Hard love - Love, belonging, differences

by Edit Torma

  - And you think there are so many people in this situation that it’s worth concluding a foundation for them? – the conversation stopped because Loretta began crying, so Heni went to her into the children’s room, and Laurence went upstairs, into the study, dot memorize the script.

  - Have I said how much I’m proud of my kind-hearted wife? – Laurence was smiling while was praising Heni, with apologizer voice, after they went to sleep, and he was stroking his wife’s hair and face – This foundation isn’t necessary, you already helped a lot because you landed even if this only girl into a better situation.

  - Maybe you’re right, there couldn’t be that many people who really love their favorite star – Heni was stroking the man’s chest – Just I really love you so much that I see my situation in their ones when I hear about even if a bit similar one. It doesn’t mean that I’m kind-hearted; just it shows too how much I love you – she kissed her husband, they were stroking each order’s body and completely forgot the other girls.

  6

  Next day Heni reflected on the foundation again. It came into her mind that she has read about really there are girls who really suffer from a requited love they feel towards a star. As an addition, what she read then, when she was a teenager, was addressed exactly to them, who don’t now hot to come out of this love. If there is a reading like this, what’s addressed to them, it’s necessary. Beside it, this book can’t reach everybody, as an addition, it didn’t help her personally anything. But she didn’t want to bother Laurence with this subject anymore. They maybe would be discussing again, and, anyway, he was busy studying the script and going to rehearsals. But it still didn’t mean his wife didn’t deal with this business.

  There really occurred another problem to Laurence, hot that thing to talk to with his wife about the foundation she was planning, and not just to study the script and to rehearsals. When he came home from that day’s rehearsal, he slammed the door from after himself that way that I was even audible from the other side of the house, not just the not too far-away children’s room. Loretta and the little Laurence even began crying by this.

  - Would you tell me what happened?! Because if it isn’t something tragedy, please don’t make the children to be scared to death! – Heni was coming to the living-room, with the younger Laurence in her arms.

  - You’re right, don’t all of my children deserve that treatment like that little bitch will get from me!

  - Montana… began it again? – Heni was shocked.

  - When she stopped it, I was so happy about it that I was even ready to speak to her again! It seems like she need already a bigger punishment to don’t continue to ashamed her family!

  - What do you want to do?

  - I not have an idea. What do you think, what should I do to this child?

  - She’s not a child anymore. She’s only one year younger than me. And everybody knows that you are against what she does, it already came out when her first film came out. Or does she use your family name again?

  - No. But the only way of she can be much more fashionable that the other porn stars if she announces whose daughter she is, and they are going to continue to announce it in news and on TV too because it’s easier to sell the piece of news. And she begin it for the first time so long time ago that they maybe even forgot till now that I’m her father because she used my name only in the beginning of this.

  - They are going to nag you again with their questions about what do you say to she began it again! – Heni ticked off too.

  - But what do they think, what do I say to this?! I’m happy about my daughter shows herself nude during having sex all kinds of swine?!

  - We have to get her somehow to don’t do this.

  - But how?!

  - I don’t know, invite something, you’re much smarter than me!

  - I think we should consider about this tomorrow, we rehearsed a lot today, it’s already midnight and I’m dead tired.

  - OK.

  After they had a shower and went to sleep, they didn’t fall asleep soon, nor in spite of tiredness, because Montana’s depravity still was on their mind.

  - She already didn’t violated only my, your and Heni’s life but there are the two little ones too. You are even less who it serves right this fuss what they’re going to make because of this hideous act, and you are nor who it serves right to listen to our ticked off because of this – Laurence was stroking Heni’s hair and face then too – And don’t keep saying that I’m smarter than you, you rather should be proud of how much you conflict with Montana – then they began smiling – I also even hardly used to bear that I could hardly touch you before marriage, I, who disowned his daughter because she does it in public. But maybe I still spoiled something in her educating because she has sunk so low like this.

  - You also know that you didn’t used to ha much time, because of the filming, script memorizing and rehearsals, and after you got divorced from Hajna, you used to meet her even more rarely because she still lived at her mother when she was a little child.

  - Maybe Hajna allowed her to get into bad company, to depraved children can affect her badly…

  - Or she used to hide who she used to make friends.

  - But she would have to realize that she began to be depraved. And I also could realize it.

  - Well, it seems like she used to hide it well, what things she had in her mind.

  - And what things could she used to do with her friends already when she was a child…

  - Maybe she got into bad company only in her teenager years.

  - Maybe.

  7

  In the morning they woke up by the little Laurence was crying. They couldn’t guess what he was wanting. It wasn’t necessary to change the baby, nor was he hungry. They noticed only after these that Loretta wasn’t there in the cradle next to him. But where was Loretta? They frightened looked at if one of them left her on the sofa or one of the armchairs by chance but she nor was there.

  - Did you lock the door when you came home? – Heni asked with trembling voice.

