Don't Look Now and Other Stories

by Daphne Du Maurier

  "Now, Mr. Smith," she said, "don't encourage my husband. He's been told by his doctor to cut down on his drinking and smoking, or he'll have a coronary. It's no use making that face at me, Jim, you know it's true. As a matter of fact, we'd all of us be better without alcohol. Statistics prove that the damage to the liver through even quite a modest intake is incalculable."

  Bob Smith replaced his glass on the bar counter. He was just beginning to feel more sure of himself. Now Mrs. Foster had gone and spoilt it all.

  "Oh, don't mind me," she said, "nobody ever listens to a word I say, but one of these days the world will wake up to the fact that by drinking only pure fruit juices the human being can stand ten times the stress and strain of modern life. We should all live longer, look younger, achieve greater things. Yes, I'd like a grapefruit juice, please. Plenty of ice."

  Pheugh! It was stuffy. She could feel the flush rising from her neck right up to her temples, and then descending in a slow-moving wave. What a fool she was... She had forgotten to take her hormones.

  Jill Smith watched Kate Foster over the rim of her champagne glass. She must be older than he was. Looked it, anyway. You never could tell with middle-aged people, and men were most deceptive. She had read somewhere that men went on doing it until they were nearly ninety, but women lost interest after the change of life. Perhaps Mrs. Foster was right about fruit juice being good for you. Oh, why did Bob have to wear that spotted tie? It made him look so pasty. And he had such a schoolboy appearance beside Mr. Foster. Fancy telling them to call him Jim! He was touching her arm again. Honestly! The fact that she was on her honeymoon didn't seem to put men off but rather egged them on, if he was anything to go by. She nodded when he suggested another glass of champagne.

  "Don't let Mrs. Foster hear you," she whispered. "She would say it would damage my liver."

  "My dear girl," he murmured, "a liver as young as yours will stand years of punishment. Mine is already pickled."

  Jill giggled. The things he said! And drinking down her second champagne cocktail she forgot about the unhappy scene in the bedroom upstairs, with Bob, white and tense, telling her she wasn't responding properly and it was not his fault. Staring defiantly at Bob, who was agreeing politely with Mrs. Foster about starvation in the Middle East and Asia and India, she leaned pointedly against Jim Foster's arm and said, "I don't know why Lady Althea picked on this hotel. The one the purser recommended was right in Jerusalem, and it runs a tour of the city by night, ending up in a nightclub, drinks included."

  Miss Dean peered about her shortsightedly. How was she going to find the rest of the party among such a crowd of strangers? If only dear Father Garfield had been with them, he would never have left her to fend for herself. That young clergyman who was replacing him had barely said two words to her, and she felt sure he wasn't an Anglican. Probably disapproved of vestments, and had never intoned in his life. If she could catch sight of Lady Althea or the Colonel it would be something, although Lady Althea, bless her, was inclined to be just a little snubby sometimes, but then she must have a lot on her mind. It was so good of her to take all the trouble she had done with the tour.

  Jerusalem... Jerusalem... Well, the daughters of Jerusalem would certainly weep if they could see this big agnostic crowd on the Mount of Olives. It really did not seem right to have a modern hotel on such a hallowed spot, where Our Lord had wandered so frequently with his disciples on his way to Jerusalem from Bethany. How she had missed Father when the bus paused for a few minutes in the village and the guide had pointed out the ruined church beneath which, so he said, the home of Mary and Martha and Lazarus had stood two thousand years ago! Father would have brought it so vividly to life. She could have pictured the modest but comfortable home, the well-swept kitchen, Martha in charge and Mary not too helpful, probably, with clearing the dishes, reminding her, when she read the passage in the Gospel, of her own younger sister Dora, who never did a hand's turn if there was a good program on television. Not that one could compare Mary at Bethany listening to Our Lord's wonderful sermons with someone like Malcolm Muggeridge asking the question why, but after all, as Father always said, one should try and relate the past to the present, and then one would come to a better understanding of what everything meant.

