Untamed Wolf

by Wade, Cara

  “You’re different,” he mused thoughtfully. “Not like anyone I’ve ever met before.”

  “What do you mean?” I whispered, unable to give my voice any volume. It was almost as if my mouth was afraid of what would happen next.

  “I mean, you’re sweet, and sexy too.” My heart stopped dead in my chest, did he just call me sexy? He had to be joking. “And really nice. You see things that no one else does. I don’t know what it is, but I feel like there’s something there between us.”

  Okay, he was delving right in there, getting straight into the difficult conversation. I had never experienced that before, things with Max were always so roundabout. The only way he’d ever been direct was with the breakup, and that was only because I caught him in action. And actually, it was Taylor who gave me the blunt harsh truth.

  I stared up at him, feeling everything within me shift. Of course I liked Evan too, I’d been trying to squash down my feelings ever since I first laid eyes on him, but that was for a good reason. Just because he’d expressed an interest in me didn’t change any of that…

  But the way that he was looking at me really did. It was hard to resist someone staring at me with such lust and adoration. It made me feel powerful and sexy. My body was screaming at me to jump on him, to kiss him, to totally give myself over to him, and it was slowly drowning out all the rational thoughts in my brain.

  I needed to make a choice soon, Evan was moving over to me, giving me a deep, dark, desire filled look. He wanted to devour me, and I needed to decide whether or not I was going to let him. If I defied everything that I decided to do, then I would be in for what promised to be the best night of my life. My body pulsated and ached to experience that, but it wasn’t the night I was worried about. It was tomorrow morning.

  He laced his fingers through mine and slowly tugged me in closer for a kiss. This was it, my chance to make up my mind, but it seemed as if I’d lost all control of myself…

  ***

  His lips pressed gently against mine, much gentler than the last time we kissed. It was almost as if he was asking permission this time, which sent desire flurrying all over me. This man was powerful and controlling, yet he was asking something of me… and my God I wanted to give it to him.

  I parted my lips, and allowed him to snake his tongue inside, and as I did, I felt him lift me up from my seat. His hands were around my waist, exploring my curves, and as I ran my fingers up his strong, muscular back an involuntary moan escaped past my lips. He’d barely touched me and already my body was crying out for him. There was no pulling away this time no matter what the smart thing to do was.

  “Come on, let’s go to my bedroom,” he whispered, his breath tantalizingly tickling my lips.

  I nodded against his mouth, and allowed him to guide me across the villa. My heart thundered wildly in my chest, my ears were buzzing with lust, my tummy danced happily. Everything about me felt glad to give into temptation, even though it hadn’t been long, it felt like I’d been pushing it down forever, so whether there’d be complications or not I was glad to finally experience it.

  This was crazy, I knew that, but it felt too damn good to resist.

  As soon as we made it into the bedroom, Evan spun around and claimed me with his mouth. Now that he knew what I wanted, he’d become the powerful, commanding man I knew him as and that felt incredible too.

  “On to the bed, you,” he teased, slapping my butt which caused me to squeal. I complied with his commands, wanting that too. As soon as I set my body down on that bed, it meant that this was really happening. “And now, I’m going to take that sexy summer dress off you because it’s been driving me crazy all day long.”

  It seemed that I hadn’t been alone in my intense sexual frustration after all. It felt good to know that he’d been watching me too, it made me feel even more desirable.

  As the material slid up over my body, I wriggled out of it happily. The way that Evan was looking at me had me wanting him to see more. Usually I was pretty shy about my body, especially when it was being seen for the very first time, but since Evan had already seen me in my bikini I knew it was going to be okay. He liked me anyway, so what was the point in holding back?

  “You’re so beautiful,” Evan murmured happily as he gazed upon my milky skin, with only black lacy underwear covering me. “You have no idea how gorgeous.”

  Evan was definitely the sort of man who could’ve had anyone in the world. He had probably been with supermodel types his whole life, he was sexy enough to claim anyone, but for some reason he wanted me and that drove my body wild.

  As he kissed me once more, the fire was lit, everything within me sparked and I clung to him as if there was no tomorrow. My nails were trying their best to dig into his beefy muscular shoulders, but he had too much material in the way.

  I almost couldn’t cope with what it was going to do to my mind, but I needed him naked. I fisted the material of his tee shirt and I pulled it upwards and over his head.

  “Oh my…” I gasped loudly, slowly tracing my fingers over his chest and abs. He had such a masculine body, one that I’d only ever fantasized about before, and now it was here with me, absolutely blowing my mind. He must’ve worked out to look so good, and I really liked that he took care of himself. “You’re gorgeous.”

  He smirked and bent down to kiss me, showing me just how passionate he felt. I could feel a rush coming from him, and that excited me even more. Plus, the feel of his thick, throbbing erection pressed up against my leg was driving me insane.

  If I didn’t have him now, I would just die.

  Eventually I could feel his fingers trailing up my thigh, slowly working their way towards my panties. The intense need grew, I wanted him badly too, so I pressed myself up against him to give him the hint. Just as I was about to scream loudly, his mouth moved towards my neck and even further down my body, getting slowly nearer to the wet, hot desire that was waiting for him.