  - Who would think about this in that mood?

  - Oh my God! – Heni clutched her lips and tears were flowing on her face.

  - But why would they kidnap her? – the answer already arrived in the next minute. Laurence’s phone rang so he answered. A deformed voice immediately began to speak. The man set the phone to loud.

  - I know what you should do, I mean what you shouldn’t do to get your little daughter back.

  - Who are you?

  - I am who loves Montana just the way she is.

  - You’re her boyfriend? – the man was even more shocked.

  - Quite! And I’m telling you already in advance that your daughter tried to talk me out of the action so she isn’t for it at all.

  - How can we get Loretta back?

  - It’s simple. You just have to endure Montana’s career without you would put a crimp in her style. If you will take the piss out of her after you got her back, you can count on I’m going to take one of your children. If you’ll speak to the police, I’m not going to treat her well.

  - What the hell do you know about how to treat a baby?!

  - Calm, I have got some friends who keep a baby, I’ve took care of them when they’ve went to somewhere!

  - And why should I believe it?

  - It’s total the same what you believe it?

  - It’s total the same what you believe if you won’t pick a fight Montana through a day you’re going to get the kid back.

  - If something trouble will happen to her, I’ll call the police.

  - Who knows, I may succeed kidnap her again, and already a bigger trouble will happen to her then. But calm, isn’t going to happen to her any trouble if you won’t nag your daughter through a day.

  - And how will we get Loretta back?

  - I don’t know, Montana will take her back in the afternoon.

  - You want me to conduct myself with her like didn’t happen anything?

>   - Yeah, you can begin practice already then how to normally tread her. Or you rather nor need your other daughter? – Laurence was considering through some seconds and gathered all his strength to can use his actor’s talent in this situation too like this. Maybe it also even would cause even more trouble if the boy will hear by his voice how much furious he was.

  - I do…

  - So I’m going to send Montana with the baby tomorrow but if I’ll hear from her that you treated her badly, even if on telephone, you’re going to lose your other daughter too – they finished the conversation.

  - I don’t believe it! He forces that dirty bitch on me not to hurt an innocent baby! I have to feign everything is OK between us, and the all world is going to judge me to be who accepts his daughter’s disgusting occupation!

  - But you’ll agree to his game, wont you? It’s the only way to get back Loretta! – Heni said with trembling voice, ashen and being scared to death.

  - I’m surely going to bear it somehow till tomorrow, and then I’ll let the police loose on this bastard. I’m going to engage some bodyguards to he doesn’t try it one more time till they will arrest him.

  - They may never catch him. He surely hides that he is Montana’s boyfriend and this is everything we know about him. And if it came out till then that they’re a couple, they surely announced they’ve split up and only we say that it isn’t right and they aren’t going to show together on and they aren’t going to show together on public places.

  - They’re going to track it down who he can be of the boys who go into her house. Anyway, the bodyguards can be necessary since I became more famous and we can plentifully allow it us.

  - But this boy was quite capable of kidnap a baby! He may come here next time with a weapon and he can be so skilled in crime theat the bodyguards even wont be anough difficulty to him!

  - We will engage that much that they are surely going to be enough.

  - What do you think, does he normally treat Loretta? Say any trouble wont happen to her! – Heni and Laurence embraced each other.

  8

  Next day Heni was nervously trying whist the little Laurence, who was still constantly crying. Her husband was on rehearsal since morning, they’ve talk to each order once till then, on phone, and he also admitted that the rehearsal wasn’t going very well to him because he was constantly worrying about Loretta.

  After a while, Heni gave it up, whistling the little boy, put him back into his light blue crib. She went to the bedroom where she kept her phone and called Jenny to come to take care of him while she is going to the little Heni to her friend, anyway, maybe the babysitter, whist the little boy easier because she didn’t succeeded it such a nervously like this.

  Then she went back downstairs, to the living-room, where the little Heni was watching TV.

  Would you care for go to Allie? – she asked with forced gaiety. She didn’t want the little girl to be at home when Montana is going to bring Loretta who will be in a who knows what like shape if her criminal boyfriend still hurt her. Heni was also worrying about this all day and about if the boy will keep his promise and give the little girl back. She nor wanted the little Heni to keep on seeing her in that mood. She was trembling by fear all day because of the question about what will happen to Loretta.

  - I’ve been at her not long ago and we meet in the nursery school too – the little girl said in a bored manner.

  - I’m waiting for a guest now and you wouldn’t feel good while she is going to be here – in the end that was true. That some seconds while she is going to speak to that porn star if she will speak to her at all, it’s not going to be a pleasant sight for this little girl. Besides, she would begin to inquire after why did was she angry with her. What could she tell to this four-years-old child?

