“What’s up baby? Everything okay?” I looked at my husband as he stepped into the room. His tall body leaned against the wall and he looked at me with those sexy eyes of his.
“You worrying about who Tegan’s fucking is the problem. You in the living room mad as hell like she cheating on you again. Hayden I’m only going to ask you this once. Are you still in love with her?” Hayden’s handsome face frowned.
“Look, I know to you it might seem like I tripping because I’m jealous but it’s not that. This nigga has tried to have me arrested. The things that he has done can’t go ignored. I’m only taking my time to handle the situation because of his status,” he replied. I nodded rocking my baby back and forth.
“So you can what? Kill him like you killed Dante?” Hayden looked at me. His lips quirked into a small smile. He bit down on his bottom lip and sighed.
“I see you Iggy. See, you trying to argue with a nigga and I’m not having it. We done been through a lot these last few months. Baby, what you need to be concerned about is your health, the kids and your husband.” I laughed at the way he flipped the script.
“I am concerned about my husband. What I don’t like is hearing you fuss about your ex-wife and the man that she is having sex with. That’s some bullshit and you know it. Some shit is about to change and it’s happening now. You are going to let this Tegan and Eric shit go. I am tired of dealing with her and her drama. I’m not playing Hayden, let it fucking go. In addition, you’re getting your momma a plane ticket today and dropping her ass off. I love her because she is your mother but it is very clear that she would rather have Tegan in this house than me. Send her home, end your shit with Tegan and do it today.” Hayden stepped off of the wall and licked his lips.
“So you barking out orders now and shit. What’s going to happen if I don’t do the shit you said today, Inga? What are you gonna do?” I stopped rocking Aaleyah and looked at him.
“Then I’ll book you and your momma a room at the Residence Inn because I have way too much shit going on to be focusing on things that don’t matter. That’s what now go handle that shit Hayden,” I snapped tired of playing this damn game with his ass. Hayden glared at me for a moment before stomping out of the room like a damn child. I laughed at him and looked down at my baby.
“Your dad is one spoiled ass man,” I said shaking my head.
A few hours later I found myself inside of the home that I shared with Dante when he was alive. I looked at the beautiful estate, still kind of in disbelief that Dante was gone. Hayden swore that he had nothing to do with my ex being killed but I really didn’t know. I’m sure Hayden has a ruthless side to him that I have never seen. Bailey, Dante’s insanely beautiful younger sister, tapped on my car window and I smiled up at her. She was selling it because she was tired of staying here alone. We hadn’t talked in so long because she felt that Hayden had something to do with it as well, but talking about Dante earlier made me miss her. I just wanted to make sure that she was okay. I unlocked my car doors and got out. Bailey grabbed Aaleyah and I grabbed my purse. After running into Harper, I started carrying a gun. I had gotten my CCW years ago but I never had a reason to carry a gun until now. His erratic behavior was starting to worry me but I still wasn’t ready to tell Hayden yet.
“Oh my God, she is gorgeous! Look at her eyes! Damn she needs some sun light, she’s so pale,” Bailey gushed holding Aaleyah. I smiled at them and together we walked into the house. Bailey led me to what used to be my living room. We sat down and I just gazed around the place. Boxes were everywhere and then I spotted a few that had Inga wrote on them with a black magic marker. Bailey looked at me.
“I didn’t wanna throw out the things that you two shared together. Their just like prom pictures and things that you two acquired together over the years. Things that I thought you would want,” she said. I nodded holding in my tears. Dante had been in my life since high school. Other than Hayden, he was the only man I had ever had sex with. He was my everything until I learned that I wasn’t anything but a kept woman to him. I know that he loved me he just didn’t love me enough to get his shit together.
“So I see that belly poking out. Is it another girl?” she asked. I sat back and rubbed my stomach.
“We haven’t found out yet.” Bailey nodded smiling at me. I was surprised by how welcoming she was considering the last time I talked to her she called me everything but the name of God.
“Tegan can’t be too happy about that,” she said laughing. I shook my head and laughed with her.
