yelling about how much she hated the band, how she hoped that we would never get anywhere, and that I would get a real job. She admitted that she was trying to get pregnant to keep me from leaving. That since I was adamant about using condoms, she had started to poke holes in them but that wasn’t working either, so she started fucking other guys bare, in hopes to get pregnant from them, and pass the baby off as mine. I completely lost my shit at that, Ryker and Finn drag me out of the room, while Ashton grabbed Courtney to throw her out of the house.” I lay quietly, gazing blankly. “We all agreed to never mention what happened or mention her name again. We left for L.A. the next day.” I know that I allowed her to make me shut out all females. I hadn’t had a relationship since and no one ever got under my skin an inch, until Nell.

  “Wow…that’s insane, like, reeally insane.” Nell says seeming a little shocked. “That’s like shit that happens on Jerry Springer insane. She never called or tried to contact you again?”

  “No. Things blew up for us and it’s been non-stop since.” I say with a shrug.

  “And you have never dated anyone this whole time?”

  “The girl I knew for 12 years lied, cheated, and tried to trap me with a kid.” I turn on my side to face her, resting my fist against my temple ”I haven’t wanted to risk putting my trust out there again,” I reach out laying my hand against her bare neck, lightly brushing my thumb along her soft skin. Goose bumps break out on her skin, as I search her eyes. “Then I met you, Nell, and your sad eyes have just pulled me in. I want to make your eyes shine with a happiness so bright that it washes away all of the sadness in them forever.” Her eyes glaze over with tears and before they can fall I catch her lips with mine.

  Chapter 23

  Jaden

  She takes the sweet kisses that I offer, slow and lazy at first but the heat between us starts to stir, making me need to move closer into her. I lift my body up, not breaking our lips, settling one knee between her thighs, then the other as I make room for myself.

  When I settle my pulsating length against her center, I can feel the heat coming over her through our layers of clothes. My hand on the side of her neck moves around the backside so I can pull our mouths together, deepening the kiss. Her soft hands slip under the back of my shirt, sliding up to my shoulder then dragging her nails down, causing me to pause and release a hiss, jerking forward, to slide my hardened length roughly into her center. Her deep moan escapes into my mouth.

  Breaking the kiss she gives me a wicked grin, before hooking her leg to me waist, and flipping us over so she is sitting on top, her hot slit aligning with my cock.

  “I’ve always liked being on top,” she says in a soft sexy voice, shifting her hips to grind against my ridged straining cock. I grip on to her hips encouraging her movement. She slides up my shirt, her fingers gliding over the rippled muscles of my stomach and chest. When I grip both of her wrist in my large hands, trapping them from anymore movement, she pulls her mouth away from mine with a confused look on her face.

  “Everything okay?” she asks me. I look up at her, seeing this amazing girl that deserves so much and decide that for her I will try. I will open myself to her, trust her in my life, maybe even into my heart.

  “We head to Seattle tomorrow and I’ve planned a surprise for you.” A grin spreads across her pretty face. I release one of her wrists and brush her hair behind her ear.

  “Really, a surprise? What is it?” She pokes a finger into my rib causing a wild snort to escape as my stomach muscles contract. “Oh no! Don’t tell me the big bad rock star is ticklish!” she laughs digging her hands into my sides.

  My body’s natural defense is to panic when these areas are grabbed. They do their job well making me squirm, wiggle, and jerk around. Nell is laughing like a loon, while I gasp at the air trying my hardest to fight the giggles that wants to burst out of me.

  I feel like I am fight for my life, when I finally pinning Nell beneath my heavy body, her hands both trapped in one of mine. With her stretched out below me, her tiny tank top baring her smooth flat belly. Her breasts heaving from her struggle to keep me under her. Her hair is disheveled laying across her face, so I use my extra hand to wipe it free.

  While she is trapped, I look my fill before moving my hand to the soft skin of her stomach. Brushing my knuckles back and forth then gliding it up to her breast, flicking the nipple that is straining towards me. She lets out a soft moan and I lean down to grasp the covered nub with my teeth, griping down then flicking it with my tongue before sucking it to my wet mouth. Nell’s soft moaning increase in volume. Her hips flex up as I grab the fullness of her breast in my hand, squeezing as I continue my assault on her nipple.

  She struggles to escape my hold on her hands, I stop my feasting on her nipple looking up at her with hard eyes.

  “You will stay still, or I will cuff you to the bed.” Her eyes widen is shock at my threat and we stare at one another for several minutes, while she decides if she is going to behave. She relinquishes her control to me by relaxing her arms, sucking her bottom lip into her mouth, and pushing her breasts towards me for more. My chest grumbles my approval of her submission and I reward her by striking fast to grasp her nipple with my teeth. A gasp is released from her lips and she arches into me more.