  Ah, there was Lady Althea coming along the corridor now. How distinguished she looked, so English, so refined among the rest of the people here in the hotel, who seemed mostly foreigners, and the Colonel at her side every inch the soldier and gentleman. Little Robin was such an original child. Fancy him making that remark about Our Lord being surprised if he could see electric light. "But He invented it, dear," she had told him. "Everything that has ever been invented or discovered was Our Lord's doing." She was afraid it had not sunk into his little mind. No matter. There would be other opportunities to make the right impression upon him.

  "Well, Miss Dean," said the Colonel, advancing towards her, "I hope you feel rested after the long bus ride, and have a good appetite for dinner?"

  "Thank you, Colonel, yes, I am quite refreshed, but a little bewildered. Do you think we shall have English food, or will it be that greasy foreign stuff? I have to be careful with my inside."

  "Well, if my experience in the Near East is anything to go by, avoid fresh fruit and melon. Likewise salad. They never wash them properly. Had more tummy trouble among the troops in the old days with fruit and salad than anything else."

  "Oh, Phil, what nonsense," smiled Lady Althea. "You're living in the past. Of course everything is washed in an up-to-date place like this. Don't take any notice of him, Miss Dean. We shall be served a five-course dinner, and you must do justice to everything they put on your plate. Just picture your sister Dora sitting down to a boiled egg at home, and think how she would envy you."

  Now that, thought Miss Dean, was kindly meant but uncalled for. Why should Lady Althea imagine that she and Dora never had more than a boiled egg for supper? It was true they ate sparsely in the evening, but that was because they both had small appetites. It was nothing to do with the way they lived or what they could afford. Now, if Father had been here he would have known just how to answer Lady Althea. He would have told her--laughingly, of course, for he was so courteous--that he had been better fed by the two Miss Deans in Syringa Cottage than anywhere else in Little Bletford.

  "Thank you, Colonel," she said, addressing herself pointedly to him, "I shall follow your advice about the fruit and salad. As to the five-course menu, I shall reserve judgment until I see what they have to offer."

  She hoped she would be sitting next to the Colonel at dinner. He was so considerate. And he knew Jerusalem of old--he was quite an authority.

  "Your grandson," she said to him, "makes friends very easily. He is not at all shy."

  "Oh, yes," replied Colonel Mason, "Robin's an excellent mixer. Part of my training, I like to think. He reads a lot too. Most children never open a book."

  "Your son-in-law is a scientist, is he not?" said Miss Dean. "Scientists are such clever men. Perhaps the little boy takes after his father."

  "H'm, I don't know about that," said the Colonel.

  Silly old fool, he thought. Doesn't know what she's talking about. Robin was a Mason all right. Reminded him of himself at the same age. He used to be a great reader too. And imaginative.

  "Come on, Robin," he called, "your grandmother wants her dinner."

  "Really, Phil," said Lady Althea, half-amused but not entirely so, "you make me sound like the wolf in Red Riding Hood."

  She walked leisurely through the lounge, aware of the many heads that were turned in her direction, not because of her husband's remark, which few people had heard, but because she knew that, despite her sixty-odd years, she was the best-looking and most distinguished woman present. She looked around for the party from Little Bletford, deciding as she did so how she would seat them at dinner. Oh, there they were in the bar--all, that is to say, except Babcock. She dispatched her husband in search of him, and moving into the restaurant su
mmoned the head waiter with an imperious finger.

  Her seating plan worked out very well, and everyone appeared satisfied. Miss Dean did justice to the five-course dinner and the wine, though possibly it was a little tactless to lift her glass as soon as it was filled and say to her left-hand neighbor, the Rev. Babcock, "Let us wish dear Father a speedy recovery, and I am sure he knows how sorely we all miss him here this evening."