“If you only knew,” I replied as my cell phone vibrated in my bag. I pulled it out and looked at the screen. It was a text message from Hayden.
Hubby: She’s on her way back to California. She said to tell you that she loves you and Aaleyah very much and that she plans on returning before you have the baby.
Me: If she really said that then that’s great and we love her as well.
Hubby: Where you at? I’m horny…I need some…
Me: Out.
Hubby: Don’t play with me Iggy, where the hell you at?
Me: I’m picking up some things from Bailey. She’s selling the house that I shared with Dante.
My phone started to ring and I looked at Bailey.
“Excuse me for a minute,” I said and quickly left out of the living room. I walked into the kitchen and answered Hayden’s call.
“Hello.”
“You know what, you on that bullshit. Don’t be giving out no fucking demands on how I need to do this and do that and then run your pregnant ass over to your ex’s house. That’s some fucking bullshit. Is my daughter with you?” he barked into the phone.
“Yes our daughter is and my ex is dead. I’m over here checking on his sister that lost her only sibling. I’m getting my stuff and leaving. So you can calm your ass down.” Hayden chuckled.
“You know….I’ma mess around and fuck you up. I don’t want my daughter around that high priced hoe Inga. You better bring her home now!” he yelled and ended the call. I rolled my eyes and walked back into the living room. I walked over to the boxes and started looking through them. My eyes instantly watered as my life with Dante stared back at me. Pictures of us in Paris, Italy and various vacations sat inside the box. I picked up a picture from the night he proposed to me and I couldn’t stop the tears from cascading down my face. Dante was handsome in every sense of the word. A part of me missed him because we had been together for so long.
“Dante...damn,” I murmured.
“I know...I miss him so much. I think that when he first was killed I blamed you because I needed someone to blame. He didn’t deserve to die like that. We found out a few months ago that he was doing some shady dealings with some people that are connected to drug families and so anyone could have killed him Inga. I am so sorry for blaming you. I’m happy that you called me and I hope that I can be in you and your kids’ lives. I’ll play nice with your husband, I swear,” she said giggling. I smiled and kissed the picture.
“Girl don’t worry about Hayden,” I said hoping that his stubborn ass wouldn’t really be a problem. I made it to my house an hour later and brought Aaleyah in first. I sat her down in the living room and then went back to get the boxes of my past. I really just wanted to look at everything before I threw it out. The bright headlights of Hayden’s Maserati made me look up. He parked next to me and climbed out of the car. I stood up straight and gave him a once over. He was wearing a black HBA long sleeve shirt with black jeans and black Timbs. I bit down on my lip as I watched him adjust his wood framed Cartier glasses. I hadn’t seen him wear them in a while because they were iced out and he didn’t like the attention he got when he wore them. He pulled one of his many fitted hats down low and walked over to me. It was nothing worse than being mad at your man when you were horny, because Hayden was looking so damn good all I could think about was sex.
“How was your day going down memory lane?” he asked walking up on me. His ass smelled like a pound of weed. I shook my
head grabbing the box. I wasn’t in the mood to argue with him. Hayden took the box out of my arms so I grabbed the other one. I closed my car door and locked it. “So what is this shit?” he asked following me into the house. I walked into the living room and sat the boxes down. Looking at my husband made me feel like I should have went with my first mind and left the boxes with Bailey because I knew he was going to trip.
“Nothing just stuff that I had left behind at my old place. So how was your day?” I asked sitting my foot on top of the box that I knew carried my prom picture that I had taken with Dante. Hayden sat the box he was holding down and looked me over. His light skin was flushed and his sexy eyes were glazed over. He went into the box he carried in and frowned as he looked through it. I glanced over at my baby to make sure she was still sleeping in her car seat.
“So you make me send my fucking momma away so you can go play ‘I remember when’ with your ex’s sister? I swear if that baby wasn’t up in you I would fuck you up right now Inga,” he said glaring at me.