  “Don’t move them.” I say releasing her hands, so I can have both of mine to touch and pleasure her with. She grabs on to the comforter above her head like a good girl.

  I use both hands to massage her breast tugging her shirt and bra up to gain access to her bare skin. I lavishly taste each straining bud, suckling, biting, and making them tight, tender, and rosy. Slipping down her torso, brushing my breath along tender skin until goose bumps explode everywhere and she lets go of a loud gasp and whimper.

  “Jaden, I need to have my hands on you…” she pleads with me.

  “Do you want me to keep going, Sugar?” I still all movement, and she lets out sob of need.

  “Yes! Jaden, please touch me,” Nell cries out. I love how she will beg for my touch, like she needs it more than air. Seeking to please her, I grasp her waist in both hands. Dragging her shorts down
and off her legs. Then using my scruffy chin hair, down and around on her stomach until I reach the top of her neon pink panties, using my teeth to drag them painfully slow down the same path as the shorts.

  On my way back up, I use my lips, teeth, and scruff along her satin legs, into her thighs, to her sweet scented mound. Blowing a cool breath along her slit. Sliding my hands in my wake I grasp her behind each knee, pushing them up to her chest, opening her center wide, and my eyes drink in their fill of her wet and swollen lower lips.

  “God damn, I love how wet you get for me. My mouth is watering to taste your sweet pussy.” Bending forward I brush my nose against her mound, breathing in her aroused scent, and letting go of a sound of immense pleasure. Everything about this girl speaks to some deep part of me. “I love your delicious fragrance, Beauty.” Pushing at her knees to lift her ass higher, I dip down, releasing my tongue to her tight rosebud, making Nell gasp, and moan. Swirling around and around the quivering bud before flattening my tongue adding pressure then running it up her slit to the tiny nub of nerves. Nell lets out soft scream, as her muscles jerk, pushing her need into my face. With a hum I plunge into pleasuring her stunning cunt. Working through the alphabet, to twisting, slurping, and fucking her tight hole with my juicy doused tongue.

  “Beauty, hold your leg for me.” When she take over holding onto her legs, I grab on to each ass cheek and burry my face, getting the area nice and wet so I can push in my thumb, going slowly so I don’t hurt her.

  “Baby, that feels so good, keep going” her breathing is heavy, as she pants.

  “Has anyone ever fucked you here, Beauty?” She vigorously shakes her head no. “Good, I want to be the only.” Lowering my mouth back down to suck on her clit before diving two fingers of my free hand into her drenched pussy, curling them forward to massage her g-spot. I quickly push my thumb all the way in. Nell, screams out as the pain quickly changes to intense pleasure, I fuck her in the three most pleasurable points of her body. She tightens letting out another cry, spiraling over the edge of her orgasm.

  “Yes! Jaden! YES!” She screams out, her body withering and shaking all over. I feel a gushing of hot fluid hit my fingers before quickly replacing it with my mouth, deeply sucking her sweet ejaculated cream from her pussy. I suck until she starts jerking at my hair to stop but instead of pulling away I slip my fingers back into her wet slit and start assaulting her clit once again, grinding my thumb into the sensitive nerves, pushing her into another mind whirling orgasm.

  As she comes back down again, tugging my head to stop, I pull back and release my fingers from inside of her. With her eyes closed, she goes completely limp. I kiss a trail back up to her mouth, kissing her deeply, sharing her flavor with her.

  I snuggle her in my arms laying her head on my chest, running my fingers in her hair. I figure Beauty is the perfect nickname for her as she nuzzles her nose up into my neck. I kiss her forehead lightly and rest my head back to snooze holding me girl in my arms. A smile on my face as we drift off together.

  Chapter 23

  Nell

  I wake up in Jaden’s arms. My body relaxed and happy but buzzing with Jaden’s proximity to me. I shift a little so I can see his face. His mouth is slightly open, his breathing deep. I decided to take a shower, figuring it will be a fun surprise for him to wake up to me naked and wet. Slipping off the bed, I enter the shower and turning on the large rain style shower head to get warm. I look out the glass and see Jaden hasn’t budged. Hopefully he wakes up at some point or my plan is a bust.

  Stepping under the hot spray, I close my eyes tight just letting the water run over me. The sound of the door popping open jars me and I open my eyes to see a grinning naked Jaden. Oh boy the man is a walking dream. Standing at 6’2 with wide shoulders, bulging muscles in all the right places, from his strong arms, chest, abs, “sigh” that V. Taking a moment’s pause to enjoy that section that I love so much, he just stands there allowing me to drink him in. His cock towering and proud, between the two perfect V lines. I lick my lips as I examine his proud member.