  It was not until they were embarking upon the third course that she realized the full import of her words, and remembered that the young man talking to her was not a social worker in the Midlands at all but a clergyman himself, acting as deputy for her own beloved vicar. The glass of sherry in the bar had made her light-headed, and the fact that the Rev. Babcock did not wear a clergyman's collar had somehow confused the whole situation.

  "Be very careful what you eat," she said to him, hoping to make amends for any small hurt her words had caused. "The Colonel says that fruit and salad are not advisable. The native people do not rinse them thoroughly. I think roast lamb would be a wise choice."

  Edward Babcock stared at her use of the word "native." Did Miss Dean imagine herself in the wilds of Africa? Just how out of touch with the world of today could you get, he wondered, living in a village in southern England?

  "In my rough-and-ready fashion," he told her, helping himself to ragout of chicken, "I believe we do more good in the world by seeing how the other half lives than by just sticking to our own routine. We have quite a number of Pakistanis and Jamaicans in our club, among our own local lads, and they take it in turn to prepare a meal in the canteen. We get some surprises, I don't mind telling you! But it's a case of share and share alike, and the boys enjoy it."

  "Quite right, padre, quite right," said the Colonel, who had heard the tail end of this remark. "It's absolutely essential to promote a spirit of goodwill in the Mess. Morale goes to pieces if you don't."

  Jim Foster pushed Jill Smith's foot under the table. The old boy was off again. Where did he think he was--Poona? Jill Smith retaliated by bumping her knee against his. They had reached the stage of mutual for-want-of-anything-better attraction when bodily contact brings warmth, and the most harmless remark made by others suggests a double meaning.

  "Depends what you share and who you share it with, don't you agree?" he murmured.

  "Once married a girl has no choice," she murmured back. "She has to take what her husband gives her."

  Then, noticing Mrs. Foster staring at her across the table, she opened her eyes, wide and innocent, and bumped Jim Foster's knee once more to cement duplicity.

  Lady Althea, glancing round the restaurant at the occupants of the other tables, wondered if Jerusalem had been such a good choice after all. Nobody of much interest here. Perhaps there would be a better class of people in the Lebanon. Still, it was only for twenty-four hours, and then they would rejoin the boat and go on to Cyprus. She would be content that Phil and darling Robin were enjoying themselves. She must tell Robin not to sit with his mouth open. He was such a good-looking child, and it made him appear half-witted. Kate Foster was surely feeling the heat, she had become very flushed.

  "But you should have signed the petition against the manufacture of nerve gas," Kate was saying to Bob Smith. "I got more than a thousand names on my appeal list, and it's up to every one of us to see that this frightful business is stopped. How will you like it," she demanded, banging on the table, "when your children are born deaf, maimed and blind, because of this terrible chemical that will pollute succeeding generations unless we all unite to prevent its manufacture?"

  "Oh, come," protested the Colonel, "the authorities have everything under control. And the stuff isn't lethal. We must have a certain amount in stock in case of riots. Somebody has to deal with the scallywags of the world. Now, in my humble opinion..."

  "Never mind your humble opinion, Phil dear," interrupted his wife. "I think we are all getting a little too serious, and we haven't come to Jerusalem to discuss nerve gas, or riots, or anything of the sort. We are here to take back pleasant memories of one of the most famous cities in the world."

  Silence was instant. She smiled upon them all. A good hostess knew when to change a party's mood. Even Jim Foster, momentarily quelled, removed his hand from Jill Smith's knee. The question was, who would be the first to speak and set the ball rolling in a new direction? Robin knew that his moment had arrived. He had been awaiting his opportunity all through dinner. His scientist father had told him never to introduce a subject or speak about it unless he were sure of his facts, and he had taken good care to be well primed. He had consulted the courier-guide in the foyer before dinner, and he knew that his facts were correct. The grown-ups would be obliged to listen. The very thought of this was delicious, giving him a tremendous sense of power. He leaned forward across the table, his spectacles slightly out of balance, his head on one side.