“Look, I did nothing wrong. Dante is dead. I wanted to get out pictures of my younger years before I tossed the stuff out,” I said calmly. Hayden chuckled as he held a picture of me and Dante when we were in Italy. We were hugging and smiling. Those were the days when we were happy.
“So I’m supposed to be okay with you keeping this shit? Matter of fact, you getting this shit from up out of here!” he yelled and grabbed the box. He stormed out of the living room and out the front door. He threw it on the ground and started stomping on it. I could hear glass shattering as he shoved his foot into the box. I grabbed his arm trying to get him to calm down. I didn’t want him to fuck up my damn pictures.
“Hayden stop it!” I yelled pulling his arm back as hard as I could. He tried to push me off of him and I fell back. I tripped over the flower pot and fell into our bushes.
“Oh shit!” Hayden yelled rushing over to me. He tried to help me stand and I slapped his hand away. My back was all scratched up.
“Get the fuck away from me Hayden. Like this is some serious bullshit,” I said slowly standing up. I rubbed my back and stepped over the flower pot so that I could walk into the house. Hayden was on my back as I walked through the front door.
“Baby, you know I didn’t mean to do that. Can you please let me check out your back?” he asked in an apologetic tone. I stopped walking and he pulled up my black tunic. His hands brushed across my back and I winced. “It’s scratched up. Go to bed and I’ll put Aaleyah away and clean up the mess. I gotta get my shit together baby, I’m so fucking sorry,” he said and kissed me on the side of my neck. I sighed and made my way up the stairs. I peeled off my clothes the minute I stepped into my bedroom and then I took a hot shower. Hayden laid in the bed smoking a blunt as I walked back into the bedroom wrapped in a towel. He was wearing his grey Armani lounge pants and I could tell he was commando because his dick imprint was leaning against his thigh. His eyes looked me up and down as he blew smoke out of his mouth.
“Come here Iggy,” he said calling me over. I walked over to him and took off my robe. I climbed onto the bed and laid next to him. I was so fucking tired. I laid on his chest and he kissed me on my forehead.
“We gotta get this shit together baby. The last thing I want you to think is that I regret anything or that I’m still in love with Tegan. If I was I would be with her. This last year has been good baby. Yes, we been dealing with her bullshit nonstop, but our marriage has been what it should be. I love you for so many reasons and damn it feels like I have been in love with you for years and shit. People think I’m crazy as hell because I left one marriage to be in another one, but it just feels right with you Inga. I love you baby and I thank you for giving my babies. You still love me?” he asked looking down at me. I looked up at him and nodded. Hayden smiled and put his blunt out. He rubbed my belly and kissed me gently on the lips. “Then that’s all that matters baby. I’m a do better and let that bullshit with Tegan and Eric go. Okay?” He asked. I smiled wide.
“Okay baby.” Hayden smiled and slid down my body. I was tired but the feel of his soft lips against my opening woke me right up.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered as he gently kissed my lower lips. He pushed my legs back as far as they would go and stuck his tongue inside of me. He pointed it straight out so it was hard and hitting me in all of the right places. My legs began to shake as he pulled my clitoris into his mouth.
“Oh…baby…damn,” I moaned rubbing on my erect nipples. Hayden pleasured me with his tongue until I came in his mouth. He flipped me over and started kissing me all over my back. He applied a cool ointment to it and stuck his face right in my ass. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as his tongue caressed my opening. I found the strength to sit up a little and Hayden stuck two fingers inside of me as his continued to eat my ass. I moaned and grabbed the sheets as another orgasm hit me. Hayden slapped my ass and pulled his fingers out of me as I fell onto the bed. I couldn’t think straight as I tried to enjoy all of the pleasure that was filling my body.
Hayden flipped me back over and climbed up my body. He looked me in the eyes as he kissed me deeply. He sucked on my tongue as he nudged my legs apart. His hard dick found my opening and he slowly slid into me. I closed my eyes and gasped.
“Oh baby,” I moaned.