  “I have 10 minutes before I have to leave for a meeting. Are you just going to stand there and stare?” His grin is enormous, he’s is enjoying my delighted inspection of his body.

  “10 minutes isn’t near enough time for me to perform the acts that I want too.” I say pushing my tongue into my cheek.

  “Hang on a second,” he says backing out of the shower, bending down to grab his cell phone out of his pocket, he fires off a text to someone, tosses it on the bed, and hurries back into the shower. “Okay, I bought us another 20 minutes.” He grabs my face and slams his lips down onto mine.

  Man, I was a lucky girl, I press my breasts and body against his and slither up and down as I drag my nails up to his back then down over his ass to his upper thighs. I hear him groan and suck in a breath as my mound grazes the tip of his stiff cock. Instead of grabbing his thick length, I continue slipping my body against his, pushing and teasing him with my hands. My tongue wonders and brush against the tense muscles of his neck. Rising to my tippy toes, I run my lips up the side of his neck to his ear before nipping its edge. As my teeth graze his ear, he thrust my arms around his neck grabbing under my arms, lifting me up to wrap my legs a round his hips. I yelp and barely get in a breath before his tongue dives into mine again.

  Chapter 24

  Jaden

  Devouring Nell's mouth and grabbing her ass so I can lift her and rub her hot center along my throbbing cock causes her to gasp and pant my name. I can't get enough of her. I dive into her neck that smells of strawberries and lick, kiss, bite, and breath in every inch that I can get to. My hands work to pull her open and massage her ass causing her moist pussy lips to gape and clench. I inch one finger to her opening, lightly caressing the entrance.

  "Jaden, please!" She pants.

  "Please what, baby?"

  "Please, I need..." She squirms against me as my finger continues its slow circling of her entrance.

  "Open your eyes, Beauty." She slowly peels her eyes open, sparks blaze through the icy blue, causing my heart to pound just a bit harder, "What do you need?"

  "You! Jaden, I need you, please!"

  "Just me?" I say smirking as fire light her eyes at my cockiness to draw out her torture a little longer.

  Growling, the sexiest noise I've ever heard, she thrusts her hand between us, grabbing my cock, and impaling her hot juicy center down with a cry of triumph. She begins to ride my cock, like her life depends on it. She must be really be wound up, as just a few strokes in, I feel her walls tightening and she starts to erupt around me.

  As she comes down, I can't find the strength to look away from her entrancing face. It's a good thing her eyes were closed or she would see the love in my face. She wasn't ready to hear how I felt about her yet and I'm not stupid enough to ruin this moment because I was far from done with her.

  Her eyes snap open as I start to lower her to her feet. Taking out my hard cock as it bounces out of her and hits the middle of my V. She pouts a little, "You didn't finish?"

  Smirking my cockiest grin and lightly tweaking her erect nipple, "Because I'm not done with you, yet."

  "Oh." She blushes, which makes my cock jump. Grabbing a towel, I wrap it around her and start rubbing her dry. When done she wraps the towel around her and tucks it so it won't fall off. I reach out to grab my own towel but her small hand grabs my arm "Wait, hold on I want try something but you have to close your eyes." She says with a grin. I give her a look but she looks so adorable, I humor her. I hear her leave the shower, rustling around in the bedroom, then wrinkling of plastic. The shower door is closed then I feel Nell brush my thighs with her soft hands.

  "Can I look now?"

  "Yeah." My eyes meet hers. She squatting with her face right by my stiff cock, the next thing I notice is she is sucking on something.

  "Hmm what are you up too, Beauty?"

  Her eyes shine when she hears her nickname, "Oh you will see, Beast."

>   I throw my head back and give a loud laugh. Taking advantage of my distraction, Nell runs her tongue from the base of my hard shaft to the tip. My laugh becomes a startled gasp followed by a hiss then a groan, as she sinks down taking me deep before sliding back up, and softly blowing causing another surprised gasp that makes her chuckle.

  "Holy shit, don't stop!" She sinks back down, grasping me at the base with one hand, messaging my balls with the other, before sliding out again, and blows again causing my cock to chill and tingle. I thump my head back against the wall breathing hard and grasping Nell's hair to pull myself into the back of her throat. My balls tighten up right before I explode into her shouting her name.

  I'm pretty sure I blacked out for a second, or two and I slide down the tiled wall, trying to catch my breath. Opening my eyes to look at Nell to see that she looks very pleased with herself.

  "What the hell was that?" I get out, realizing my legs are shaking.

  She grins while holding a hard red candy between her teeth, "cherry cough drop."