  "I wonder if any of you know," he said, "that today is the 13th day of Nisan?" Then he leaned back in his chair for his words to take effect.

  The adults at the table stared back at him, nonplussed. What on earth was the child talking about? His grandfather, trained to be prepared for the unexpected, was the first to reply.

  "The 13th day of Nisan?" he repeated. "Now, my lively lad, stop trying to be clever and tell us what you mean."

  "I'm not trying to be clever, Grandfather," replied Robin, "I'm just stating a fact. I'm going by the Hebrew calendar. Tomorrow, the 14th day of Nisan, at sunset, is the start of Pesach, the Feast of Unleavened Bread. The guide told me. That's why there are so many people staying here. They've come on pilgrimage from all over the world. Well, everybody knows--at least Mr. Babcock does, I'm sure--that according to St. John and many other authorities Jesus and his disciples ate the Last Supper on the 13th day of Nisan, the day before the Feast of Unleavened Bread, so it seemed to me rather appropriate that we should all just have finished our supper here this evening. Jesus was doing precisely the same thing two thousand years ago."

  He pushed his spectacles back on his forehead and smiled. The effect of his words was not so stunning as he had hoped. No burst of applause. No exclamations of wonder at his general knowledge. Everyone looked rather cross.

  "H'm," said Colonel Mason, "this is your province, padre."

  Babcock did a rapid calculation. He was used to problems being fired at him on the Any Questions program he gave quarterly at the youth club, but he wasn't prepared for this one.

  "You have evidently read your Gospels thoroughly, Robin," he said. "Matthew, Mark and Luke appear to disagree with John as to the exact date. However, I must admit I had not checked up on the fact that tomorrow is the 14th day of Nisan, and so the Jewish holiday begins at sunset. It was rather remiss of me not to have talked to the guide myself."

  His statement did not do much to clear the air. Miss Dean was frankly bewildered.

  "But how can this be the day of the Last Supper?" she asked. "We all celebrated Easter early this year. Surely Easter Day was the 29th of March?"

  "The Jewish calendar is different from ours," said Babcock. "Pesach, or Passover, as we term it, does not necessarily coincide with Easter."

  Surely he was not expected to enter into a theological discussion because a small boy enjoyed showing off?

  Jim Foster clicked his fingers in the air. "That explains why I couldn't get Rubin on the telephone, Kate," he said. "They told me the office in Tel Aviv would be shut until the 21st. A public holiday."

  "I hope the shops and bazaars will be open," Jill exclaimed. "I want to buy souvenirs for the family and friends back home."

  After a moment's thought Robin nodded his head. "I think they will," he said, "at least until sunset. You could give your friends some unleavened bread." An idea suddenly struck him, and he turned delightedly to the Rev. Babcock. "Seeing that it's the evening of the 13th day of Nisan," he said, "oughtn't we all to walk down the hill to the Garden of Gethsemane? It's not very far away. I asked the guide. Jesus and the discip
les crossed the valley, but we needn't do that. We could just imagine we had gone back two thousand years and they were going to be there."

  Even his grandmother, who generally applauded his every action, looked a little uncomfortable.

  "Really, Robin," she said, "I don't think any of us are quite prepared to set forth after dinner and stumble about in the dark. We aren't taking part in your end-of-term play, remember." She turned to Babcock. "They put on a very sweet little Nativity play last Christmas," she said. "Robin was one of the Three Wise Men."

  "Oh yes," he countered, "my Huddersfield lads staged a Nativity play at the club. Set the scene in Vietnam. I was very impressed." Robin was gazing at him with more than usual intensity, and he made a supreme effort to meet the challenge. "Look," he said, "if you really want to walk down the hill to Gethsemane I'm willing to go with you."

  "Splendid!" said the Colonel. "I'm game. A breath of fresh air would do us all good. I know the terrain--you won't be lost with me in charge."