  - It’s the same to me. Just I’m watching the cartoon till the end – the little Heni agreed to this. Heni felt relief and went back into the children’s room, maybe she is going to succeed whist his little brother who was still crying, and she calmed down a bit so it was a better time to try it. She took the little Laurence into her arms again, she embraced ter time to try it. could she tell to this four-years-old child?him and was cradling him, and the little boy calmed down a little bit too, then Jenny already arrived.

  After she answered the door, she was frightened when it came into her mind that she still hasn’t call Allie’s parents to ask them if she could take the little Heni there. She nervously hurried upstairs, into the bedroom, and called them. Fortunately the time was suitable for them.

  Heni left with the little girl, caught a taxi, accompanied the little Heni into Allie’s house, exchanged a few words with her parents, and went home also by taxi. Jenny succeed make the little Laurence calm down by the time.

  Heni calmed down a bit, set down in front of the TV, and somebody rang after some minutes. She excitedly stood up from the sofa, maybe Montana brought Loretta. She turned the TV off and answered the door. When Heni noticed the girl at the door, in the black top with deep neckline and extra little short what remembered her of her job, holding the little girl in her arms, she was overcome by anger. Fortunately, Laurence was just at rehearsal so he didn’t have to feign he completely accepted his older daughter’s shameless grandstanding. It also even disturbed him that that porn star touched that innocent baby. The sigh completely broke Heni down too. Fortunately, she didn’t have to feign to be the friendly relative. Anyway, she wasn’t such a close relative that they would meet often, even if she wouldn’t have that immoral career like this.

  Hello! I’m sorry about my boyfriend had so much agro, I really didn’t want it – Montana began to speak.

  - Yeah? So why didn’t you take Loretta back earlier?! – Heni answered and slammed the door. This bitch was the reason of everything! She almost considered her as an enemy till now too because she brought a shame to Laurence, she didn’t even understand how could be somebody so shameless like this girl, mainly because she did it only because she felt like would like to be famous a little bit. She, Heni wasn’t even able to do it if it was really very necessary. She wasn’t able to do any similar thing either. It wasn’t wonder that she was a criminal boy’s girlfriend like this. Heni embraced the little infant, she didn’t let her go through long time, and then put her into her cradle what was empty through more than a whole day.

  - So what was it like? Did he treat you normally? – the girl’s boyfriend began to speak immediately when Montana arrived at home.

  - Daddy wasn’t even at home. I met only Heni.

  - What?! He wasn’t at home?! So he avoids you. Now we have to take this kid back!

  - Listen, I think it isn’t necessary, rather find it out before this why wasn’t he at home! He surely wouldn’t avoid me after you threatened him with this.

  - And how to find it out?! – the boy asked nervously.

  - Call Heni and ask her where is he. Then you can call somebody who is with him if are they really there.

  - And how to get its phone number?!

  - It’s surely easier than kidnap a baby. I still haven’t even thoughted you for this. Thoughts for I have such a boyfriend who takes care of me! – Montana embraced the boy while she was smiling.

  - OK, I’ll call him – he went into the room where he has leaved his phone and he called Laurence. They were exactly having a break so he turned his phone on. The boy didn’t deform his voice then.

  - Hello, I’m one of Heni’s friends; would you give me her number?

  - If you are a friend of her, why don’t you have her number?

  - We’re not that close friends…

  - And how do you have my number?

  - One of my pals knows you, I met Heni by him. I’ve met you once too.

  - Really? What’s your name?

  - I’m David. Don’t you remember?

  - No. What do you want from Heni?

  - Only her number.

  - But why do you need her phone number?

  - Why would I need it???
Because I would like to talk to her!

  - It seems to me like you’re hiding something from me.

  David reflected.

  - Where are you now?

  - It has nothing in common with Heni’s phone number.

  - Now it seems to me like you’re hiding something from me – David answered with feigned laughter.

  - I’m at a rehearsal if you want to know this.

  - Who are there?

  - Why?

  - I just would like to talk to somebody because I don’t have too many friends and maybe there are somebody between you who I know – this guy surely isn’t in his right mind, Laurence thought and got tired of the conversation so gave the phone to the director to shake him off. He confirmed to David’s question that it really was a filming rehearsal.

  - Didn’t I tell you? – Montana said after David reported the conversation – But you pretty smartly solved the situation! However, when you asked where is he now and when you answered that you just wanted to talk to somebody because you hardly had some friends, these were pretty odd! – the girl was laughing.

  - Yeah, it was really hard to invent something. But you still haven’t told me how Heni treated you.

  - I was pretty nice, I was giving excuses for the kidnapping but that girl just slammed the door that way that I felt like that door is going to knock against me!

  - I don’t believe it!

  - What’s up?

  - Why didn’t you tell me till now? – Now I unnecessarily took the piss out of myself with this telephone conversation! And we have to kidnap that baby again!

  - But your condition didn’t concern that woman!

  - And she can treat you what way she wants?! You want to end up in the rehab because you allow them to knock you out?!