  My eyes slid closed as his fingers worked the outline of my panties, teasing me to desperation. He was kissing my thighs, almost touching me, but never quite getting there which was almost too much to cope with. I was at his beck and call, he had total control of me, and I was more than willing to hand that right over. He was making me feel so amazing that I really didn’t care.

  All of a sudden, without me even realizing it, my panties flew off my body. Evan had shed them in a heartbeat as if they meant absolutely nothing. I was completely exposed to him, and still he was looking at me like I was a sexy goddess, the best-looking woman he’d ever laid eyes on, which made the entire sensation amazing.

  “Oh my God!” His mouth moved in, I could feel his breath on my core, and as his fingers slowly slid up and down my slit, I grabbed hold of the sheets beneath me to keep myself in one place.

  As his tongue found me, and it rolled over my clit in the most incredible feeling pattern I’d ever experienced, I felt like I was about to explode. This was on another level of incredible, this really was something else, I was driving ever closer to the knife edge of desire and if I didn’t have him soon I would crumble. I was barely holding it together as it was.

  “Stop,” I panted breathlessly. “Stop, I need you.”

  “What do you want?” he commanded loudly.

  “You,” I could barely get the words out now, this was all too much. “I want you.”

  “Beg,” he was teasing me, and I wasn’t sure how much I could take it. “Beg me.” This was the powerful alpha side of him coming out, and that had my heart racing even faster. I absolutely adored every side of him, but in the bedroom, this had to be one of my favorites.

  However, I wasn’t about to give in to his demands.

  “Fuck me,” I burst out instead.

  With that he shimmied up my body while sliding his trousers down, and he slowly, tantalizingly slid into me. His length filled me up, it hit spots that I didn’t even know I had, and as he thrust, slowly at first but eventually much quicker, he unhooked my bra withou
t me even realizing.

  His mouth claimed my breast, his hands were all over my curves, he had total control inside of me. He had me completely and I loved that. It felt wonderful to belong to Evan, if only just for a moment.

  “Oh fuck,” I panted loudly as the pressure started to build. “Oh fuck, Evan.” My head was spinning, my heart flying, a hot pool of pleasure was spreading its way all over my body. I felt like there was a pressure building up, an intensity claiming me, a power growing…

  And then it burst free, the dam collapsed and it shattered all through my body. My nails were piercing Evan’s skin, my yells were filling his ears, my body was shuddering violently beneath him. This was an orgasm like I’d never had before, it was rolling over me and I honestly never wanted it to end.

  ***

  Oh… my… God…

  That was crazy, I don’t even know what to think about it. I mean, it was amazing, there was no denying that. It was the most intense, sensual experience of my whole life. But it was wrong, a moment of weakness that went too far.

  I stared down at Evan’s body, watching him slowly breathe in and out, my heart fluttering with excitement as he did. He made me feel like nothing else ever had before, and I really didn’t want it to end. This was a gorgeous, real man who seemed to know my body extremely well without me even having to tell him. It was refreshing to have someone so incredible by my side. It was just a shame that it was so complicated.

  Was I reading too much into it all? We both knew that this could only be for a month, maybe it was just fun for him which was why he seemed so calm. Could I commit to only a month of fun? As I considered the idea, it sent an excited shiver up and down my spine. I did need a good time, I had been through a lot recently. Maybe Evan could help me to unleash a deeper sexual being inside of me, maybe I could use this time to distract myself from every aspect of my life. It would be very unlike me, but maybe that was a good thing.

  If I went into this with my eyes wide open, if I was perfectly aware that it was only a short-term fling, then I wouldn’t get my heart broken. It would all end okay. I couldn’t get hurt again.

  I felt like this was the moment where I made my decision, if I wanted to try and forget about this then I needed to make a run for it now, but if I wanted to have some fun then I had to stay, to show Evan that I was in.

  My heart thundered, my mind flicked back and forth, decisions and answers darted in and out of my brain…

  Then Evan’s eyes flickered opened, making the choice for me. Luckily, it was the decision I wanted to make, but was too afraid to admit to myself.

  “Hello there, beautiful,” he smiled widely as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. “How are you feeling this morning?”

  “I’m good,” my voice was soft and hazy, lust was pouring out of my every pore. He was just so handsome, even first thing in the morning. I had no idea how bad I looked, but for the first time ever I wasn’t worried about that. “How are you?”

  “Glad you’re still here.” He turned his body around to face me, and as his naked torso pressed up against mine a warmth spread right through my body. “It’s lovely to wake up to your sweet smile.”

  “It’s lovely to wake up in Hawaii!” I insisted happily. “I love it here, it’s so much more fun than real life. It’s like paradise. I would love to live here.”

  “Yeah, me too,” he replied lazily. “Life is so different here. It’s more relaxed. I feel all different.”

  I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye noticing that he looked a little different too. Not only was he slightly browner, his expression was much less stressed. Did I look like that? Had all my worries from home fallen from my shoulders too? I wanted to jump up and check myself in the mirror to see, but I also had absolutely no intention of moving ever again.