“Look at me Inga,” he commanded in a low, sexy voice. My eyes slowly opened and I looked up at him. His curve hit me in my spot with every stroke making my face contort in all kinds of ways. He felt so good I never wanted it to end. “I love you baby and I’m sorry for tripping. Do you forgive me?” he asked slowly pulling out of me. I nodded and he slowly slid back in. I wrapped my legs around his body and he found a good rhythm that had us both moaning and groaning. He was the hardest he had ever been inside of me.
“”You forgive daddy? Huh Inga?” he asked starting to really fuck me. I nodded unable to speak. He shook his head as he went so deep I bit down on his shoulder. “I need to know we okay baby, because I’m...so…fucking…sorry. Daddy didn’t mean it,” he gritted out fucking me hard. My mouth popped open as my legs started to shake.
“I’m cumming!” I yelled, clenching down hard on him.
“I know baby. Shit I know. This pussy so good you gone make me cum too. Shit,” he grunted and together we both reached our climax. Hayden and I breathed hard as we came down from our high. He pulled out of me and rolled onto his side of the bed. He threw his arm across my stomach and looked at me. A lazy grin spread across his face.
“When I told Romelo that I was going to marry you he asked me what I saw in you. That let me know you were it for me and I told him everything. You are everything to me Inga don’t forget that baby,” he said sliding his hand back down my body. I nodded as his fingers started to play with my clitoris. He was everything to me too and that’s why I was going crazy at the thought of him still loving Tegan.
Chapter Fourteen
Harlow
“Harlow, what is this?” Kitty asked looking at me. I smiled at her as I wiped a few stray tears away.
“This is all of my information. This is my account info. This is my life insurance information. I wanted you to keep this stuff for me. Just as a backup,” I said smiling at her.
“Harlow you scaring me,” she said laughing nervously. I laughed with her and pulled her into a hug. To a lot of people my actions might have seemed drastic or irresponsible but I was really left with no choice.
“I’m okay. I’m delaying the opening of the building so that I can get some more things straightened out. I just wanted you to hold onto this stuff just to put my mind at ease.” Kitty pulled back from me and looked me in the eyes.
“Are you sure?” she asked. I nodded giving her the best smile that I had.
“Look, I gotta go Kitty. I love you so much and I appreciate everything that you’ve done for me. You know that right?” Kitty took a step back and covered her mouth. Her eyes watered as she looked at me.
“Please be safe Ha
rlow. You know I can’t take anything happening to you,” she said and pulled me back into her arms. I hugged her as tightly as I possibly could.
“I’ll be okay, please don’t worry about me. I love you so much and I have to do this. I’ll call you when I’m settled in.” I kissed her on the cheek and stepped away from her. I smiled at her one last time before getting into my new truck and pulling off. I let a few tears fall as I pulled away from Kitty’s home.
“Momma okay?” Jolie asked from her car seat. I smiled at my baby.
“Yes honey I’m good. Mommy is going somewhere we can all be happy. You have a backyard to play in with a swing set and everything,” I said smiling at the thought of us finally being free. Marcio had changed the minute his hands wrapped around my neck. After meeting with my dad I went home to Hell wrapped up in a mansion with pretty furniture. Marcio forced me into having a threesome with him and Jhene. The only reason I didn’t swallow down every pill that I took from my dad’s house was because of my kids. For two weeks I plotted on leaving. I rented a home down south in my mother’s name and even got a new truck that Marcio knew nothing about. I put money away and took out a good amount of money from my joint account with the twins.
I closed down my building for good. Once I had my life in order then I would go back to doing things that I loved like styling people. Right now my main concern was getting my children away from the craziness that I had subjected them too. I took a deep breath and sighed. I was in for a long ride. I was moving to a small town outside of Atlanta with a population of 10,000. When Jaycion and I were younger, we always talked about running away whenever we were put on punishment. I found this town back then and the population was a whole lot smaller. When I thought about leaving, this place was the first thing that came to my mind. A small part of me hoped Jaycion would remember it but hell, that was over ten years ago; I doubt he would have a clue where I went. I pulled out my burner phone. I had a whole box full and called Marcio. I wished I could do this in person but his crazy antics had me not trusting him. I would never trust him again.
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