  “So, you’re telling me that you work more when you’re at home?” How could he not see why his kids were so estranged from him? He was too much of a workaholic, that so desperately needed to stop. He needed to get his company to a position where it ran itself.

  “I do… I did, I think things will be different when we get back. I’m starting to clearly see that there are more important things than money and possessions. Hawaii has changed me, you have changed me.”

  He wrapped his arms tighter around me, pulling me closer into him, and in that moment, I knew for certain that I’d made the right decision. This was exactly what I needed, this was so much better than moping around at home. As long as I kept bubble wrap around my heart, I would come out of all of this a much happier person.

  “But unfortunately, I do have to work today. I have meetings all day long.” He pressed his lips up against mine, bolting desire down to my core. “So, we’ll have to have some fun right now to make up for that.”

  The kiss deepened, and his hands slid all over my body, taking this to the next level. Already my body felt like it was on fire, and this time it was even worse because I knew for certain that I was in for an incredible experience.

  “Okay, yeah, I think I can fit you in,” I gasped teasingly. “As long as your quick, I have a busy day ahead of me too and my boss is a real asshole.”

  As he chuckled into my neck, I smirked happily to myself, pleased with how rapidly our relationship had progressed. When I first met Evan I found him incredibly intimidating, but now I was in bed with him, touching that amazing body of his, having a laugh and a joke with him. I already felt like a much better, more confident, version of myself, and I wanted more of that.

  “Oh well if your boss is a pig, then I better make you feel damn good before you have to go and face him.”

  As he slid into me, I felt an explosion of sensations bursting all over my entire body, but this time I didn’t want him to have all the control. I wanted to show Evan that I could be different, that I could make this month amazing too, so I pushed him over onto his back and I sat up to ride him from that angle. He looked at me with such desire that I actually wanted him to see every bit of me. And from the way his head fell back with lust, that was exactly what he wanted too…

  ***

  “Right, kids,” I smiled at James and Lorna. “What do you want to do today?”

  They both glanced happily up at me from where they were sitting by the swimming pool outside our villa. The technological devices had all but been forgotten over the last week, and I was over the moon for that. The Hawlin family needed to get their noses out of screens more than anyone I knew. Hawaii really was good for all of them, I just hoped that they took the lessons home with them afterwards.

  “I don’t know, when is dad coming out with us again? It’s been over a week?” There was a desperation to James’s tone, but not a sadness. He knew that Evan would fit him in now when he wanted, he’d more than proven that over the last fortnight, but of course he did want a little more. He’d gone so long without him, it was totally understandable.

  “I’m not sure, I’ll go in and ask him. He didn’t say what he was doing today, so fingers crossed.” Both kids mimicked me by crossing their fingers. “I’ll be back in a moment.”

  As I wandered inside the villa, I couldn’t help but notice that there was a definite spring in my step, that my hips were swaying of their own accord. This time with Evan was doing me a world of good, it was bringing out a side of me that I hadn’t even known was there before. Having his eyes on me all day long, knowing where it would lead each and every evening, it was like we were constantly playing a tantalizing, teasing sex game that drove me wild.

  “Hey there,” he smirked at me as I found him sitting at the desk he’d created across the dining room table. “What’s going on?” His words were loaded, but we couldn’t give in to them yet. We had to wait, but to be honest that was a big part of the fun.

  Although I couldn’t resist leaning over and giving him a little peck on the lips, safe in the knowledge that we were alone.

  “Well the kids want to know when you’re going to be free for another day out? They’re anxious to s
pend more time with their dad.”

  “Oh I know, erm…” he glanced at his watch. “Maybe if you guys are headed out to the beach, I can meet you there this afternoon? I have a lot going on this morning, but I’ll plough through it quickly.”

  “Okay sounds good.”

  I turned to walk away, to break the semi good news to James and Lorna, but before I could Evan grabbed my attention once more.

  “Ali? Can I ask you something?”

  “Sure?” I leant against the door frame, with one hand on my hip, showing off my curves in the bikini top I had on. “What’s going on?”

  “I have a business dinner on Friday night, and I wanted to know if you wanted to come? It’s just a silly thing to celebrate the deal all working out, so I understand if you don’t want to.”

  Was he serious? He was asking me to join him on a public outing, a real-life date. One part of me wanted to turn him down, to keep things very casual so that we both knew where we stood so it was easier in the long run, but a much bigger part of me wanted to grab on to the opportunity with both hands. When else would I ever get the chance to go out to some fancy dinner? It wasn’t as if we would bump into anyone we knew, we were in Hawaii for crying out loud.

  Maybe I should take the chance while it was there in front of me. “Yeah, that sounds really nice,” I smiled widely, dropping the sexy demeanor. For a second I became just Ali, nothing more. “But erm… what should I wear? To be honest I didn’t really think of packing anything fancy.”

  “Don’t you worry about that,” he told me, while really obviously dragging his eyes over my exposed flesh. I bit down on my lip, trying to stop myself from crying out like an animal and pouncing on him right there and then. It only took him one second to take me from zero to one hundred. “I will sort you out something to wear, I have some connections.”

  “And what about the children? We can’t just leave them here alone.” I wasn’t just his date, I was his nanny too. Maybe he’d forgotten about that.